The Beast of 1977 (Book 1)

Dressed in his slightly tattered grey winter coat, a Cleveland Browns knit hat and a Band-Aid in the center of his forehead, Isaac stepped inside and gladly shook Levin's hand.

"Hi, Isaac," Levin warmly greeted.

Rubbing his cold hands together, Isaac smiled back, "How ya doin', man"

"Well, why don't you have a seat?" Jeremiah said as he sat himself down behind his compact desk.

Isaac took off his coat and hat and laid them on the leather couch behind him. He then tried to caress some warmth into his arms. He was wearing a green Izod sweater and a faded pair of blue jeans, and even in all of his layers the young man still felt like a six foot tall ice pick.

"Can I bum a smoke off of you, my man?" Isaac anxiously asked.

"Sure." Levin strangely eyed Isaac as he opened a drawer within his desk and took out a pack of Marlboro's.

Isaac secured the cigarette from the doctor and waited until Levin whipped out a lighter to ignite the tip.

"I wasn't aware that you smoked." Levin curiously grinned.

Isaac sat down in the chair in front of the desk and stated, "I don't smoke in front of my father and kid. But anywhere else, I'm game."

"I understand." Levin nonchalantly waved his hand. "Everyone here seems to frown upon anyone who smokes anymore." He hopelessly sighed. "So, how are you doing these days?"

Gradually coming down from his cold fit, Isaac explained in between puffs, "Not bad. Been looking for a job. And I got engaged the other night."

"Congratulations!" Levin lit up. "When is the wedding?"

"My lady says she wants a spring wedding, so, I figure it'll be sometime around April or May."

"Super, just super," Levin graciously smiled.

Isaac stared pensively at the doctor while taking a long drag on his cigarette. He wasn't accustomed to being around such a young looking professional man. In a way, it put him at ease, it made him feel as though he didn't have to live up to a lofty, generational expectation that seemingly everyone over the age of forty had already set for him.

Studying Jeremiah with a keen eye, Isaac cunningly grinned, "You sure you're a psychiatrist and not some college kid trying to get extra credit from his professor or something?"

Levin just sat back. "I'm actually five years older than you. I received my bachelors from Ohio State when I turned twenty-three. I hope that meets your standards." He cracked a smile.

"Man, you must've been real smart back in high school. If it hadn't been for me smoking since the eighth grade I probably would've joined the football team. And who knows, maybe the NFL."

"My dad once told me that smoking was the poetry of liars. It hides the true you behind a façade of so called lethargy."

Isaac screwed up his face and giggled, "Your dad sounds like mine. I swear, that man can recite just about every verse out of the bible, and ninety-nine percent of the time I don't have a damn clue as to what he's talkin' about."

Jeremiah joined in on the humor while unhinging his tie. "I have an uncle who happens to be a rabbit in Utica, New York. Till this day the man still gets me to recite verses out of the Tanakh."

"Does he have that real deep Jewish accent? You know, like he's gagging on something whenever he talks?" Isaac smirked.

"Yep, that's my uncle Jerome alright." Levin lightheartedly chuckled.

"Don't get me wrong, I love my dad to death, but you get tired of always hearing bible verses night and day. You would think after hearing it for twenty years that I'd have the whole bible memorized by now." Isaac joked while squashing the butt of his cigarette out in the glass ashtray on the desk.

"So tell me, how do you and your father get along?"

"We're cool, I guess." Isaac exhaled.

"Just cool," Jeremiah queried.

back in November, me and him

what took place back at that house? Doctor Sanyupta never went into much detail back at

"No, I mean me trying to

"Oh really," Levin panted. "What

know." Isaac sulked. "I wasn't exactly myself at the time. I swung at 'em, next thing I know, I wake up

"It

"Have you ever seen my father? The man isn't

"How did you feel when your father

lot of things at the time. But when I finally came to and realized what I had done to both him and my lady, him sending me to that place made all the

eyes down at his desk and said, "Doctor

"Yeah, she died six years ago from

say that her passing brought you and your father

"I don't know, like I said, besides November, we always got along. If anything changed after my mom's death, it had to be that my dad stopped working so much. I think he slowed down so he could spend more

"You keep

same thing. So before you try and go back in time

"Really," Levin's

I keep on having these...blackouts. Sometimes I can't remember things. Hell, I can't even remember how I got this knot on my forehead." Isaac pointed to

and began to jot something down on a

blackouts before. Have you seen a doctor about them? Are any of

so he can tell me to take some Anacin. If it weren't for the state paying for this visit I wouldn't be

want to get down to the root of these blackouts,

squirmed about in his seat like an impatient five year old at that moment. He tried to cut his eyes away from the doctor's, but Levin was

and watched some TV. After that, everything went dark. When I woke up the next morning, I was hanging out of my bed with the covers wrapped around

"I see." Levin murmured, still

on the phone and then my dad taking me down to his job to see if I could get on. Then, we got back in

Sanyupta did mention that you would see...another person in your bedroom from time to

his head and exhaled as if

in here. The only other person that knows

acting as though he were trying to find

a person because I never see its face. It just comes out of nowhere, and then it just leaves. It never speaks. It just walks around. I don't know if it's

come together for you. I mean, I heard

recalling something funny before he said, "I

off his glasses. "Uh, yeah," he modestly answered. "I'll admit that it's not exactly what I expected to hear from a man like

really mean to say is that you've never heard a colored person sat that he was a...you

like to be called colored." Levin haphazardly jibed while apparently waiting for a smile

Isaac glared oddly at the doctor before laughing. He got the joke, he was just awestruck at the sheer boldness

"Isaac, look, I've been in this profession for two years now, and so far I've had three people tell me that they were vampires. One guy that swears he's James Bond. Another person tell me that he's the reincarnation of Attila the Hun, and a woman who believed that she was a ghost, even though she was about as alive as you and I are right now. What you think you are is the least of your problems. It's normal to have these thoughts. You saw three

Isaac dropped his head and said, "Those cats weren't my friends. And as far as what happened back in November,

visit after the incident. Isaac, I just have to know, were you beaten up that night? Because your

Isaac once again regressed into his vegetative state of silence.

utter pain

"Well, all I can say is that...I wasn't beaten up.

Just as it looked as if Levin were about to throw another barrage of inquiries at Isaac, he paused to examine the young man who suddenly took on the eerie appearance of someone who wasn't even

Isaac sat in his seat, slumping closer and closer to the floor like

miss my mom." The young man uttered in

"I beg your pardon?" Sitting up,

could be just like my dad, spitting bible verses left and right, but for a long time, she was my best friend. I was the one that pulled away from her. I got to that age when I thought I was too cool. Couldn't nobody tell me shit. I'll never forget the day before they took her to

With a look of syrupy sympathy in his blue eyes, Levin got up, sat down on the edge of his desk in front of Isaac and said, "Guilt binds us in all sorts of trouble, Isaac. This so called ghost that you see, this mythical creature that you think you are, it's all

now, fuckin' up, doin' things they're not supposed to be doin'. I swore that I'd be different. I want my son to look up to me like I look up to my dad. I want my fiancé to have a man that

something inside of him began to twist and turn, much like a stomach ache, but on