The Blessed And The Beast

Fifty-Eight: Joselin

Joselin’s P.O.V.

Cyrus threw up for a long while. The healers pushed me aside when it went from stomach acid to blood. As much as I detested vomit, even though I was able to hold back some of my own, I stayed. He needed people, and I needed answers.

A line of sweat appeared across his forehead, and every time his eyes instinctively closed as he lost his stomach, he would jerk them right back open. He hadn’t been kidding about the darkness he saw when he closed his eyes.

He looked haunted and terrified. The man, who typically looked like a teenager, was nothing more than a scared little boy right now, and it broke my heart.

Tobias had his chest to my back with his hands on my hips. While half of my mind was on Cyrus in bed, there was nothing I could do until this wave of nausea passed.

The other half of my mind was zeroed in on how Tobias had his thumbs sliding along my waist to show that he supported me.

It was so comforting, but I was still waiting for him to tell me that I smelled different or that he could hear or feel a little heartbeat inside me. I wondered if he would know before I did since I was stalling.

Once again, I pushed aside those thoughts. I didn’t have the courage to take a test right now, nor did I have the time to run to a store, get one and then take it without anyone seeing me.

Deal with Cora first.

I had to keep reminding myself to stay on task. Cora was the threat here; the potential of a baby inside me was not. It was a distraction, one that I could push aside until I received confirmation that it was even true. Until then, I could continue to pretend it wasn’t real and focus on the actual issue.

When the healers stepped back, they looked uncertain and uneasy. Flora’s hands were up like she was backing away from a rabid animal and looked exhausted.

She had healed him several times, but it hadn’t held. Trauma and magic were powerful things.

a large sip,

stomach rolled, and my mouth watered as I fought

slightly, and while he was worried, I also sensed his amusement at my statement. I needed to get answers and

I would look weak, and it would only raise

tongue around his mouth, more than likely still tasting his vomit. His lips pursed,

time for more delays. We needed to be ready to take action

flimsy wall between me and Rona. I could feel and see her, but she was trapped. I had been able to talk to her, to Rona. I don’t know how it worked, and it was only for

a kid, and I assumed that Cora controlling her had been recent. So, I still wasn’t a huge fan of Rona, but knowing that the motive behind her most recent actions wasn’t her own, that she had been under

been using Cora’s leg to track her. Rona was trying to find out

This was it.

was so determined to find out what I was. Rona didn’t want my power for herself; she just wanted to find

on the foot rail of his bed to stay out of the way of any vomit or the healers in case they needed

about Rona, but I didn’t want to upset Cyrus even more by speaking so ill of someone he had bonded with before they died. They may not have been friends or anything more than that, but they went through something awful together. He had been there, in her mind,

to learn how Rona had taken her mother’s powers without performing the ritual on her. Once she figured that out, she spliced the two spells and found a way to get to me without facing me.” A tear leaked from his eye, and he wiped it away quickly.

leaving it in my unattended tower. I knew I was already going to hell from my past actions, but those were all

life would never be

were trapped in her body, but

look at Killian, the only other person in the room who had been around Cora for most of his life, but he looked just as lost as I felt. Had Cora been

any interest in anyone I could remember, and I had

she should have done what she was told when she

“What had Rona

head. “I don’t know. That was when Cora started cutting and chanting. I couldn’t understand anything she was saying at that point. I didn’t even know if it was Rona pulling at

me flying across the dining hall when I was trying to save him. He had used his magic; he just used them through his body and hit me instead of through Rona’s to get to Cora. I wasn’t even sure if that was possible, but by his lack of attacks after, I had assumed Cora had gone