"Raze I love you so much! I love you before everything was planned! Please! I know you love me, please say you love me!"

"I DON'T! I can't force myself loving you! I love her!" he calmly replied again.

I turn my back, I can't afford seeing them that way.

If he'll choose her, it's fine. I can unlove him right? I felt guilt, she's hurt and I feel like it's my fault.

"Lorence!" mother Sharn call me.

"Mother Sharn what should I do?" I ask sadly.

Do I have to give him up? We're not even start fully yet.

"Let them solve their own problem. Let her fix her broken heart. You'll be fine and everything will be alright. okay?" I just nod and continue walking.

I take a warm half bath, I was sleepy as I soak myself in the bathtub but I was thinking about us, I feel like a lot was against to our relationship. I was just a maid, her maid  and he was on a highest level that only lucky person can reach his position easily.

I'm still insecure about that? I feel now the gap between us too, I still feel like Sabrina was the right person for him yet social status doesn't matter right? It doesn't matter if I'm just like this?

Argh! I was fixing my bed when I hear a knock.

"That's open!" I respond.

"Love!"

"Oh, Raze, Hey! What?"

"I'll go, I'll send Sabrina home. She won't go back if I'm not the one who'll drive for her.!" he explain.

"Yeah! keep safe!" I said and continue fixing my bed sheets.

"Hey!"

"Hmm!" I responded

"Are you okay?" he ask and held both my shoulders.

"I said yeah! Go now Raze, she's waiting!" I respond and face him, smiling.

"Thanks love, I love you!" he hug me.

"I'll be back!" I just nod before he go.

I sigh, he care for her. If I didn't came in the picture maybe he fall for her already. Is it my fault? Shit!

silence. They're

what's wrong?" I

"Lorence--"

mother sharn stop

my

ask, they're

right to tell you  that!" she answer

no clue?" I try to convince her. She sigh and look at everyone like they're communicating through

They're hurting

I wanna hold you 'til I die, 'til

My new ringtone rangs.

I said awkwardly. It's unknown

take this

Well,there's nothing wrong, right?

I pick up

end will come sooner!"

are you?" I

one!" she answer and

I know that's not Sabrina!

to go back

It's Raze.

"Hey!" I said instantly.

voice

are

trust me. Okay? let's talk later when I get home,

voice were cracked and

"Are you okay? Raze?"

I miss you!" he

or what?" I'm really curious why

you later. I love you." he said

me more

and continue eating. This is the first time that we eat silently, I don't know what

The memories with him that I don't want to forget.

my feet at the fool, after that I lay at

my phone, checking some new updates

Oh? R-raze did this?

an interview

Catherine Celo!" that was the end of his video. He didn't answer some more questions and didn't give much information

cry,

by my

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