"Raze I love you so much! I love you before everything was planned! Please! I know you love me, please say you love me!"

"I DON'T! I can't force myself loving you! I love her!" he calmly replied again.

I turn my back, I can't afford seeing them that way.

If he'll choose her, it's fine. I can unlove him right? I felt guilt, she's hurt and I feel like it's my fault.

"Lorence!" mother Sharn call me.

"Mother Sharn what should I do?" I ask sadly.

Do I have to give him up? We're not even start fully yet.

"Let them solve their own problem. Let her fix her broken heart. You'll be fine and everything will be alright. okay?" I just nod and continue walking.

I take a warm half bath, I was sleepy as I soak myself in the bathtub but I was thinking about us, I feel like a lot was against to our relationship. I was just a maid, her maid  and he was on a highest level that only lucky person can reach his position easily.

I'm still insecure about that? I feel now the gap between us too, I still feel like Sabrina was the right person for him yet social status doesn't matter right? It doesn't matter if I'm just like this?

Argh! I was fixing my bed when I hear a knock.

"That's open!" I respond.

"Love!"

"Oh, Raze, Hey! What?"

"I'll go, I'll send Sabrina home. She won't go back if I'm not the one who'll drive for her.!" he explain.

"Yeah! keep safe!" I said and continue fixing my bed sheets.

"Hey!"

"Hmm!" I responded

"Are you okay?" he ask and held both my shoulders.

"I said yeah! Go now Raze, she's waiting!" I respond and face him, smiling.

"Thanks love, I love you!" he hug me.

"I'll be back!" I just nod before he go.

I sigh, he care for her. If I didn't came in the picture maybe he fall for her already. Is it my fault? Shit!

the dinner time everyone was shut in silence. They're looking at me like

what's wrong?"

"Lorence--"

mother sharn

my

Sharn, why?" I ask, they're driving me

think we don't have a right to tell

convince her. She sigh and look at everyone like they're

wrong? They're hurting

I wanna hold you 'til I die, 'til

My new ringtone rangs.

me everyone!" I said awkwardly. It's unknown

I take this

Well,there's nothing wrong, right?

I pick

come sooner!"

are you?" I softly

and laugh like

that's not Sabrina!

back when I receive

It's Raze.

"Hey!" I said instantly.

voice were

wrong? Where are you

you to stay still and trust me. Okay? let's talk later when I get

His voice were cracked and it

"Are you okay? Raze?"

love, I miss you!" he whisper on phone

really

see you later. I love you." he said and hang

me

This is the first time that we eat silently, I don't know what happened earlier but it seems like they're

about the issue. I walk beside the pool, he surprise me here. The memories with him that I don't want to forget. I love

after that I lay at the nest

music while scrolling on my

Oh? R-raze did this?

had an interview

Lorence Catherine Celo!" that was the end of his video. He didn't answer some more questions and didn't give much information about

me cry,

owned by my ungentleman

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