The Bride Of The Billionaire

"Raze I love you so much! I love you before everything was planned! Please! I know you love me, please say you love me!"

"I DON'T! I can't force myself loving you! I love her!" he calmly replied again.

I turn my back, I can't afford seeing them that way.

If he'll choose her, it's fine. I can unlove him right? I felt guilt, she's hurt and I feel like it's my fault.

"Lorence!" mother Sharn call me.

"Mother Sharn what should I do?" I ask sadly.

Do I have to give him up? We're not even start fully yet.

"Let them solve their own problem. Let her fix her broken heart. You'll be fine and everything will be alright. okay?" I just nod and continue walking.

I take a warm half bath, I was sleepy as I soak myself in the bathtub but I was thinking about us, I feel like a lot was against to our relationship. I was just a maid, her maid  and he was on a highest level that only lucky person can reach his position easily.

I'm still insecure about that? I feel now the gap between us too, I still feel like Sabrina was the right person for him yet social status doesn't matter right? It doesn't matter if I'm just like this?

Argh! I was fixing my bed when I hear a knock.

"That's open!" I respond.

"Love!"

"Oh, Raze, Hey! What?"

"I'll go, I'll send Sabrina home. She won't go back if I'm not the one who'll drive for her.!" he explain.

"Yeah! keep safe!" I said and continue fixing my bed sheets.

"Hey!"

"Hmm!" I responded

"Are you okay?" he ask and held both my shoulders.

"I said yeah! Go now Raze, she's waiting!" I respond and face him, smiling.

"Thanks love, I love you!" he hug me.

"I'll be back!" I just nod before he go.

I sigh, he care for her. If I didn't came in the picture maybe he fall for her already. Is it my fault? Shit!

was shut in silence.

wrong?"

"Lorence--"

Erika!" mother sharn

my attention

Sharn, why?" I ask, they're

a right to tell you 

I try to convince her. She sigh and look at everyone like they're communicating

They're

I wanna hold you 'til I die,

My new ringtone rangs.

me everyone!" I said awkwardly.

I take

Well,there's nothing wrong, right?

I pick up

end will come sooner!" it's a

are you?"

and laugh like evil

I know that's not Sabrina! I'm sure

to go back when I

It's Raze.

"Hey!" I said instantly.

his voice

Where are

Love. I want you to stay still and trust me. Okay? let's talk later when I get home, wait for me.

His voice were cracked and it breaks my

"Are you okay? Raze?"

love, I miss you!" he whisper on phone or I don't

or what?" I'm really curious

I love you." he said and hang

me more curious and

first time that we eat silently, I don't know what happened

him that I don't want to forget. I love him, so much! but until when? Until when I can handle this? Until when that I'll

soak my feet at the fool, after that I lay at the

my phone, checking some

Oh? R-raze did this?

an interview

heartedly owned by  Lorence Catherine Celo!" that was the end of his video. He didn't answer some more questions and didn't give

me cry, I cried

heartedly owned by my ungentleman

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