"Raze I love you so much! I love you before everything was planned! Please! I know you love me, please say you love me!"

"I DON'T! I can't force myself loving you! I love her!" he calmly replied again.

I turn my back, I can't afford seeing them that way.

If he'll choose her, it's fine. I can unlove him right? I felt guilt, she's hurt and I feel like it's my fault.

"Lorence!" mother Sharn call me.

"Mother Sharn what should I do?" I ask sadly.

Do I have to give him up? We're not even start fully yet.

"Let them solve their own problem. Let her fix her broken heart. You'll be fine and everything will be alright. okay?" I just nod and continue walking.

I take a warm half bath, I was sleepy as I soak myself in the bathtub but I was thinking about us, I feel like a lot was against to our relationship. I was just a maid, her maid  and he was on a highest level that only lucky person can reach his position easily.

I'm still insecure about that? I feel now the gap between us too, I still feel like Sabrina was the right person for him yet social status doesn't matter right? It doesn't matter if I'm just like this?

Argh! I was fixing my bed when I hear a knock.

"That's open!" I respond.

"Love!"

"Oh, Raze, Hey! What?"

"I'll go, I'll send Sabrina home. She won't go back if I'm not the one who'll drive for her.!" he explain.

"Yeah! keep safe!" I said and continue fixing my bed sheets.

"Hey!"

"Hmm!" I responded

"Are you okay?" he ask and held both my shoulders.

"I said yeah! Go now Raze, she's waiting!" I respond and face him, smiling.

"Thanks love, I love you!" he hug me.

"I'll be back!" I just nod before he go.

I sigh, he care for her. If I didn't came in the picture maybe he fall for her already. Is it my fault? Shit!

was shut in silence. They're

what's wrong?" I

"Lorence--"

mother

catch my attention

Sharn, why?" I ask,

a right to tell you  that!"

She sigh and look at everyone like

wrong? They're

wanna hold you 'til I die, 'til

My new ringtone rangs.

me everyone!" I said awkwardly. It's unknown

I take this

Well,there's nothing wrong, right?

pick up the

will come sooner!" it's a

are you?" I

one, just no one!" she answer and laugh like

I know that's not

about to go back when I

It's Raze.

"Hey!" I said instantly.

voice were

are you know?" I

to stay still and trust me. Okay? let's talk later when I get

voice were cracked and it breaks

"Are you okay? Raze?"

love, I miss you!" he

crying or what?" I'm really curious why

love you." he said and hang up

made me more curious and

go back and continue eating. This is the first time that we eat silently, I don't know what happened earlier but it seems like

memories with him that I don't want to

feet at the fool, after that I

my phone, checking some new updates

Oh? R-raze did this?

had an

Catherine Celo!" that was the end of his video. He didn't answer some more

me cry, I

by my

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