"Raze I love you so much! I love you before everything was planned! Please! I know you love me, please say you love me!"

"I DON'T! I can't force myself loving you! I love her!" he calmly replied again.

I turn my back, I can't afford seeing them that way.

If he'll choose her, it's fine. I can unlove him right? I felt guilt, she's hurt and I feel like it's my fault.

"Lorence!" mother Sharn call me.

"Mother Sharn what should I do?" I ask sadly.

Do I have to give him up? We're not even start fully yet.

"Let them solve their own problem. Let her fix her broken heart. You'll be fine and everything will be alright. okay?" I just nod and continue walking.

I take a warm half bath, I was sleepy as I soak myself in the bathtub but I was thinking about us, I feel like a lot was against to our relationship. I was just a maid, her maid  and he was on a highest level that only lucky person can reach his position easily.

I'm still insecure about that? I feel now the gap between us too, I still feel like Sabrina was the right person for him yet social status doesn't matter right? It doesn't matter if I'm just like this?

Argh! I was fixing my bed when I hear a knock.

"That's open!" I respond.

"Love!"

"Oh, Raze, Hey! What?"

"I'll go, I'll send Sabrina home. She won't go back if I'm not the one who'll drive for her.!" he explain.

"Yeah! keep safe!" I said and continue fixing my bed sheets.

"Hey!"

"Hmm!" I responded

"Are you okay?" he ask and held both my shoulders.

"I said yeah! Go now Raze, she's waiting!" I respond and face him, smiling.

"Thanks love, I love you!" he hug me.

"I'll be back!" I just nod before he go.

I sigh, he care for her. If I didn't came in the picture maybe he fall for her already. Is it my fault? Shit!

everyone was shut in silence. They're

what's wrong?"

"Lorence--"

it Erika!" mother sharn stop

my

Sharn, why?" I ask, they're driving me

don't have a right to tell you  that!"

no clue?" I try to convince her. She sigh and look at

wrong? They're hurting

I die, 'til

My new ringtone rangs.

said awkwardly.

I take

Well,there's nothing wrong, right?

pick

sooner!"

you?" I softly

one!" she answer and laugh like evil before she hang

that? I know that's not Sabrina! I'm sure

to go back when I

It's Raze.

"Hey!" I said instantly.

his voice were

wrong? Where are you

to stay still and trust me. Okay? let's

cracked and it breaks

"Are you okay? Raze?"

he whisper on phone

crying or what?" I'm really

later. I love you." he said and

me more curious

the first time that we eat silently, I don't know what happened earlier but

bother myself thinking about the issue. I walk beside the pool, he surprise me here. The memories with him that I don't want to forget. I love him, so much! but until when? Until when I can handle this? Until when that I'll

at the fool, after that I lay at the nest

while scrolling on my phone, checking

Oh? R-raze did this?

an interview

Celo!" that was the end of his video. He didn't answer

made me cry,

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