The Bride Of The Billionaire

"Raze I love you so much! I love you before everything was planned! Please! I know you love me, please say you love me!"

"I DON'T! I can't force myself loving you! I love her!" he calmly replied again.

I turn my back, I can't afford seeing them that way.

If he'll choose her, it's fine. I can unlove him right? I felt guilt, she's hurt and I feel like it's my fault.

"Lorence!" mother Sharn call me.

"Mother Sharn what should I do?" I ask sadly.

Do I have to give him up? We're not even start fully yet.

"Let them solve their own problem. Let her fix her broken heart. You'll be fine and everything will be alright. okay?" I just nod and continue walking.

I take a warm half bath, I was sleepy as I soak myself in the bathtub but I was thinking about us, I feel like a lot was against to our relationship. I was just a maid, her maid  and he was on a highest level that only lucky person can reach his position easily.

I'm still insecure about that? I feel now the gap between us too, I still feel like Sabrina was the right person for him yet social status doesn't matter right? It doesn't matter if I'm just like this?

Argh! I was fixing my bed when I hear a knock.

"That's open!" I respond.

"Love!"

"Oh, Raze, Hey! What?"

"I'll go, I'll send Sabrina home. She won't go back if I'm not the one who'll drive for her.!" he explain.

"Yeah! keep safe!" I said and continue fixing my bed sheets.

"Hey!"

"Hmm!" I responded

"Are you okay?" he ask and held both my shoulders.

"I said yeah! Go now Raze, she's waiting!" I respond and face him, smiling.

"Thanks love, I love you!" he hug me.

"I'll be back!" I just nod before he go.

I sigh, he care for her. If I didn't came in the picture maybe he fall for her already. Is it my fault? Shit!

dinner time everyone was shut in silence.

wrong?"

"Lorence--"

Erika!" mother sharn

catch my

Sharn, why?" I ask,

think we don't have a right to tell you  that!" she answer

She sigh and look at everyone like they're

They're

I die, 'til

My new ringtone rangs.

I said

I take

Well,there's nothing wrong, right?

pick

will come sooner!" it's a womans

you?" I softly

no one!" she answer and laugh like evil before

know that's not Sabrina! I'm sure

go back

It's Raze.

"Hey!" I said instantly.

his voice

Where are you know?"

me. Okay? let's talk later when I get home,

were cracked and

"Are you okay? Raze?"

you!" he whisper on

really

later. I love you." he said and hang up the

me more curious

This is the first time that we eat silently, I don't know what happened earlier but

that I don't want to forget. I love him, so much! but until when?

my feet at the fool, after that

music while scrolling on my phone, checking some

Oh? R-raze did this?

an interview

Celo!" that was the end of his video. He didn't answer some more questions and didn't give much information about

made me cry, I cried

heartedly owned by my ungentleman

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