"Raze I love you so much! I love you before everything was planned! Please! I know you love me, please say you love me!"

"I DON'T! I can't force myself loving you! I love her!" he calmly replied again.

I turn my back, I can't afford seeing them that way.

If he'll choose her, it's fine. I can unlove him right? I felt guilt, she's hurt and I feel like it's my fault.

"Lorence!" mother Sharn call me.

"Mother Sharn what should I do?" I ask sadly.

Do I have to give him up? We're not even start fully yet.

"Let them solve their own problem. Let her fix her broken heart. You'll be fine and everything will be alright. okay?" I just nod and continue walking.

I take a warm half bath, I was sleepy as I soak myself in the bathtub but I was thinking about us, I feel like a lot was against to our relationship. I was just a maid, her maid  and he was on a highest level that only lucky person can reach his position easily.

I'm still insecure about that? I feel now the gap between us too, I still feel like Sabrina was the right person for him yet social status doesn't matter right? It doesn't matter if I'm just like this?

Argh! I was fixing my bed when I hear a knock.

"That's open!" I respond.

"Love!"

"Oh, Raze, Hey! What?"

"I'll go, I'll send Sabrina home. She won't go back if I'm not the one who'll drive for her.!" he explain.

"Yeah! keep safe!" I said and continue fixing my bed sheets.

"Hey!"

"Hmm!" I responded

"Are you okay?" he ask and held both my shoulders.

"I said yeah! Go now Raze, she's waiting!" I respond and face him, smiling.

"Thanks love, I love you!" he hug me.

"I'll be back!" I just nod before he go.

I sigh, he care for her. If I didn't came in the picture maybe he fall for her already. Is it my fault? Shit!

the dinner time everyone was shut in silence. They're looking at me like they're

wrong?" I

"Lorence--"

it Erika!" mother

my attention

why?" I ask, they're

to tell you 

sigh

They're hurting

'til I die, 'til we breakdown

My new ringtone rangs.

said awkwardly.

I take

Well,there's nothing wrong, right?

pick

sooner!" it's

you?" I softly

answer and laugh like evil before she hang

not Sabrina!

back

It's Raze.

"Hey!" I said instantly.

voice

Where are you know?" I

to stay still and trust me. Okay? let's talk

cracked and it

"Are you okay? Raze?"

I miss you!" he whisper on phone

or what?" I'm really curious why he's acting more

not love, see you later. I love you." he said and hang up the

me more

time that we eat silently, I don't know what happened earlier but it seems like they're really

pool, he surprise me here. The memories with him that I don't want to forget. I love him, so much! but until when? Until when I can

my feet at the fool, after that I lay at

on my phone, checking

Oh? R-raze did this?

an interview

Celo!" that was the end of his video. He didn't answer

me cry, I cried

heartedly owned by my ungentleman

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