"Raze I love you so much! I love you before everything was planned! Please! I know you love me, please say you love me!"

"I DON'T! I can't force myself loving you! I love her!" he calmly replied again.

I turn my back, I can't afford seeing them that way.

If he'll choose her, it's fine. I can unlove him right? I felt guilt, she's hurt and I feel like it's my fault.

"Lorence!" mother Sharn call me.

"Mother Sharn what should I do?" I ask sadly.

Do I have to give him up? We're not even start fully yet.

"Let them solve their own problem. Let her fix her broken heart. You'll be fine and everything will be alright. okay?" I just nod and continue walking.

I take a warm half bath, I was sleepy as I soak myself in the bathtub but I was thinking about us, I feel like a lot was against to our relationship. I was just a maid, her maid  and he was on a highest level that only lucky person can reach his position easily.

I'm still insecure about that? I feel now the gap between us too, I still feel like Sabrina was the right person for him yet social status doesn't matter right? It doesn't matter if I'm just like this?

Argh! I was fixing my bed when I hear a knock.

"That's open!" I respond.

"Love!"

"Oh, Raze, Hey! What?"

"I'll go, I'll send Sabrina home. She won't go back if I'm not the one who'll drive for her.!" he explain.

"Yeah! keep safe!" I said and continue fixing my bed sheets.

"Hey!"

"Hmm!" I responded

"Are you okay?" he ask and held both my shoulders.

"I said yeah! Go now Raze, she's waiting!" I respond and face him, smiling.

"Thanks love, I love you!" he hug me.

"I'll be back!" I just nod before he go.

I sigh, he care for her. If I didn't came in the picture maybe he fall for her already. Is it my fault? Shit!

the dinner time everyone was shut in silence. They're looking at me like

wrong?" I

"Lorence--"

it Erika!" mother sharn stop

catch my attention

why?" I ask, they're driving me

a right to tell

I try to convince her. She sigh

wrong? They're hurting

I

My new ringtone rangs.

everyone!" I said

take this

Well,there's nothing wrong, right?

I pick up

will come sooner!"

you?" I softly

no one!" she answer and

not Sabrina! I'm sure of

back when I

It's Raze.

"Hey!" I said instantly.

his voice

Where are

to stay still and trust me.

cracked and it breaks my

"Are you okay? Raze?"

he whisper on phone or I

or what?" I'm really curious

you later. I love you." he said and hang up

He made me more

time that we eat silently, I don't know what happened earlier but it seems like

pool, he surprise me here. The memories with him that I don't want to forget. I love him, so much! but until when?

after that I

music while scrolling on my phone, checking

Oh? R-raze did this?

an interview

end of his video. He didn't answer some more

made me cry,

by

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