The Bride Of The Billionaire

"Raze I love you so much! I love you before everything was planned! Please! I know you love me, please say you love me!"

"I DON'T! I can't force myself loving you! I love her!" he calmly replied again.

I turn my back, I can't afford seeing them that way.

If he'll choose her, it's fine. I can unlove him right? I felt guilt, she's hurt and I feel like it's my fault.

"Lorence!" mother Sharn call me.

"Mother Sharn what should I do?" I ask sadly.

Do I have to give him up? We're not even start fully yet.

"Let them solve their own problem. Let her fix her broken heart. You'll be fine and everything will be alright. okay?" I just nod and continue walking.

I take a warm half bath, I was sleepy as I soak myself in the bathtub but I was thinking about us, I feel like a lot was against to our relationship. I was just a maid, her maid  and he was on a highest level that only lucky person can reach his position easily.

I'm still insecure about that? I feel now the gap between us too, I still feel like Sabrina was the right person for him yet social status doesn't matter right? It doesn't matter if I'm just like this?

Argh! I was fixing my bed when I hear a knock.

"That's open!" I respond.

"Love!"

"Oh, Raze, Hey! What?"

"I'll go, I'll send Sabrina home. She won't go back if I'm not the one who'll drive for her.!" he explain.

"Yeah! keep safe!" I said and continue fixing my bed sheets.

"Hey!"

"Hmm!" I responded

"Are you okay?" he ask and held both my shoulders.

"I said yeah! Go now Raze, she's waiting!" I respond and face him, smiling.

"Thanks love, I love you!" he hug me.

"I'll be back!" I just nod before he go.

I sigh, he care for her. If I didn't came in the picture maybe he fall for her already. Is it my fault? Shit!

dinner time everyone was shut in silence. They're

what's wrong?"

"Lorence--"

Erika!" mother

my attention

why?" I ask, they're

to

her. She sigh and look

They're

'til I die,

My new ringtone rangs.

said awkwardly. It's unknown

I take

Well,there's nothing wrong, right?

I pick up the

come sooner!" it's a womans

are you?" I softly

just no one!" she answer and laugh like evil before she

know that's not Sabrina! I'm sure of

about to go back when I receive another

It's Raze.

"Hey!" I said instantly.

voice

Where are

to stay still and trust me. Okay? let's talk later when I get home, wait for me.

His voice were cracked

"Are you okay? Raze?"

you!" he whisper on phone or I

crying or what?" I'm really

I love you."

He made me more

is the first time that we eat silently, I don't

he surprise me here. The memories with him that I don't want to forget. I love him, so much! but until when? Until when

soak my feet at the fool, after that I

scrolling on my phone, checking

Oh? R-raze did this?

an

Celo!" that was the end of his video. He didn't answer some more

cry, I cried

heartedly owned by my ungentleman

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