The Bride Of The Billionaire

"Raze I love you so much! I love you before everything was planned! Please! I know you love me, please say you love me!"

"I DON'T! I can't force myself loving you! I love her!" he calmly replied again.

I turn my back, I can't afford seeing them that way.

If he'll choose her, it's fine. I can unlove him right? I felt guilt, she's hurt and I feel like it's my fault.

"Lorence!" mother Sharn call me.

"Mother Sharn what should I do?" I ask sadly.

Do I have to give him up? We're not even start fully yet.

"Let them solve their own problem. Let her fix her broken heart. You'll be fine and everything will be alright. okay?" I just nod and continue walking.

I take a warm half bath, I was sleepy as I soak myself in the bathtub but I was thinking about us, I feel like a lot was against to our relationship. I was just a maid, her maid  and he was on a highest level that only lucky person can reach his position easily.

I'm still insecure about that? I feel now the gap between us too, I still feel like Sabrina was the right person for him yet social status doesn't matter right? It doesn't matter if I'm just like this?

Argh! I was fixing my bed when I hear a knock.

"That's open!" I respond.

"Love!"

"Oh, Raze, Hey! What?"

"I'll go, I'll send Sabrina home. She won't go back if I'm not the one who'll drive for her.!" he explain.

"Yeah! keep safe!" I said and continue fixing my bed sheets.

"Hey!"

"Hmm!" I responded

"Are you okay?" he ask and held both my shoulders.

"I said yeah! Go now Raze, she's waiting!" I respond and face him, smiling.

"Thanks love, I love you!" he hug me.

"I'll be back!" I just nod before he go.

I sigh, he care for her. If I didn't came in the picture maybe he fall for her already. Is it my fault? Shit!

silence. They're looking

wrong?" I

"Lorence--"

it Erika!" mother

my

Sharn, why?" I ask,

right to tell you  that!" she answer

She sigh

wrong? They're

I die, 'til we breakdown

My new ringtone rangs.

me everyone!" I said awkwardly. It's

I take this

Well,there's nothing wrong, right?

I pick up the

sooner!"

you?" I softly

no one!" she answer and

that's not Sabrina! I'm

to go back when

It's Raze.

"Hey!" I said instantly.

his voice

are

you, Love. I want you to stay still and trust me. Okay? let's talk later when I get home, wait for

were cracked and it breaks my

"Are you okay? Raze?"

he

I'm really curious why he's

later. I love

me more curious and

is the first time that we eat

don't bother myself thinking about the issue. I walk beside the pool, he surprise me here. The memories with him that I don't want to forget. I love him, so much! but until when? Until when I can handle this? Until when that I'll

fool, after that I

music while scrolling on my phone,

Oh? R-raze did this?

an

Catherine Celo!" that was the end of his

made me cry, I cried

heartedly owned by my ungentleman

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