The Bride Of The Billionaire

"Raze I love you so much! I love you before everything was planned! Please! I know you love me, please say you love me!"

"I DON'T! I can't force myself loving you! I love her!" he calmly replied again.

I turn my back, I can't afford seeing them that way.

If he'll choose her, it's fine. I can unlove him right? I felt guilt, she's hurt and I feel like it's my fault.

"Lorence!" mother Sharn call me.

"Mother Sharn what should I do?" I ask sadly.

Do I have to give him up? We're not even start fully yet.

"Let them solve their own problem. Let her fix her broken heart. You'll be fine and everything will be alright. okay?" I just nod and continue walking.

I take a warm half bath, I was sleepy as I soak myself in the bathtub but I was thinking about us, I feel like a lot was against to our relationship. I was just a maid, her maid  and he was on a highest level that only lucky person can reach his position easily.

I'm still insecure about that? I feel now the gap between us too, I still feel like Sabrina was the right person for him yet social status doesn't matter right? It doesn't matter if I'm just like this?

Argh! I was fixing my bed when I hear a knock.

"That's open!" I respond.

"Love!"

"Oh, Raze, Hey! What?"

"I'll go, I'll send Sabrina home. She won't go back if I'm not the one who'll drive for her.!" he explain.

"Yeah! keep safe!" I said and continue fixing my bed sheets.

"Hey!"

"Hmm!" I responded

"Are you okay?" he ask and held both my shoulders.

"I said yeah! Go now Raze, she's waiting!" I respond and face him, smiling.

"Thanks love, I love you!" he hug me.

"I'll be back!" I just nod before he go.

I sigh, he care for her. If I didn't came in the picture maybe he fall for her already. Is it my fault? Shit!

the dinner time everyone was shut in silence. They're looking

wrong?"

"Lorence--"

it Erika!" mother

my

Sharn, why?" I ask,

don't have a right to tell you

no clue?" I try to convince her. She sigh and

wrong? They're hurting

I die, 'til we breakdown

My new ringtone rangs.

everyone!" I said

take

Well,there's nothing wrong, right?

pick up

end will come sooner!"

you?" I

one, just no one!" she answer and laugh like evil

know that's not Sabrina! I'm sure of

to go back when I receive another

It's Raze.

"Hey!" I said instantly.

his voice

are

to stay still and trust me. Okay? let's talk later when I get home, wait

His voice were cracked and it

"Are you okay? Raze?"

he whisper on phone

crying or what?" I'm really

see you later. I love you."

He made me more curious

back and continue eating. This is the first time that we eat silently, I don't know what happened earlier but it seems

I walk beside the pool, he surprise me here. The memories with him that I don't want to forget. I love him, so much! but until when? Until when I can handle this?

fool, after that I lay at the nest

a music while scrolling on my phone, checking some

Oh? R-raze did this?

had an interview

I'm heartedly owned by  Lorence Catherine Celo!" that was the end of his video.

me cry,

owned by my ungentleman

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