"Raze I love you so much! I love you before everything was planned! Please! I know you love me, please say you love me!"

"I DON'T! I can't force myself loving you! I love her!" he calmly replied again.

I turn my back, I can't afford seeing them that way.

If he'll choose her, it's fine. I can unlove him right? I felt guilt, she's hurt and I feel like it's my fault.

"Lorence!" mother Sharn call me.

"Mother Sharn what should I do?" I ask sadly.

Do I have to give him up? We're not even start fully yet.

"Let them solve their own problem. Let her fix her broken heart. You'll be fine and everything will be alright. okay?" I just nod and continue walking.

I take a warm half bath, I was sleepy as I soak myself in the bathtub but I was thinking about us, I feel like a lot was against to our relationship. I was just a maid, her maid  and he was on a highest level that only lucky person can reach his position easily.

I'm still insecure about that? I feel now the gap between us too, I still feel like Sabrina was the right person for him yet social status doesn't matter right? It doesn't matter if I'm just like this?

Argh! I was fixing my bed when I hear a knock.

"That's open!" I respond.

"Love!"

"Oh, Raze, Hey! What?"

"I'll go, I'll send Sabrina home. She won't go back if I'm not the one who'll drive for her.!" he explain.

"Yeah! keep safe!" I said and continue fixing my bed sheets.

"Hey!"

"Hmm!" I responded

"Are you okay?" he ask and held both my shoulders.

"I said yeah! Go now Raze, she's waiting!" I respond and face him, smiling.

"Thanks love, I love you!" he hug me.

"I'll be back!" I just nod before he go.

I sigh, he care for her. If I didn't came in the picture maybe he fall for her already. Is it my fault? Shit!

everyone was shut in silence. They're looking at me like

what's wrong?"

"Lorence--"

Erika!" mother sharn

my

why?" I ask, they're driving

a right to tell you 

her. She sigh and look at everyone like they're communicating

wrong? They're

you 'til I die,

My new ringtone rangs.

me everyone!" I said awkwardly. It's

take this

Well,there's nothing wrong, right?

pick up the

end will come sooner!"

you?"

one!" she answer and laugh like evil before she

that's not Sabrina! I'm sure

about to go back when I receive another

It's Raze.

"Hey!" I said instantly.

voice

wrong? Where are you

me. Okay? let's talk later when I get home,

were cracked and it breaks

"Are you okay? Raze?"

wrong love, I miss you!" he whisper on phone or I

I'm really curious why

you later. I love

me more curious and

eating. This is the first time that we eat silently, I don't know what happened earlier but it seems like they're really

here. The memories with him that I don't want to forget. I love him, so much! but until when? Until when I can handle this? Until when that I'll choose my own

after

play a music while scrolling on my phone, checking some new updates

Oh? R-raze did this?

had an interview

end of his video. He didn't answer

cry,

owned by my ungentleman

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