The Bride Of The Billionaire

"Raze I love you so much! I love you before everything was planned! Please! I know you love me, please say you love me!"

"I DON'T! I can't force myself loving you! I love her!" he calmly replied again.

I turn my back, I can't afford seeing them that way.

If he'll choose her, it's fine. I can unlove him right? I felt guilt, she's hurt and I feel like it's my fault.

"Lorence!" mother Sharn call me.

"Mother Sharn what should I do?" I ask sadly.

Do I have to give him up? We're not even start fully yet.

"Let them solve their own problem. Let her fix her broken heart. You'll be fine and everything will be alright. okay?" I just nod and continue walking.

I take a warm half bath, I was sleepy as I soak myself in the bathtub but I was thinking about us, I feel like a lot was against to our relationship. I was just a maid, her maid  and he was on a highest level that only lucky person can reach his position easily.

I'm still insecure about that? I feel now the gap between us too, I still feel like Sabrina was the right person for him yet social status doesn't matter right? It doesn't matter if I'm just like this?

Argh! I was fixing my bed when I hear a knock.

"That's open!" I respond.

"Love!"

"Oh, Raze, Hey! What?"

"I'll go, I'll send Sabrina home. She won't go back if I'm not the one who'll drive for her.!" he explain.

"Yeah! keep safe!" I said and continue fixing my bed sheets.

"Hey!"

"Hmm!" I responded

"Are you okay?" he ask and held both my shoulders.

"I said yeah! Go now Raze, she's waiting!" I respond and face him, smiling.

"Thanks love, I love you!" he hug me.

"I'll be back!" I just nod before he go.

I sigh, he care for her. If I didn't came in the picture maybe he fall for her already. Is it my fault? Shit!

shut in silence. They're looking at me like

what's wrong?" I

"Lorence--"

it Erika!" mother sharn

my attention

why?" I ask, they're

don't have a right to tell

She sigh and look at everyone like

They're hurting

I wanna hold you 'til I

My new ringtone rangs.

said awkwardly. It's

I take this

Well,there's nothing wrong, right?

pick up the

end will come sooner!"

you?" I softly

just no one!" she answer and laugh like evil before she hang

that? I know that's not Sabrina! I'm

about to go back when I receive

It's Raze.

"Hey!" I said instantly.

his voice were

Where are you know?" I

and trust me. Okay? let's talk later when I get home, wait

cracked and it breaks my

"Are you okay? Raze?"

he whisper

really curious

not love, see you later. I love you." he said and hang up

made me more

we eat silently, I don't

the pool, he surprise me here. The memories with him that I don't want to forget. I love him, so much! but until when? Until when I can handle this? Until when that I'll choose my own

after that I lay at the

while scrolling on my phone, checking some new

Oh? R-raze did this?

an interview

his

made me cry, I cried

owned by my ungentleman

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