Next day, I go with Raze at his investment company while I'm bringing my digital pad and do my work with him around. He is busy yet we manage to have fun and talk most of the time like our lips didn't get tired to talk and move. Sadly, the borrowed time will almost up.
This is the 2nd day now, he free his time with me so we play arcade games and he won a huge teddy bear at the dark section, he is so good.
There's no dull moment with someone we love, a moment with Raze.
Every night I can't sleep though I usually feel sleepy at his embrace, instead of sleeping I end up staring at his face and memorize it then I'll silently cry like crazy. I'm really killing myself.
The 3rd day, I woke up first while Raze was tightly sleeping. I play a music, it's loud and enough to make him fully awake. I kissed him and hug him tight then we roll over at the bed and exchange morning greetings. Suddenly, a nightcore music play. I lower the volume and stand in front of him, offering my left hand to be hold.
"You and I
We're like fireworks and symphonies exploding in the sky
With you, I'm alive
Like all the missing pieces of my heart, they finally collide
So stop time right here in the moonlight
'Cause I don't ever wanna close my eyes
Without you, I feel broke
Like I'm half of a whole
Without you, I've got no hand to hold
Without you, I feel torn
Like a sail in a storm
Without you, I'm just a sad song
I'm just a sad song
With you, I fall
It's like I'm leaving all my past and silhouettes up on the wall
you, I'm a beautiful
with all our fears
stop time right here in
I don't ever
I feel
I'm half of a
I've got no hand
I
sail in
you, I'm just a sad
You're the perfect melody
harmony I
my favorite part
you standing next
nothing to
you, I
I'm half of a
you, I've got no hand to
you, I
a sail in a
you, I'm just a sad song" I sang
wrong?" He
love you Raze, I love you so much love." I answer, yeah!
special. We cook and bake together, he taught me how to drive a car, we go to the gym together, he bring me to watch a motorcycle race and at the forth day we check the top view, riding at the helicopter where he is the one who pilot it which
the huskies and around 4pm we prepare
it's the 6th day. We do a vlog for his account and the content was "Satisfying my girlfriend and Q and A" he just show me some toys and let me play with it. I didn't really have enough strength today knowing that I'll go the day after tomorrow but this video will be a part of our memories so I do my best to enjoy
hurt. Argh!! My crazy thoughts again. We play computer games together and swim at the
he promised himself yet I do all my best to temp him then we both end up hearing the sweet beat of our moan, the rhythm and melody of
still feel his lips
told him that I'm going to meet Cynthia and he let but he will drive for me and fetch me after that so we can go after and watch on
talk to her for almost two hours then booked a ticket for my flight online and contact Raze. Here
he wrap his arms around my shoulders. He is laughing loudly
that's funny!" He said, pointing the
my tears and kiss my forehead. I'm going to
"Let's enjoy, okay?"
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