The Bride Of The Billionaire

"Have a seat Mr. Dench and?" Raze look at me, the same questioning look like Trivor.

"She's Ms. Celo" Trivor introduced me as he noticed that I'm not in the right state as of the moment.

"I don't want to repeat myself" Raze said and he is kind of intimidating now but the only thing I felt right now is sadness.

I'm sad because he is in front of me but he is acting like he don't know me. I'm really sad or I'm literally hurt? His voice, his serious face, and the authoritative aura reminds me the past where I can change all of it to a plain joyful one yet now... his eyes were blank like he don't know me at all. That hurts me because I'm expecting him to get mad at me.

"Celo!" I answered, pissed.

All of those months, thought I already have moved on but seeing him now... my heartbeat stays wild and still singing his name.

Why I feel like crying? Why I suddenly want to hug him and say sorry... that I still love him and missed him so much! Darn it!

"Mr. Dench are you sure that she's the best from your company?" He ask Trivor sarcastically.

"Yeah! One of the famous games today was under her project!" Trivor was proud of it and I never expected to hear it. I'm scared now, I'm scared that Raze may check that game and he won't be satisfied. I'm scared to be criticized by him and call me a bad game developer.

Shit! Where's my confidence now? I feel like my life is a game and seeing him means game over because I can do nothing against him even though I gave in myself years ago. I still lose.

Do men always win? I guess.

"I see" he just reacted and look at me like he is anticipating what's inside my head.

We're here to propose a collaboration with Texno, doing a new project with them is also a good choice since they're the number one and top developer around the world. We also need their ideas, some upgraded equipments, strategy and also to have some observations.

On the other hand, my heart keeps palpitating like I had 20 cups of coffee in just one go.

I didn't expect that he can still affect this damn severe... I feel like dying and now about to faint.

"What's wrong Ms. Celo? You looks pale!" I look other way, trying to escape from Raze's gaze because if I won't I'll abruptly out of breath.

"N-nothing Sir. May I go to the comfort room?"

"Sure! Comfort yourself!" Is he joking? Raze is crazy!

"Go sweetheart, don't hold it yourself!" Trivor added and laugh at me, I just twitched my lips before I spun around.

"Crazy!" I replied before I squinted at Raze, he is gritting his teeth? The language of his face say so.

"Venise please accompany our guest to the nearest comfort room." I heard Raze and Venise stood and bow at him like she is saying "Yes señiorito!" I walk outside the room with Venise following me. I wonder where's Tyron this time.

"Where's the CR?" I ask, I don't want to shut in silence because something is blatantly bothering inside my head.

"At floor 22, are you his...ahm-" she suddenly look hesitant. I'm sure she's pertaining about Raze and I.

"I was!" I I answer. I didn't know that saying the word 'was' can break a broken heart too, double kill.

"I see, I saw you on the news!" She replied and I choose not to answer. I don't want to know about the content of it because I know... it can make my feelings worst.

Venise lead the way as we arrived at the next lower floor after that I tell her that I can go back myself then she go back like a polite kid.

I'm not going to pee or something, I'm here now at the comfort room, facing the wide mirror. I thought I'm here to calm myself yet I'm here for a quick breakdown. I never thought that I met him here, I mean why today? I thought he's still not here because there's no new latest news about him. Why? And why I'm crying again?

Didn't I already moved on? Then why it's still painful that even a single memory stabs me at my weak part... and seeing him earlier is like my spicy nightmare. I like it how I know, I don't!

I wipe my tears and took a deep breath again and again. I have to go out or else they'll think I'm weird and suspicious. I put a powder and a lip tint on before I go out. I just compose myself again, trying to hold the beast inside me that literally in pain.

The building change a bit, it's because of the new interior design. I'm wondering why Raze go back here in Cazila. Tsk! I'm really killing myself, why I can't kick him out of my mind? I get inside the elevator with four others absent-mindedly.

"Cath?" I heard so I look sideward, I'm inside the elevator now and I saw Ranz. I didn't notice him.

"Ranz? Fudge! How are you?" I ask, suddenly, my mood brightens.

"Still a huge fan of anime. I didn't recognize your that fast, you're pretty!" He said, I gave him a quick hug.

"I missed you, how are the girls?" I ask.

"They're fine. Liza already got married months ago and we had a new team member after you left, left us with curiousity."

"I'm sorry, it's just that something was not right" I replied, I'm not really close to Liza but I'm happy for her. Fate wasn't really cruel, for her, at least.

Ranz go at the superior's office so we separate ways. I arrived at Raze's office, they're already discussing things.

"We can start working it soon but I want it to be done here at Texno. Just send here your most competent employees and you! Let's see what you've got!" He is intimidating. They're both signing a contract while I'm here checking the time and badly want to leave the place especially here at his office.

"Sign here!" Raze commanded.

"Huh?"

"I don't want to repeat!" Why he is like that? I wanna cry. I just want to know what's that about, why he have to respond that way?

I signed it.

"Thanks Mr. Coleman, it's our pleasure working with you!" Trivor said before they shook each others hand.

"Let's go!" He uttered so I hurriedly stood up and step away with Trivor.

"Ms. Celo!"

"S-sir?"

"You leave your phone!" I look at the single seater and I saw my phone there. I was rushing and even forgot my phone. Aish!

Being eager to leave ASAP is no good!

I go back while Trivor stays, waiting.

important!" He coldly say as I pick my phone

I turn around and walk

reflection at the glass wall. I'm wearing one of my favourite dress, unfortunately, it's from him. I can't throw away my remembrance of him, I didn't try to. I don't know what to say so I just look at him for a second

~~~

Are you listening?" Trivor repeated. I blink

"Ha?"

at Texno directly with 2 others."

really know what to

and Drex to work with

my friends so I'm very comfortable to work with them. After that I do my job at Xgames and go home early. I sleep after crying, my tears know that I'm tired, tired to understand my feelings

from home. Yes! I already have a house,

myself planned the design of my house with the help of my best friend, Ronier. Luckily, this subdivision has a great offer, there's already a ready built houses in row and on the other side the houses here were only few because the space were really for those

just transferred here 3 months ago, the day after the construction was done, after designing the interior and

more formal and it's also paired with my black

today so I drop at a restaurant. My favourite one where I spent my breakfast often especially those on

him? She's his girlfriend? Fiance? Wife? Aish! I didn't know that I still know how to get jealous. Darn

yet before I leave to search for a new seat our gaze had met that wakes my butterflies inside my stomach.

from them and hurriedly

"Here's your order ma'am!"

Omo rice and Gordon bleu!" I complained

paid ma'am!" The waiter

Is it possible that he ordered this knowing that it's one of my favourite? Hmmm, I'm

first before enjoying the meal, that's my always favourite first thing

music and plug my earphone and continue eating, in that way I can focus only on eating and felt comfortable knowing that Raze

outside

A girl shouted that

she's the girl

even panicked as I start my engine so

then call Drex before I place

morning pretty!"

I ask

while Andrie was already there, waiting

you,

"Bye, take care!"

before

until

Andrie: Which floor

Drex: I'm

I feel

floor 18, there's

as I

Andrie: I'll head there now, see you in

I'll bump with Raze

have to go with them. I have no choice but being with the two of them inside is suffocating.

inpods again. I can't bare their sweetness. I can't stop myself for feeling the pain and jealousy though I

heart is

know what to say

where to

know how

A complicated heart

tell me

just have

throw it all

you want

be waiting when

need someone to ease the

me

know what

me it

To hold a conversation

are

is

nothing

can only say to

want

be waiting

need someone to

lean on me my love

don't have him to lean on. I thought I can escape from hearing their sweet conversation

at floor 18 so I hurriedly go out and again, I breathe

room around here? I

I ask

when you arrived near the hanging plant at that corner!" She's smiling while explaining. I hurriedly went inside there and cry just because of my crazy thought and seeing Raze. Why did I agree to

Andrie if where's the room for us so as I received his respond

a target date for the end of the project and collaboration." Raze is like a ghost, I don't know

always unexpectedly show

morning everyone, sir!" I nervously greeted and sit beside Andrie so I won't feel so much uncomfortable. Drex was already here, he

girl? Up until now I'm bothered. I'm really not ready to face Raze, I just

think that's better

from the company. I start to draw and think about their details. I only need to draw 3 or more characters with details today and leave if I want to so I have to finish my thing early. I'll die of I'll stay here

now to be checked so I can make a digital art out of it and movements

to check the

done?" Earl whispered

that he's standing behind me. How can I chin up?

pad without looking at him because my

sternly commanded so I follow him. He sat at his swiveling chair and crossed his

want you to change the costume of this one, the name and the armour! Bring it again here