The Carrero Contract - Selling Your Soul (Mafia Romance)

I do my duty silently and give Alexi a wide berth all night. The club is bustling, but I feel completely empty inside as I play the role of smiling hostess. He’s left me be, said nothing when I appeared at seven when the doors opened, after hours of composing myself upstairs.

I have been trying to put back on that face of control. He is doing what he does best it seems, acting like nothing is amiss and nothing prior happened to cause any awkwardness. I wouldn’t expect anything less from him to be honest.

I caught the staff whispering and throwing glances my way and I wonder if they are looking for my bruises from what they think must have been an inevitable beating. I mean I did piss off our lord and master and defied him so ruthlessly. What they don’t know is that it was so much worse than that. He has the mental edge over me, knows how to break me, and uses that to control me much more effectively than violence. I gave him something he can use next time I step out of line, and he knows it.

Alexi is king of the upper hand and I stupidly keep giving him all my playing cards. I’m even more afraid of him than I was before, if it’s even possible, and I am starting to think the only way out of this is to find my running shoes once more and use them. I can’t see this ever ending, even if I do pay off my debt to Carrero; he doesn’t seem like a guy who just lets you walk out the door when your deal comes to an end, and a year from now he may have enough leverage and emotional tools to have sent me to the loony bin.

‘‘Hello Red ….’’ I jump when Gino’s smooth tone comes at me from behind and throw a wary glance to where Alexi is sitting with a group of men in the lounge area. Girls moving in to drape all over them like cheap whores and I turn away quickly when I see one of them sliding onto Alexi’s lap—it hits me with a cruel twist in my stomach unexpectedly.

I take a long slow inhale, both to shove it down and stop caring what he does, and to appear completely unfazed to everyone around me. It’s like an impulsive reaction every time a male comes near me, to guiltily check if he is watching me, and I am more than aware he has me double checking and watching every move I make tonight.

What has he done to you?

‘’Gino.’’ I step back when he leans into me, making a very visual space between us, with Alexi’s warning swirling in my mind, and he smiles almost knowingly. Looking too Alexi like in a pair of smart trousers and a shirt tonight, the dimness of the room making his eyes look grey and it’s almost creepy in a way. How alike, yet completely different they are.

sorry okay, it wasn’t about you, but about me being a dick when I do drugs and getting at my brother. I’m not normally that guy and I love my girlfriend. I’m marrying her, and I don’t fuck around on her.’’ He extends a hand to me and even though I know it’s completely harmless, I can’t get Alexi’s voice out of my head to stay away from his brother. I cross my arms over my bust

brother to your arrival?’’ My all business tone and no-nonsense stance. I just want him to step off before

Red, or he will grind you to dust otherwise. Alexi is a hard arse but there’s more to him if you look

and I just need to learn to keep my head down and stop looking for anything beyond my job.’’ I sigh and use the toe of my patent heels to kick out a fluff ball in the carpet in distraction. I’m still pensive and sulking I guess, still feeling emotionally bruised and fragile, and could have done with staying upstairs tonight to get over myself. I’m just not in the hostess mood. He’s bruised my confidence. ‘‘You have no idea missy. How many women can you count on one hand that has a permanent appearance in his empire? Family not

most of his time anywhere but here, but he’s

traditional about some aspects—like a woman’s place. Takes after my father and his generation; you’re different Red, whether you think it or not. Alexi gave you responsibility and position in his club, you

clients in such a relaxed manner. I know it’s not clear-cut, and he had to do something with me to make back the money he paid out for my life. I’m just a tool, and there’s no real power in being a hostess of a sex club. Luciano was failing so I was the obvious choice.

possession to him.’’ I lift my chin and try to exude my normal confidence even if the words bite me strangely. I hate that I feel so bereft after the encounter with the cross earlier, even though, in hindsight, he didn’t actually do anything to me that was overly cruel or abusive. What he did was play on something he knew would make me

him. ‘’If you hadn’t noticed … he’s not that possessive with his many women. He picks them up and discards them without feeling. He’s crazy protective of you though, bringing out the jealous psycho in him … like right now.’’ He nods out towards his left and I glance up, finding Alexi’s eyes are trained on us from his sitting position, and he doesn’t look pleased at all. He pushes his lap kitten off abruptly, shoves her

My blood runs cold and I move further away from Gino

does he?’’ I try to get out of the

a complex relationship; it’s you he doesn’t trust, Red.’’ He leans in and kisses me on the cheek before swanning towards his brother, taking me by surprise, and I flinch in delayed shock and half push him away. I can almost feel Alexi’s glare burning into me, and cannot look his way as heat envelops my face. That kiss probably just earned me another notch in his punishment book. He’s breaking me down, bringing me to heel, and taking away all my fight while his brother Gino is a prick. Someone who likes to get a reaction from his twin, and he probably just made my night a living hell with that little manoeuvre. Slowly, ruthlessly I am being ground down into just another submissive little fuck buddy