“What?” Everything in me halts to some weird frozen moment, suspended in time and my manic panic calms instantly to surreal numbness. One questioning word jerked out of me in response to his statement.
Standing in the lift facing him while he holds the doors wide, only feet apart and so close to escaping I can almost taste it.
Tears stop and my body stills. I openly stare at him in complete shock. Brain stuttering on his words and unable to react whilst in a state of disbelief.
I stop my noisy breakdown and hold very still, breath paused, emotion idling while I wait. The hysteria of a moment ago fades to this eerie silence between us as I pause for an explanation, an expansion of his sentence. Of a meaning to him saying the word love, to me, of all people.
He can’t love me. It makes no sense. He hates me. He hurts me, he always has.
But he just told me he loves me, and he will do anything to keep me.
My brain is melting. I don’t know how to process any of this.
It must be a game plan. This is who he is—a manipulator. Cruel sadistic devil and he doesn’t love. He could never love me.
He shunned my confession of the same thing not so long ago. This can’t be real.
I lean back against the lift wall heavily, to steady my suddenly lead weight of a body and jelly legs and give myself space to try to process some of this.
I can’t believe we have come full circle and here we are again.
The same apartment where I poured out my soul at his feet, and he pushed me away into the cold and lonely solitude of a broken heart. Where I put a gun to my head and tried to ease myself of the pain he inflicted.
This place where he shunned my love. He now has the nerve to tell me he loves me. If that isn’t some sick twist, then I don’t know what is.
I’m almost afraid to breathe. It’s like his words have stopped everything around us and between us and even time itself is hovering in some suspended alternate reality.
Alexi looks panicked, eyes on me widening as he glances away down to his feet nervously and then back at me hesitantly, swallowing hard. The atmosphere filling with his own trepidation and consuming the air around us. I don’t know how to feel but the delay seems like an eternity and the waves of his own emotion are upping the tension of every ticking second.
Waiting for him to lie again and cut me down over and over. That’s what this is, surely? A well-planned devious manoeuvre. To crush my soul again.
It’s agony. A form of torture and I wonder if this is all part of another sick move. I don’t know why he needs to keep hurting me. I don’t know what I ever did to him that was so bad he needs to destroy me this way.
“I said …” He clears his throat finally, an awkwardness overcoming him, and he can’t seem to keep still. Nervous energy overtaking, moving almost in a fidgeting manner as he inhales heavily, almost willing himself the courage he doesn’t feel.
This is not the Alexi I know, and it only deepens the knot of something large and painful, growing in the pit of my stomach.
Fear maybe. Anxiety? Anger?
It’s a far cry from the self-assured manipulator I know and hate. This is a glimpse of someone entirely new. A side he keeps well hidden from the world and I don’t know if it’s even real. A side that is throwing me off kilter and I’m suddenly faced with a stranger and a head full of doubts and chaos that’s threatening to choke all oxygen out of my body.
A rabbit caught in the headlights of an oncoming truck. Knowing I’m about to be mowed down in another Alexi head fuck. I should run. Go. Not wait for a reply, but my feet won’t move, and I hold my body still in anticipation. My dumb heart clinging on by one thread that maybe it isn’t a lie.
Stupid pathetic girl.
I should know better.
It’s always a lie.
sense of grounding to reality. Hurting myself with my own shoes and bag which only
here I am, and I just stare at
Tick, tick, tick.
kind of
you.” He says it huskily, softly, with less conviction, more
that steal my air with a pain so intense it feels like he
the first time in all the months I have known him, Alexi looks scared and so very young.
I try to shake it away, frowning at him while my insides bleed out and my head is filled with a foggy confusion. My whole-body prickling with cold
Thrown, I have no clue how to digest these alien words from the devil’s tongue. Lie or no lie?
saying that to me?” I reply desperately, voice strained and raw. All the stilled emotions coming back in force all at once,
figure out what sort of angle this gives him or why he is trying for this instead of letting me leave. If there is more to his
everything once more. Start another round
awkward and not him. Not Alexi Carrero by any means. It fuels my suspicions and rakes the burning embers deep
to be dominant and she takes a grip of me steadily, firmly, giving my soul a massive shake, rattling my senses into high alert.
a trap of devious proportions and he could be poised and ready to rip my soul from my body all over again. Just for
What the hell do you get out of this? Why do you need to do these things to me?” I snap at him, tears drying on my
towards me suddenly, but I recoil and sink slightly into my feeble position, shifting to
the power to ruin me in heinous ways, and I’m still trapped in his lair and the focus of all his attention. I’m no fool. I’m vulnerable and unable to hold my own against
shit to me, Alexi? You spent months torturing me, making me feel worthless. You sent me away, you broke me into a thousand pieces and told me to my face I meant nothing to you. Why would I believe you suddenly did a U-turn and changed everything you felt about me?” I gasp and thrust my words at him, sounding more venomous than I feel inside. Pulling myself back up to standing but I still stay jammed in
mess; I had no idea how I really felt when everything was so fucked up and confusing, and I didn’t want to trust you in any way. You fucked me up. You made it so I was all
eyes steadfast on mine. His apprehension fading away and hints of
inside of me. So much rage for what he just said to me.
always real. I never lied to you. I never once played games with you. You had me even when I didn’t want it to be so. You changed everything for me … and you ripped down all my defences until I was nothing. You made me love you, you complete fucking idiot, and then you destroyed me. I did nothing wrong. I never deserved that.” I wail at him, in frustration, heartbreak and despair. Angry that it all comes down to this. That he thought I was playing him all that time. That his cruel wanker side was on the full offensive because
how wrong he was, how deep my feelings for him ran or how for the first time in my life I tried to be someone else. Someone who could hold her head a little
and I’m sorry. I don’t know how else to say that to you.” Alexi seems completely submissive once more, backing down at my spew of pain. Shell-shocked in his posture and just not his usual confident sadistic
heart are torn at whether I should believe
and reeling and knocking everything out of whack. I’m just engulfed with so much hostile energy as it brims up inside of me, needing a release. I can’t trust him. Anytime I do he flips me upside down and crushes my soul and
climactic emotional breakdown followed by an overly majestic orgasm at this man’s hands … I’m now suffering a pent-up release of everything all at once and it’s manifesting in sheer rage. Bubbling up
though he has no clue how else to be, or
knows what this even is anymore.
unable to hold it in. All the memories and thoughts, conflicting and confusing facts. I push off from my corner,
you love. You don’t treat people the way you treated me and then tell them it’s because you loved them. You don’t fucking come back from all of that with a little sorry.” I’m seething and
what he did. He can never understand the depth of what he put me through. There’s a permanent black hole in my soul that is devil shaped and nothing in the world
his sweet little words and love confession. It stops me being a dumb hopeful and falling for his bullshit all over again. It stops me hoping that I can ever mean something to anyone and
let him finish. That inner psycho gaining strength.
he could and now tries to pull this shit on me? That I’m supposed to believe you now, because for some reason, you decided to stop playing with my emotions? Am I supposed to swoon at your feet and forget it all because … Oh, my Lord …
to myself like a mantra and try to block
around him uncomfortably, uneasy at his lack of control of the outcomes, but I don’t care. I want him to feel awkward and uneasy. He has no clue what it’s like to not
depth. If I could wound him the way he has wounded me in the past I
to be. He changed that. I can’t be the cold bitch
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