“Yes?”
“I like this.” His fingertips skirt down the side of my stomach gently, causing me to inhale sharply in response. I flinch and move back, reeling, unsure. His touch feels so different … So not Jake! It makes my skin tingle and erupt, then crawl back in revulsion and fear. I don’t even want to evaluate whether it is good or bad. It’s wrong. It’s too intimate. He lifts his hands defensively because he knows he’s overstepped the mark.
“I’m sorry … Emma. I’m going to bed … I’m drunk as fuck.” He looks pained and uneasy.
“It’s okay. It’s fine. Go to bed.” I know I’m stiff and tense, I can hear the coldness in my own voice, my heart pounding erratically like a scared deer caught in headlights.
“Don’t say it like that.” He moves forward gently, lifting his fingers to trace my jaw, his eyes locking with mine.
“I would never do anything to you, Emma.” He sways forward again, bumping noses with me because he’s too close and incapable of steadiness. His hand comes to my shoulder to steady himself and moves back slightly.
I can’t relax, this is not my Jake. This is a glimpse of Casanova Carrero; someone I’ve only seen at a distance, someone who has never turned his attention on me. I’m motionless, focused on every touch and movement, pinned by fear. Memories of a million dark nights and hot breaths near my face, flashing through my head at a million frames a second. I feel as though I’m suffocating.
He leans in quickly, so quickly that I can’t counteract, and his lips meet mine both soft and warm yet surrounded by the smell of alcohol. His hand comes to cup my face gently and pulls me in against his. I freeze, every piece of my body caught in time and I’m suddenly detached, like it’s happening to someone else and I’ve lost the ability to do anything. To stop it.
His fingers tug my chin down, opening my mouth slightly as he fully connects, his tongue sliding lightly over my bottom lip … gently … slowly … And I recoil. Sense finally hitting me.
The panic searing through me is like an electric shock and I shove him away, hard. I’m breathless and panicking. Teen Emma is making herself known and I feel like the room is spinning around me while the blood rushing through my ears is louder than I can bear. My head just might explode.
“Shit. Emma … Shit.” He seems flustered as he tries to grab for my arms and I start struggling away from him, to avoid the contact. Caught in my own terror.
he tries to grab me to make it right, but I can’t. I can’t let him touch me. My skin is on fire and everything is spinning out of control. I need air, I need space, I need solitude. I need away from him. I’m so confused that I don’t even know how I feel right now and he’s
instilled fight or flight instinct kicking into action. He releases my wrist, having finally caught it and quickly moves out of my way. I can’t look at him, I can’t trust myself to slide past
move fast and run to my room, slamming the door behind me, latching it, and sliding to the floor in a crumpled, un-composed heap. Everything reeling and dipping around me and I know
floor, trying to calm the chaos of my mind in the darkness of my room. I’m panting. I need to pull in these spiraling thoughts, rationalize
it? I must have looked wanton dressed this way … I asked for this! Isn’t that what I do? I
has every woman he could ever want, falling at his feet; this must be me. I had to have looked at him in some way or sent some unintentional
think about his mouth on mine. I don’t want to. I can’t even begin to process it; it didn’t feel like anything I could compare it to. I had no point of reference to what I was
kissed before; it’s why I don’t like it. Forced harsh mouths against mine, trying to pry my mouth open cruelly. I resisted them all; bit, squirmed, and clawed. But Jake’s kiss hadn’t been forced, it was soft, and for a fleeting moment my mouth responded, opened
push the memory away
is fucked-up … This is wrong; he’s my friend. He’s my
even done that because I felt I was supposed to? I hadn’t wanted them to kiss me. It reminded me too
the hell did I let Jake
***
the ceiling listening to the silence in the dark before dawn finally tugs me out of bed. I jog alone at 6.00 a.m. the familiar route I normally take with Jake, but he’s still in bed and avoiding him
that rules my life. We need to forget last night ever happened if we’re to move
on last night at all. He’s
noon, so we have some
with my laptop on the couch; it’s still early so I sit with my bottle of water between my feet perched on the
about last night.” His voice startles me from behind and I jump.
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