What the hell? Where did that come from?

“Being closed out.” He has a hint of humor in his eye, but I know he’s being serious, sardonic, and not in a friendly way. I frown at him and go back to my sight-seeing, confused at his manner. Trying hard not to rise to it and inwardly churning up with anxiety.

“What does it take, Emma?” That edgy tone in his voice betrays a bad mood looming up.

Why today?

I curse inwardly. Jake’s negatives moods are the worst thing ever; maybe he’s hungover and obviously still tired. He shifts gear as we round a rather craggy coastal road; his focus on the road, his brows furrowed, and a tightness to his jaw that screams of tension.

“Jake, please … What are you talking about?” I squirm in my seat and adjust my clothes to distract the awkwardness in my pose.

How have I closed him out? He’s seen more of me, knows more of me, than anyone on the planet, does he not see that?

“You’re not even going to mention last night? Is that another conversation over?” he snaps this time and I bristle.

“You didn’t mention it either.” I spit, a little too aggressively. Riled by the up by this attack; it’s like he’s getting his period.

“I was waiting to see if you would.” Eyes cool green and face tense, he’s in difficult and stubborn mode.

Great!

“Why?” I snap, but he just shrugs again.

Oh my god.

exhausted for sure, and he’s being crabby as hell. I don’t want to fight, I want to

make him see sense, trying to stop this

Right back to square one.” The sarcasm thick in his tone. His body stiffening in his

that supposed to mean?” I

No acknowledgment of it, just wham. Over!” He barks at

I won’t sleep with my boss? I’m not letting

it always about sex with

think there was any doubt about it last night … It’s not the issue … It’s the afterwards, Emma.” His voice is laced with venom, anger seething from every pore, his body tense. I stay

was drunk … being stupid, anyone can make a mistake.”

asshole and ruining

from him, trying to fully face out of the side window. I’m thrust forward as he slams on the brakes and we screech

What the hell?

snap my head at him shocked. He’s gripping the wheel aggressively and staring straight ahead, taking a calming breath. I notice he’s swerved us into the side of the road, out of the non-existent traffic. He unbuckles and gets out of the car and

do? What the actual hell?

kind of rage. I feel sick, unbearably emotional and I reel it back in, taking deep heavy breaths, trying to still my hands. Trying to not let him get

he’s making me jumpy and nervy. He’s not looking at me and he doesn’t try to put his

is he reacting this

I watch him

this eternal need in you to stay in full control … Never letting anyone in, never letting

I do enjoy things in my life, he has no idea. He’s the closest person to

happy, PMSing like fuck.” He’s calmer, but his voice is still strained, that edge to his tone. I sit stiffly, focused on his hands gripping and un-gripping the wheel as

his eyes at me, and I spin away, hating that he’s

that. You don’t need anyone … But it’s not who you are … And

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