Go away, Jake.

I silently pray.

“Emma, open the door … For the love of god.” He returns, his voice calmer, yet still booming through at me.

“Someone’s at the door, Jake …”

Go answer it and leave me alone to freak out. Leave me to calm down and stop shaking like a leaf.

I’m trying to sound cold and cool, but I’m petrified.

“I don’t give a fuck, now open the door … Why are you hiding?” he’s exasperated, hurt.

Why am I hiding? Because I’m scared … The overwhelming realization of what I’ve just done is drowning me. Jake’s anger and aggression are scaring me. I’m suffocating, and I can’t think straight. I can’t look at him … How could I? I’ve just seen every part of him naked and let him do things to me; intimate things … Pleasurable things!

For the first time in my life they didn’t feel wrong, yet I experience the most guilt and shame I’ve ever felt. It’s too much. My head feels like it’s going to self-implode, taking my body with it.

The buzzer goes again, only this time longer and repetitive, someone making it clear they have no intention of going away. He thumps the door once more, making me jerk, as he storms away, cursing. Whoever is out there is persistent, and he knows they’re not going to just leave.

I run to grab a robe, now that I know he’s gone. I’m vibrating all over and I know it’s not just from fear. My body is still reeling from what he did to me; the overwhelming climax that rocked my entire world.

swathe myself in the plush bathrobe, hoping to feel more secure. Hoping

can’t make them out, but one is Jake and one sounds like

Who’s he talking to?

peaked. At least it means he’s leaving me alone, for that I’m grateful, but I need to calm down and pull myself together. I need to get my emotions in check. I’ve no idea

hear, but I’m scared to get too close to the door. I don’t know how to

one of his play mates, he picks up and drops on a whim … … How could that work when I’m with him all of the time? I pale at

another fuck buddy. He never keeps any of them around; he doesn’t date anyone beyond a month at most, and never goes back to dating someone he’s seen before. Very rarely anyway. It’s not his style to back track. We can’t work together if this is

that again anyway … I’m dirty and ashamed for letting this happen. I did what every other female on the planet does. I fell at the feet of Jake Carrero and gave

in fact

act into a huge brain fuck and over thinks every tiny detail. I am a woman who

want to deal with

the room have moved away and I realize they’re more muffled than they should be. Whoever is here has been moved to his room, and he’s shut the door. I physically slump, knowing

chest. I pull the robe tighter around me and slowly slide forward to unlock the door, peeking out as I do. I can see his from here and it’s shut,

on the floor nearby and Jake’s clothes are still lying in a heap. Whoever

and listen. My turmoil held in check for the time being. I want to know who’s here and in his room with him. I want to know if it’s one

freeze as the raised clear voice that’s overly familiar to me hits me

ribs retract and my heart thumps against them

Marissa Hartley!

Fuck.

The Novel will be updated daily. Come back and continue reading tomorrow, everyone!

Comments ()

0/255