The doubts I had about Jake in the past are dispersed with the strength of the look he’s giving me. His pain and heartbreak mirrored in mine, that same longing to have me as I have wanted him.
I think Jake loves me!
My world spins, the realization that everything I’ve felt, everything I’ve been so afraid of is right here in his green depths, staring back at me without hesitation.
“Come with me?” he whispers, even though the room is noisy, I hear him loud and clear and nod. His gaze is focused so intently on me, flicking from my eyes to my mouth. His face flickering as he concentrates on my lips as though he’s experiencing internal pain. He kisses me again, lightly, sending flutters through me, tingles to every cell. A sweet kiss, not one of passion and misunderstanding but a ‘You’re mine and I can’t believe get to touch you this way’ kiss.
He lets go of my face and grabs my hand, interlocking our fingers possessively as he pulls me in the direction of the grand exit. I can’t stop myself devouring him with my eyes, my heart’s in a frenzy and my blood rushes through my entire body so I can only hear the same words inside my head.
I love him so much it hurts.
A pain so severe I think I may fall right here, my heart giving out under the pressure. His tall, strong body guides me, pulling me out of the room with my spiraling crazy thoughts.
Is this really happening?
My heart’s soaring, my chest heavy with uncertainty yet beating fast with anticipation. Someone stops us, I vaguely remember them, business acquaintances, someone important. That irritated wave of disappointment and impatience hits me hard and I stop abruptly as he does.
have things to work out, things to
leave him. He pulls me into his side, his muscles tense and he tucks my arm under his possessively. He’s making it clear that he’s aware of me, wanting me to know I’m not far from his mind. Another man intervenes, and Jake gets impatient, he tugs me forward and slides an arm around my waist. Pulling me
out of here quickly … I need us to be alone. To talk.” He rushes his words in a very un-Jake-like manner, his voice is so husky, my inner body almost explodes. He scans around the main hall and seems annoyed, hauling me with him,
This is happening!
His arms come around me, pinning me to him with
how he feels. About what I
voice is low and pained, he seems upset, suddenly so different and my stomach drops. Fear gripping me that he’s about to abandon me again and kill
scared, and confused by his
again, Jake. Don’t leave me
me in the face again … Another reason you think we shouldn’t be together,” he says sardonically and it’s only now I notice the flicker of fear
to him? How long was he waiting for me to
curve of the perfect mouth. He makes me ache for his kiss again. He catches my
nothing can hurt as much as not having Jake in my life. I lost all the things that mattered to me. In the end, I realized he was the only thing I had that
page and I know by looking at him that we
the devastating effect those little words and that smile have on my soul. My heart constricts in
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