The Carrero Heart - Beginning (Friends to Lovers)

I throw the pasta and salad in my refrigerator, bending in to move over the vast amount of junk food and movie snacks that I went a bit overboard with, and pushing Arry’s favorite bottle of dressing in the door. Counting down the hours to him getting home. The last thing he text was he would call when he got to the airport, and I haven’t heard from him since. I know the day after a big fight is usually hectic for him with reporters, paparazzi and media vying for his attention, especially after a big win, and I hate this wall of silence. I have no clue when he’s even getting here. I lean in further to fish out a bottle of water and straighten up to close the door.

“Miss me?”

The voice startles me, spinning to see him casually closing my door behind him and cannot control the squeal that erupts from me. Charging across the floor and launching myself into his arms, lassoing him around the neck and hitting him with a week’s” worth of pent up passion. I have been waiting a full seven days to give him this kiss and I go all in. Arrick smiles, mid kiss, lifts my butt up so he can nestle my legs around his waist and kisses me even harder, completely molded as tongues caressing shamelessly. I break away, showering his face with kisses and nuzzles, being hugged tight and kissed back with equal fervor.

“God, I missed you so much, baby, this has been all I could think about the whole time I was gone.” Arry lifts one hand to catch my face and pulls me to kiss me properly, parting lips, tongues caressing some more as he moves a frantic happy kiss into a sensual ‘I want you badly’ kiss.

I am more than happy to comply, letting my legs loose and sliding down in his embrace, every inch of me in a short dress skimming his button down and jeans; he feels so good. His mouth never leaves mine, hands entangling in my hair and I get lost in him. His smell, his taste, his body, it really feels like the empty ache I have had all week has just been filled in one brief touch. He breaks away and rests his forehead on mine, gazing at me adoringly and rubs his nose against mine with a gentle smile, moving in to kiss me again and grinning. Clearly overjoyed to be back with me too.

“What happened to stripping me naked and proving how much you missed me.” I poke at his chest boldly, smiling back when he only grins harder. His eyes roaming my face as though he needs to take in every single inch of me.

“You don’t want your gifts first? You know, jumping straight in without a massive welcome home kiss isn’t really my style… But if you insist.” Arrick slides his hands under my dress so he cups my butt in a lacy thong, lifts me up to him and starts carrying me to the couch, kissing me again as I cling around his neck and angle to get more from him, pushing my mouth against his so he can devour me with that delectable tongue, making my toes curl. I keep my eyes closed to his every sensation, only aware that he’s lowering me to the couch when I feel it underneath me and then he is on top of me, pushing up my dress as his crotch connects with mine. His mouth is all over me, mouth to mouth, jaw, neck, cleavage as he pulls my neckline down. Hands roaming me crazily as I return the favor.

Heat and need overtake me in searing levels, I suck on his exposed neck, pull his shirt open a little and then roam my hands down to start unbuttoning his jeans. We’re grinding against one another, heavy breathing, lost in a lust fueled craze to just have sex immediately and I can almost feel my body gearing up to react quickly. Crazily hot for him and almost throbbing myself inside out with need.

Arry helps push his jeans down a little, his hands tracing my panties and me, so I moan and gasp at his touch before he tugs them aside, giving him access and starts delivering teasing circles and subtle probing fingers that make me arch under him. I am more than ready for him and his hard bulge pushing through the gap in his jeans, shielded by boxers telling me he’s more than ready to give. He comes back to my mouth, his fingers slide into me slowly, kissing me as I moan out and comes back to teasing me with his tongue.

The buzzer makes us both jump guiltily, arching my back to look towards my front door in upside down confusion, Arry looks up in the same direction, still very much joined to me and breathing hard.

“You expecting someone?” He smiles, scoops down to kiss my jawline and teases me into submission, my eyes closing at his touch as I try to think who the hell it could be.

“Hmmmmm. No.” I moan out, getting lost in what he’s doing to me. Groaning as his finger slides inside me and makes me fall to pieces. That far too expert touch of his.

Like a kick in the head a sudden thought flies through my brain at superhuman speed, my eyes snapping open and I react in complete shock.

“Shit!” I shove Arrick off me so hard, so impulsively, he has no way to counteract, flailing and falling off with a massive thump onto the floor on his back, arms out and elbow hitting the coffee table with a massive thud that sends everything rattling. He groans on the floor as I dash up in panic and somehow manage to stand on his abdomen.

“Jesus Sophie.” He groans through the ‘ooffft’ noise as I recoil my legs.

“It’s my parents… I forgot they said they would drop by when they were done in the city, I’m sorry.” I pant, face heating in complete panic, pulling my clothes back to rights as Arrick gets up into a sitting posture and rubs his elbow and then his abdomen with a wounded look on his face. I haven’t got time to feel guilty right now, I’m just panicking.

“Calm down. Stop freaking out.” He groans again, back to rubbing his arm and gets up, casually fixing his trousers and throwing me that cool look that is supposed to get me back in line, that has never worked as long as I have ever known him. I widen my eyes right back at him.

my feet, pacing in a tiny circle and thinking of all the possible bad outcomes from being caught on the verge of sex with your

in.” He smiles confidently, guiding me past the couch, but I start pushing him towards my room by

You have to hide, they don’t know about us…Oh, my God …What if they can tell what we were doing?” I blanche at him with sheer devastation and he starts laughing at me. Stopping the progression of my pushing as the

of God. They won’t think anything of me being here, and they really won’t know what we have been doing if you calm down and go wash your face. You’re looking a little sexily flushed.”

my shoulder, not sure what the hell to do, but he’s forcing me to the bedroom now and smoothing my hair out from the back. He leans in and kisses me on the side of the face, pushes me the last inch into my room and pulls the door closed behind me so I am left standing staring at my door with him on the other side. I seem to shake myself, turn and head for my bathroom, trying not to

his hand inside of me, we were about to have sex…Literally, probably seconds away from it.

wild. Flushed, pupils dilated crazily, and my blue eyes are so much more tropical. My hair Is a little flyaway, but my lips look crazily kiss swollen. I have never seen myself looking this way. I look sexual and wanton, and I immediately get to work patting cold water

or take me out somewhere. He’s right, they won’t

a month and still finding our way with each other, still trying to get used to being able to trust him again. I also don’t know how they will react. All his fears and reasons from before really do make sense to me now. They might see this as wrong because of what Arry was to me, the age gap, and the fact they always trusted him to take care

us would mean, what it would feel like and I am suddenly terrified. My heart drops and my stomach turns over in complete heartbreak. Knowing I can never give him up and go back to before, knowing it would destroy me. I swallow hard, take a deep breath and fluff out my appearance a little. Smoothing, primping,

They are all walking to the couch, obviously having had pleasantries in the foyer and my mother smiles widely at me and then turns and squints

for me, and then realize she’s rubbing a thumb on Arrick’s neck and I die a little. Heart stopping mid beat. He’s wiped my mess from his mouth, but there is a clear trail of smudges down under his collar

sometimes. Smothering her is kind of my thing.” He laughs in a

I hate that he’s trying to cover for me, lying to them, when he never lies. Hate that they’re now both looking at me with a hint of dubious and probably wondering why I never am open with them. Why still, after all these years I still never tell them anything of importance

a feeble child, blurting it out impulsively when caught like a deer in the headlights; small and scared and my eyes fill with moisture. So scared about the back lash I am about to get and terrified they may make him leave. My dad frowns at me and then Arrick, then steps forward and pats him on the

took you six years to finally see sense.” My dad grins and Arrick breaks into a smile too, he seems to visibly exhale with relief. My mother’s eyes are still trained on me, giving nothing else away as to what she is

gentle hand over my cheek and tucks

up hope when he got with Natasha…… Sophie, why would we be mad?” She smiles at me

his calm hazel eyes on mine with a supportive smile, as my dad pats him on the shoulder again, all manly

of sibling bond to more. We have always known he was exactly what you needed.” Her voice is strained with genuine

fingers brush away my tears and then I throw myself around her in a tight hug. Completely

hug she gives me back, squeezing me tight and then pushes my face back so she can kiss my cheek.

little Sweet pea, you will always be my baby. My little wild child.” She grins at me with

kiss me on the head. Arrick is standing back, giving them space and seems at a loss as to what to do with himself. I can see the utter relief

get back to…. your evening.” My mom smiles gently, a little

dad winks knowingly, and I inwardly cringe, wishing the ground would open and swallow me whole. It’s clear that they know we were not just playing

My mom turns to Arrick and blinks with

adjust… Guess I should now, huh?” Arrick gives my mom his Hollywood smile, the one reserved for special occasions when he wants to completely charm

a schmoozer

as I have.” My mom is beaming, a little too smugly so and I wonder if them knowing so soon is a good thing