Charles sat inside the quiet office of his former church waiting patiently while viewing the walls that at one time bore all of his personal property. From one end of the small office to the other he carefully studied until his eyes met up with the middle of the floor.

Charles sat and stared at the grimy carpet where a small chair once sat. In the chair was a young man that Charles once knew; a young man that he spoke so fondly to one Sunday morning a time ago.

The man scratched at his growing, grey beard. He wore his jacket that smelled of aging sweat, while his dingy, white undershirt underneath stuck to his chest. His corduroy pants looked as if they hadn't been pressed in weeks, while his shoes still wore the dried up dirt stains of his ill-fated trip to the country.

Charles remained in his seat, still looking down at the middle of the floor with a drooping bottom lip. All he could hear was his son's voice speaking to him. It didn't matter what he was saying, as long as Isaac was talking, Charles could keep the image inside his head.

The office door abruptly opened, behind it appeared Mr. Hawthorne, who with a bible in hand, also wore a vexed frown upon his light-skinned face.

Charles immediately pulled himself out of his trance before sitting up and paying absolute attention to Hawthorne who sat down behind his desk and placed the bible in front of him.

"I found it in the janitor's closet, of all places." Hawthorne said while pointing at the bible. "Brother, do you know how it even got in there?"

Shaking his head from side to side, Charles replied with a grin, "I can't even begin to imagine."

"Well, it's yours." Hawthorne smiled back before gently shoving the book towards Charles.

Charles reached and retrieved the bible. He sat back with it and ruffled through the pages. "It looks like it hasn't been damaged at all."

Hawthorne sat and thoughtfully stared at Charles in the most pitiable way. The man folded his hands and asked, "Charles, aren't you hot?"

Taking his eyes away from his bible, Charles waved his hand saying, "Nah, I'm fine."

Hawthorne then sat back in his chair. "Did you know that Sister Woods' granddaughter had her baby last month?"

With a simple smile, Charles replied, "No, I didn't. That's good."

"Have you heard from Lynn and the baby lately?"

Charles leaned over in his seat and sighed, "No, Lynn is out there somewhere. All I can do is pray for the child."

"Well, she is grown; I guess she has to find her own way in the world."

"Yeah, I reckon so." Charles groaned.

A deafening silence lingered all around the men like dense fog. The longer it was quiet, the less Charles could think of something to say.

"We got a few new members last month, too." Hawthorne mentioned from out of nowhere."

"Well, praise Jesus for that." Charles mumbled with a humble grin.

"We were gonna try and have our picnic last Saturday, but—

"Was I wrong for sending Isaac to that hospital?" Charles unexpectedly asked.

Hawthorne sat with a paused appearance written all over his face. It seemed as if the question were offsetting to him, considering the paleness his face took on at that moment.

"Brother, I...I can't answer that for you."

"I can't answer it either." Charles' head hung.

"You have to understand, you just up and left everyone."

said, "I didn't

here with your

middle of the floor for a

feel

"How do you

"I feel like when Isaac was taken, something was taken from me as well. And I'm not talking

"What do you think that

endless seconds before saying, "My tongue won't let me

certainly didn't leave me with a very easy job when you left. You never told me how difficult being

eye and said, "You've been my friend and deacon for over seventeen years. How could

had one young man ask me to help him fight some gang a couple of months ago. Do I honestly look like I

and settling. To Charles, just having the opportunity to joke, albeit briefly, was like hearing a favorite song from

left, Charles." Hawthorne seriously

at the man in frozen time. His stare was locked on the pastor until a knock

in!" Hawthorne

papers in her hand.

to his feet

"Sister Mary." He smiled. "How

could before replying in a cold tone, "Fine. She then turned back to Hawthorne. "These are the minutes from last Wednesday's prayer

Sister." Hawthorne said as he took the papers and placed them down

simply turned, without taking another glance at him, and

"Well...I'd better be going myself." Charles murmured with a

"You don't have to leave so

"Yes I do." He turned to Hawthorne and

than shake his hand, Hawthorne instead grabbed Charles and pulled him in for

need anything, just let me know." Hawthorne whispered into Charles'

stood back with his bible

office and through the sanctuary that

quiet area, he felt something tap him on the shoulder from behind. Charles immediately stopped right in the middle of the floor, in between the aisle of pews. He wanted to turn around, but he knew better. Instead, he simply ceased

time before. Amidst the ominous silence, he was completely surrounded. It was such a dreadful feeling that the man wanted to drop to his knees which were already trying to buckle beneath him. But he stood strong until he was eventually able to at least turn his head to his right to see a person standing down at the

face that looked as if it were dipped in white paint. She

of him wanted to scream out loud, but Charles was aware that such an action would have been futile. The old

The man turned around and stormed out the front entrance. He didn't even check behind him to make sure the double doors were shut all the way; he just persisted in moving as fast as he

his pants pocket before a person came trotting out from behind the vehicle as if they were

with both of his

"Lynn?" His eyes lit up in surprise as his breath left

your car here." She timidly stammered. "I just happened

and embraced her as hard as he could; Lynnette returned the gesture, only her hug seemed to feel even more aggressive, as though she didn't want

grip, Charles looked down at her and asked, "How...how are you

been better." She

judgment. A swelling of pity dropped deep down into his gut. For the first time in months he took his own

"How is

"Uh, he's fine." She hastily answered.

just stood in the church parking lot gazing at one another in the strangest manner possible. He couldn't speak for Lynnette, but Charles was at a complete loss for words on so many levels. He was elated to see her, and frightened all at the same time.

Clearing his sore throat, Charles smiled and said, "Of course you can talk to me. Get in on the other

struck him across the face. However, it wasn't heat from the temperature, but rather that of emotion. He hadn't forgotten what he experienced back inside the church, but with Lynnette's sudden appearance from out of nowhere, an outpouring of panic

cut on the ignition and pulled out and onto the road. He made sure to

Charles said, "I've been trying so

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