Dominic

When I came back home to Vanessa last night, I didn't know that I would feel so different, which is why when she seemed like she didn't want to know the details, it just didn't feel right to me and now, I can't stop thinking about the confrontation we had right before she left to be with Mia.

The last thing I wanted was for her to find out about Carmella and I before I told her, but she beat me to it. How would I have even pulled it off when I felt so awful about it?

No matter what happens, I need to explain everything to Vanessa. She even gave me the opportunity to do so but I just couldn't bring myself to do it and ended up changing the subject. What an asshole I am. On my way to the airport, I'm on the phone with Frank, talking to him about what happened with Vanessa less than an hour ago.

"Whoa! She actually knew before you even told her?" he asks from the other end of the line.

"Yeah."

"That's fucked."

"I know." I close my eyes with a sigh. "I've never seen her so distant and upset with me."

"What did you expect?"

"I don't know, but everything just feels wrong."

"Are you really not happy with the way things are?"

"How could I be happy when you know how I feel about Carmella now?"

"Then just give it time. Maybe by the end of the day, you'll be able to finally explain yourself to Vanessa and not walk away like a coward."

As he goes on to hype me up while also making fun of me, I have incoming messages from Carmella but with each one that I read, I only grunt a few times.

"Hey, that better not be directed at me," he warns me from the other end of the line.

"No. Carmella's texting me."

He cackles. "And you sound so irritated."

"That's because I am."

"Dude, you don't want to upset her."

"I know, but fuck this. You were saying?"

By the time my call with Frank comes to an end, I arrive at the airport to meet up with my father and other company executives so we can all travel together for an important meeting.

We gather around a certain section after the flight takes off, discussing a few strategies along with other members of the team, but I mostly just find myself not even paying attention because all I can think about is Vanessa. Why do I feel like I wronged her so deeply?

After the short meeting, I sit alone by the window, looking outside at the clouds. I've never been so confrontational with Vanessa and I don't like it. It's not only because she's pregnant. I know I'm to blame for it but it just doesn't feel so easy to make things right.

Just as I lean back in my seat and close my eyes while wondering where to start, my father's voice gets louder as he approaches me.

"Is there something on your mind?"

I open my eyes and lean forward as I shake my head. "Not at all."

"Women issues?"

I raise my eyebrows a little. "How did you know that?"

He chuckles. "I've been married for thirty years now. I know that look when I see it." He sits on the other side of the small table in front of me and places his elbows on top of it. "What's going on? Talk to me." "Vanessa's upset with me. It started last night and continued this morning. I don't want to get into the details, but she wants me to address a certain problem, yet I don't want to do it because I'm ashamed." He nods in understanding. "I see. You don't like the way things are and you want to fix them, but you're hesitant because of your own feelings."

"Yes and that frustrates me because I don't want things to keep being this way. This only started last night and I already can't take it anymore especially because I'm the one at fault between the two of us." He chuckles, making me wonder what's funny.

you and you need to learn to grow together. Don't you remember how many times your mother and I argued but that

"Of course I remember."

time. I've had moments where I really missed up and I was certain I couldn't come back from it, but I owned up to it and everything

my eyes, finding it hard to

There's a

forward, ready to do

step towards you

to sit at another table and join the

just said to me. Do the unexpected? What could I possibly do? I look outside my window again, tapping my foot as I think about where I should even start. Finally, an idea crosses my mind

inside the building so they can get to the boardroom on the top floor, I slow down so I can talk on the phone right outside and the first person I call is my father-in-law. "Good morning, my son," he

all right?"

used to this and

I don't find it

I'm wasting time and should quickly head inside, I say, "Can you please

"What? Why?"

my wife and I don't want her to find out. Since she's with Mia, I thought

give

ends the call, sends me Mia's number and I dial it right

together, but I gesture to him to

hoping that Mia picks up since it all depends on her. This is the only unexpected

she says, her tone filled with

please don't tell Vanessa.

"Oh, hi! Well...yeah."

talk to you

give

herself and I wait as I listen to her

door

surprised that

"Of course I am."

"How's Vanessa doing?"

you're asking me that. Shouldn't you be

to, but I can't bring myself to do it. We're not

know. She told

eyebrows. "What exactly

issues that you haven't yet

see. I need your

"Sure, anything you need!"

a secret between us.

course, my lips are

little. They're on an island Fixing my necktie, I head inside and join everyone in

time, I keep glancing at my wristwatch, wondering when

sits next to me, notices

getting ready to do the unexpected,"

"I see you took my advice

it doesn't

decided I'm going

the meeting comes to an end, I get on my private jet to head to the island. I'll only arrive around

arrive on the island, saying

a ride to the

jacket and throwing

my shoulder while making my way to the beach house. The scenery is beautiful and it reminds

how

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