Dominic

When I came back home to Vanessa last night, I didn't know that I would feel so different, which is why when she seemed like she didn't want to know the details, it just didn't feel right to me and now, I can't stop thinking about the confrontation we had right before she left to be with Mia.

The last thing I wanted was for her to find out about Carmella and I before I told her, but she beat me to it. How would I have even pulled it off when I felt so awful about it?

No matter what happens, I need to explain everything to Vanessa. She even gave me the opportunity to do so but I just couldn't bring myself to do it and ended up changing the subject. What an asshole I am. On my way to the airport, I'm on the phone with Frank, talking to him about what happened with Vanessa less than an hour ago.

"Whoa! She actually knew before you even told her?" he asks from the other end of the line.

"Yeah."

"That's fucked."

"I know." I close my eyes with a sigh. "I've never seen her so distant and upset with me."

"What did you expect?"

"I don't know, but everything just feels wrong."

"Are you really not happy with the way things are?"

"How could I be happy when you know how I feel about Carmella now?"

"Then just give it time. Maybe by the end of the day, you'll be able to finally explain yourself to Vanessa and not walk away like a coward."

As he goes on to hype me up while also making fun of me, I have incoming messages from Carmella but with each one that I read, I only grunt a few times.

"Hey, that better not be directed at me," he warns me from the other end of the line.

"No. Carmella's texting me."

He cackles. "And you sound so irritated."

"That's because I am."

"Dude, you don't want to upset her."

"I know, but fuck this. You were saying?"

By the time my call with Frank comes to an end, I arrive at the airport to meet up with my father and other company executives so we can all travel together for an important meeting.

We gather around a certain section after the flight takes off, discussing a few strategies along with other members of the team, but I mostly just find myself not even paying attention because all I can think about is Vanessa. Why do I feel like I wronged her so deeply?

After the short meeting, I sit alone by the window, looking outside at the clouds. I've never been so confrontational with Vanessa and I don't like it. It's not only because she's pregnant. I know I'm to blame for it but it just doesn't feel so easy to make things right.

Just as I lean back in my seat and close my eyes while wondering where to start, my father's voice gets louder as he approaches me.

"Is there something on your mind?"

I open my eyes and lean forward as I shake my head. "Not at all."

"Women issues?"

I raise my eyebrows a little. "How did you know that?"

He chuckles. "I've been married for thirty years now. I know that look when I see it." He sits on the other side of the small table in front of me and places his elbows on top of it. "What's going on? Talk to me." "Vanessa's upset with me. It started last night and continued this morning. I don't want to get into the details, but she wants me to address a certain problem, yet I don't want to do it because I'm ashamed." He nods in understanding. "I see. You don't like the way things are and you want to fix them, but you're hesitant because of your own feelings."

"Yes and that frustrates me because I don't want things to keep being this way. This only started last night and I already can't take it anymore especially because I'm the one at fault between the two of us." He chuckles, making me wonder what's funny.

is just the beginning. There's so much more ahead of the two of you and you need

"Of course I remember."

time. I've had moments where I really missed up and I was certain I couldn't come back from it, but I owned up to it and

that?" I narrow my eyes, finding it hard to

a

lean forward, ready to do whatever he

step towards you two talking

he rises to his feet to sit at another table and

me. Do the unexpected? What could I possibly do? I look outside my window again, tapping my foot as I think about where

so I can talk on the

you all right?"

to this and you should be,

chuckles but I don't find it funny as

time and should quickly head inside, I say,

"What? Why?"

out. Since she's with Mia, I

give me a

sends me Mia's number and

can head inside together, but I gesture to him to

her. This is the only unexpected thing I could

says, her tone filled with

tell Vanessa. Is she

"Oh, hi! Well...yeah."

talk

give

I wait

the door

surprised that I

"Of course I am."

"How's Vanessa doing?"

"I'm surprised you're asking me that. Shouldn't you

to, but I can't bring myself to do it. We're not

know. She told

did?" I raise my eyebrows. "What

some unresolved issues that you

see. I

"Sure, anything you need!"

please keep this a secret between us.

"Of course, my lips are

and I raise my eyebrows a little. They're

keep glancing at my wristwatch, wondering when all this will come to an

next to me, notices

ready to do the unexpected," I

took my advice but for now, focus on the

it

decided I'm going

to the island. I'll only arrive around 5 p.m. but it doesn't matter because I still

keeps me posted even after I arrive on the island, saying Vanessa still doesn't suspect a thing, which is exactly what I

get a ride to

jacket and

scenery is beautiful and it reminds me of our honeymoon. I scoff as

how

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