The Dark Side Of Fate By Karima Sa’ad Usman Chapter 3

03 A Clearer Picture

~Tamia~

I went on a run in the morning, and when I returned, the people looked at me strangely.

I did not need magic to know that news of the Alpha finding his fated had travelled.

Leo did not try to hide the attraction between him and Amanda. I wonder if the pack members were happy that their Alpha would be stronger now that he had found his fated mate.

I wondered if they were concerned for me, for the pain I would endure, which might drive me insane eventually.

I honestly wondered whose side they would be on.

I jogged past the pack members and returned to my house.

Leo was having breakfast. I had not spoken to him and did not plan to, because I had nothing to say.

I went to the bedroom to shower and dress up for the day; we had a meeting to attend together.

As much as I would rather sit it out, I had promised Luna Avery I would be there.

She was the closest I had to a friend, and I suspected my life would be like hers soon.

Avery’s husband, Alpha Max, found his fate three years ago, and they have lived together ever since.

Although she had never opened up to me about what was happening in her home, I knew she was broken. He always attended parties with his fated and left Avery on her own.

She had found a way to cope. She was faring better than Linda, who was in the same shoes as Avery, but I dreaded I would be able to manage.

I showered in a hurry. For the first time, I did not spend time in the mirror in the toilet to dry my hair.

I did not feel like making an effort.

though Leo did not like make-up and revealing clothes, I tried to look nice under those circumstances, but I wasn’t feeling like it anymore. Amanda was pretty. There was no way I could compete with her because they

earth, and he would

my shower, I saw Leo sitting on the couch. I ignored him and went to look

arms around me, then kissed his

touch me after what you did last night,” I said through gritted teeth. I was

me

it. I held back. As much as my body and wolf wanted to, I held back,” He

her, but you did everything else,” I said,

dressed. We have a meeting to attend,” I told

been shifted to this evening. Please let me apologise to you, Tamia. I am

do it again, and I know you will, so don’t bother,”

touching her. I wanted to tell her it wouldn’t work. I wanted to risk being weak and reject her. Yes, it will cost me a lot, but I will still have you. I was okay with you being my strength, Tamia, but I couldn’t. I couldn’t do it, and I still can’t. I

know what to do, my love. I am confused. We should have just stayed home as you insisted, but I had to honour Casper’s invite,” he said and continued

known Leo, I had never seen him cry or show this amount of vulnerability and weakness.

through his hair to calm him down, but I doubted my touch would ever be enough again. He looked up at me and stood up. He

I will fight it. I will stay away from her. Please, Tamia,” he said, making promises that I knew he wouldn’t be able to

it work. I have to prepare my mind to share him

it out of duty and not

up on me, Tamia, please,” He pleaded with me

fate has already given up on

the other Alphas, Tamia. I will fight it,” he said, and

course, I did not believe him, but I could not dispute the fact that he meant what

and I dreaded having discussions with

was fated to Amanda, and they had hooked

meeting, I heard pack members gossip about people seeing Leo with Amanda

dress. There was no way to hide

it, Tamia?” luna Linda of the Brent Pack asked

Kyle, refused to reject his fated

and it is almost as if I am not in

I wished he was an ordinary pack member, not an Alpha. I would reject him and move on, but unfortunately for us, they have to reject us or someone stronger challenge them for our hand. Either way, we are fucked. They fear the weakness that comes with the rejection, so they won’t do it, and since we are used goods, no one would deem us worthy of fighting for.” She said, spelling out a truth I had known for

do you manage?” I

I just make myself happy with flings and affairs. No one ever really sticks around, and even

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