The Dark Side Of Fate By Karima Sa’ad Usman Chapter 3

03 A Clearer Picture

~Tamia~

I went on a run in the morning, and when I returned, the people looked at me strangely.

I did not need magic to know that news of the Alpha finding his fated had travelled.

Leo did not try to hide the attraction between him and Amanda. I wonder if the pack members were happy that their Alpha would be stronger now that he had found his fated mate.

I wondered if they were concerned for me, for the pain I would endure, which might drive me insane eventually.

I honestly wondered whose side they would be on.

I jogged past the pack members and returned to my house.

Leo was having breakfast. I had not spoken to him and did not plan to, because I had nothing to say.

I went to the bedroom to shower and dress up for the day; we had a meeting to attend together.

As much as I would rather sit it out, I had promised Luna Avery I would be there.

She was the closest I had to a friend, and I suspected my life would be like hers soon.

Avery’s husband, Alpha Max, found his fate three years ago, and they have lived together ever since.

Although she had never opened up to me about what was happening in her home, I knew she was broken. He always attended parties with his fated and left Avery on her own.

She had found a way to cope. She was faring better than Linda, who was in the same shoes as Avery, but I dreaded I would be able to manage.

I showered in a hurry. For the first time, I did not spend time in the mirror in the toilet to dry my hair.

I did not feel like making an effort.

nice under those circumstances, but I wasn’t feeling like it anymore. Amanda

could be the most unattractive being on earth, and he would still want her.

on the couch. I ignored him and went to look for something simple to wear

his arms around me, then

you did last night,” I

had utterly embarrassed me and

go all the way, Tamia. I broke it. I held back. As much as my body

in you didn’t put your cock in her, but you did everything else,” I said, explaining

We have a meeting to attend,” I told him, and he

been shifted to this evening. Please let me apologise to you,

you will, so don’t bother,” I told him, and he held me tighter.

couldn’t blame them. I left my luna alone and went to make out with a stranger, just because fate willed it. I did not have the intention of touching her. I wanted to tell her it wouldn’t work. I wanted to risk being weak and reject her. Yes, it will cost me a lot, but I will still have you. I was okay with you being my strength, Tamia, but I couldn’t. I couldn’t do it, and I still can’t. I woke up this morning thinking I would go to the Whitewood pack and reject her, but I can’t. I cannot explain why because the feeling is alien to me, but I can’t, Tamia. Please help me out.” He said and went to his knees and

am confused. We should have just stayed home as you insisted, but I had

I had known Leo, I had never seen him cry or show this

my touch would ever be enough again. He looked up at me and

from her. Please, Tamia,” he said, making promises that I knew

I have to prepare my mind to share him with her. There

try, I could never let him touch me again because I knew he would do it out of duty

on me, Tamia, please,” He pleaded with me sensing my

fate has already given up on us?” I said,

like the other Alphas, Tamia. I will fight it,” he said,

did not believe him, but I could not dispute the fact that he meant

and I dreaded

Leo was fated to Amanda, and

the meeting, I heard pack members gossip about people seeing Leo with Amanda on the balcony

the top of her dress. There was no way to hide an incident,

of the Brent Pack asked me, and I

the same predicament as Avery. She was living with her husband and his fated. Her husband, Kyle, refused to reject his fated because he knew it would weaken his wolf. He made Linda agree to it, and she has been a

brave, Tamia. It won’t get better. My bed went cold two years ago. Now they have pups, and it is almost as if I am not in the picture. This is all I am ever good for, meetings,” She said and took a huge gulp of

we are fucked. They fear the weakness that comes with the rejection, so they won’t do it, and since we are used goods, no one would deem us worthy of fighting for.” She said, spelling out a truth I

you manage?” I asked

they are together again. I just make myself happy with flings and affairs. No one ever really sticks around, and even though they claim to love me, they never try to

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