The Dark Side Of Fate By Karima Sa’ad Usman Chapter 3

03 A Clearer Picture

~Tamia~

I went on a run in the morning, and when I returned, the people looked at me strangely.

I did not need magic to know that news of the Alpha finding his fated had travelled.

Leo did not try to hide the attraction between him and Amanda. I wonder if the pack members were happy that their Alpha would be stronger now that he had found his fated mate.

I wondered if they were concerned for me, for the pain I would endure, which might drive me insane eventually.

I honestly wondered whose side they would be on.

I jogged past the pack members and returned to my house.

Leo was having breakfast. I had not spoken to him and did not plan to, because I had nothing to say.

I went to the bedroom to shower and dress up for the day; we had a meeting to attend together.

As much as I would rather sit it out, I had promised Luna Avery I would be there.

She was the closest I had to a friend, and I suspected my life would be like hers soon.

Avery’s husband, Alpha Max, found his fate three years ago, and they have lived together ever since.

Although she had never opened up to me about what was happening in her home, I knew she was broken. He always attended parties with his fated and left Avery on her own.

She had found a way to cope. She was faring better than Linda, who was in the same shoes as Avery, but I dreaded I would be able to manage.

I showered in a hurry. For the first time, I did not spend time in the mirror in the toilet to dry my hair.

I did not feel like making an effort.

under those circumstances, but I wasn’t feeling like it anymore. Amanda was pretty. There was no way I

and he would still want her. Fated love was fucked up

on the couch. I ignored him and went to look for

arms around me, then kissed his mark on my neck. I pushed him off

touch me after what you did last night,” I said through gritted teeth. I was

me

held back. As much as my body and wolf wanted to, I held back,” He

her, but you did

attend,” I told him, and he

to you, Tamia. I am sorry,”

you will, so don’t bother,” I told him, and he held me tighter. I could feel his

couldn’t blame them. I left my luna alone and went to make out with a stranger, just because fate willed it. I did not have the intention of touching her. I wanted to tell her it wouldn’t work. I wanted to risk being weak and reject her. Yes, it will cost me a lot, but I will still have you. I was okay with you being my strength, Tamia, but I couldn’t. I couldn’t do it, and I still can’t. I woke up this morning thinking I would go to the Whitewood pack and reject her, but I can’t. I cannot explain why because the feeling is alien to me, but I can’t, Tamia. Please help me out.” He said and went to his knees and hugged my legs

confused. We should have just stayed home

or show this amount of vulnerability and weakness. He was perplexed. Fate had messed up our

judgment, I ran my finger’s through his hair to calm him down, but I doubted my touch would ever be enough again. He looked up at me and

it. I will stay away from her. Please, Tamia,” he said, making promises that I knew he

make it work. I have to prepare my mind to share him with her. There was no way his wolf would want to stay away

could never let him touch me again because I knew he would do it out of duty and not love. In that case, I would rather be without his touch than for him

give up on me, Tamia, please,” He

when fate has already given up on us?” I said,

won’t make you share like the other Alphas, Tamia. I will fight it,”

could not dispute

attended the security meeting in the evening, and I dreaded having discussions with the lunas in

travelled by now that Leo was fated to Amanda,

pack members gossip about people seeing

her dress. There was no way to hide an incident, especially when the woman had

it, Tamia?” luna Linda of the Brent Pack asked

Her husband, Kyle, refused to reject his fated because he knew it would weaken his wolf. He made Linda agree to

cold two years ago. Now they have pups, and it is almost as if I am not

Alpha. I would reject him and move on, but unfortunately for us, they have to reject us or someone stronger challenge them for our hand. Either way, we are fucked. They fear the weakness that comes with

I asked

are together again. I just make myself happy with flings and affairs. No one ever really sticks around,

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