The Dark Side Of Fate By Karima Sa’ad Usman Chapter 3

03 A Clearer Picture

~Tamia~

I went on a run in the morning, and when I returned, the people looked at me strangely.

I did not need magic to know that news of the Alpha finding his fated had travelled.

Leo did not try to hide the attraction between him and Amanda. I wonder if the pack members were happy that their Alpha would be stronger now that he had found his fated mate.

I wondered if they were concerned for me, for the pain I would endure, which might drive me insane eventually.

I honestly wondered whose side they would be on.

I jogged past the pack members and returned to my house.

Leo was having breakfast. I had not spoken to him and did not plan to, because I had nothing to say.

I went to the bedroom to shower and dress up for the day; we had a meeting to attend together.

As much as I would rather sit it out, I had promised Luna Avery I would be there.

She was the closest I had to a friend, and I suspected my life would be like hers soon.

Avery’s husband, Alpha Max, found his fate three years ago, and they have lived together ever since.

Although she had never opened up to me about what was happening in her home, I knew she was broken. He always attended parties with his fated and left Avery on her own.

She had found a way to cope. She was faring better than Linda, who was in the same shoes as Avery, but I dreaded I would be able to manage.

I showered in a hurry. For the first time, I did not spend time in the mirror in the toilet to dry my hair.

I did not feel like making an effort.

but I wasn’t feeling like it anymore. Amanda was pretty. There was no way I could

could be the most unattractive being on earth, and he would still want

saw Leo sitting on the couch. I ignored him and went to look

his arms around me, then kissed

me after what you did last night,” I said through gritted teeth. I

had utterly embarrassed me and showed

back. As much as my

but you did everything else,” I said, explaining his meaning of holding back, and he

a meeting to attend,” I

has been shifted to this evening. Please let me apologise to you, Tamia. I am sorry,” He said, and I smiled and

you will, so don’t bother,” I told him, and he held me tighter. I

couldn’t blame them. I left my luna alone and went to make out with a stranger, just because fate willed it. I did not have the intention of touching her. I wanted to tell her it wouldn’t work. I wanted to risk being weak and reject her. Yes, it will cost me a lot, but I will still have you. I was okay with you being my strength, Tamia, but I couldn’t. I couldn’t do it, and I still can’t. I woke up this morning thinking I would go to the

to do, my love. I am confused. We should have just stayed home as you insisted, but I had

I had known Leo, I had never seen him cry or show this amount of vulnerability and weakness. He was

ran my finger’s through his hair to calm him down, but I doubted my touch would ever be enough again. He looked

Tamia,” he said, making promises that I knew he wouldn’t be able to keep. I hugged him, knowing my blissful life

to, I had to find a way to make it work. I have to prepare my mind to share him with her. There was no way his wolf would want to

out of duty and not love. In that case, I would rather be without his touch than for him to touch me out of

on me, Tamia, please,” He pleaded with

has already given up on us?” I

the other Alphas, Tamia. I will

I did not believe him, but I could not

the evening, and I dreaded having discussions with

had travelled by now that Leo was fated to

about people seeing Leo with Amanda on the balcony

of her dress. There was no way to hide an incident, especially when the woman had to leave

of the Brent Pack asked me,

fated. Her husband, Kyle, refused to reject his fated because he knew it would weaken his wolf. He made Linda agree to it, and

My bed went cold two years ago. Now they have pups, and it is almost as if I am not in the picture. This is all I am ever good for, meetings,” She said and

pack member, not an Alpha. I would reject him and move on, but unfortunately for us, they have to reject us or someone stronger challenge them for our hand. Either way, we are fucked. They fear the weakness that comes

you manage?” I asked

really sticks around, and even though they claim to love me, they never try to challenge the Alpha. So I just enjoy the affair and move on,” She said and

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