The Dark Side Of Fate By Karima Sa’ad Usman Chapter 3

03 A Clearer Picture

~Tamia~

I went on a run in the morning, and when I returned, the people looked at me strangely.

I did not need magic to know that news of the Alpha finding his fated had travelled.

Leo did not try to hide the attraction between him and Amanda. I wonder if the pack members were happy that their Alpha would be stronger now that he had found his fated mate.

I wondered if they were concerned for me, for the pain I would endure, which might drive me insane eventually.

I honestly wondered whose side they would be on.

I jogged past the pack members and returned to my house.

Leo was having breakfast. I had not spoken to him and did not plan to, because I had nothing to say.

I went to the bedroom to shower and dress up for the day; we had a meeting to attend together.

As much as I would rather sit it out, I had promised Luna Avery I would be there.

She was the closest I had to a friend, and I suspected my life would be like hers soon.

Avery’s husband, Alpha Max, found his fate three years ago, and they have lived together ever since.

Although she had never opened up to me about what was happening in her home, I knew she was broken. He always attended parties with his fated and left Avery on her own.

She had found a way to cope. She was faring better than Linda, who was in the same shoes as Avery, but I dreaded I would be able to manage.

I showered in a hurry. For the first time, I did not spend time in the mirror in the toilet to dry my hair.

I did not feel like making an effort.

not like make-up and revealing clothes, I tried to look nice under those circumstances, but I wasn’t feeling like it anymore. Amanda was pretty. There was no way I could compete

he

the room after taking my shower, I saw Leo sitting on the couch. I ignored him and went

came to me and wrapped his arms around me, then kissed his mark on my

after what you did last night,”

utterly embarrassed me and showed

not go all the way, Tamia. I broke it. I held back. As

as in you didn’t put your cock in her, but you did everything else,” I

dressed. We have a meeting to attend,”

Please let me apologise to you, Tamia. I am sorry,” He said,

Sorry means you won’t do it again, and I know you will, so don’t bother,” I told him, and he held me tighter. I could feel

wouldn’t work. I wanted to risk being weak and reject her. Yes, it will cost me a lot, but I will still have you. I was okay with you being my strength, Tamia, but I couldn’t. I couldn’t do it, and I still can’t. I woke up this morning thinking I would go to the Whitewood pack and reject her, but I can’t. I cannot explain why because the feeling is alien to me, but I can’t, Tamia. Please help me out.” He said

to do, my love. I am confused. We should have just stayed home as you insisted, but I had to honour Casper’s invite,” he said and continued

cry or show this amount of vulnerability and weakness. He was perplexed.

doubted my touch would ever be enough

will fight it. I will stay away from her. Please, Tamia,” he said, making

make it work. I have to prepare my mind to share him with her. There

never let him touch me again because I knew he would do it out of duty and not love. In that case, I would rather be without his touch than for

Tamia, please,” He

when fate has already given up on us?” I said, looking at

the other Alphas, Tamia. I will fight it,” he said, and

believe him, but I could not dispute the

attended the security meeting in the evening, and

by now that Leo was fated to Amanda,

meeting, I heard pack members gossip about people seeing Leo with

top of her dress. There was no way to hide an incident, especially when the woman

the Brent Pack asked me, and I shook

fated. Her husband, Kyle, refused to reject his fated because he knew

have pups, and it is almost as if I am not in

an ordinary pack member, not an Alpha. I would reject him and move on, but unfortunately for us, they have to reject us or someone stronger challenge them for our hand. Either way, we are fucked. They fear the weakness that comes with the rejection, so they won’t do it, and since we

do you manage?” I asked her, and she

make myself happy with flings and affairs. No one ever really sticks around,

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