The Dark Side Of Fate By Karima Sa’ad Usman Chapter 3

03 A Clearer Picture

~Tamia~

I went on a run in the morning, and when I returned, the people looked at me strangely.

I did not need magic to know that news of the Alpha finding his fated had travelled.

Leo did not try to hide the attraction between him and Amanda. I wonder if the pack members were happy that their Alpha would be stronger now that he had found his fated mate.

I wondered if they were concerned for me, for the pain I would endure, which might drive me insane eventually.

I honestly wondered whose side they would be on.

I jogged past the pack members and returned to my house.

Leo was having breakfast. I had not spoken to him and did not plan to, because I had nothing to say.

I went to the bedroom to shower and dress up for the day; we had a meeting to attend together.

As much as I would rather sit it out, I had promised Luna Avery I would be there.

She was the closest I had to a friend, and I suspected my life would be like hers soon.

Avery’s husband, Alpha Max, found his fate three years ago, and they have lived together ever since.

Although she had never opened up to me about what was happening in her home, I knew she was broken. He always attended parties with his fated and left Avery on her own.

She had found a way to cope. She was faring better than Linda, who was in the same shoes as Avery, but I dreaded I would be able to manage.

I showered in a hurry. For the first time, I did not spend time in the mirror in the toilet to dry my hair.

I did not feel like making an effort.

but I wasn’t feeling like it anymore. Amanda was pretty. There

most unattractive being on earth, and he would still want her. Fated love was fucked up that

after taking my shower, I saw Leo sitting on the couch. I ignored

then kissed

touch me after what you did last night,” I said through gritted teeth. I was

had utterly embarrassed me and showed zero

go all the way, Tamia. I broke it. I held back. As much

didn’t put your cock in her, but you did

We have a meeting to attend,” I told him, and he held

this evening. Please let me apologise to you, Tamia. I am sorry,” He

know you will, so don’t bother,” I told him, and he held me

to risk being weak and reject her. Yes, it will cost me a lot, but I will still have you. I was okay with you being my strength, Tamia, but I couldn’t. I couldn’t do it, and I still can’t. I woke up this morning thinking I would go to the Whitewood pack and reject her, but I can’t. I cannot explain why because the feeling is alien to me, but I can’t, Tamia. Please

We should have just stayed home as you insisted, but I had to honour Casper’s

cry or show this amount of vulnerability and weakness. He was perplexed. Fate had

my touch would ever be enough again. He looked up at me and stood up. He

fight it. I will stay away from her. Please, Tamia,” he said, making promises that I knew he wouldn’t be able to keep. I hugged him, knowing my blissful life with

this had happened to, I had to find a way to make it work. I have to prepare my mind to share him with her.

try, I could never let him touch me again because I knew he would do it out of duty and not love. In that case, I would rather be without his touch than

please,” He pleaded

when fate has already given up

won’t make you share like the other Alphas, Tamia. I will fight it,”

him, but I could not

attended the security meeting in the evening, and I dreaded having discussions with the lunas in

now that Leo was fated to Amanda, and they had hooked

I heard pack members gossip about people seeing Leo

way to hide an incident, especially when the woman had to leave the

are you handling it, Tamia?” luna Linda of the Brent

Avery. She was living with her husband and his fated. Her husband, Kyle, refused to reject his fated because he knew it would weaken

and it is almost as

not an Alpha. I would reject him and move on, but unfortunately for us, they have to reject us or someone stronger challenge them for our hand. Either way, we are fucked. They fear the weakness that comes with the rejection, so they won’t do it, and since we are used goods, no one would deem us worthy of fighting for.” She said,

you manage?” I asked

I just make myself happy with flings and affairs. No one ever really sticks around, and even though they claim to love me, they never try to challenge the Alpha. So I just enjoy the affair and move on,” She said and drank more

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