The Dark Side Of Fate

The Dark Side Of Fate By Karima Sa’ad Usman Chapter 7

07 Surrender To Live

~Tamia~

“No need,” I replied, and he walked to me and looked into my eyes. I knew he was hurting, but his pain was nothing compared to mine.

He was the one on the gaining side.

“I can’t let go, Tamia,” he said and placed his hands gently on my shoulders.

“It is normal to give up on a situation and someone you don’t understand, Tamia. I understand your anger and why you will flirt with Devin. I know you have a strong reason to give up on us, but I am asking you to give me a chance. I know we can make this work. I am willing to do anything for you, Tamia. I know I am wrong, but tell me what to do to keep you.

I will do anything to keep you, Tamia. I was hoping you could teach me how. I will learn to be a better person for you please. Amanda was beyond my control. I am sorry. You know I tried. Please, Tamia,” He pleaded with me with tears in his eyes.

Leo went on his knees and hugged my legs.

“Please, Tamia. I am trying to the best of my ability. Let me prove myself to you. Let me make it work,” He said in tears, and I knew he wouldn’t let up.

“Get up,” I said, and he stood up.

I looked up to see the hurt in his eyes. He was deeply conflicted.

“All you had to do was reject her, but instead, you let her father bully her way into our home. You left our bed and went to her. You pushed me aside. I thought I would have to share, but you didn’t even

leave room for that. You abandoned me. I am a laughing stock. Most pack members do not even respect me anymore. As far as they are concerned, I am no longer their Luna. What do you want me to do, Leo? How do you want me to cope? You should let me go. If you love me, you will reject me and let me go. You have to reject one of us, and that will be me, Leo. Let me get over you in peace,” I said, and he shook his head.

My heart was breaking too.

We were so good together. I had many happy memories with Leo.

Why did this happen to us? My heart was breaking.

He leaned close to me and kissed me on my lips.

I let him because I needed comfort. It was a messed up situation.

He was the cause of my pain, and he was giving me comfort.

My body needed it. I kept telling myself, just this once, Tamia’.

Somehow trying to justify what was about to happen between us. He was my husband, and it shouldn’t feel wrong.

My body ached, and he was right when he implied that I was aroused, but I still wanted him.

caution to the wind and wrapped my legs around him. I knew it was going to be a

but this was my goodbye to him. I just had one more month before receiving a response from a southern Alpha, to whom

will leave regardless of what it says. It was for the best. Seeing the

decide for him. So I set aside my grudge and gave him access. I allowed him to make love to

the night. It was as if he

felt about him. I just ignored my feelings, so I didn’t hurt more than I was

scared because the more I let myself enjoy it, the

that night until I couldn’t take anymore. I wondered where the fire came from. It reminded me of old times. Times I knew were gone

To my surprise, Leo was lying next to

of him every

and wore my robe to cover my body when

What was her deal? I never banged on her door. Why was she

abruptly and looked

morning,” he said, and the banging came again. He looked at me, unsure if he should

eventually got up and

and

out. I could allow anything, but

argument between Amanda and Leo

can’t neglect my wife, Amanda.” He said, pleading with her,

me when I am with you. You have to accept that it will be like this,” he said, and I heard a slap. She

have greatly respected him if only Leo was man enough to take it. The only reason he slept with me was

know no one would want their women, but in his case, Alpha Devin had shown interest in me, which meant he could take me from him with a challenge. All I had to do was accept, and

reject me regarding a challenge. He put on all that sports all night long to prove he could still care for my needs. But we were past that. Great sex wasn’t going to make me change my mind about him. If I ever get an opportunity to leave his arse, I will take

sick of this shit,” I heard Leo tell her and I was shocked. She was

gone against myself

returned to my room, and then went

to bed,” he urged me, and I smiled

word and spent four nights a week in my room. Amanda went home a

man could not get involved. Everyone thought Leo would treat me like Max and Kyle treat their wives, but they were wrong. He truly cared for me.

not bear Black’s

pack members gradually started

people even

said they wanted to

the

out my luna duties. Amanda had no clue how it was done, but I did not care. Every

Amanda to attend.

again, and a month

***

wondered what was happening. Leo entered my

are under attack, Tamia, Northern Wolves from the Dark

I asked, leaving my desk,