The Dark Side Of Fate

The Dark Side Of Fate By Karima Sa’ad Usman Chapter 7

07 Surrender To Live

~Tamia~

“No need,” I replied, and he walked to me and looked into my eyes. I knew he was hurting, but his pain was nothing compared to mine.

He was the one on the gaining side.

“I can’t let go, Tamia,” he said and placed his hands gently on my shoulders.

“It is normal to give up on a situation and someone you don’t understand, Tamia. I understand your anger and why you will flirt with Devin. I know you have a strong reason to give up on us, but I am asking you to give me a chance. I know we can make this work. I am willing to do anything for you, Tamia. I know I am wrong, but tell me what to do to keep you.

I will do anything to keep you, Tamia. I was hoping you could teach me how. I will learn to be a better person for you please. Amanda was beyond my control. I am sorry. You know I tried. Please, Tamia,” He pleaded with me with tears in his eyes.

Leo went on his knees and hugged my legs.

“Please, Tamia. I am trying to the best of my ability. Let me prove myself to you. Let me make it work,” He said in tears, and I knew he wouldn’t let up.

“Get up,” I said, and he stood up.

I looked up to see the hurt in his eyes. He was deeply conflicted.

“All you had to do was reject her, but instead, you let her father bully her way into our home. You left our bed and went to her. You pushed me aside. I thought I would have to share, but you didn’t even

leave room for that. You abandoned me. I am a laughing stock. Most pack members do not even respect me anymore. As far as they are concerned, I am no longer their Luna. What do you want me to do, Leo? How do you want me to cope? You should let me go. If you love me, you will reject me and let me go. You have to reject one of us, and that will be me, Leo. Let me get over you in peace,” I said, and he shook his head.

My heart was breaking too.

We were so good together. I had many happy memories with Leo.

Why did this happen to us? My heart was breaking.

He leaned close to me and kissed me on my lips.

I let him because I needed comfort. It was a messed up situation.

He was the cause of my pain, and he was giving me comfort.

My body needed it. I kept telling myself, just this once, Tamia’.

Somehow trying to justify what was about to happen between us. He was my husband, and it shouldn’t feel wrong.

My body ached, and he was right when he implied that I was aroused, but I still wanted him.

the wind and wrapped my legs around him. I knew it was going to be a long night. Kaira purred in

I just had one more month before receiving a response from a southern Alpha,

best. Seeing the way Leo was, he wouldn’t be able to let go

I set aside my

through the night. It was as if he

him. I just ignored my feelings, so I

what we were doing. He was my husband, but I was scared because the more I let myself

couldn’t take anymore. I wondered where the fire came from. It reminded

Leo was lying next to me

was a time I would wake up to this sight of him every morning before I went on my runs. Fate had messed up my life completely, and I

robe to cover my body when someone suddenly started banging

deal? I never banged

abruptly and looked

looked at me, unsure if he

up and went to the

opened it, and Amanda

walked her out. I could allow anything, but there was no

Amanda and Leo

I was married and insisted. I can’t neglect my wife, Amanda.” He said, pleading

I am with you. You have to accept that it will be like this,” he

using the same old blackmail. A half rejection. I would have greatly respected him if only Leo was man enough to take it. The only reason he slept

in his case, Alpha Devin had shown interest in me, which meant he could take me from him with a challenge. All I had to do was accept, and Leo will have no choice but

he could still care for my needs. But we were past that. Great sex wasn’t going to make me change my mind about him. If I ever get an

sentence. I’m sick of this shit,” I heard

gone against myself and the woman I love for this shit. You know nothing about how far Tamia and I have come, Amanda. We built this pack together. Don’t ask me to turn my back on her because I won’t.” He said, and tears welled

her, returned to my room, and then went to lie on the

much today, and neither should you. Come back to bed,” he urged

room. Amanda went

would treat me like Max and Kyle treat their wives, but they were wrong. He

comply. I could not bear Black’s pain, but Leo asked me to ignore Black.

gradually started giving my respect to

even blatantly

said they wanted to

out the task I

two Lunas, I stopped going to the office and carrying out my luna duties. Amanda had

Amanda to attend.

heard from Devin again, and a

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wondered what was happening. Leo entered

Tamia, Northern Wolves from the Dark Alpha,”

happened?” I asked, leaving my desk, and