The Dark Side Of Fate

The Dark Side Of Fate By Karima Sa’ad Usman Chapter 7

07 Surrender To Live

~Tamia~

“No need,” I replied, and he walked to me and looked into my eyes. I knew he was hurting, but his pain was nothing compared to mine.

He was the one on the gaining side.

“I can’t let go, Tamia,” he said and placed his hands gently on my shoulders.

“It is normal to give up on a situation and someone you don’t understand, Tamia. I understand your anger and why you will flirt with Devin. I know you have a strong reason to give up on us, but I am asking you to give me a chance. I know we can make this work. I am willing to do anything for you, Tamia. I know I am wrong, but tell me what to do to keep you.

I will do anything to keep you, Tamia. I was hoping you could teach me how. I will learn to be a better person for you please. Amanda was beyond my control. I am sorry. You know I tried. Please, Tamia,” He pleaded with me with tears in his eyes.

Leo went on his knees and hugged my legs.

“Please, Tamia. I am trying to the best of my ability. Let me prove myself to you. Let me make it work,” He said in tears, and I knew he wouldn’t let up.

“Get up,” I said, and he stood up.

I looked up to see the hurt in his eyes. He was deeply conflicted.

“All you had to do was reject her, but instead, you let her father bully her way into our home. You left our bed and went to her. You pushed me aside. I thought I would have to share, but you didn’t even

leave room for that. You abandoned me. I am a laughing stock. Most pack members do not even respect me anymore. As far as they are concerned, I am no longer their Luna. What do you want me to do, Leo? How do you want me to cope? You should let me go. If you love me, you will reject me and let me go. You have to reject one of us, and that will be me, Leo. Let me get over you in peace,” I said, and he shook his head.

My heart was breaking too.

We were so good together. I had many happy memories with Leo.

Why did this happen to us? My heart was breaking.

He leaned close to me and kissed me on my lips.

I let him because I needed comfort. It was a messed up situation.

He was the cause of my pain, and he was giving me comfort.

My body needed it. I kept telling myself, just this once, Tamia’.

Somehow trying to justify what was about to happen between us. He was my husband, and it shouldn’t feel wrong.

My body ached, and he was right when he implied that I was aroused, but I still wanted him.

legs around him. I knew it was

but this was my goodbye to him. I just had one more month before receiving a response from a southern Alpha, to

It was for the best. Seeing the way Leo was, he wouldn’t be able to let

aside my grudge and gave him access. I allowed him to make love to

me all through the night. It was as if he was auditioning, trying to

how I felt about him. I just ignored my feelings, so I didn’t hurt more than I

nothing wrong with what we were doing. He was my husband, but I was scared because the more I

take anymore. I wondered where the fire came from. It reminded me of old

up. To my surprise, Leo was lying next to me

my eyes, and I wanted to cry. There was a time I would wake up to this sight of him every morning before I went on my runs. Fate had messed up my life completely, and I doubted if I would

my robe to cover my body when someone suddenly started banging on

was Amanda. What was her deal? I never banged on her door. Why was she banging on

abruptly and looked

morning,” he said, and the banging came again. He looked at me, unsure if he should open the door or not. I

up and went

opened it, and

her out. I

argument between Amanda

married and insisted. I can’t neglect my wife, Amanda.” He said, pleading with her, and I

like this,” he said, and I heard a slap. She had slapped Leo on the

have greatly respected him if only Leo was man enough to take it. The

men in his situation, especially Alphas, never bother because they know no one would want their women, but in his case, Alpha Devin had shown interest in me, which meant he could take me from him with a challenge. All I had

night long to prove he could still care for my needs. But we were past that. Great sex wasn’t going to make me change my mind about him. If I ever get an opportunity

finish the sentence. I’m sick of this shit,” I heard Leo tell her and I was shocked.

you into my home. I have gone against myself and the woman I love for this shit. You know nothing about how far Tamia and I have come, Amanda. We built this pack together. Don’t ask me to turn my back on her because I won’t.” He said, and tears welled

room, and then

and neither should you. Come back to bed,” he urged me, and I smiled at him. My husband had grown some

word and spent four nights a week in my room.

could not get involved. Everyone thought Leo would treat me like Max and Kyle treat their wives, but they were wrong. He truly

I could not bear Black’s pain, but Leo asked me to ignore Black. He was trying, there was

members gradually started

people even blatantly

they

carrying out the task I

stopped going to the office and carrying out my luna duties. Amanda had no clue how it was done, but I did not care. Every time

Amanda to attend.

Devin again, and

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and I wondered what was happening. Leo

Tamia, Northern Wolves from the Dark Alpha,” he said, and I became

happened?” I asked, leaving my desk, and he shook