The Dark Side Of Fate

The Dark Side Of Fate By Karima Sa’ad Usman Chapter 7

07 Surrender To Live

~Tamia~

“No need,” I replied, and he walked to me and looked into my eyes. I knew he was hurting, but his pain was nothing compared to mine.

He was the one on the gaining side.

“I can’t let go, Tamia,” he said and placed his hands gently on my shoulders.

“It is normal to give up on a situation and someone you don’t understand, Tamia. I understand your anger and why you will flirt with Devin. I know you have a strong reason to give up on us, but I am asking you to give me a chance. I know we can make this work. I am willing to do anything for you, Tamia. I know I am wrong, but tell me what to do to keep you.

I will do anything to keep you, Tamia. I was hoping you could teach me how. I will learn to be a better person for you please. Amanda was beyond my control. I am sorry. You know I tried. Please, Tamia,” He pleaded with me with tears in his eyes.

Leo went on his knees and hugged my legs.

“Please, Tamia. I am trying to the best of my ability. Let me prove myself to you. Let me make it work,” He said in tears, and I knew he wouldn’t let up.

“Get up,” I said, and he stood up.

I looked up to see the hurt in his eyes. He was deeply conflicted.

“All you had to do was reject her, but instead, you let her father bully her way into our home. You left our bed and went to her. You pushed me aside. I thought I would have to share, but you didn’t even

leave room for that. You abandoned me. I am a laughing stock. Most pack members do not even respect me anymore. As far as they are concerned, I am no longer their Luna. What do you want me to do, Leo? How do you want me to cope? You should let me go. If you love me, you will reject me and let me go. You have to reject one of us, and that will be me, Leo. Let me get over you in peace,” I said, and he shook his head.

My heart was breaking too.

We were so good together. I had many happy memories with Leo.

Why did this happen to us? My heart was breaking.

He leaned close to me and kissed me on my lips.

I let him because I needed comfort. It was a messed up situation.

He was the cause of my pain, and he was giving me comfort.

My body needed it. I kept telling myself, just this once, Tamia’.

Somehow trying to justify what was about to happen between us. He was my husband, and it shouldn’t feel wrong.

My body ached, and he was right when he implied that I was aroused, but I still wanted him.

legs around him. I knew it was going

had one more month

the way Leo was, he wouldn’t be able to let go of me,

I set aside my grudge

made love to me all through the night. It was as if he was auditioning, trying to make

about him. I just ignored

with what we were doing. He was my husband, but I was scared because the more I let myself

I wondered where the fire came from. It reminded me of old times. Times I

woke up. To my surprise, Leo was lying next to me in

to this sight of him every morning before I went on my runs. Fate had messed up my life completely, and I doubted if I would

up and wore my robe to cover my body when someone suddenly started banging on

never banged on her door. Why was she banging on

woke up abruptly

He looked at me, unsure if he

and went to the

opened it, and Amanda walked

Leo gently walked her out. I could allow anything, but there was no way she would be entering my

Amanda and Leo

my wife, Amanda.”

have to accept that it will be like this,” he

the same old blackmail. A half rejection. I would have greatly respected him if only Leo was man enough

case, Alpha Devin had shown interest in me, which

sports all night long to prove he could still care for my needs. But we were past that. Great sex wasn’t going to make me change my mind about him. If I ever get an opportunity to leave his arse, I will take

I

around here henceforth. Tamia is my wife, and nothing will change that. If you can’t handle it, too bad. We had a perfect life before all this fated shit happened, and then your father forced you into my home. I have gone against myself and the woman I

room, and then

should you. Come back to bed,” he urged

nights a week in my room. Amanda went home a couple of

but the man could not get involved. Everyone thought Leo would treat me like Max and Kyle

Black, Leo’s wolf, but Leo forced his wolf to comply. I could not bear Black’s pain, but Leo asked me to ignore Black. He was trying, there was no

pack members gradually started giving

even blatantly

they wanted to

out the

going to the office and carrying out my luna duties. Amanda had no clue how it was done, but I did not care. Every time there

Amanda to attend.

never heard from Devin again, and a

***

and I wondered what was happening. Leo entered my

attack, Tamia, Northern Wolves from the Dark Alpha,” he said, and I became

happened?” I asked, leaving my desk, and he shook