The Dark Side Of Fate

The Dark Side Of Fate By Karima Sa’ad Usman Chapter 7

07 Surrender To Live

~Tamia~

“No need,” I replied, and he walked to me and looked into my eyes. I knew he was hurting, but his pain was nothing compared to mine.

He was the one on the gaining side.

“I can’t let go, Tamia,” he said and placed his hands gently on my shoulders.

“It is normal to give up on a situation and someone you don’t understand, Tamia. I understand your anger and why you will flirt with Devin. I know you have a strong reason to give up on us, but I am asking you to give me a chance. I know we can make this work. I am willing to do anything for you, Tamia. I know I am wrong, but tell me what to do to keep you.

I will do anything to keep you, Tamia. I was hoping you could teach me how. I will learn to be a better person for you please. Amanda was beyond my control. I am sorry. You know I tried. Please, Tamia,” He pleaded with me with tears in his eyes.

Leo went on his knees and hugged my legs.

“Please, Tamia. I am trying to the best of my ability. Let me prove myself to you. Let me make it work,” He said in tears, and I knew he wouldn’t let up.

“Get up,” I said, and he stood up.

I looked up to see the hurt in his eyes. He was deeply conflicted.

“All you had to do was reject her, but instead, you let her father bully her way into our home. You left our bed and went to her. You pushed me aside. I thought I would have to share, but you didn’t even

leave room for that. You abandoned me. I am a laughing stock. Most pack members do not even respect me anymore. As far as they are concerned, I am no longer their Luna. What do you want me to do, Leo? How do you want me to cope? You should let me go. If you love me, you will reject me and let me go. You have to reject one of us, and that will be me, Leo. Let me get over you in peace,” I said, and he shook his head.

My heart was breaking too.

We were so good together. I had many happy memories with Leo.

Why did this happen to us? My heart was breaking.

He leaned close to me and kissed me on my lips.

I let him because I needed comfort. It was a messed up situation.

He was the cause of my pain, and he was giving me comfort.

My body needed it. I kept telling myself, just this once, Tamia’.

Somehow trying to justify what was about to happen between us. He was my husband, and it shouldn’t feel wrong.

My body ached, and he was right when he implied that I was aroused, but I still wanted him.

I knew

this was my goodbye to him. I just had one more month before receiving

comes, I will leave regardless of what it says. It was for the best. Seeing the way Leo was, he wouldn’t be able to let go of me, and neither would

for him. So I set aside my grudge and gave him access. I

was as if he was

never forgot how I felt about him. I just ignored my feelings, so I didn’t hurt

was my husband, but I was scared because the more I let myself enjoy it, the more hurt I would

me that night until I couldn’t take anymore. I wondered where the fire came

my surprise, Leo was lying next to

a time I would wake up to this sight of him every morning before I went on

up and wore my robe to cover my body when

was her deal? I never banged on

abruptly and looked at

looked at me, unsure if he should open the door or not.

eventually got up and went

it, and Amanda walked

walked her out. I could allow

Amanda

can’t neglect my wife, Amanda.” He said,

like this,” he said, and I heard a slap. She had slapped Leo on the face,

would have greatly respected him if only Leo was man enough to take it. The only reason he slept

in his case, Alpha Devin had shown interest in me, which meant he could take me from

he could still care for my needs. But we were past that. Great sex wasn’t going to make me change my mind about him. If I ever get an opportunity to leave his arse, I will take it and

shit,” I heard Leo tell her

around here henceforth. Tamia is my wife, and nothing will change that. If you can’t handle it, too bad. We had a perfect life before all this fated shit happened, and then your father forced you into my home. I have gone against myself and the woman I love for this shit. You know nothing about how far Tamia and I

my room, and then went to lie on the

do not feel like doing much today, and neither should you. Come back to

word and spent four nights a week in my room. Amanda went home a couple of

her father, but the man could not get involved. Everyone thought Leo would treat me like Max and Kyle treat their wives, but they were wrong. He truly cared for me.

hard on Black, Leo’s wolf, but Leo forced his wolf to comply. I could not bear Black’s pain, but Leo asked me to ignore Black. He was trying, there

started giving my respect

people even blatantly

often said they wanted

before carrying out the task I gave

out my luna duties. Amanda had no clue how it was done, but I did

Amanda to attend.

from Devin again,

***

wondered what was happening.

Tamia, Northern Wolves from the Dark Alpha,” he said,

happened?” I asked, leaving my desk, and he shook