25 Affirmations
Tamia-
Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love. with him.
I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control. He knew how to act, what to say and what to He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out burnt and broken.
I wasn’t willing to make that jump again. It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it was casual.
I tried to think through the situation to guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.
Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me? He had never told me he loved me. This could be a fun and exciting thing for him.
I scolded myself for catching feelings.
Every day we would wake up, eat, and train together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did whatever we liked.
It was fun and scary because I had fallen in love with him.
When I decided to speak to Sylvester about my fears, we were lying on the grass in the western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.
“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side by side and looking at the stars that graced the night sky. It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.
“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.
“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.
of the prisoner’s, green eyes? The ones in the cell or the trophies?”
asked, and
but they only leave if they find love
asked him immediately, and he was
some ladies talking about how you threw out the five women in your harem. They said you told a
where we are; that way, if you find your fated, it would not be an issue,” I said, trying to convince myself
side to look
at me,” He said, and I did what he asked and made sure my
the lord of the north with a pending war, I doubt I would want to tie any woman down. It was my way of setting them free and making them forget about me,” He
betray a woman that has been there for me. through thick and thin, because fate said so. I will reject her in a heartbeat and risk being weak,” He
face
a fool all over again. I
not prisoners: they are free, but I won’t let you go, Tamia. You aren’t a prisoner here, and you aren’t a trophy; you are my woman,” he said, and I smiled at
do the same. Then he pulled me close
the stars,” he said, tugging on my clothes gently, and I could not believe he had used the word ‘love’ with me. He moved from my lips to
on the spot on my neck, and my body came apart; he
one at a time. He sucked while he rubbed the other
started moaning, and
down my panties and spread my legs wide. I laid back down on
blurry
prayed while I writhed, moaning in pleasure,
my senses were alive, and I felt the release coming through. I
not stop until I came
leaned over me and stared into
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