25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love. with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control. He knew how to act, what to say and what to He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again. It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me? He had never told me he loved me. This could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did whatever we liked.

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about my fears, we were lying on the grass in the western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side by side and looking at the stars that graced the night sky. It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

green eyes? The ones in the cell or the trophies?”

trophies,” I asked, and he

are here because this is their only home for now. They are free to leave, but they only leave if they find love or want to move to Lucland or another part of the north. They are all here of their own volition. I am a lord, not a monster. I expect

you ever settle down?” I asked him

in your harem. They said you told a woman called Arya that

about it. I understand. Coming out of a failed marriage, I can understand, and I am okay where we are; that way, if you find your fated, it would not be an issue,” I said, trying to convince myself more that falling for

side to

me,” He said, and I did what he

the lord of the north with a pending war, I doubt I would want to tie any woman down. It was my way of setting them free and making them forget about me,” He said, and his words hurt

shit or betray a woman that has been there for me. through thick and thin, because fate said so. I will reject her in a

my face gently

up with tears because I was a fool all over again. I had fallen completely in love with someone that did not plan on having anything

You aren’t a prisoner here, and you aren’t a

sat up and asked me to do the same. Then he

the stars,” he said, tugging on my clothes gently, and I could not believe he had used the word ‘love’ with

on my neck, and my body came apart; he moved

compare yourself to them,” He linked me and sucked my nipples one at a time. He sucked while he rubbed the

started moaning, and he growled with

my legs wide. I laid back down on the grass, looking at the stars while he

vision blurry and my heart

writhed, moaning in pleasure, running my fingers through his hair and anticipating the release.

the release coming through. I

did not stop

over me and stared into

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