25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love. with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control. He knew how to act, what to say and what to He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again. It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me? He had never told me he loved me. This could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did whatever we liked.

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about my fears, we were lying on the grass in the western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side by side and looking at the stars that graced the night sky. It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

The ones in the cell or

I asked, and he exhaled

find love or want to move to Lucland or another part of the north. They are all here of their own volition. I am a lord, not a

down?” I asked him

am sorry to ask, but I overheard some ladies talking about how you threw out the five women in your harem. They said you told a woman called Arya that you do not plan on settling down. I just want to know if it is true,”

marriage, I can understand, and I am okay where we are; that way, if you find your fated, it would

side

and I did what he asked

those things, and I meant them, Tamia. As the lord of the north with a pending war, I doubt I would want to tie any woman down.

a woman that has been there for me. through thick and thin, because fate said so. I will reject her in a heartbeat and risk being weak,” He said, and I smiled at him. Having been there, I knew it was easier

touched my face gently

not Leo, Tamia,” he said, and I nodded, but my eyes were already welling up with tears because I was a

are free, but I won’t let you go, Tamia. You aren’t a prisoner here, and you aren’t a trophy; you are my woman,” he said, and I smiled at him, but tears were threatening to fall at

sat up and asked me to do the same. Then he pulled me

woman I love under the stars,” he said, tugging on my clothes gently, and I could not believe he had used the

me, sucking on the spot on my neck, and my body came apart; he moved to the crook of

and sucked my nipples one at a time. He sucked while he rubbed the

moaning, and he

back down on the grass, looking at the

blurry and my heart

this be it; I prayed while I writhed, moaning in pleasure, running my fingers through his hair and

my senses were alive, and I felt the release coming

stop

he leaned over me and stared into

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