25 Affirmations
Tamia-
Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love. with him.
I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control. He knew how to act, what to say and what to He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out burnt and broken.
I wasn’t willing to make that jump again. It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it was casual.
I tried to think through the situation to guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.
Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me? He had never told me he loved me. This could be a fun and exciting thing for him.
I scolded myself for catching feelings.
Every day we would wake up, eat, and train together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did whatever we liked.
It was fun and scary because I had fallen in love with him.
When I decided to speak to Sylvester about my fears, we were lying on the grass in the western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.
“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side by side and looking at the stars that graced the night sky. It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.
“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.
“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.
eyes? The ones in the cell or the
trophies,” I asked, and he
now. They are free to leave, but they only leave if they find love or want to move to Lucland or another part of the north. They are all here of their own volition. I am a lord, not a monster.
I asked him immediately, and
out the five women in your harem. They said you told a woman
worried about it. I understand. Coming out of a failed marriage, I can understand, and I am okay where we are; that way, if you find your fated, it would not be an issue,” I said, trying to convince myself more that falling for
side to
did what he asked and made sure my
I doubt I would want to tie any woman down. It was my way of setting them free and making them forget about me,” He said, and his words hurt because it seemed as if his
my fated, I do not care about that shit, Tamia. I make my destiny. I do not care what the stars say. I won’t lose my shit or betray a woman that has been there for
face
with tears because I was a fool
am nothing like my father. My trophies are not prisoners: they are free, but I won’t let you go, Tamia. You aren’t a prisoner here, and you
and asked me to do the same. Then he
stars,” he said, tugging on my clothes gently, and I could not believe he had used the word
wait to claim you as mine, Tamia,’ he linked me, sucking on the spot on my neck, and my body
me and sucked my nipples one at a time. He sucked while he rubbed the
and he
back down on the grass, looking at the
my vision blurry and my heart racing
prayed while I writhed, moaning in pleasure,
the release coming through. I let go, and it erupted
not stop until I
over me and
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