25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love. with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control. He knew how to act, what to say and what to He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again. It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me? He had never told me he loved me. This could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did whatever we liked.

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about my fears, we were lying on the grass in the western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side by side and looking at the stars that graced the night sky. It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

the cell or the

trophies,” I asked, and he

now. They are free to leave, but they only leave if they find love or want to move to Lucland or another part of the north. They are all here of their own volition. I am a lord, not a monster. I expect the women to fall in love eventually and move on. I also know they have

ever settle down?” I asked him immediately,

in your harem. They said you

worried about it. I understand. Coming out of a failed marriage, I can understand, and I am okay where we are; that way, if you find your fated, it would not be an issue,” I said,

side to

and I did what he

things, and I meant them, Tamia. As the lord of the north with a pending war, I doubt I would want to tie any woman down. It was my way

say. I won’t lose my shit or betray a woman that has been there for me. through thick and thin, because

touched my face

welling up with tears because I was a fool

trophies are not prisoners: they are free, but I won’t let you go, Tamia. You aren’t a prisoner here, and you aren’t a trophy; you

me to do the same. Then he pulled me

to make love to the woman I love under the stars,” he said, tugging on my clothes gently, and

me, sucking on the spot on my neck, and my body came apart; he moved to the

trophy, Tamia. Never compare yourself to them,” He linked me and sucked my nipples one at a time. He sucked while he rubbed the other

started moaning, and he

rolled down my panties and spread my legs wide. I laid back down on the grass, looking at the

I moaned, my vision blurry and my heart

prayed while I writhed, moaning in pleasure, running my fingers through his hair and anticipating

I felt the release

stop until

over me and stared into my

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