25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love. with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control. He knew how to act, what to say and what to He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again. It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me? He had never told me he loved me. This could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did whatever we liked.

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about my fears, we were lying on the grass in the western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side by side and looking at the stars that graced the night sky. It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

the cell or the

trophies,” I asked,

are free to leave, but they only leave if they find love or want to move to Lucland or another part of the north. They are all here of their own volition.

down?” I asked him immediately, and

They said you told a woman called Arya that you do

I am okay where we are; that way, if you find your fated, it would not be

his side

me,” He said, and I did what he asked

I doubt I would want to tie any woman down. It was

won’t lose my shit or betray a woman that has been there for me. through thick and thin, because fate said so. I will reject her in

my face gently

because I was a fool all over again. I had fallen completely in love with someone that

not prisoners: they are free, but I won’t let you go, Tamia. You aren’t a prisoner here, and you aren’t

same. Then he pulled me close and crashed

on my clothes gently, and I could not believe he had used the word ‘love’ with me. He moved from my lips to my

can’t wait to claim you as mine, Tamia,’ he linked me, sucking on the spot on my neck, and my body came apart; he moved to the crook of my neck and opened my

nipples one at a time. He sucked while he rubbed the other between his thumb

had started moaning, and he growled

panties and spread my legs wide. I laid back down on the

moaned, my vision blurry and my heart

this be it; I prayed while I writhed, moaning in pleasure, running my fingers through his hair

my senses were alive, and I felt the release coming through. I let go,

stop until

me and stared into my

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