25 Affirmations
Tamia-
Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love. with him.
I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control. He knew how to act, what to say and what to He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out burnt and broken.
I wasn’t willing to make that jump again. It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it was casual.
I tried to think through the situation to guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.
Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me? He had never told me he loved me. This could be a fun and exciting thing for him.
I scolded myself for catching feelings.
Every day we would wake up, eat, and train together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did whatever we liked.
It was fun and scary because I had fallen in love with him.
When I decided to speak to Sylvester about my fears, we were lying on the grass in the western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.
“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side by side and looking at the stars that graced the night sky. It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.
“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.
“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.
ones in the cell or
asked, and
free to leave, but they only leave if they find love or want to move to Lucland or another part of the north. They are all here of their own volition. I am a lord, not a monster. I expect the women to fall in love eventually and move
you ever settle down?” I asked him immediately, and
you threw out the five women in your harem. They said you told a woman called Arya that you do not plan on settling down. I just want
that way, if you find your fated, it would not be an issue,” I said, trying to convince myself more that falling for him
turned to his side to
I did what he asked
tie any woman down. It was my
betray a woman that has been there for me. through thick and
touched my face gently
and I nodded, but my eyes were already welling up with tears because I was a fool all over again. I had fallen completely in love with someone that did not plan on having anything serious with
I won’t let you go, Tamia. You aren’t a prisoner here, and you aren’t a trophy; you are my woman,” he said, and I smiled
asked me to do the same. Then he pulled me close and crashed his lips
love to the woman I love under the stars,” he said, tugging on my clothes gently, and I could not believe he
Tamia,’ he linked me, sucking on the spot on my neck, and my body came apart; he moved to the crook of my neck and opened my blouse. to
my nipples one at a time. He
and he growled with
panties and spread my legs wide. I laid back down on the grass, looking at the stars
vision blurry and
while I writhed, moaning in pleasure,
were alive, and I felt the release coming through.
stop
he leaned over me and stared into my
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