25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love. with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control. He knew how to act, what to say and what to He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again. It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me? He had never told me he loved me. This could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did whatever we liked.

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about my fears, we were lying on the grass in the western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side by side and looking at the stars that graced the night sky. It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

the cell or

asked, and he exhaled

home for now. They are free to leave, but they only leave if they find love or want to move to Lucland or another part of the north.

settle down?” I asked

about how you threw out the five women in your harem. They said you told a woman called Arya that you do not plan on settling down. I just want to know if it

worried about it. I understand. Coming out of a failed marriage, I can understand, and I am okay where we are; that

side to

at me,” He said, and I did what he asked

north with a pending war, I doubt I would want to tie any woman down. It was my way of setting

won’t lose my shit or betray a woman that has been there for me.

my face gently

with tears because I was a fool all over again. I had fallen completely in love with someone that did not plan on having anything serious

like my father. My trophies are not prisoners: they are free, but I won’t let you go, Tamia. You aren’t a prisoner here, and you aren’t a trophy; you are my woman,” he said, and I smiled at

same. Then he pulled me close

my clothes gently, and I could not believe he had used the word ‘love’ with

the spot on my neck, and my body came apart; he moved to the crook of my neck and opened

linked me and sucked my nipples one at a

moaning, and he growled with

wide. I laid back down on the grass, looking at the

moaned, my vision blurry and my

in pleasure, running my fingers through

and I felt the release

stop

he leaned over me and stared into

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