The Dark Side Of Fate

Novel {Book 2} Chapter 11 – ~Amelia~

I was really done with everything. I realised it wasn’t about me when Leo cautioned me about the lens.

It wasn’t my fault that someone messed up in his past; it wasn’t my fault that I was born with unique eyes.

I only got that lens so people, especially him, would stop staring when talking to me.

Most people squint as if they are trying to figure me out. I just want to be normal for a change.

I wasn’t desperate, but I wanted to give it a try. I have never been in a relationship and never had anyone close to family, so it was logical that I wouldn’t want to let go of my fated mate easily.

After spending almost two months with Leo, I saw him open up a little and realised he wasn’t as complicated as I thought, but he wasn’t willing to try.

I got the contacts to make it easy because he looked too hard, just like everyone else, and I didn’t want people to always ask him if I were blind. I knew it got to him, so I chose to do the only sensible thing so we could focus on other things.

The way he behaved when he saw the lenses broke my heart.

I have never been the type to dwell on an issue. I realised his opinion of our relationship would not change. It had nothing to do with my background. He didn’t see me that way, and I could not settle for less.

So I said my piece. I said it all, so I won’t regret anything when I leave.

I went to my room and started packing.

I did not want to think of it. I knew I would change my mind if I did, but it wasn’t healthy. He had pleaded with me to accept the rejection before, so I decided to listen and accept.

I knew he was surprised to see me with my bags packed. Thanks to his generosity, I had things to pack in a bag. I was grateful for them, but it was time to move on.

I said my final words to him and was about to accept his rejection when he kissed me. He kissed me and said he would try, but that wasn’t enough. I needed more from him, so I gently broke away from him.

“Don’t say you will try because you don’t want me to leave,” I told him; knowing that was his reason, he was speechless.

It was pretty much his assumption that a kiss would make it okay.

happens when the demons sets in, Alpha? What happens tomorrow and the day after that?” I

you want to try now and then give up tomorrow. I need more than what you are willing to give me, Alpha. I need commitment and effort. I

woman and have scars too. You aren’t the only one that has been hurt. You aren’t the only broken party

I have none. Nothing to smile about in my past, but I was still willing to open up. I should

men because my experience with them hasn’t

a charity case. You can’t expect me to be okay with it when I know it is meant

about fate and freedom, but I do not

chose to hold on to my bond. Fate did not

fated is also a choice, Alpha, which you

deep. Telling me you will try just to keep me

Amelia,” he said, and

won’t compare me to her. I need to know I won’t suffer for her crimes,” I said, and he pinched the bridge of his nose and looked up. His hands shook, and

aren’t willing to truly try, then it is best you let me go because I can’t continue hanging like this, Alpha. I can’t. I would rather leave and settle elsewhere where I can forget I met

to me. I tried to step back, but he held me and pulled me

intentional; I just wasn’t prepared for this. You came a bit too soon for me. Everything is fresh in my mind as if it were yesterday, and I am still trying to sort

can’t wait for you because I know I will wait forever,” I said quietly, and he held me

I am willing to try with you. I

in a while. I have gone to bed happy,” he said and pulled away to look into my

got to know you without my wolf’s interference and am choosing to try now. It has been hard controlling myself around you. I have held my feelings at a safe distance, but today, I realised I was only

not want you to go to town with anyone other than me. I was restless all through,” He said, running his finger through his

a beautiful woman. Your eyes are perfect. They remind me of

I reacted. But I can’t let you leave, not without trying. Deep down, I feel it is right, but I am afraid of losing myself again and messing everything up,” he said, and

of pushing me away,” I told him, searching his eyes for

moved a bit, but no sound came from them. Then he crashed his lips on mine,

my senses, intoxicating me, and I closed

my sweet spot.

to my bedroom, and I was suddenly nervous when he laid me on

kiss to look at me. He