The Dark Side Of Fate

~Tamia~

Sylvester’s eyes lingered on her, not moving, not blinking.

I wondered if she was Susan. I looked around, and I saw Leo looking at me with concern.

I could remember this scene from before. It had happened to me before, but I did not want to believe it was happening to me again.

I saw Linda and Theodore dancing and did not want to call them. Stephanie was talking to one of the guests, and Marcel was introducing Avery to people.

I did not know if I should squeeze Sylvester’s thigh or call his name.

“Sylvester,” I said with a breathy voice, and he did not respond.

My heart began to race.

“No, no, no, Tamia,” Kaira said in pain, and I contemplated waiting around to experience the disgrace that would ensue.

“Sylvester,” I said with a breathy voice again, but his eyes remained fixed on the blond woman in the peach dress, and I watched the words escape his lips.

“Mate”.

My eyes filled with tears immediately, but I fought them.

Even if I cried, it would not be in public. It would not be in the eyes of Pamela and Leo. It will not be before everyone. So I held it together, but I was utterly broken inside.

The woman began to approach. She was beautiful. Hourglass shape, plump lips, doe eyes, oval-shaped face. Perfect in every way. I sat still, shaking inside.

Sylvester stared at her; to him, she was the only person in the world. I understood the feeling; I had been there. Every fibre of me wanted Devin. I wanted him so badly, but I fought it. I did not know where the strength came from, but I fought it. It didn’t look like Sylvester was putting up a fight.

Sylvester was the wolf lord. He did not need to fight it. He was allowed to have mistresses and keep harems. Being faithful to me was a choice for him and not an obligation.

He had not claimed me yet and did not need a blue moon to claim this woman. I was truly fucked.

What if he accepts and claims her and chooses to keep me as his mistress because of his baby? If that ever happened to me, I would run away and not look back.

I sat still and watched her approach. I wanted to chase her out of the hall and have the guards hurl her away, kicking and screaming, but I knew Sylvester wouldn’t have that. She was his mate, after all.

Her eyes were teary as she approached. She looked relieved and happy. There was so much joy in her and a tinge of regret too. Who was she?

“Mate,” I heard Knight say with a growl, and my insides churned. I could no longer speak. Breathing was hard, but I sat still.

“Susan?” Sylvester said, and I figured out why they both strongly reacted to the mate bond.

She was Susan, his Susan, the Susan that he told me I did not need to worry about. He lied.

I now understood the look of regret in her eyes.

If only she had stayed and not run off to the south, they would have been happily married with pups by now. Suddenly I felt like a placeholder for her.

I began to gather myself. I prepared myself mentally to walk away from the hall. She approached our table and smiled at Sylvester.

said with a breathy voice ignoring

were falling down her face. People were staring at us, and then someone made a loud noise that took people’s attention

of the sound, and it was

to someone at

him, and I could see

what he did to help me save face because everyone was

and

know what to say, but

staring at him in

ignored me completely as if I wasn’t there, and I could not blame her. How could she acknowledge her placeholder? She had

heard low growls coming from Sylvester, and his breathing was a bit laboured. He did not want to breathe

him battling Knight, and I knew fate had done

do to

to me once,

my world was rare, but it seemed to be a curse that followed me everywhere. Only three people found their

did a rare thing have

and tried to be strong through the

ran through my mind, and I was ashamed

Sylvester it wouldn’t be easy, and he had disputed it and called Leo weak. I could see him doing

he said, and she smiled

broke because he called her name and not mine. He did not look at me. He kept staring at

was my cue

and was about to walk away when Sylvester held

and continued

this painful event? I wanted to run away. I wanted to leave and go and hide. There was no

I wouldn’t have left,” Susan said, tears spilling down her

at her, and I could feel the conflict between him and

you are..”

said, completing her sentence,

to get away, but he held me still. I tried to wiggle my hand away from his. My tears were threatening to spill, and I was crumbling inside, but he locked his hand on my wrist, stopping

someone I love, and we will be getting married soon,” he said, and Susan looked at

and confusion. Thinking Fate was a strong reason

not care about such

said you were planning to find me and bring me back so I can be your Luna. Now fate has made it that

you. I have someone I love very much, Susan,” he said,

he would want to risk being

war was brewing, and he had to be at

linked him, resigning myself to my fate, and he squeezed my wrist. His hand was shaking. It was difficult for him to resist her. It would be so because they were once in love. The bond would amplify

have come here, Susan; you should have stayed away like my

what would happen if I did. Please, Sylvester. We are meant for each other. My heart still beats for you the same. Please. I did not leave you intentionally; I wasn’t given a choice, please. We can make this work. We are destined to be together,” She argued, and he

for privacy because she

She said, and her eyes looked at his hand on my wrist. There was a rage in them, but she

fighting to control herself. I could see

away from the crowd,” She pleaded, and I knew when she said crowd, she meant

wanted when we were younger,” She said with tears in