The Dark Side Of Fate

~Tamia~

Sylvester’s eyes lingered on her, not moving, not blinking.

I wondered if she was Susan. I looked around, and I saw Leo looking at me with concern.

I could remember this scene from before. It had happened to me before, but I did not want to believe it was happening to me again.

I saw Linda and Theodore dancing and did not want to call them. Stephanie was talking to one of the guests, and Marcel was introducing Avery to people.

I did not know if I should squeeze Sylvester’s thigh or call his name.

“Sylvester,” I said with a breathy voice, and he did not respond.

My heart began to race.

“No, no, no, Tamia,” Kaira said in pain, and I contemplated waiting around to experience the disgrace that would ensue.

“Sylvester,” I said with a breathy voice again, but his eyes remained fixed on the blond woman in the peach dress, and I watched the words escape his lips.

“Mate”.

My eyes filled with tears immediately, but I fought them.

Even if I cried, it would not be in public. It would not be in the eyes of Pamela and Leo. It will not be before everyone. So I held it together, but I was utterly broken inside.

The woman began to approach. She was beautiful. Hourglass shape, plump lips, doe eyes, oval-shaped face. Perfect in every way. I sat still, shaking inside.

Sylvester stared at her; to him, she was the only person in the world. I understood the feeling; I had been there. Every fibre of me wanted Devin. I wanted him so badly, but I fought it. I did not know where the strength came from, but I fought it. It didn’t look like Sylvester was putting up a fight.

Sylvester was the wolf lord. He did not need to fight it. He was allowed to have mistresses and keep harems. Being faithful to me was a choice for him and not an obligation.

He had not claimed me yet and did not need a blue moon to claim this woman. I was truly fucked.

What if he accepts and claims her and chooses to keep me as his mistress because of his baby? If that ever happened to me, I would run away and not look back.

I sat still and watched her approach. I wanted to chase her out of the hall and have the guards hurl her away, kicking and screaming, but I knew Sylvester wouldn’t have that. She was his mate, after all.

Her eyes were teary as she approached. She looked relieved and happy. There was so much joy in her and a tinge of regret too. Who was she?

“Mate,” I heard Knight say with a growl, and my insides churned. I could no longer speak. Breathing was hard, but I sat still.

“Susan?” Sylvester said, and I figured out why they both strongly reacted to the mate bond.

She was Susan, his Susan, the Susan that he told me I did not need to worry about. He lied.

I now understood the look of regret in her eyes.

If only she had stayed and not run off to the south, they would have been happily married with pups by now. Suddenly I felt like a placeholder for her.

I began to gather myself. I prepared myself mentally to walk away from the hall. She approached our table and smiled at Sylvester.

a breathy

People were staring at us, and then someone made a loud noise that

direction of the

talking to someone at the top

saw him, and I

he did to help me save face because everyone was looking at Sylvester and Susan

Susan and Sylvester,

what to say, but I was getting ready

again, staring at him in

blame her. How could she acknowledge her placeholder? She had

was a bit laboured. He did not want to breathe her

him battling Knight, and I knew fate had done

did I do to deserve

alright that it happened to me once,

rare, but it seemed to be a curse that followed me everywhere. Only three people found their fated in the Mountain pack, and Leo was among the three. In Avery’s

have to happen to

strong through the humiliation that was

my mind, and I

disputed it and called Leo weak. I could see him

he said, and she

her name and not mine. He did not look at me. He kept staring

was my cue

about to walk away when Sylvester

stood up and continued to stare

me to witness this painful event? I wanted to run away. I wanted to leave and go and

have left,”

her, and I could feel the

you are..”

her sentence, and

wiggle my hand away from his. My tears were threatening to spill, and I was crumbling

someone I love, and we will be getting married soon,” he said, and

and confusion. Thinking Fate was a strong reason

about such

bring me back so I can be your Luna. Now fate has made it that we

to you. I have someone I love very much, Susan,” he said,

to risk being weak

he had to be at his strongest. This was not a

mad,” I linked him, resigning myself to my fate, and he squeezed my wrist. His hand was shaking. It was difficult for him to resist her. It would be so because they

should have stayed away like my mother warned you to,” He

you. I never got over you, Sylvester. I regret leaving and always dreamed of returning, but I was too afraid of what would happen if I did. Please, Sylvester. We are meant for each other. My heart still beats for you the same. Please. I did not leave you intentionally; I wasn’t given a choice, please. We can make this work. We are destined to be together,” She argued, and

this in private without interference. Please.” She pleaded for privacy because she knew she could

I,” She said, and her eyes looked at his hand on my wrist. There

could see it,

through, away from the crowd,” She pleaded, and I knew when she said crowd,

always wanted when we were younger,” She said