The Dark Side Of Fate

~Tamia~

Sylvester’s eyes lingered on her, not moving, not blinking.

I wondered if she was Susan. I looked around, and I saw Leo looking at me with concern.

I could remember this scene from before. It had happened to me before, but I did not want to believe it was happening to me again.

I saw Linda and Theodore dancing and did not want to call them. Stephanie was talking to one of the guests, and Marcel was introducing Avery to people.

I did not know if I should squeeze Sylvester’s thigh or call his name.

“Sylvester,” I said with a breathy voice, and he did not respond.

My heart began to race.

“No, no, no, Tamia,” Kaira said in pain, and I contemplated waiting around to experience the disgrace that would ensue.

“Sylvester,” I said with a breathy voice again, but his eyes remained fixed on the blond woman in the peach dress, and I watched the words escape his lips.

“Mate”.

My eyes filled with tears immediately, but I fought them.

Even if I cried, it would not be in public. It would not be in the eyes of Pamela and Leo. It will not be before everyone. So I held it together, but I was utterly broken inside.

The woman began to approach. She was beautiful. Hourglass shape, plump lips, doe eyes, oval-shaped face. Perfect in every way. I sat still, shaking inside.

Sylvester stared at her; to him, she was the only person in the world. I understood the feeling; I had been there. Every fibre of me wanted Devin. I wanted him so badly, but I fought it. I did not know where the strength came from, but I fought it. It didn’t look like Sylvester was putting up a fight.

Sylvester was the wolf lord. He did not need to fight it. He was allowed to have mistresses and keep harems. Being faithful to me was a choice for him and not an obligation.

He had not claimed me yet and did not need a blue moon to claim this woman. I was truly fucked.

What if he accepts and claims her and chooses to keep me as his mistress because of his baby? If that ever happened to me, I would run away and not look back.

I sat still and watched her approach. I wanted to chase her out of the hall and have the guards hurl her away, kicking and screaming, but I knew Sylvester wouldn’t have that. She was his mate, after all.

Her eyes were teary as she approached. She looked relieved and happy. There was so much joy in her and a tinge of regret too. Who was she?

“Mate,” I heard Knight say with a growl, and my insides churned. I could no longer speak. Breathing was hard, but I sat still.

“Susan?” Sylvester said, and I figured out why they both strongly reacted to the mate bond.

She was Susan, his Susan, the Susan that he told me I did not need to worry about. He lied.

I now understood the look of regret in her eyes.

If only she had stayed and not run off to the south, they would have been happily married with pups by now. Suddenly I felt like a placeholder for her.

I began to gather myself. I prepared myself mentally to walk away from the hall. She approached our table and smiled at Sylvester.

She said with a

People were staring at us, and

direction of the sound,

to someone at

I

he did to help me save face because everyone was looking at

at Susan and Sylvester, and she smiled

to say, but

staring at him

her. How could she acknowledge her placeholder? She had returned to

low growls coming from Sylvester, and his breathing was a bit laboured. He did

him battling Knight, and I knew fate had done

did I do

it happened to

it seemed to be a curse that followed me everywhere. Only three people found their fated in the Mountain pack, and Leo was among the three. In Avery’s Pack, only Max found his fated. Likewise,

rare thing have to happen to

my tears and tried to be strong through the humiliation

my mind, and

disputed it and called Leo

and she smiled at

he called her name and not mine. He did not look at me. He

guess that was my cue to

gently and was about to walk away when Sylvester held

up and continued

this painful event? I wanted to run away. I wanted to leave and go and hide. There was no

wouldn’t have left,” Susan said,

her, and I could feel

you are..” She

said, completing her sentence, and she

tried to wiggle my hand away from his. My tears were threatening to spill, and I

you are wrong. I have someone I love, and we will be getting married soon,” he said,

and confusion. Thinking Fate was

care about such

can be your Luna. Now

I have someone I love very much, Susan,” he said, and

doubted he would want to risk being weak because

and he had to be at his strongest. This was not

shaking. It was

shouldn’t have come here, Susan; you should have stayed away like my mother

what would happen if I did. Please, Sylvester. We are meant for each other. My heart still beats for

pleaded for privacy because

and her eyes looked at his hand on my wrist. There was a rage

could see it, and to her, I

the crowd,” She pleaded, and I knew when she said crowd,

wanted when we were younger,” She