The Dark Side Of Fate

~Tamia~

Sylvester’s eyes lingered on her, not moving, not blinking.

I wondered if she was Susan. I looked around, and I saw Leo looking at me with concern.

I could remember this scene from before. It had happened to me before, but I did not want to believe it was happening to me again.

I saw Linda and Theodore dancing and did not want to call them. Stephanie was talking to one of the guests, and Marcel was introducing Avery to people.

I did not know if I should squeeze Sylvester’s thigh or call his name.

“Sylvester,” I said with a breathy voice, and he did not respond.

My heart began to race.

“No, no, no, Tamia,” Kaira said in pain, and I contemplated waiting around to experience the disgrace that would ensue.

“Sylvester,” I said with a breathy voice again, but his eyes remained fixed on the blond woman in the peach dress, and I watched the words escape his lips.

“Mate”.

My eyes filled with tears immediately, but I fought them.

Even if I cried, it would not be in public. It would not be in the eyes of Pamela and Leo. It will not be before everyone. So I held it together, but I was utterly broken inside.

The woman began to approach. She was beautiful. Hourglass shape, plump lips, doe eyes, oval-shaped face. Perfect in every way. I sat still, shaking inside.

Sylvester stared at her; to him, she was the only person in the world. I understood the feeling; I had been there. Every fibre of me wanted Devin. I wanted him so badly, but I fought it. I did not know where the strength came from, but I fought it. It didn’t look like Sylvester was putting up a fight.

Sylvester was the wolf lord. He did not need to fight it. He was allowed to have mistresses and keep harems. Being faithful to me was a choice for him and not an obligation.

He had not claimed me yet and did not need a blue moon to claim this woman. I was truly fucked.

What if he accepts and claims her and chooses to keep me as his mistress because of his baby? If that ever happened to me, I would run away and not look back.

I sat still and watched her approach. I wanted to chase her out of the hall and have the guards hurl her away, kicking and screaming, but I knew Sylvester wouldn’t have that. She was his mate, after all.

Her eyes were teary as she approached. She looked relieved and happy. There was so much joy in her and a tinge of regret too. Who was she?

“Mate,” I heard Knight say with a growl, and my insides churned. I could no longer speak. Breathing was hard, but I sat still.

“Susan?” Sylvester said, and I figured out why they both strongly reacted to the mate bond.

She was Susan, his Susan, the Susan that he told me I did not need to worry about. He lied.

I now understood the look of regret in her eyes.

If only she had stayed and not run off to the south, they would have been happily married with pups by now. Suddenly I felt like a placeholder for her.

I began to gather myself. I prepared myself mentally to walk away from the hall. She approached our table and smiled at Sylvester.

said with a

and then someone

in the direction of the sound,

was talking to someone at

and I could

face because everyone was looking at Sylvester and Susan before Leo diverted their attention to

back at Susan and Sylvester, and she smiled

not know what to say, but I

again, staring

wasn’t there, and I could not blame her. How could she acknowledge her placeholder? She had returned to take her man, and it seemed I would have

from Sylvester, and his breathing was a bit laboured. He did not want

battling Knight, and I knew fate

did I do to deserve

alright that it happened to

my world was rare, but it seemed to be a curse that followed me everywhere. Only three people found their fated in the Mountain pack, and Leo was among the three.

a rare thing have to

tried to be strong through

words ran through my mind, and I was

wouldn’t be easy, and he had disputed it and called Leo weak. I could see him doing the same

he said, and she smiled

her name and not mine. He did not look at

was my

about to walk away when Sylvester held my hand

stood up and continued to stare at

I wanted to leave and go and

have left,” Susan said,

at her, and I

goddess you

her

tried to get away, but he held me still. I tried to wiggle my hand away from his. My tears

wrong. I have someone I love, and we will be

surprise and confusion. Thinking Fate was a strong reason for him to

not care about such

said you were planning to find me and bring me back so I can be your Luna. Now fate has made it

to you. I have someone I love very much, Susan,” he

want to risk being weak because of

be at his strongest. This

I won’t be mad,” I linked him, resigning myself to my fate, and he squeezed my wrist. His hand was shaking. It was difficult for him to resist her. It would be so

shouldn’t have come here, Susan; you should have stayed away like my mother warned you to,”

Sylvester. We are meant for each other. My heart still beats for you the same. Please. I did not leave you intentionally; I wasn’t given a choice, please. We

She pleaded for privacy because she knew she could get the best

her eyes looked at his hand on my wrist. There was a rage in them, but she hid

could see it, and to her, I was

a private place to talk things through, away from the

together like we always wanted when