The Dark Side Of Fate

~Tamia~

Sylvester’s eyes lingered on her, not moving, not blinking.

I wondered if she was Susan. I looked around, and I saw Leo looking at me with concern.

I could remember this scene from before. It had happened to me before, but I did not want to believe it was happening to me again.

I saw Linda and Theodore dancing and did not want to call them. Stephanie was talking to one of the guests, and Marcel was introducing Avery to people.

I did not know if I should squeeze Sylvester’s thigh or call his name.

“Sylvester,” I said with a breathy voice, and he did not respond.

My heart began to race.

“No, no, no, Tamia,” Kaira said in pain, and I contemplated waiting around to experience the disgrace that would ensue.

“Sylvester,” I said with a breathy voice again, but his eyes remained fixed on the blond woman in the peach dress, and I watched the words escape his lips.

“Mate”.

My eyes filled with tears immediately, but I fought them.

Even if I cried, it would not be in public. It would not be in the eyes of Pamela and Leo. It will not be before everyone. So I held it together, but I was utterly broken inside.

The woman began to approach. She was beautiful. Hourglass shape, plump lips, doe eyes, oval-shaped face. Perfect in every way. I sat still, shaking inside.

Sylvester stared at her; to him, she was the only person in the world. I understood the feeling; I had been there. Every fibre of me wanted Devin. I wanted him so badly, but I fought it. I did not know where the strength came from, but I fought it. It didn’t look like Sylvester was putting up a fight.

Sylvester was the wolf lord. He did not need to fight it. He was allowed to have mistresses and keep harems. Being faithful to me was a choice for him and not an obligation.

He had not claimed me yet and did not need a blue moon to claim this woman. I was truly fucked.

What if he accepts and claims her and chooses to keep me as his mistress because of his baby? If that ever happened to me, I would run away and not look back.

I sat still and watched her approach. I wanted to chase her out of the hall and have the guards hurl her away, kicking and screaming, but I knew Sylvester wouldn’t have that. She was his mate, after all.

Her eyes were teary as she approached. She looked relieved and happy. There was so much joy in her and a tinge of regret too. Who was she?

“Mate,” I heard Knight say with a growl, and my insides churned. I could no longer speak. Breathing was hard, but I sat still.

“Susan?” Sylvester said, and I figured out why they both strongly reacted to the mate bond.

She was Susan, his Susan, the Susan that he told me I did not need to worry about. He lied.

I now understood the look of regret in her eyes.

If only she had stayed and not run off to the south, they would have been happily married with pups by now. Suddenly I felt like a placeholder for her.

I began to gather myself. I prepared myself mentally to walk away from the hall. She approached our table and smiled at Sylvester.

said with a breathy voice

us, and

the direction of the sound, and it was

at the top of

saw him, and I could see that

save face because everyone was looking at Sylvester

looked back at Susan and Sylvester, and she

what to say, but I was getting

She said again, staring at him

I could not blame her. How could she acknowledge her placeholder? She had

and his breathing was a bit laboured.

him, and I could see him battling Knight, and I knew

did I do to

that it happened to me once, but not three

in my world was rare, but it seemed to be a curse that followed me everywhere. Only three people found their fated in the Mountain pack, and Leo was among the three. In Avery’s Pack, only Max found his fated. Likewise,

thing have to happen to

strong through the humiliation that was about to

mind, and

Sylvester it wouldn’t be easy, and he had disputed it and called Leo weak. I could see him doing the same thing

said, and she smiled at

because he called her name and not mine. He did not look at me. He

that was

stood up gently and was about to walk away

continued

event? I wanted to run away. I wanted to leave and go and hide. There was no way I would remain with him and his fated. This was my time to

left,” Susan said, tears spilling down her

did not reply. He was staring at her, and I could feel the conflict between him and

goddess you are..”

her sentence, and she

he held me still. I tried to wiggle my hand away from his. My tears were threatening to spill, and I was crumbling inside, but he locked his hand on my wrist, stopping me from

will be getting married soon,” he said, and Susan looked at me,

was a strong reason for him to dump everything and be

not care about

be your Luna. Now fate has made it that we are fated,”

love very much, Susan,”

want to

had to be at his strongest.

His hand was shaking. It was difficult for him to resist her. It would be so because they were once in love. The bond would amplify their buried

have come here, Susan; you should have stayed away like my mother warned you

regret leaving and always dreamed of returning, but I was too afraid of what would happen if I did. Please, Sylvester. We are meant for each other. My heart still beats for you the same. Please.

for privacy because

She said, and her eyes looked at his hand on my wrist. There was a rage in

to control herself. I could see it,

talk things through, away from the crowd,” She pleaded, and I knew

had put us together like we always wanted when we were younger,” She