The Dark Side Of Fate

~Tamia~

Sylvester’s eyes lingered on her, not moving, not blinking.

I wondered if she was Susan. I looked around, and I saw Leo looking at me with concern.

I could remember this scene from before. It had happened to me before, but I did not want to believe it was happening to me again.

I saw Linda and Theodore dancing and did not want to call them. Stephanie was talking to one of the guests, and Marcel was introducing Avery to people.

I did not know if I should squeeze Sylvester’s thigh or call his name.

“Sylvester,” I said with a breathy voice, and he did not respond.

My heart began to race.

“No, no, no, Tamia,” Kaira said in pain, and I contemplated waiting around to experience the disgrace that would ensue.

“Sylvester,” I said with a breathy voice again, but his eyes remained fixed on the blond woman in the peach dress, and I watched the words escape his lips.

“Mate”.

My eyes filled with tears immediately, but I fought them.

Even if I cried, it would not be in public. It would not be in the eyes of Pamela and Leo. It will not be before everyone. So I held it together, but I was utterly broken inside.

The woman began to approach. She was beautiful. Hourglass shape, plump lips, doe eyes, oval-shaped face. Perfect in every way. I sat still, shaking inside.

Sylvester stared at her; to him, she was the only person in the world. I understood the feeling; I had been there. Every fibre of me wanted Devin. I wanted him so badly, but I fought it. I did not know where the strength came from, but I fought it. It didn’t look like Sylvester was putting up a fight.

Sylvester was the wolf lord. He did not need to fight it. He was allowed to have mistresses and keep harems. Being faithful to me was a choice for him and not an obligation.

He had not claimed me yet and did not need a blue moon to claim this woman. I was truly fucked.

What if he accepts and claims her and chooses to keep me as his mistress because of his baby? If that ever happened to me, I would run away and not look back.

I sat still and watched her approach. I wanted to chase her out of the hall and have the guards hurl her away, kicking and screaming, but I knew Sylvester wouldn’t have that. She was his mate, after all.

Her eyes were teary as she approached. She looked relieved and happy. There was so much joy in her and a tinge of regret too. Who was she?

“Mate,” I heard Knight say with a growl, and my insides churned. I could no longer speak. Breathing was hard, but I sat still.

“Susan?” Sylvester said, and I figured out why they both strongly reacted to the mate bond.

She was Susan, his Susan, the Susan that he told me I did not need to worry about. He lied.

I now understood the look of regret in her eyes.

If only she had stayed and not run off to the south, they would have been happily married with pups by now. Suddenly I felt like a placeholder for her.

I began to gather myself. I prepared myself mentally to walk away from the hall. She approached our table and smiled at Sylvester.

She said with a breathy

and then someone made a loud noise that

in the direction of the sound,

someone at the top

I

was looking at Sylvester and Susan before Leo diverted their

back at Susan and Sylvester, and

what to say, but I was getting ready

again, staring

if I wasn’t there, and I could not blame her. How could she acknowledge her placeholder? She had returned to take

growls coming from Sylvester, and his breathing was a bit

battling Knight, and I knew fate

do to deserve

it happened to me

my world was rare, but it seemed to be a curse that followed me everywhere. Only three people found

rare thing have to

through the humiliation that was about to happen

mind, and

it and called Leo weak. I could see

and she smiled

called her name and not mine. He did not look at me.

guess that was my cue to

gently and was about to walk away when Sylvester held my hand

and continued to stare at

to witness this painful event? I wanted to run away. I wanted to leave and go and hide. There was no way I

left,” Susan said, tears spilling

staring at her, and I could feel the

you

completing her sentence,

I tried to wiggle my hand away from his. My tears were threatening to spill, and I was crumbling inside, but he locked his hand on my wrist,

love, and we will be getting married

She said with surprise and confusion. Thinking Fate was a strong reason

not care about such

said you were planning to find me and bring me back so I can be your Luna. Now

you. I have someone I love very much, Susan,” he said, and

would want to risk being weak because

was brewing, and he had to be at his strongest. This was not a good

resigning myself to my fate, and he squeezed my wrist. His hand was shaking. It was difficult for him to resist her.

have come here, Susan; you should have stayed away like my mother warned you to,” He said, and

returning, but I was too afraid of what would happen if I did. Please, Sylvester. We are meant for each other. My heart still beats for you the same. Please. I did not leave you intentionally; I wasn’t given a choice, please. We can make this work. We are

interference. Please.” She pleaded for privacy because she knew

you and I,” She said, and her eyes looked at his hand on my wrist. There was a rage in them, but she hid it

herself. I could see it, and to

find a private place to talk things through, away from the crowd,”

us together like we always wanted when