Sadia’s POV
After my breakup with Lexus, I felt so broken. “Sadia are you going to be okay?” Stella asked me as she came into my room. “I’m worried about you and so is Lydia.”
I was sitting in a beanbag on my phone. “I don’t know…”
Lydia walked in after her with a third girl around their age in the pack. Lydia was 15 and the youngest while Stella was 16 and the third girl looked a little older than them, maybe 17. Still a few years younger than me. “This is Cindy, her boyfriend cheated on her too.”
I guess they thought we could relate. They all sat down in front of me on my carpet and we talked. We talked for hours and it felt good. For the next week we hung out a lot. They were there to listen and be there for me and I actually gave them a lot of advice. They treated me like I was their older sister. “I can’t believe Aqua did all of that to you,” Lydia said.
“I know and the worst part is I kind of miss her and Lexus.” I used to text with Aqua all the time and I couldn’t gain the courage to delete our messages. I really did miss her. “Not enough to forgive them and if I do forgive them, I don’t think I can be friends with them again.”
“You don’t owe
of him?” When I told Calvin that Lexus cheated on me with Aqua I think he was a little hurt too. He didn’t know Aqua all too well, but he did like her. He was already rejected by her and
“No,
“Hey Sadia, I’m probably the last person
my head. “No, Aqua is the last person I want
his head. “I guess so, but I wasn’t
queen for love. I wanted us to be in love because it made it seem more permanent. I was attached to the idea of the lifestyle and
said it the way I did. It wasn’t my place to tell you that you didn't love him and that he didn’t love
in my eyes. “Well, it was true but me not really loving him didn’t make what he did to me hurt
ball she begged me to take her back.” He chuckled because of the ridiculousness. “She said she loved me. At the time I felt so bad for not taking her
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