She had steeled herself, trying to give her past its due, to bring some

semblance of balance to her heart.

But now, with Morrison like this, she couldn’t tell if his actions were simply

erasing his past misdeeds, or if her heart was too soft—ready to forgive him

unconditionally, just because it was Morrison.

Yes. She couldn’t bear it.

This was her life now. Whatever Morrison did to her in the future was her own

doing, because she loved him.

From the start, she was a complete and utter loser.

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Her gaze lingered on the half-eaten eggs, the remnants of oatmeal, and

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How much had he tried to taste? Was she truly “getting back” at him? Why did it

feel like she was punishing herself?

She washed the dishes, dried them and put them away, then grabbed her coat

from the dining room chair and slipped it on.

Morrison, buttoning up his own jacket, hurried down the stairs.

“Stay inside for a bit. I’ll go start the car and get the heater running. When you

hear the horn, come out.”

Rose said nothing, and Morrison didn’t linger. He headed for the front door.

Watching his retreating figure, Rose felt an impulse to chase after him, to

embrace him and compromise. She wanted to tell him she didn’t care anymore,

about anything. She wanted to see his wounds and ask him to never force

himself to do such things again.

The impulse grew, snowballing until she actually ran after him. As Morrison was

opening the door, he was suddenly gripped from behind in a tight hug. He

paused, a chill breeze slipping in as he quickly shut the door and turned to face

her.

“What’s wrong?”

Rose bit her lip, looking up at him, her eyes trembling. “Morrison, I give up,

really. I’ve been a complete disaster from the start, so I don’t care anymore.

“Whatever you do from here on out, whether I’m heartbroken, sad, or

disappointed, even if there are things that can’t be undone, I accept it. If that day

comes, it’ll just be my own damn fault. I accept it, because that’s my fate.

“So, Morrison, don’t force yourself to do things you don’t like, don’t get hurt, and

don’t let anything happen to you. I can’t stand to see you suffer. I love you, no

matter what the outcome, as long as you’re still you. I don’t want to see you

compromising for me.”

eyes reddened, her words calm yet

pathetic she was.

of actions from last night and this morning;

defenses had crumbled.

destined to be nothing more than dust at his feet. To speak up

admitting total defeat.

of heart from her after last

won. You’ve won, but damn it, I

pulled her close, pinning her

forehead against hers, his voice husky. “No, you’ve won. You’ve won, I

all my pride for

enjoying it.

don’t know how

me when you eat what

you’ve enjoyed the food I made.

and proud

I owe you,

must be madly in love

you love me.

be sad or let anything irreversible

no one would take their own life lightly. No, they’d be

trust me, Rose, you don’t have to worry, losing you is like losing my

I end up loving you so much.

head, her eyes glistening with

know, just like I don’t know why I

usually stern

tenderness.

do we do

only

a lifetime searching for that

but found herself laughing.

he was talking

her tighter, “Yes, keeping you

my ultimate goal.”

down and took

she could see the constellation of small, red

her heart ached even

not go out just yet. I need to put some ointment on

then slipped

out a platinum

Rose looked puzzled.

“I didn’t want to

get dirty? It would

could wipe it off.”

“That’s not good enough.”

still tugged gently at his hand,

get

move, “It doesn’t

sternly, “No you

cut off by

way, it’ll heal

his husky voice whispering

her cheek, revealing his

before his next advance overwhelmed

planning on stopping at a

shoulders, back against the

matched his fervor with all

expanse of the villa, only two souls dwelt, but the

with affection were starkly clear in

The temperature was on the rise, and the atmosphere

warmth that seemed to grow by the

back ever

could ignite

her up

little Moon will have to wait a bit longer,” he

Rose’s cheeks were aflame.

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