She had steeled herself, trying to give her past its due, to bring some

semblance of balance to her heart.

But now, with Morrison like this, she couldn’t tell if his actions were simply

erasing his past misdeeds, or if her heart was too soft—ready to forgive him

unconditionally, just because it was Morrison.

Yes. She couldn’t bear it.

This was her life now. Whatever Morrison did to her in the future was her own

doing, because she loved him.

From the start, she was a complete and utter loser.

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Her gaze lingered on the half-eaten eggs, the remnants of oatmeal, and

sandwiches.d2

How much had he tried to taste? Was she truly “getting back” at him? Why did it

feel like she was punishing herself?

She washed the dishes, dried them and put them away, then grabbed her coat

from the dining room chair and slipped it on.

Morrison, buttoning up his own jacket, hurried down the stairs.

“Stay inside for a bit. I’ll go start the car and get the heater running. When you

hear the horn, come out.”

Rose said nothing, and Morrison didn’t linger. He headed for the front door.

Watching his retreating figure, Rose felt an impulse to chase after him, to

embrace him and compromise. She wanted to tell him she didn’t care anymore,

about anything. She wanted to see his wounds and ask him to never force

himself to do such things again.

The impulse grew, snowballing until she actually ran after him. As Morrison was

opening the door, he was suddenly gripped from behind in a tight hug. He

paused, a chill breeze slipping in as he quickly shut the door and turned to face

her.

“What’s wrong?”

Rose bit her lip, looking up at him, her eyes trembling. “Morrison, I give up,

really. I’ve been a complete disaster from the start, so I don’t care anymore.

“Whatever you do from here on out, whether I’m heartbroken, sad, or

disappointed, even if there are things that can’t be undone, I accept it. If that day

comes, it’ll just be my own damn fault. I accept it, because that’s my fate.

“So, Morrison, don’t force yourself to do things you don’t like, don’t get hurt, and

don’t let anything happen to you. I can’t stand to see you suffer. I love you, no

matter what the outcome, as long as you’re still you. I don’t want to see you

compromising for me.”

eyes reddened, her words calm

just how pathetic she was. Morrison

couple of actions from last night and this morning;

defenses had crumbled.

than dust at his feet. To speak up

admitting total defeat.

of heart from her after

but damn

pulled her close, pinning her against the

voice husky. “No, you’ve

I’d throw away all my pride for a woman, and

enjoying it.

you don’t know how precious each of your smiles,

give me when you eat what I’ve cooked, is to

love seeing you happy, knowing you’ve enjoyed the food I

proud that

have. I owe you,

trying to make amends. I must

you love me.

let anything irreversible happen

no one would take their own life lightly. No, they’d

Rose, you don’t have to worry, losing

I end up loving you so much. Can you tell me

her head, her eyes glistening with tears. “I don’t know,

just like I don’t

softly, his usually stern face now mirroring her

tenderness.

we

could only shake

lifetime searching for that answer, won’t

found herself laughing. “You’re always looking

now, he was talking about a

keeping you by

my ultimate goal.”

took his hand, which

Up close, she could see the constellation of small,

her heart

I need to put some

glanced down at his hand, then slipped his fingers into his sleeve

out a platinum

Rose looked puzzled.

simply smiled, “I didn’t want to

could it get dirty? It would just get some

could wipe it off.”

“That’s not good enough.”

still tugged gently at his hand,

let’s get that

didn’t move, “It

frowned sternly, “No you

protest was cut off by his

it’ll

husky voice whispering in her

revealing

to blink before his next advance

planning on

his shoulders, back against the door, head

his fervor with all

the villa, only two

and breaths mingled with

was on the rise, and the atmosphere was

seemed to grow

back ever so slightly, his

it could ignite the very air between

up in

like little Moon will have to wait a

Rose’s cheeks were aflame.

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