She had steeled herself, trying to give her past its due, to bring some

semblance of balance to her heart.

But now, with Morrison like this, she couldn’t tell if his actions were simply

erasing his past misdeeds, or if her heart was too soft—ready to forgive him

unconditionally, just because it was Morrison.

Yes. She couldn’t bear it.

This was her life now. Whatever Morrison did to her in the future was her own

doing, because she loved him.

From the start, she was a complete and utter loser.

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Her gaze lingered on the half-eaten eggs, the remnants of oatmeal, and

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How much had he tried to taste? Was she truly “getting back” at him? Why did it

feel like she was punishing herself?

She washed the dishes, dried them and put them away, then grabbed her coat

from the dining room chair and slipped it on.

Morrison, buttoning up his own jacket, hurried down the stairs.

“Stay inside for a bit. I’ll go start the car and get the heater running. When you

hear the horn, come out.”

Rose said nothing, and Morrison didn’t linger. He headed for the front door.

Watching his retreating figure, Rose felt an impulse to chase after him, to

embrace him and compromise. She wanted to tell him she didn’t care anymore,

about anything. She wanted to see his wounds and ask him to never force

himself to do such things again.

The impulse grew, snowballing until she actually ran after him. As Morrison was

opening the door, he was suddenly gripped from behind in a tight hug. He

paused, a chill breeze slipping in as he quickly shut the door and turned to face

her.

“What’s wrong?”

Rose bit her lip, looking up at him, her eyes trembling. “Morrison, I give up,

really. I’ve been a complete disaster from the start, so I don’t care anymore.

“Whatever you do from here on out, whether I’m heartbroken, sad, or

disappointed, even if there are things that can’t be undone, I accept it. If that day

comes, it’ll just be my own damn fault. I accept it, because that’s my fate.

“So, Morrison, don’t force yourself to do things you don’t like, don’t get hurt, and

don’t let anything happen to you. I can’t stand to see you suffer. I love you, no

matter what the outcome, as long as you’re still you. I don’t want to see you

compromising for me.”

reddened, her words calm yet charged

was just how pathetic she was. Morrison

couple of actions from last night and this morning;

defenses had crumbled.

more than dust at his feet. To speak up

admitting total defeat.

change of heart from

won. You’ve won, but damn it,

Morrison pulled her close, pinning her against

husky. “No,

away all my pride for a woman,

enjoying it.

myself, you don’t know how precious each

look you give me when you eat what I’ve cooked, is to

happy, knowing you’ve enjoyed the food I

proud that

haven’t lost, I have. I owe you,

trying to make amends. I must be madly in love with you,

you love me.

won’t let you be sad or let anything

one would take their own life lightly.

me, Rose, you don’t have to worry, losing you is like losing

you so

head, her eyes glistening with tears. “I don’t know,

know, just like I don’t know why I love you

softly, his usually stern face now mirroring her

tenderness.

do we

could only

lifetime searching for that answer,

found herself laughing. “You’re always looking

was talking about a

her tighter, “Yes, keeping you by my side

my ultimate goal.”

and took his

Up close, she could see the constellation of

heart ached even

I need to put some ointment on

glanced down at his hand, then slipped his fingers

a

Rose looked puzzled.

“I didn’t want to get it dirty

could it get dirty? It would just get some oil

could wipe it off.”

“That’s not good enough.”

his thoughtfulness, she still tugged gently at

get that

move,

sternly, “No you

was cut off by his

way, it’ll

whispering

cheek, revealing his gentleness and

before his next advance overwhelmed her.

on stopping at a

hands slowly climbed his shoulders, back against the door, head tilted

fervor with

the villa, only

and breaths mingled with affection were starkly clear

on the rise, and the atmosphere

seemed to grow by

Morrison pulled back ever so slightly, his gaze locked

like it could ignite the very air between them.

her up in

to wait

Rose’s cheeks were aflame.

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