She had steeled herself, trying to give her past its due, to bring some

semblance of balance to her heart.

But now, with Morrison like this, she couldn’t tell if his actions were simply

erasing his past misdeeds, or if her heart was too soft—ready to forgive him

unconditionally, just because it was Morrison.

Yes. She couldn’t bear it.

This was her life now. Whatever Morrison did to her in the future was her own

doing, because she loved him.

From the start, she was a complete and utter loser.

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Her gaze lingered on the half-eaten eggs, the remnants of oatmeal, and

sandwiches.d2

How much had he tried to taste? Was she truly “getting back” at him? Why did it

feel like she was punishing herself?

She washed the dishes, dried them and put them away, then grabbed her coat

from the dining room chair and slipped it on.

Morrison, buttoning up his own jacket, hurried down the stairs.

“Stay inside for a bit. I’ll go start the car and get the heater running. When you

hear the horn, come out.”

Rose said nothing, and Morrison didn’t linger. He headed for the front door.

Watching his retreating figure, Rose felt an impulse to chase after him, to

embrace him and compromise. She wanted to tell him she didn’t care anymore,

about anything. She wanted to see his wounds and ask him to never force

himself to do such things again.

The impulse grew, snowballing until she actually ran after him. As Morrison was

opening the door, he was suddenly gripped from behind in a tight hug. He

paused, a chill breeze slipping in as he quickly shut the door and turned to face

her.

“What’s wrong?”

Rose bit her lip, looking up at him, her eyes trembling. “Morrison, I give up,

really. I’ve been a complete disaster from the start, so I don’t care anymore.

“Whatever you do from here on out, whether I’m heartbroken, sad, or

disappointed, even if there are things that can’t be undone, I accept it. If that day

comes, it’ll just be my own damn fault. I accept it, because that’s my fate.

“So, Morrison, don’t force yourself to do things you don’t like, don’t get hurt, and

don’t let anything happen to you. I can’t stand to see you suffer. I love you, no

matter what the outcome, as long as you’re still you. I don’t want to see you

compromising for me.”

her words calm yet charged with

was just how pathetic she was. Morrison

with just a couple of actions from last night and this morning;

defenses had crumbled.

destined to be nothing more than dust at his

admitting total defeat.

change of

you’ve won. You’ve won, but damn it,

her close, pinning

voice husky. “No, you’ve won. You’ve won, I

never thought I’d throw away all my pride for a woman, and yet here

enjoying it.

not forcing myself, you don’t know how precious

me when you eat what I’ve cooked, is

knowing you’ve enjoyed the food I made.

and proud that

I have. I owe you, and yet I

make amends. I must be madly in love with you,

you love me.

let you be sad or let

own life lightly.

have to worry, losing you is

I end up loving you so much. Can you tell

eyes

know, just like I don’t

his usually stern face now mirroring

tenderness.

do we

only shake her

a lifetime searching for that

herself laughing.

was

hugged her tighter, “Yes, keeping you by my side for a

my ultimate goal.”

and took

close, she could see the constellation of small,

her heart

yet. I need to put some ointment on

at his hand, then

out a

Rose looked puzzled.

want to get it

It would just get some oil on

could wipe it off.”

“That’s not good enough.”

still

get that

move,

sternly,

was cut off by his

it’ll

paused intermittently, his husky voice whispering in her ear, his

cheek, revealing his gentleness and

managed to blink before his next advance overwhelmed her.

Morrison clearly wasn’t planning on stopping

hands slowly climbed his shoulders, back against the door, head tilted

his fervor with

of the villa, only two souls dwelt,

with affection

was on the rise, and the atmosphere

intimate warmth that seemed to grow by the

while, Morrison pulled back ever so slightly, his

felt like it could ignite the very air between them.

her up in his

will have to

Rose’s cheeks were aflame.

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