She had steeled herself, trying to give her past its due, to bring some

semblance of balance to her heart.

But now, with Morrison like this, she couldn’t tell if his actions were simply

erasing his past misdeeds, or if her heart was too soft—ready to forgive him

unconditionally, just because it was Morrison.

Yes. She couldn’t bear it.

This was her life now. Whatever Morrison did to her in the future was her own

doing, because she loved him.

From the start, she was a complete and utter loser.

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Her gaze lingered on the half-eaten eggs, the remnants of oatmeal, and

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How much had he tried to taste? Was she truly “getting back” at him? Why did it

feel like she was punishing herself?

She washed the dishes, dried them and put them away, then grabbed her coat

from the dining room chair and slipped it on.

Morrison, buttoning up his own jacket, hurried down the stairs.

“Stay inside for a bit. I’ll go start the car and get the heater running. When you

hear the horn, come out.”

Rose said nothing, and Morrison didn’t linger. He headed for the front door.

Watching his retreating figure, Rose felt an impulse to chase after him, to

embrace him and compromise. She wanted to tell him she didn’t care anymore,

about anything. She wanted to see his wounds and ask him to never force

himself to do such things again.

The impulse grew, snowballing until she actually ran after him. As Morrison was

opening the door, he was suddenly gripped from behind in a tight hug. He

paused, a chill breeze slipping in as he quickly shut the door and turned to face

her.

“What’s wrong?”

Rose bit her lip, looking up at him, her eyes trembling. “Morrison, I give up,

really. I’ve been a complete disaster from the start, so I don’t care anymore.

“Whatever you do from here on out, whether I’m heartbroken, sad, or

disappointed, even if there are things that can’t be undone, I accept it. If that day

comes, it’ll just be my own damn fault. I accept it, because that’s my fate.

“So, Morrison, don’t force yourself to do things you don’t like, don’t get hurt, and

don’t let anything happen to you. I can’t stand to see you suffer. I love you, no

matter what the outcome, as long as you’re still you. I don’t want to see you

compromising for me.”

eyes reddened, her words calm yet charged

was just how pathetic she

just a couple of actions from last night and this morning; all

defenses had crumbled.

be nothing more than dust at his feet.

admitting total defeat.

expected this change of heart from her

You’ve won, but

Morrison pulled her close, pinning her against

husky. “No, you’ve

throw away all my

enjoying it.

forcing myself, you don’t know how precious each of your smiles,

when you eat what I’ve cooked, is to

happy, knowing you’ve

proud that makes

lost, I have. I owe you, and yet I

in trying to make amends. I must be madly in love with you,

you love me.

or let anything

own life lightly. No, they’d

me, Rose, you don’t have to worry, losing you

did I end up loving you so much. Can you

her eyes glistening

know, just like I don’t know why I love

stern face now mirroring her emotion

tenderness.

do we do

only

searching for

cry but found herself laughing. “You’re

Even now, he was talking about

you by my

my ultimate goal.”

reached down and took his hand, which had been

she could see the constellation of small, red

her heart

just yet. I need to put some ointment

hand, then slipped his fingers into his

out a

Rose looked puzzled.

didn’t want to get it

it get dirty? It would just get some oil

could wipe it off.”

“That’s not good enough.”

she still

let’s get that

move, “It doesn’t

frowned sternly,

cut off

it’ll

paused intermittently, his husky voice whispering in

cheek, revealing

before

on stopping at

slowly climbed his shoulders, back against

his fervor with

villa, only two

with affection

The temperature was on the rise,

warmth that seemed to grow by

ever so slightly,

felt like it could ignite the

her up in his

have to wait a bit longer,”

Rose’s cheeks were aflame.

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