The Girl He Craves

Carson’s pov

I tapped my fingers on the steering wheel while staring at the entrance of the school. I was waiting for Sophie to walk through those doors

I wanted to drive her home and ask her for her forgiveness. I knew I was an a*s for what I said to her. She had trusted me and I blew it.

And boy did I pay for it. She completely ignored me the entire day and I felt so d**n awful.

I wanted her pretty eyes on me and wanted to feel her hand in my hand again. I didn’t want her to give up on us just because of some s**id words I hadn’t meant at all.

Honestly, I didn’t know what came over me to even tell her those words. I guess was just frustrated she was always treating me coldly when I was her boyfriend and Aiden wasn’t.

I wasn’t s**d to not have noticed how she looked at him and how he looked at her. It was clear as day and anyone who didn’t catch the glimpse of it was blind as a bat.

I groan and scratched at my scalp. I didn’t want her to break up with me, I think what we had was special. And maybe given more time to woo her, would result in her falling for me and forgetting about him.

Aiden Xavier was a huge brick wall between us and I was determined to do anything to get rid of him soon.

But I’ll not focus on that now. I’ll focus on Sophie and how I’d get back into her life. I didn’t want things to end how they did, I refuse to quit.

I continued to tap my fingers on the steering wheel, waiting for her to walk out those doors. I hoped I’d surprise her in a good way and I’d hope she would notice my efforts in trying to reconcile.

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It was now a few minutes after the hour five and there were no signs of Sophie. Even the detention teacher, Mr. Gray had walked out, though I’d more so as say it as he rushed out of those doors with a s**p in his steps.

The man looked happy, ecstatic even to be out of the school. I shook my head in amusement when he practically run to his beat up blue car and raised his head to the sky.

I had an inkling he was thanking the heavens for getting him out of there.

Mr. Gray soon leaves and I keep my gaze on the empty spot he left.

What could she possibly be doing that was taking her so long to get out? I thought in frustration.

Aiden was inside there too, I knew so because he hadn’t walked out.

to have a chance with Sophie. I didn’t even

sees in that guy. He had been nothing but mean to her with every chance he got. He was a

why was Sophie pining over a guy like

belt off me. I had to see what was taking Sophie so d**n long to get out of the school. The teacher had already

Unless, Aiden was bullying

annoyed breath filtered out of my mouth and i grilled my teeth. If I see her getting

broken nose for her

walked out of the doors

I wasn’t sure if I was allowed to be in the school after hours and especially since I wasn’t one of the kids who were in detention. But it was a

the double doors. I looked at where Joe walked

room. I hummed as

off in that

room, the louder moans and grunts whipped

What the f**k?

My heart on its own

the hell do

the f**k do the

my vision as I continued my way to the room,

and I had never felt so blinded by rage before. A part of me wanted to believe that it was

even more. That little part of me died out when I carefully took a glance through the little squared glass

painfully when my eyes pin

like his life depended on it and she was

Anger. Fury. Disappointment.

ignoring me the entire day, hadn’t even said a word to me. She could’ve voiced out her anger for all I cared, I had just wanted her to speak to me. To say

felt so awful for saying those things to her at

proves that she deserved

head back in pleasure…not him. Not

gritted my teeth

was all his fault.

was the pillar wedged between us and refused to

just have to

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