The Girl He Craves

Meredith’s pov

He hauled in a shaky breath, his eyes swimming with sadness. I had hit him with the

past, something that could potentially bring out the man he once was.

’She’s dead.” He whispered, pushing the photo away. “The dead can’t speak.'”

I blinked in sadness, pitying the man he is now today. “But they can still see and hear.

If mom was here, she’d smack you upside your head and then nurse your wounds.”

He clenched his fists, turning away from me completely.” Is this why you came here?

To remind me of why I’m actually doing what I’m doing? Look at me, Meredith.” His

eyes snapped up to mine suddenly and I had to take in a very sharp inhale as

emotions swam through the windows of his soul.

Father was in more pain than I realized.

’I’m a shell of a man because of her. I can love no other, I have a permanent hole in

my heart because of her. Love is selfish Meredith, the pain is unbearable. I tried to

save you from it too,” He looked over my shoulder at Grant.

He continued. “But I was too late. I need to save my grandson before it’s too late.”

I shook my head, reaching out for him. My heart ached for my father. A man who once

believed love was the answer to everything now made love his enemy. It was painful

and tormenting to watch him become this person.

When my fingers touched his hand, he flinched. His eyes swept to mine in shock. I

don’t remember the last time I held my father’s hand or the last time I voluntarily stood

this close to him.

After mom died, our father-daughter relationship was swept up and tom into shreds.

He would come home late from work, smell of booze, and trash the entire place.

I can recall listening to a few bottles shattering on the wall. I can even remember the

through my heel one of those

rampage.

I cried out in pain, he looked at me dead in

soulless eyes, and told the maid to help me. He didn’t come to see

day too.

me stay up alone in my room, crying my eyes out. My foot

that day,

That day I came to terms with the fact that I lost my father the

mother.

regarded each other coldly, like we

he asked and made sure to not upset

course, I met Grant and everything

wrong

a while too. Always regarded

surprised when he heard my words. There’s

reminded me of the past and the way he

it. Those years you shared with mom, I was

Do you regret meeting her? Sharing life with

life with her?’

adam’s apple bob as he swallowed

it comes to your mother Meredith.’ He

pain deep within

I had to go back I’d do it all

again. ■

My heart squeezed. I could hear

‘Don’t you think you’re hurting her now that you’re trying to

he loves dearly. You’re

a good idea? Why do you

eyes to me. “Don’t you see I’m trying

and would choose her all over again, but the

Love is

his hand, growing angry now that he was trying to justify his absurd

“Love is beautiful. Every bit of it is beautiful.

Stop hurting Aiden because of what I

When I fell in love with Grant, my father had tried his best to change my mind so

But Grant and I run away and never turned

thinks that I had abandoned

that it was his actions that drove me to do such a

lost his wife and

understood his loneliness and how a dead mind and heart can really

insane to think any action they

as I cracked. ‘I’m sorry for leaving you the way I did. I’m sorry