Chapter 319 Develop Feelings With You

Edison chuckled self deprecatingly, finishing his coffee in one gulp before gently placing the cup on the table.

Edison was still talking, and his voice was cold and indifferent. “In fact, I also know that this method is to plot against your feelings, but because of my interiority, L…”

“Is it because of your background?” Ziana interjected, frowning. “I’ve never looked down on you because of that.”

“I know! But I still feel interior. I am insecure about how important Boris is to you and about not being able to match up with him. I am insecure about the three-year marriage and the child you have with him.” Edison’s eyes seemed to be slightly moistened. He said, “I’m afraid that I won’t be able to compete with him, and I’m afraid of losing you again…”

The smile on Ziana’s face faded away as well.

Ziana looked at Edison and spoke slowly, “You don’t need to compare yourself to him, you don’t need to compare with the past, and you certainly don’t need to feel inferior because of him. If I didn’t want to let go, I wouldn’t have agreed to divorce him. My feelings have always been passionate and straightforward. When I love someone, no matter what happens, as long as I still love him, I won’t let go.”

“I won’t let go even if I have to pay with my life for this.” Although Ziana’s voice was soft, it was firm. “Since I’ve let go, I’m not going to turn back.”

“But it seems like he’s pursuing you now.”

“So what?” Ziana asked, shrugging lightly. “In my opinion, he’s not pursuing me.’

“If he really pursues you again one day, will you fall for him again and choose him?” Edison asked, his voice trembling as he twiddled his fingers. “What I want to ask is, do you still love him?”

Ziana put down her coffee cup and leaned back in her chair.

Ziana looked at Edison, smiling and shaking her head with sincerity and frankness. “I don’t love him anymore, and I can’t love him anymore. I have to admit that my emotions still fluctuate because of him. I will be angry, silent, and emotional because of what he said. It is normal. Fortunately, emotions can be controlled.”

“At least I think his influence on me now is not as strong as it was in Japera City.”

“He’s someone I’ve loved before, but so what? In one’s lifetime, it’s impossible to only love one person forever, and he’s even someone who’s hurt my feelings, so I have to be a bit sensible. If you really must ask me, what are

Let me use an analogy.” Ziana stroked her hair,

raised her chin slightly, looked out of the window, and fixed her

chased after him eagerly, but I never received his favor and love. However, during the process of chasing the moon, I was also illuminated by its light. Although he didn’t love me, I experienced excitement and happiness because of him. The throbbing and secret joy

whenever I see the moon, I will always reminisce about that period of time. However, I am very clear that what I reminisce about isn’t that moon, but rather the past me who was completely devoted

Edison understood.

loved Boris or how difficult it was for her

about herself back then, just like every

were they missing

No.

missing those carefree

days of youthful exuberance.

and ambition when they dared to change the

this was

Edison

while, and those days had

nodded and held Ziana’s hand, saying, “I got it. After listening to

anymore.

people in the world who fall in love at first sight. Many people tall in love with each other after a long time.

stay together, the deeper the bond between us will be, right?”

hand and said, “Okay, reporting to my girlfriend-to-be, her boyfriend-to-be would like to apply for her room residency permit.

the

yourself.”

try my best.”

a bit sleepy now and want to

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