The Italian's proposal

The consultation passed without her noticing.

She had only gone to the first appointment at her parents’ house without them noticing her visit to the doctor.

She had started taking the prenatal pills as she read about the symptoms and stages of pregnancy on the internet.

When she confessed this to Dr. Troy, his eyes widened wildly, and he wanted to jump off the nearest bridge.

“Poor baby!” he exclaimed.

That alone made Melody feel like the vilest of mothers.

“I don’t have health insurance. I didn’t know what else to do,” she defended herself. She felt it was the only thing left for her to do.

Timothy was sitting in a chair next to her. He gave the impression of being uncomfortable, but he hadn’t wanted to leave when she proposed.

“I’ll stay and check in with the doctor,” he had told her.

She trusted the angels that he would not judge her, as the OB/GYN was doing.

“I’m not saying you’re a bad person.”

“You’ve made that quite clear,” she attacked him.

“Not intended Ma’am...Miss,” the man scratched his head and continued, “Melody.”

“No. I’m not married either. Is that bad too? I thought we were in the twenty-first century, where women can be single mothers. How old are you? Thirty? You have an uncanny knack for bringing out my temper.”

“That’s a lot,” she heard Timothy mutter.

She let out a snort and raised her eyes to the ceiling.

“Let’s get on with it,” the doctor said after a few seconds of awkward silence.

She answered every question the doctor asked, about dates of last period and when she had last had sex. This question made her cough and Melody could see Timothy smile.

“What?” she asked him, crossing her arms. “Do you want to be beaten by a pregnant woman?”

“I didn’t say anything,” Timothy defended himself by mimicking her arms-crossed gesture.

“You seem to be amused by when was the last time, I had sex, do you also want to know where I did it and what positions I did it too?”

Melody’s eyes were twinkling and her nose, though small, was flaring with the air coming out. She was angry and it showed right away.

“Let’s focus,” the doctor said interrupting Melody and Timothy’s staring exchange.

“What else do you want to know?” she needed to get that over with to get the hell out of there and avoid further embarrassment, at least for the day.

She had this incredible knack for falling over, dropping things on herself, hot, cold, temperature-wise. She was a real spectacle of a clumsy person.

Since she was a little girl, she had always had clumsy feet and hands. Everything slipped, especially when she was distracted.

“Do you know if the father has any degenerative family diseases or special conditions?”

Melody felt Timothy’s eyes on her again, and she felt judged again.

“Timothy,” she heard the doctor address him for the first time since they greeted each other as they entered the office. “Would you be so kind as to leave us for a moment? I think there are things that it’s better for Melody to feel more relaxed.”

looked at them both and after a long moment without saying anything, mumbled something in Italian

an intense man,” she muttered inadvertently

a good man,” the doctor defended

was certainly a good man. To be willing to pay for a medical consultation and stay to make sure she wasn’t charged, far from it, said quite a

was a stranger to him. Timothy had no business giving her his help. More so to her who he knew was not someone easy to get along with or

told her so.

you. You must think everything through before you say it Melody.”

will, even if I say anything, because they will know I don’t mean it in a bad way.”

mood or the same willingness to put up with slights from the people we love,” her mother had once told

Troy was a vastly different man from Timothy, although there was no other man like him, even if I had him

hairline of what was obviously gray hair on both sides of his head, a piercing, curious look, blue eyes, and a slightly broad nose. His chin had a little stripe down the middle,

his throat, “is

and I don’t understand

record on the baby and its development;

him in confusion. “Just like Timothy told you, I’m just coming in for a quick checkup,

a pelvic sonogram to rule out any abnormalities. You look fine to me, to be honest. To me, you’re just finishing the first trimester and that’s why you got

me, but don’t call it a little spasm,” it pissed her off that

over twenty children in less than three years. I have quite a bit

and wombs,” she

corrected

“I’m sorry.”

with you,” the doctor said smiling and shaking his head back and

in their right mind seeing the two of them, would think that

none of my business. Let’s get back to what

reined him in. Opening her eyes wide and accentuating each

was looking at her with his curious eyes, as if he could see into her soul and take a personal

father?

played with her thoughts and now she couldn’t get something out of her head: she was

That was how long it had been since he had arrived at

She liked the Italian!

don’t know anything about the father,”

Do you have any illnesses I should know about? Do you suffer from

“Aside from my bipolar...”

without laughing and began to

that,” she begged him, laughing. “It’s a joke.”

“I see.”

lot

a new mom. It’s normal to be nervous. You’re going to do fine. Do you

she exclaimed in

sorry. That’s a question I have to ask to someone who is as young as you are and single.”

is not being young. Five hundred years

pregnant

giving up my son, I’m

to her looking worriedly

to ruin my

it. You’re strong and independent if you’re going to do it alone. You’ve already got an admirer,” he gestured for her to sit down and looked at her

I’m not going to give

agreed. “Now let’s get you weighed and go

little white paper

okay?” questioned Timothy as soon as he saw her leave.

going to get an ultrasound and I’ll be right out. Thanks for all this Timothy, you don’t have to stay. You’ve lost your meeting

I missed a meeting,” he told her as he shoved his hands in his pockets. “Let’s go