The Luna Choosing Game

Nicholas held Elva safe and secure in his arms as he stood to his full height. Elva buried her face into the corner of his neck and shoulder. He gently patted her back.

He glanced down at Elva, his gaze so tender that it made my heart clench.

“There, there,” he whispered. “You are safe now.”

“Oh my God,” said one of the other girls in the room, fanning herself. “Of course he’s good with children.”

“Someone pinch me,” said another. “I think I’m dreaming.”

Nicholas’s soft expression hardened as he glared out at the rest of the room. “Whose child is this? Why is she here?”

I started forward, but the girl in the pink dress spoke before I could reach him.

“An outsider sneaked in, unless she’s a maid.”

Some of the other girls snickered at my expense.

“She can’t be a participant,” another girl fake-whispered, loud enough for half-the room to hear. “I thought we had to be virgins, and she’s got a kid.”

I wanted to disappear into a corner. Whether virgin or not, I was nothing compared to the rest of these girls.

My clothes weren’t as nice as theirs, and my figure wasn’t like what it had been at the Academy. I’d lost much of my musculature. I was skinny from too many nights of skipped dinners.

Elva’s wellbeing had always come before my own.

Her sake was the only reason I continued forward rather than hide in embarrassment. I stopped only when I reached Nicholas.

He looked at me, and I looked at him.

I’d forgotten how gorgeous his eyes were, golden brown with flakes of green. When we’d dated, I had spent hours looking at them, trying to memorize that color, but it had seemed different each time.

Before, when I’d stared long enough, I could earn a bashful smile from him. Now, his face was totally devoid of emotion. He looked at me like I was a stranger.

Did he… not recognize me?

I had changed, sure, but not enough to become unrecognizable. Unless he truly had sealed me away in his past and moved on, never once looking back.

could be a great embarrassment to him,

Maybe he hated me.

the outsider.” The girl in pink motioned to

said, and even his voice was monotone. Another

led me to an adjoining room, separated

hurried toward him. “Your Royal Highness, please remember that per the selection rules, you

look at the man, who

an exception,”

sir. Of course, sir.” The man bowed twice

inside after them. A servant stepped forward and closed

be sick. I had never imagined I’d

What would he think of me, to see me as I was? To see

who seemed at ease against his chest. She must have cried herself to sleep, eyes

his perfect façade cracked. He

his hands stayed gentle on Elva,

hide my child from me?”

blinked once, twice, but, no,

Eloquently, I said, “Huh?”

sleeping in his arms. She was three years old. That lined up with our breakup

We’d been so young then, too eager and excited and

I couldn’t remember where he was when he’d climaxed. But, hadn’t he

fueled it seemed to slide into bewilderment.

mistaken,” I said, hoping to give him some

a child from him would have been a cruelty. He would likely have struggled forever over the

name. But

moment, before

to struggle to get it out. He swallowed

me and Elva.

my identical twin sister. But I wouldn’t tell that to Nicholas. Elva was mine in every way that mattered. I would not have

seemed to answer some unspoken question for him, and he started to

startled. What could cause that

he immediately cut off the

onto one of

be mad at Mommy,” came