The Luna Choosing Game

Chapter 0561

When she awoke from her brief nap, Elva stuck to me like glue. She kept looking up at me with her big, tearful eyes. For a day that began with such high hopes, we were both feeling the lows now. I took her hand and did not release, very aware that I had nearly lost the chance to be her mom.

If I had died, I wouldn't get to see her grow up into the strong, independent woman I knew she would become. I'd miss graduations and weddings and maybe grandchildren.

Even as we walked together toward the deck, I tugged her closer to me, afraid to let her go too far. If I was in danger, than so was she. Ronan was incensed. If he wanted revenge on me, he'd find it easier by attacking Elva.

Then, when I couldn't take the worry and the guilt at nearly dying anymore, I stopped, dropped to one knee, and pulled Elva into a tight hug again.

"I'm sorry I scared you, Elva," I whispered to her. Her tight fingers clawed hard at my shoulders. Was she afraid I would let go and leave her again? I wouldn't. I would never. Even in death, my spirit would stay with her, to watch and protect her.

"Mommy," Elva said, voice watery. Her tears sounded like they were coming back, though I suspected, except during her short nap, that they never really left.

"Your mom is tough, okay? I fought and fought, making certain that I would return back to you. And I promise you that I will do my best to stay with you for as long as I am able, okay?" Content belong to NôvelDráma. Org.

"Never leave, Mommy."

I pulled back enough to look into her eyes. How I wanted to make that promise. In a way, I could, I supposed. Though I wasn't certain she would understand it.

I gently rested my hand over her heart. "I'll always be here, Elva. Even if we're apart, I'm with you. Right here. Next to your heart."

Elva looked down. As I removed my hand, she placed her own where mine had been. "How do you fit in there?"

heart is so big, Elva. It can fit as many

Elva asked.

her, and pulled her in for another hug. She giggled and squirmed. When she pulled away,

forearm. As we walked onto the deck, I made sure to grab

from nearby, the other side of the deck. "Want to learn a new magic trick?" He held up a deck of cards. Elva looked up at

rolled my eyes. I hoped he wasn't going

I said and patted her back. "I'm going to ask a servant for a couple of waters, and I'll be

came out the door. His gaze

I had no idea what that meant for the conversation he'd just

was incredibly apologetic for all that transpired. He wished me to convey

well and good, I liked Ambassador Zale, but this wasn't what I wanted to hear right now. I waved away the concerns.

queen insisted he be held accountable for this

to hear that he had gotten away with such acts in the past, but at least he

escaped his confinement. He's a wanted criminal for the merfolk, but apparently is rather well liked. Handsome and popular, Ambassador Zale said. That is typically enough, I guess for him

this time

know. Fortunately, Ambassador Zale and the Queen have offered to send some of their own security to our

all the more reason to

the water will only suit to help keep you safe. I, of course, will also be adding to our

I both looked over in time to see

my smile. As I looked at Nicholas, it faded when