The Luna Choosing Game

Chapter 0571

They're not lies.

Julian didn't say anything after that. Though, neither did I. I just gawked at him while he stared down at his bloody mary.

I wanted to ask him to go into more detail. If he could specifically tell me which of the things Bridget said weren't lies, I wouldn't be on such a downward spiral of thoughts. I wouldn't be trying so hard to bend over backwards to convince myself that Julian didn't actually have a crush on me somehow.

But, I supposed deep down, I already knew the truth. Not all that long ago, we had a similar talk on the beach as Julian threw rocks and shells into the ocean waves.

Yet here, in the quiet of the deck in this mid-morning, with Julian already halfway through a blood mary, everything felt a bit more dire, a bit more real.

This wasn't about getting over Bridget or trying to move on. Bridget had very little to do with this at all. This time, Julian's feelings were his own. And those feelings were all tangled up over me.

And now, because of that, I had to face my own true feelings as well. It would be unfair to Julian not to consider how I felt about him while he was being honest with how he felt about me.

Truthfully, even upon reflection, I didn't know how I felt about Julian. I cared about him, certainly. He was funny and loyal. He protected me and looked out for me in his own way. He was good with Elva, always trying to treat her sleight of hand and card tricks.

He was handsome too. Leaner than Nicholas, but with a similar features. Although Julian always leaned more toward the 'I got out of bed looking like this' vibe, where Nicholas was always crisply dressed and put together.

If I hadn't known Nicholas first, I could have easily been swept up in the whirlwind that was Prince Julian. He was certain to give his partner a life of adventure and joy and excitement. Content belong to NôvelDráma. Org.

But I had known Nicholas first. And I fell in love with Nicholas. My feelings for Nicholas were so strong, that I genuinely doubted if I would ever be able to give my heart to anyone else, even if Nicholas and I were to separate.

My heart would always be his. I wasn't sure I would even try to find another. How unfair would it be to be the love of someone else's life when they could never be anything but second best?

great with kids. He deserved better

was also a dear friend. One of my

want to

realize he was speaking at

want to hurt his feelings, especially with him being so brave to voice them. But to lead him on when my heart belongs to Nicholas would be so much

course he did. Even if Julian wasn't the most observant of our group, and

"I'm sorry," I said.

sorry for how you feel," Julian replied. "You can't control your feelings any

to him, but didn't say so. I let

we could ignore everything that happened this morning and act as we always have before. I would hate for these pesky

of what we

are a dear friend to me. That

shakier than

didn't feel as heavy as the one before. It felt a bit as if, with the

we both wanted to move forward and leave this behind us, so I brought up the other

Bridget of knowing Prince Ronan," I said.

uncover everything before I came to you, but maybe it's

on the railing, mimicking

have dated in the past. It's shaky evidence at best. A few photos snapped from a paparazzi. But it at the very

evidence impossible to

her guilty of conspiring to send Ronan after you," Julian continued, "But it is damn suspicious. She's also stonewalling me. If she wasn't guilty, wouldn't she want to help catch the person who tried to kill you? Wouldn't she help with

sense his frustration, and

sure as hell could help more. The only reason I could think of that she

relationship with Prince Ronan was if she was actually in love with him and trying to