The Luna Choosing Game

Chapter 0617

Anna's words stayed with me all through the night. I was haunted by them, even as I eventually drifted off to sleep on the air mattress.

Was I truly considering the King's demand because I wanted what was best for the country? Or was I simply hiding, pushing off responsibility to retum to a life of normalcy?

Bridget would make a lousy queen. I knew that.

Anyone would be a better choice.

Even... me?

Could I be queen?

I had labeled the idea as outlandish straight from the start, so much so that I barely considered it even when I tried to think critically about it.

I was constantly making excuses: I knew so little of politics. I knew so little of royalty. Everyone looked down on me. No one would take me seriously.

But these were just excuses, I was realizing now. Anna was right. I was running away.

I needed to do better. I needed to think about how I could actually contribute as a queen, and showcase those abilities. No more hiding. No more putting myself down.

If I wanted a family with Nicholas, I had to earn it.

The thoughts and worries stayed with me even when I woke up again. I had a dreamless sleep, though I felt rested. My body must have decided enough was enough and shut off my brain.

I was resolved to lie on the air mattress until Elva or Anna woke first, but a knock sounded on the door. It was soft at first, but with a growing urgency the longer no one answered.

I wasn't sure who it could be. It seemed too early for the camera crew, and Anna hadn't said she'd been expecting guests.

Crumbling, Anna emerged from her room and slunk herself toward the front door.

when the knocking continued. "Someone

unlocked and pulled open the

she said

living room, I could easily see the front door. The apartment was still dark, with black out curtains hanging over the window, but the hallway light was on.

to stand up. I was self-conscious in my pajamas, but Nicholas had seen me at my worst. I tried not to worry as

said as I came

teased. "Can't have a prince standing in

he saw me. "They'll surely think, there goes the

up and invited Nicholas inside. I flipped on the kitchen light as he entered and we both went

at Nicholas with wide eyes. I can't imagine she ever expected to have an actual prince on her doorstep. "So you two

nodded. "It's a pleasure to

told him, when Anna just looked at him

finished with

it

wider, pleased with

is ever going to

Nicholas turned to me. "Piper,"

than a day, but his absence had been noted. His presence had been missed. I hated that I couldn't call for him

only been apart a short time, but he had been

him near. It calmed some part of myself, deep down,

me and I immediately went within them. He closed his arms around me and I felt like home

long moment. Out in the living room, I heard Anna waking Elva and shuffling around, cleaning no doubt.

of worried about it too. What must Nicholas think, being in my former home? It was smaller than anything he was used too. It even seemed smaller to me than it had been before, having lived in the palace for so

myself for his judgement as

there. Honestly, I should have known better. Nicholas had never been the judgmental type.

I used

me

had all of the major amenities. Stove, fridge, oven, coffee

room, we could hear Elva and Anna talking in Anna's room.