The Luna Choosing Game

Chapter 0617

Anna's words stayed with me all through the night. I was haunted by them, even as I eventually drifted off to sleep on the air mattress.

Was I truly considering the King's demand because I wanted what was best for the country? Or was I simply hiding, pushing off responsibility to retum to a life of normalcy?

Bridget would make a lousy queen. I knew that.

Anyone would be a better choice.

Even... me?

Could I be queen?

I had labeled the idea as outlandish straight from the start, so much so that I barely considered it even when I tried to think critically about it.

I was constantly making excuses: I knew so little of politics. I knew so little of royalty. Everyone looked down on me. No one would take me seriously.

But these were just excuses, I was realizing now. Anna was right. I was running away.

I needed to do better. I needed to think about how I could actually contribute as a queen, and showcase those abilities. No more hiding. No more putting myself down.

If I wanted a family with Nicholas, I had to earn it.

The thoughts and worries stayed with me even when I woke up again. I had a dreamless sleep, though I felt rested. My body must have decided enough was enough and shut off my brain.

I was resolved to lie on the air mattress until Elva or Anna woke first, but a knock sounded on the door. It was soft at first, but with a growing urgency the longer no one answered.

I wasn't sure who it could be. It seemed too early for the camera crew, and Anna hadn't said she'd been expecting guests.

Crumbling, Anna emerged from her room and slunk herself toward the front door.

the knocking continued.

and pulled open the door. The

she

From the living room, I could easily see the front door. The apartment was still dark, with black out curtains hanging over the window, but the hallway light was on. So I could clearly see Nicholas standing in the

stand up. I was self-conscious in my pajamas, but Nicholas had seen me at my worst.

came closer. "I think it's

a prince standing in the hallway.

he saw me. "They'll surely think, there goes

inside. I flipped on the kitchen light as he entered

at Nicholas with wide eyes. I can't imagine she ever expected to have an actual

nodded. "It's a

told him, when Anna just looked

finished

like it was an

wider, pleased with

"Yes... uh.. same!" She fled. "No one is ever going to

to

own reflex. I couldn't help myself. It had been less than a day, but his absence had been noted. His presence had been missed. I hated that I couldn't call for him

been apart a short time, but

of myself, deep down, that felt strung out by the distance.

I immediately went within them. He closed his

stood like that for a very long moment. Out in the living room, I heard Anna waking Elva and shuffling around, cleaning no doubt. She'd worry

was smaller than anything he was used too. It even seemed smaller to me than it

had questions. I braced myself

eyes was not there. Honestly, I should have known better. Nicholas had never been the judgmental type. He was the kind

he gazed around this place that I used to live, he seemed more

give me the tour?" he

the kitchen." It was small, but it had all of the major amenities. Stove,

room, we could hear Elva and Anna