The Luna Choosing Game

Chapter 0617

Anna's words stayed with me all through the night. I was haunted by them, even as I eventually drifted off to sleep on the air mattress.

Was I truly considering the King's demand because I wanted what was best for the country? Or was I simply hiding, pushing off responsibility to retum to a life of normalcy?

Bridget would make a lousy queen. I knew that.

Anyone would be a better choice.

Even... me?

Could I be queen?

I had labeled the idea as outlandish straight from the start, so much so that I barely considered it even when I tried to think critically about it.

I was constantly making excuses: I knew so little of politics. I knew so little of royalty. Everyone looked down on me. No one would take me seriously.

But these were just excuses, I was realizing now. Anna was right. I was running away.

I needed to do better. I needed to think about how I could actually contribute as a queen, and showcase those abilities. No more hiding. No more putting myself down.

If I wanted a family with Nicholas, I had to earn it.

The thoughts and worries stayed with me even when I woke up again. I had a dreamless sleep, though I felt rested. My body must have decided enough was enough and shut off my brain.

I was resolved to lie on the air mattress until Elva or Anna woke first, but a knock sounded on the door. It was soft at first, but with a growing urgency the longer no one answered.

I wasn't sure who it could be. It seemed too early for the camera crew, and Anna hadn't said she'd been expecting guests.

Crumbling, Anna emerged from her room and slunk herself toward the front door.

shouted, when the knocking continued. "Someone better be dead, to get me up this

open the

shit," she said

out of bed. From the living room, I could easily see the front door. The apartment was still dark, with black out curtains hanging over the window, but the hallway light was on.

my pajamas, but Nicholas had seen me at my worst. I tried not to worry as I

came closer. "I think it's for

in, Anna," I teased. "Can't have a prince standing in the hallway. What will

when he saw me. "They'll surely think,

inside. I flipped on the kitchen light as he entered and we both went

said. She was looking at Nicholas with wide eyes. I can't imagine she ever expected to have an

nodded. "It's a pleasure to meet

Anna just looked

finished with a

to giggle, like it was an impulse, or

wider, pleased with

out of the room. "Yes... uh.. same!" She fled. "No one is ever going

turned to

a day, but his absence had been noted. His presence had been missed. I hated that I

time, but he had

down, that felt strung out by the distance. That part of me hummed

me and I immediately went within them. He closed his arms around me and I felt

room, I heard Anna waking Elva and shuffling around, cleaning

think, being in my former home? It was smaller than anything he was used too. It even

braced myself

have known better. Nicholas had never been the judgmental type. He was the kind of guy who worried about everyone, and helped out at the orphanage in his spare

used to live, he seemed more curious than

give me the tour?"

around. "This... is the kitchen." It was small, but it had all of the major amenities. Stove, fridge, oven, coffee pot. Not

I led him out into the living room, we could hear Elva and Anna talking in Anna's room. Elva