The Luna Choosing Game

Chapter 0617

Anna's words stayed with me all through the night. I was haunted by them, even as I eventually drifted off to sleep on the air mattress.

Was I truly considering the King's demand because I wanted what was best for the country? Or was I simply hiding, pushing off responsibility to retum to a life of normalcy?

Bridget would make a lousy queen. I knew that.

Anyone would be a better choice.

Even... me?

Could I be queen?

I had labeled the idea as outlandish straight from the start, so much so that I barely considered it even when I tried to think critically about it.

I was constantly making excuses: I knew so little of politics. I knew so little of royalty. Everyone looked down on me. No one would take me seriously.

But these were just excuses, I was realizing now. Anna was right. I was running away.

I needed to do better. I needed to think about how I could actually contribute as a queen, and showcase those abilities. No more hiding. No more putting myself down.

If I wanted a family with Nicholas, I had to earn it.

The thoughts and worries stayed with me even when I woke up again. I had a dreamless sleep, though I felt rested. My body must have decided enough was enough and shut off my brain.

I was resolved to lie on the air mattress until Elva or Anna woke first, but a knock sounded on the door. It was soft at first, but with a growing urgency the longer no one answered.

I wasn't sure who it could be. It seemed too early for the camera crew, and Anna hadn't said she'd been expecting guests.

Crumbling, Anna emerged from her room and slunk herself toward the front door.

shouted, when the knocking continued. "Someone better be

the door.

she said

front door. The apartment was still dark, with black out curtains hanging over the window, but the hallway light was on. So

but Nicholas had seen me at my worst. I tried

said as I came closer.

have a prince

when he saw me. "They'll surely

on the kitchen light as he entered and we both went

said. She was looking at Nicholas with wide eyes. I can't imagine she ever expected

nodded. "It's a pleasure to meet

him, when Anna

he finished

immediately began to giggle, like it was an impulse, or a

wider, pleased with

same!" She fled. "No one is

to

reflex. I couldn't help myself. It had been less than a day, but his absence had been noted. His presence had been missed. I hated that I couldn't call for

been apart a short time,

was reassuring having him near. It calmed some part of myself, deep down, that felt strung out by the distance. That part

held open his arms for me and I immediately went within them. He closed his arms around me and I

I heard Anna waking Elva and shuffling

of worried about it too. What must Nicholas think, being in my former home? It was smaller than anything he was used too. It even seemed smaller to me than it had

myself for his judgement

expected to see in his eyes was not there. Honestly, I should have known better. Nicholas had never been the judgmental type. He was the kind of guy who worried about everyone, and helped out at the orphanage in

I used to live, he seemed

you give me

around. "This... is the kitchen." It was small, but it had all of the major amenities. Stove, fridge, oven, coffee pot. Not much to report

could hear Elva and Anna talking in Anna's room.