The Mystical Attraction of Alpha

Chapter 191

Ella

My nightmares were worse than ever before the night after my second session with Leon, and I wake thrashing in my nest, with Phil!ppe hovering above me, shaking me vigorously. I shriek and recoil, and he backs away from me with his hands outstretched in apology. “It’s okay, I’m sorry.” He breathes, ‘I didn’t know how else to wake you.”

I gulp in a few gasps of air, trying to calm my racing heart. Rafe sends flashes of concern through our bond, and I immediately grab my phone, turning on the recording of Sinclair’s purrs.

This is getting out of hand, Ella.” Phil!ppe scolds, still standing over the bed.

I’ve got it under control.” I insist.

“You don’t.” He cuts, and I can’t, in good conscience, let this continue.”

(You’re my personal guard, Phil!ppe.” I remind him in the sternest voice I can summon, “It’s a very intimate relationship and there has to be trust between us. You hear everything I do, everything I say – whether I’m sick to my stomach or on the phone with my mate. This is a private matter which you are only privy to because of your position and I have to be able to trust you won’t betray my privacy, otherwise this arrangement won’t work”

I may be your personal guard, but I still answer to the Alpha and he wouldn’t approve of this.”

Phil!ppe counters, crossing his arms over his c.hest.

“You also agreed to help us with the hypnosis behind his back.” I remind him, Now do you want to tell him that I ordered you not to say a word about any of it and you obeyed out of respect for our relationship, or do you want to tell him you were fine with being disloyal to him only until you had reason to be disloyal to me?”

Phil!ppe narrows his eyes, I don’t like you very much right now.

‘Right back at you.” I respond, clambering to my feet. “But I appreciate your honesty.”

He growls as I move towards the door. “Where are you going?”

To find someone cuddlier than you.” I toss back over my shoulder, pulling on my robe and feeling thankful that I’d gone against Sinclair’s wishes and continued wearing pajamas while he’s away. Of course, I know he’ll be disappointed that I missed another dream date, but when I get lost in my night terrors, there’s no way to find him. I pad through the halls to Cora’s bedroom, not bothering to tap on the door before entering.

She stirs as I climb into bed with her, m0aning sleepily, Ella?”

I sleep with you?” I ask, snuggling up to her and sighing as her arms come around

course,” She agrees

I’m surprised you don’t want

I confess, “I just want to be alone

the phenomenon. I nod pitifully, and she takes me by the hand,

and a bleary-eyed Cora leads me back to

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bed and climbs in with me, and she doesn’t bat an eye when I turn on Sinclair’s

against her hair. I

the corner

replies softly. “I mean I’m not happy you’re having nightmares, I just like being the one to comfort you for

all the time.” I

like this.” She murmurs, “You were always the one to Scare away the

monsters aren’t staying in

about it?” Cora inquires. I shake my head n0, and I catch a note of exasperation in her voice. “You don’t always have to be such a martyr, Ella. Suffering in silence doesn’t help anyone, least

what you think? That I enjoy playing the martyr? Sacrificing myself

“but whatever your motives, you do have a habit of hogging all the worst things in life

ironic note in her voice which tells me that she doesn’t resent me for it, at least, not the way she had the last time we talked about

my job to hog the suffering to

how much I still do, because I wasn’t strong enough to take care of you.” I suspect Cora has done a lot of thinking since our fight earlier this year,

that you were older. I’m

what, you age in dog years?” She

…

I just, I was able to survive things you couldn’t ….I don’t add that I may have been destined

your wolf.” Cora declares, surprising me. “Do

know that now… then all I knew was that I couldn’t stand to see the people I love hurt… I

Elle, to put yourself first every now and

my failure to see how this tumult was affecting Cora. “And part of me enjoyed it, having someone who made me feel safe enough to explore all the things I never had a