The Mystical Attraction of Alpha

Cora

After I dress, I surprise myself by feeling a little shy as I reach for the door to the bathroom to go back to the tiny bedroom where Roger’s waiting or me.

Because, I mean, it’s no secret why we’re here. And Roger’s not stupid – he probably figured out what I was doing when I went into the bathroom with a big white box.

But still – it’s always something, isn’t it? Anticipating what it might be like when the man you love sees you in your wedding dress for the first time. And as I think it, quite suddenly, I can’t wait.

I pull the bathroom door open and step back into the bedroom, my eyes instantly going to Roger, standing by the open doors to the beach, the ocean air lifting his hair lightly in the breeze.

And, as I knew they would be, his eyes are already on me. Because he was waiting. And my face bursts into a grin as his expression goes slack.

I feel it all down the bond, which is open to me right now. His awe, and his pride – his love, his desire, the overwhelming swell of pleasure that comes from seeing how beautiful he thinks I look right now on this night – in this dress

“Cora,” he says, the sound of my name rough as it works its way from his tight throat. But it’s the only word he can manage, lifting a hand to cover his mouth and shaking his head at me, just staring.

I turn a little so that I’m facing him completely, still smiling so hard my face might start aching if I keep this up for much longer.

“So, you like it?” I ask, twisting a little so that he can see more of the dress, see how the beadwork catches the light of the fire and makes the dress look incandescent in the glowing dark of this little bedroom.

He just stares at me for a moment before a little growl rumbles in his chest, his only answer. And I burst out laughing and cross the room to him, holding my hands out.

Roger takes my hands as I come around the bed, using them to pull me closer so that he can slide his hands over my body, feeling the intricacies of the dress for himself, as well as the contrast it presents to the bare skin of my back, my arms. He lowers his face to mine, kissing me softly as he traces his fingertips down the length of my spine, sending shivers all through me.

slowly, he pulls away and takes a step back. “I don’t know what I want I can’t pick – do I want you close, so I can keep my hands on you? Or far away, so I can see again how beautiful you look?

it,” I murmur, wrapping my arms around his waist. “I liked it too. Ella made me try

sighs. “It’s just a shame that I’m going to have to

my hands defensively clutching the dress at my chest. “Roger!

I’m going to be able to help it. How

is one zipper,” I say, swatting at him. “And you will

I myself now am on the verge of saying something

mouth quirking up

and looking

command in his voice. And, while those don’t usually do anything for me I have no real intention of letting Roger be the boss of our lives, like Ella and

say, quiet, staring up at my gorgeous mate, “I never had a mom with a wedding dress to hand

then – not of frustration, or of annoyance, or anything like that. But simply because he can’t help it, because he, too, is a little undone

at him, I know that we’re both thinking the same thought: that we have so much life ahead of us, and so much joy, and neither

in his hands and he kisses me, slowly, sweetly, but with the full force of his commitment to me, to us, and to our future. It sweeps though me and I

bed, but as I realize the direction of his intentions

asks, a little

I say, realizing a conviction that I didn’t know I had within me until this very moment.

he asks, confused. “Cora, there’s nothing

shaking my head, utterly convinced. “Please – I…I’m sure of

gives a quick shrug and then turns to the bed, yanking the duvet off the top and wrapping it into a ball. Then, he passes it to me. Confused, I take it, but as soon as I do Roger dips down, wrapping one arm

too now, enjoying every minute of it, and I nod towards the beach, and the sea, and the sky – knowing, for some reason,