The Mystical Attraction of Alpha

It takes a little over two hours, but finally the last of the doctors leaves, the door clicking shut behind them.

“Finally,” Roger sighs, falling back into the linens of the freshly-changed bed. “Now we just have to get our stupid family to leave and we’ll get some sleep – ”

“Excuse me,” I say, glaring over at him. “If you think you’re tired -”

“Fine fine,” he sighs, turning his head to grin at me. “You’re right. What can I get you, my love? Do you want anything?”

The doctor officially gave me and Jesse a clean bill of health after I delivered the placenta and Jesse had his first feeding and full check-up. It was, of course, a relief to have everything turn out right and relatively easy -especially in comparison to Ella’s experiences – but now that they’re all gone?

Honestly, it all feels very real.

Like now I have to be a mom, and Roger has to be a dadall by ourselves.

“I don’t know,” I say, laughing a little and looking between Roger and our little baby. “Honestly, it’s all kind of weird, isn’t it? All of this fuss and then they just…leave you alone with a baby. To do what you will.”

“I know,” he says, looking at me with wide eyes. “I’m glad you know what to do. I’m totally lost.”

“I don’t know what to do!” I protest, laughing and shaking my head.

“What!?” he breaths, sitting up sharply.

“I’m just a doctor, Roger!” I say, laughing harder now and feeling a little hysterical as well as exhausted. “People come to me pregnant, but then I send the babies home with them! I don’t know what to do with a kid – that’s Ella’s department.”

“Well then,” he says, looking anxiously towards the door. “I take back my previous words. Ella has to stay – for like, ever.”

“Or at least until this kid is six -”

“Can we push to seven?” Roger asks, looking at me with real anxiety that just makes me laugh harder.

There’s a little knock on the door but suddenly Roger and I are laughing too hard to answer it. It cracks open anyway and Ella again peeks her head in.

heard the hysteria of new parents,” she says, shaking her head at us and smiling as she comes

from his eyes. “What are we supposed to like…do with him?” he asks, gesturing to the baby as Sinclair comes in after Ella, shutting the door and grinning at us.

reaching for the baby, which I gladly hand off to her.

folds her legs beneath her on the bed and Sinclair pulls a chair up to the bedside, completing

smiling down at Rafe who yawns and looks around at us sleepily, a little confused. “They sleep a lot their first couple of weeks.

should trade,” Roger says, looking dubiously

she’s considering the idea but I just laugh and shake my head. “You can’t take my baby, Ella,” I say, crossing my arms. “Even if

Roger murmurs, sighing and leaning against me,

a sudden and all of our eyes turn to him as his own gaze fastens on his cousin, his eyes going wide like he’s

mean, he honestly

see the baby, Rafe?” Ella coos, leaning forward so that Rafe

forward to see Jesse, his face very

his son with a fascinated and pleased expression. “He really does

is Jesse,” Ella says, laughing a little as she beams at her own baby. ” He’s

Roger murmurs.” Because they’re going to be together a lot. It’s going to be very inconvenient if

a light smack on the chest. “They will. Besides, shut up, I want

on the bed, letting him lean forward and continue

voice a

“What?” Sinclair asks.

says, almost beyond herself, as if she’s speaking from instinct.

and I just shrug, fine with it if Ella is. I don’t see Roger’s response, but I

flips Rafe on his back and lays him out on the blankets, and Ella very gently, very tentatively places Jesse next to him, close enough for Rafe to

for a moment as he stares at his cousin. And then he begins to turn, and almost gently reaches for

the moment they touch, when Rafe’s fingers brush against Jesse’s

parents take a

– each and every

of our eyes dart back to our kids, who are still

little, saying hello to his new cousin,

going to her mouth for a split second before she reaches down and gathers Jesse back up into her arms.