The Silent Alpha

***Vanessa*** 

....5 months later...

"So how long have you and Christian been trying?"

Dr.Lila asks as she sanitizes her hands and puts on her gloves.

The sterile medical room is anything but comforting but I put on a brave smile and answer her.

"We've been at it for months," I lie.

She didn’t need to know Christian barely touched me ever since Natalia's lie came to light.

The b***h was gone but she was still getting in my way.

"Does it hurt when you have intercourse?" she asks.

I roll my eyes at her.

"No.Christian is a true Alpha.He only gives me pleasure," I smirk.

Dr.Lila gives me an uncomfortable smile.

"Okay,"

Dr.Lila nods, checking the stir ups and instructing the medical assistant to hand her the speculum.

"Just relax for me.I'm just going to take a quick look inside and take a few samples.Make sure everything is okay.Alright?"

I puff out my chest in pride.

"I'm in perfect health, doc.You'll see.Moon Goddess must be waiting for the perfect time to bless me with Dr.Lila doesn’t seem convinced but I could care less what the old cow thought.

I would be carrying their Alpha soon enough and Christian will forget all about his little brat with Natalia.

I bite my lip uneasily and lay flat on my back, counting my breaths as I feel the cold metal tool enter me.

A small whimper escapes my lips as Dr.Lila expands the tool and scrapes at my walls with a large cotton swab.

She hands the samples to her assistant who quickly puts them away in glass test tubes.

Dr.Lila then inserts her gloved fingers inside and gently presses against my walls.

"Hmmm...A little swelling in this area," she observes, moving her fingers a bit more.

I don’t like the sound of that, but quickly push aside the thought.

After a thorough examination, the doctor removes her fingers and prepares the transvaginal ultrasound probe with some gel.

The probe is a thick plastic tube that will take a full image of my uterus.

I remain on my back as the probe enters me, my hands gripping the sides of the bed in discomfort.

My heart pounds inside my chest as Dr.

Lila surveys my uterus.

"There's some scarring on the fallopian tubes..." she says, staring at the screen intently.

"Are you sure you haven't been feeling any discomfort in your pelvis? Any bleeding, discharge, difficulty”

 "Yes, I'm sure," I nod frantically.

I was starting to get frightened.

"w-what does the scarring mean?"

Dr.Lila doesn't answer, still scrutinizing her screen as she examines more of my uterus.

I start to panic.

"Your Luna is speaking to you! Answer me, damn it! What does it mean?"

I scream at her.

Dr.Lila frowns at me and sighs in annoyance.

"It means...you could very likely be sterile..."

One week later....

Dr.Lila puts on her glasses as she studies my test results from the pelvic exam.

"You tested positive for gonorrhea," She says.

"What?" I snap in indignation.

"A-are you calling me a w'**e?"

A blank look overtakes her face and she shrugs.

"I didn’t say anything.You came to that conclusion on your own," she replies.

An overwhelming anger boils through me.

She would have never said such a thing to Natalia! Without a second thought, I raise my hand and slap her across the face.

"Remember who you are speaking to, Doc.I am your Luna," I snarl.

"And I will not tolerate you mocking me!" I settle back into my seat and wait for the doc to continue with her assessment.

your gonorrhea and as such, you

pelvic inflammatory disease for which you also appeared to have no symptoms.Your infection only grew with the lack of treatment, thereby

understand a word she

good as new?" I ask, a bitter taste

will help get rid of the infection but the damage is irreversible," she

bit of pity lingers in her eyes

and uterus is permanent.I'm sorry to say this, Luna, but you will never be able to have

at her,

stomach, mourning the loss of the possibility of ever swelling with

my throat as I rise to my

gets to her feet as well and places a

to know where you got this

I scream, tears spilling onto

f*****g wrong! my own eyes and the

run it again!" I snap, taking her tests

again because

purses her

test as many times as you like, the results will

slap her again and grab her

again," I

"NOW!"

...

5 months later...

hag was

again, I was tested and probed by several doctors only

give Christian the pups he so

and

of my mind and Christian was no

busy sending scouts in search of Natalia to notice how unhappy

been feeling pains in

like little pinches but

could offer no explanation so I've

just hope he’s in a good

office and to my horror, find him nose deep in some lowly omega's p***y, growling hungrily as

her face flushed with embarrasment.She

pleased to have his activities interrupted and orders the omega out of

with disgust at the sound of her voice and

tears as I turn to Christian.I had betrayed my own sister

betray our bond as Alpha and Luna of

could you?" I ask, desperately

turn around

a son," he shrugs,

expect me or anyone in this pack to take you seriously as a Luna when you can't even give me the one thing

feel my words dry

feet, a smirk curled on his lips as he walks around

fingers wrap around my throat and I'm suddenly pressed up against the

such an inadequate making me believe you were better than my

against the wall, little stars blurring my

pack needs a

close to my

pieces as he lets me collapse onto the ground

and grips my jaw between his fingers,

will find my mate again," he

title.You are half the Luna Natalia was and when I find her, you will

his lips against mine, forcing his tongue

dressed," he

an Alpha meeting

from me without even

door to the office slams shut behind him and I gather my knees to my chest and

I

 ***Christian*** 

on the pack border.Female.24.Omega status," a soldier reports during the morning

4 bodies this

the floor as I remember how Jack tore open the omega's throat last night after

so the guards could

to his word, Jack killed a pack member every time the scouts

years, he had killed over 50 pack members and it was getting harder and harder

and Jack was almost uncontrollable, unable to bear being apart from her and our son any

Our son...

that our child was a boy and the one true heir

be about 3 years

me? How is she? Is she suffering as much

guards

failed to capture the perpetrator of

the guards in the

assume you

my fist

my pack territory and

are doing the

wrap my arm around the soldier's throat and squeeze with all my might, the soldier turning bright red

echoes in my mind and I know the bastard is just waiting for me to let my guard down so he can take control and tear them

"Then do better,"

his face close to my

don't, I'll make sure the next

Kill him, Jack snarls.

the soldier to the side and dismiss the idiots, all of

Derek

"What is it?"

mood quickly dwindling as Jack bangs against the confines of

in a