The Silent Alpha

***Vanessa*** 

....5 months later...

"So how long have you and Christian been trying?"

Dr.Lila asks as she sanitizes her hands and puts on her gloves.

The sterile medical room is anything but comforting but I put on a brave smile and answer her.

"We've been at it for months," I lie.

She didn’t need to know Christian barely touched me ever since Natalia's lie came to light.

The b***h was gone but she was still getting in my way.

"Does it hurt when you have intercourse?" she asks.

I roll my eyes at her.

"No.Christian is a true Alpha.He only gives me pleasure," I smirk.

Dr.Lila gives me an uncomfortable smile.

"Okay,"

Dr.Lila nods, checking the stir ups and instructing the medical assistant to hand her the speculum.

"Just relax for me.I'm just going to take a quick look inside and take a few samples.Make sure everything is okay.Alright?"

I puff out my chest in pride.

"I'm in perfect health, doc.You'll see.Moon Goddess must be waiting for the perfect time to bless me with Dr.Lila doesn’t seem convinced but I could care less what the old cow thought.

I would be carrying their Alpha soon enough and Christian will forget all about his little brat with Natalia.

I bite my lip uneasily and lay flat on my back, counting my breaths as I feel the cold metal tool enter me.

A small whimper escapes my lips as Dr.Lila expands the tool and scrapes at my walls with a large cotton swab.

She hands the samples to her assistant who quickly puts them away in glass test tubes.

Dr.Lila then inserts her gloved fingers inside and gently presses against my walls.

"Hmmm...A little swelling in this area," she observes, moving her fingers a bit more.

I don’t like the sound of that, but quickly push aside the thought.

After a thorough examination, the doctor removes her fingers and prepares the transvaginal ultrasound probe with some gel.

The probe is a thick plastic tube that will take a full image of my uterus.

I remain on my back as the probe enters me, my hands gripping the sides of the bed in discomfort.

My heart pounds inside my chest as Dr.

Lila surveys my uterus.

"There's some scarring on the fallopian tubes..." she says, staring at the screen intently.

"Are you sure you haven't been feeling any discomfort in your pelvis? Any bleeding, discharge, difficulty”

 "Yes, I'm sure," I nod frantically.

I was starting to get frightened.

"w-what does the scarring mean?"

Dr.Lila doesn't answer, still scrutinizing her screen as she examines more of my uterus.

I start to panic.

"Your Luna is speaking to you! Answer me, damn it! What does it mean?"

I scream at her.

Dr.Lila frowns at me and sighs in annoyance.

"It means...you could very likely be sterile..."

One week later....

Dr.Lila puts on her glasses as she studies my test results from the pelvic exam.

"You tested positive for gonorrhea," She says.

"What?" I snap in indignation.

"A-are you calling me a w'**e?"

A blank look overtakes her face and she shrugs.

"I didn’t say anything.You came to that conclusion on your own," she replies.

An overwhelming anger boils through me.

She would have never said such a thing to Natalia! Without a second thought, I raise my hand and slap her across the face.

"Remember who you are speaking to, Doc.I am your Luna," I snarl.

"And I will not tolerate you mocking me!" I settle back into my seat and wait for the doc to continue with her assessment.

for your gonorrhea and as such, you went untreated for months," the doctor finally

to have no symptoms.Your infection only grew with the lack of treatment, thereby damaging your uterus and

didn't understand a

what does that mean? I take some antibiotics and am good as new?" I

help get rid of the infection but the damage is

in her eyes as she looks at

your fallopian tubes and uterus is permanent.I'm sorry to say this, Luna, but you will never be able to have children

stare blankly at her, taking

my flat stomach, mourning the

my throat as I rise to

feet as well

to know where you got this

I scream, tears spilling onto my

my own eyes and

run it again!" I snap, taking her tests and tearing them to

again because you

purses her lips and

the test as many times as you like, the results

grab her by the

it again," I

"NOW!"

...

5 months later...

old hag

again, I was tested and probed by several doctors only to be told I would never get pregnant

Christian the pups

and pack members grew restless

stressed out of my

was too busy sending scouts in search of Natalia to notice how

been feeling

like little

explanation so I've decided to ask Christian

he’s in

his office and to my horror, find him nose deep in some lowly omega's

desk onto her feet and fixes her skirt, her face flushed

to have his activities interrupted and orders the omega out of his office.She quickly scurries past me, mumbling an

disgust at the sound of her voice and I practically shove her out of

to Christian.I

could he think so little of me and betray our bond as Alpha and Luna of

desperately trying to keep from falling

everything I've done for you, how could you turn around

give me a son,"

as a Luna when you can't even give

feel

a smirk curled on his lips

long warm fingers wrap around my throat and I'm

stand for being such an inadequate making me believe you

against the wall,

fact that my pack needs a Luna, trust me...you'd already be six

my face and licks

shatters into a million pieces as he lets me collapse onto

level and grips my jaw between his fingers, forcing

day, I will find

half the Luna Natalia was and when I find her,

slams his lips against mine, forcing his

dressed," he

have an Alpha meeting in two

walks away from me without even

shut behind him and I gather

I

 ***Christian*** 

found another body on the pack border.Female.24.Omega status," a soldier reports during the morning pack

4 bodies this month

remember how Jack tore open the omega's throat last night

the border so the guards

his word, Jack killed a pack member every time the scouts came

members and it was getting harder and harder to hide I

since Natalia left and Jack was almost uncontrollable, unable to bear being apart from her and our

Our son...

in my mind that our child was a boy and the one

about 3 years old

him about me? How is she? Is she suffering as much

guards as

you've failed to capture

snarl at the guards

assume

my fist against the

my pack territory and kill our

are doing the

soldier's throat and squeeze with all my might, the soldier turning bright red

in my mind and I know the bastard is just waiting for me to let my guard down so he can take control and

"Then do better,"

warn, bringing his face close to my

make sure the next

Kill him, Jack snarls.

aif! Ignoring my wolf, I toss the soldier to the side and dismiss the

Beta Derek

"What is it?"

snap, my mood quickly dwindling as Jack bangs against the confines

in