The Silent Alpha

***Vanessa*** 

....5 months later...

"So how long have you and Christian been trying?"

Dr.Lila asks as she sanitizes her hands and puts on her gloves.

The sterile medical room is anything but comforting but I put on a brave smile and answer her.

"We've been at it for months," I lie.

She didn’t need to know Christian barely touched me ever since Natalia's lie came to light.

The b***h was gone but she was still getting in my way.

"Does it hurt when you have intercourse?" she asks.

I roll my eyes at her.

"No.Christian is a true Alpha.He only gives me pleasure," I smirk.

Dr.Lila gives me an uncomfortable smile.

"Okay,"

Dr.Lila nods, checking the stir ups and instructing the medical assistant to hand her the speculum.

"Just relax for me.I'm just going to take a quick look inside and take a few samples.Make sure everything is okay.Alright?"

I puff out my chest in pride.

"I'm in perfect health, doc.You'll see.Moon Goddess must be waiting for the perfect time to bless me with Dr.Lila doesn’t seem convinced but I could care less what the old cow thought.

I would be carrying their Alpha soon enough and Christian will forget all about his little brat with Natalia.

I bite my lip uneasily and lay flat on my back, counting my breaths as I feel the cold metal tool enter me.

A small whimper escapes my lips as Dr.Lila expands the tool and scrapes at my walls with a large cotton swab.

She hands the samples to her assistant who quickly puts them away in glass test tubes.

Dr.Lila then inserts her gloved fingers inside and gently presses against my walls.

"Hmmm...A little swelling in this area," she observes, moving her fingers a bit more.

I don’t like the sound of that, but quickly push aside the thought.

After a thorough examination, the doctor removes her fingers and prepares the transvaginal ultrasound probe with some gel.

The probe is a thick plastic tube that will take a full image of my uterus.

I remain on my back as the probe enters me, my hands gripping the sides of the bed in discomfort.

My heart pounds inside my chest as Dr.

Lila surveys my uterus.

"There's some scarring on the fallopian tubes..." she says, staring at the screen intently.

"Are you sure you haven't been feeling any discomfort in your pelvis? Any bleeding, discharge, difficulty”

 "Yes, I'm sure," I nod frantically.

I was starting to get frightened.

"w-what does the scarring mean?"

Dr.Lila doesn't answer, still scrutinizing her screen as she examines more of my uterus.

I start to panic.

"Your Luna is speaking to you! Answer me, damn it! What does it mean?"

I scream at her.

Dr.Lila frowns at me and sighs in annoyance.

"It means...you could very likely be sterile..."

One week later....

Dr.Lila puts on her glasses as she studies my test results from the pelvic exam.

"You tested positive for gonorrhea," She says.

"What?" I snap in indignation.

"A-are you calling me a w'**e?"

A blank look overtakes her face and she shrugs.

"I didn’t say anything.You came to that conclusion on your own," she replies.

An overwhelming anger boils through me.

She would have never said such a thing to Natalia! Without a second thought, I raise my hand and slap her across the face.

"Remember who you are speaking to, Doc.I am your Luna," I snarl.

"And I will not tolerate you mocking me!" I settle back into my seat and wait for the doc to continue with her assessment.

symptoms for your gonorrhea and as such, you went untreated for

which you also appeared to have no symptoms.Your infection only

understand a

I take some antibiotics and am good as new?" I

get rid of the infection but the damage

in her eyes as

fallopian tubes and uterus is permanent.I'm sorry to say this, Luna, but you will never

her,

stomach, mourning the loss of the

in my

her feet as well and places a

know where

I scream, tears spilling onto

wrong! You're f*****g wrong! my

again!" I snap, taking her tests and tearing them

it again because

her

take the test as many times as you like, the

slap her again and grab

it again," I

"NOW!"

...

5 months later...

old hag

time again, I was tested and probed by several

give Christian the pups he

began to spread like wildfire of my infertility and

of my mind and Christian was

scouts in search of Natalia to

worse, I've been feeling pains in my

were faint like little pinches but

I've decided to

just hope he’s in a

nose deep in some lowly omega's p***y, growling

feet and fixes her skirt, her face flushed with embarrasment.She was one of the cook's daughters and

activities interrupted and orders the omega out of his office.She quickly scurries past me,

with disgust at the sound of her voice

as I turn to Christian.I had

he think so little of me and betray our bond as Alpha and

you?" I ask, desperately

how could you turn around

you cannot give me a son," he shrugs,

or anyone in this pack to take you seriously as a Luna when you can't

my mouth but feel my words dry up in

his feet, a smirk curled on his

long warm fingers wrap around my throat and I'm suddenly pressed

should kill you where you stand for being such an inadequate making me believe you were better than

the wall, little stars blurring

it weren't for the fact that my pack needs a Luna, trust me...you'd

leans in close to my

me collapse

jaw between his fingers, forcing me to look him in

day, I will find my

half the Luna Natalia was and when I find her, you will go back to being

against mine,

get dressed,"

an Alpha meeting in two

away from me without

shut behind him and I

couldn't I just be

 ***Christian*** 

another body on the pack border.Female.24.Omega status,"

bodies this month

open the omega's throat

border so the guards

a pack member every time

years, he had killed over 50 pack members and it was getting

almost uncontrollable, unable to bear being apart from

Our son...

in my mind that our child was a boy and the

must be about 3 years

his father? Has Natalia told him about me? How is she? Is she suffering as much as! am? Did she miss me too?

extra guards as

capture the perpetrator of

the guards in the

assume you are all

my fist against

territory and

doing the best we

soldier's throat and squeeze with all my might, the soldier turning bright red as he fights

know the bastard is just waiting for me to let my guard

"Then do better,"

warn, bringing his face close to my

you don't, I'll make sure the next dead body we find

Kill him, Jack snarls.

aif! Ignoring my wolf, I toss the soldier to the side and dismiss the idiots, all of

then, Beta Derek marches into

"What is it?"

snap, my mood quickly dwindling as Jack bangs against

down in