The Silent Alpha

***Vanessa*** 

....5 months later...

"So how long have you and Christian been trying?"

Dr.Lila asks as she sanitizes her hands and puts on her gloves.

The sterile medical room is anything but comforting but I put on a brave smile and answer her.

"We've been at it for months," I lie.

She didn’t need to know Christian barely touched me ever since Natalia's lie came to light.

The b***h was gone but she was still getting in my way.

"Does it hurt when you have intercourse?" she asks.

I roll my eyes at her.

"No.Christian is a true Alpha.He only gives me pleasure," I smirk.

Dr.Lila gives me an uncomfortable smile.

"Okay,"

Dr.Lila nods, checking the stir ups and instructing the medical assistant to hand her the speculum.

"Just relax for me.I'm just going to take a quick look inside and take a few samples.Make sure everything is okay.Alright?"

I puff out my chest in pride.

"I'm in perfect health, doc.You'll see.Moon Goddess must be waiting for the perfect time to bless me with Dr.Lila doesn’t seem convinced but I could care less what the old cow thought.

I would be carrying their Alpha soon enough and Christian will forget all about his little brat with Natalia.

I bite my lip uneasily and lay flat on my back, counting my breaths as I feel the cold metal tool enter me.

A small whimper escapes my lips as Dr.Lila expands the tool and scrapes at my walls with a large cotton swab.

She hands the samples to her assistant who quickly puts them away in glass test tubes.

Dr.Lila then inserts her gloved fingers inside and gently presses against my walls.

"Hmmm...A little swelling in this area," she observes, moving her fingers a bit more.

I don’t like the sound of that, but quickly push aside the thought.

After a thorough examination, the doctor removes her fingers and prepares the transvaginal ultrasound probe with some gel.

The probe is a thick plastic tube that will take a full image of my uterus.

I remain on my back as the probe enters me, my hands gripping the sides of the bed in discomfort.

My heart pounds inside my chest as Dr.

Lila surveys my uterus.

"There's some scarring on the fallopian tubes..." she says, staring at the screen intently.

"Are you sure you haven't been feeling any discomfort in your pelvis? Any bleeding, discharge, difficulty”

 "Yes, I'm sure," I nod frantically.

I was starting to get frightened.

"w-what does the scarring mean?"

Dr.Lila doesn't answer, still scrutinizing her screen as she examines more of my uterus.

I start to panic.

"Your Luna is speaking to you! Answer me, damn it! What does it mean?"

I scream at her.

Dr.Lila frowns at me and sighs in annoyance.

"It means...you could very likely be sterile..."

One week later....

Dr.Lila puts on her glasses as she studies my test results from the pelvic exam.

"You tested positive for gonorrhea," She says.

"What?" I snap in indignation.

"A-are you calling me a w'**e?"

A blank look overtakes her face and she shrugs.

"I didn’t say anything.You came to that conclusion on your own," she replies.

An overwhelming anger boils through me.

She would have never said such a thing to Natalia! Without a second thought, I raise my hand and slap her across the face.

"Remember who you are speaking to, Doc.I am your Luna," I snarl.

"And I will not tolerate you mocking me!" I settle back into my seat and wait for the doc to continue with her assessment.

appears you experienced no symptoms for your gonorrhea and as such, you went untreated for months," the doctor

pelvic inflammatory disease for which you also appeared to have no symptoms.Your infection

a word she was

does that mean? I take some antibiotics and am good as

rid of the infection but the damage

pity lingers in her eyes as she looks

uterus is permanent.I'm sorry to say this, Luna, but you will never be able to have

her, taking in the information

my flat stomach, mourning the

sobs gets caught in my throat as I rise to my

feet as well

where

me!" I scream, tears spilling onto

wrong! You're f*****g wrong! my own

it again!" I snap, taking her tests and tearing them

because you are

purses her

as many times as you like, the

slap her again and grab

it again," I

"NOW!"

...

5 months later...

old hag was

again, I was tested and probed by several doctors only

would never give Christian the

like wildfire of my infertility and pack members grew restless about my performance

of my mind

search of Natalia to

worse, I've been feeling pains

were faint like little

I've decided to ask Christian for

he’s

horror, find him nose deep in some lowly omega's p***y, growling hungrily as he devours

feet and fixes her skirt, her face

pleased to have his activities interrupted and orders the omega out of his office.She quickly scurries past

with disgust at the sound of her voice and I

fight back tears as I turn to Christian.I had betrayed my own sister for this

of me and betray our bond as Alpha and Luna of this Pack?

you?" I ask, desperately trying to keep from falling

done for you, how could you turn around and do this to

you cannot give me a

this pack to take you seriously as a

mouth but feel my words dry up

a smirk curled on his lips as he walks around his desk towards

my throat and I'm suddenly pressed up

stand for being such an inadequate making me believe you were better than my fated

is slammed against the wall, little

fact that my pack needs a Luna, trust me...you'd already be

close to my face and licks

heart shatters into a million pieces as he lets me collapse onto the ground like a worthless piece of

to my level and grips my jaw between his fingers,

I will find my

was and when I find

against mine, forcing his tongue

dressed," he

Alpha meeting in two

walks away from me

behind him and I gather my knees to my

couldn't I

 ***Christian*** 

pack border.Female.24.Omega status," a soldier reports

this month

remember how Jack tore open the omega's throat last night after

out by the border so the guards could find

pack member every time the scouts came

had killed over 50 pack members and it was getting harder and

Jack was almost uncontrollable, unable to bear being apart from her and our

Our son...

was a

must be about 3 years old

Does he ever wonder about his father? Has Natalia told him about me? How is she? Is she suffering as much

placed extra guards as you

failed to capture the perpetrator

the guards in the

assume you are all

my

my pack territory and

doing the best

squeeze with all my might, the soldier turning bright red as he fights

for me to let my guard down so he can take control and tear them all

"Then do better,"

bringing his face close

don't, I'll make sure the next dead body we

Kill him, Jack snarls.

the soldier to the side and dismiss the idiots,

Derek marches into

"What is it?"

my mood quickly dwindling as Jack

bends down in