The Silent Alpha

***Vanessa*** 

....5 months later...

"So how long have you and Christian been trying?"

Dr.Lila asks as she sanitizes her hands and puts on her gloves.

The sterile medical room is anything but comforting but I put on a brave smile and answer her.

"We've been at it for months," I lie.

She didn’t need to know Christian barely touched me ever since Natalia's lie came to light.

The b***h was gone but she was still getting in my way.

"Does it hurt when you have intercourse?" she asks.

I roll my eyes at her.

"No.Christian is a true Alpha.He only gives me pleasure," I smirk.

Dr.Lila gives me an uncomfortable smile.

"Okay,"

Dr.Lila nods, checking the stir ups and instructing the medical assistant to hand her the speculum.

"Just relax for me.I'm just going to take a quick look inside and take a few samples.Make sure everything is okay.Alright?"

I puff out my chest in pride.

"I'm in perfect health, doc.You'll see.Moon Goddess must be waiting for the perfect time to bless me with Dr.Lila doesn’t seem convinced but I could care less what the old cow thought.

I would be carrying their Alpha soon enough and Christian will forget all about his little brat with Natalia.

I bite my lip uneasily and lay flat on my back, counting my breaths as I feel the cold metal tool enter me.

A small whimper escapes my lips as Dr.Lila expands the tool and scrapes at my walls with a large cotton swab.

She hands the samples to her assistant who quickly puts them away in glass test tubes.

Dr.Lila then inserts her gloved fingers inside and gently presses against my walls.

"Hmmm...A little swelling in this area," she observes, moving her fingers a bit more.

I don’t like the sound of that, but quickly push aside the thought.

After a thorough examination, the doctor removes her fingers and prepares the transvaginal ultrasound probe with some gel.

The probe is a thick plastic tube that will take a full image of my uterus.

I remain on my back as the probe enters me, my hands gripping the sides of the bed in discomfort.

My heart pounds inside my chest as Dr.

Lila surveys my uterus.

"There's some scarring on the fallopian tubes..." she says, staring at the screen intently.

"Are you sure you haven't been feeling any discomfort in your pelvis? Any bleeding, discharge, difficulty”

 "Yes, I'm sure," I nod frantically.

I was starting to get frightened.

"w-what does the scarring mean?"

Dr.Lila doesn't answer, still scrutinizing her screen as she examines more of my uterus.

I start to panic.

"Your Luna is speaking to you! Answer me, damn it! What does it mean?"

I scream at her.

Dr.Lila frowns at me and sighs in annoyance.

"It means...you could very likely be sterile..."

One week later....

Dr.Lila puts on her glasses as she studies my test results from the pelvic exam.

"You tested positive for gonorrhea," She says.

"What?" I snap in indignation.

"A-are you calling me a w'**e?"

A blank look overtakes her face and she shrugs.

"I didn’t say anything.You came to that conclusion on your own," she replies.

An overwhelming anger boils through me.

She would have never said such a thing to Natalia! Without a second thought, I raise my hand and slap her across the face.

"Remember who you are speaking to, Doc.I am your Luna," I snarl.

"And I will not tolerate you mocking me!" I settle back into my seat and wait for the doc to continue with her assessment.

experienced no symptoms for your gonorrhea and as such, you went

have no symptoms.Your infection

understand a

I take some antibiotics and am good as new?" I ask, a bitter taste settling in my

rid of the infection but the damage is irreversible," she says quietly, removing her

of pity lingers in her eyes as

fallopian tubes and uterus is permanent.I'm sorry to say this, Luna, but you will never

at her, taking in the

flat stomach, mourning the loss of the possibility of ever swelling with

gets caught in my throat as

well and places a hand over

where you got this

scream, tears spilling onto

f*****g wrong! my own

run it again!" I snap, taking her tests and

because

purses her

as many times

I slap her again and grab her by the collar of

again," I

"NOW!"

...

5 months later...

old hag was

by several doctors only to be told I would never

I would never give Christian

of my infertility and pack members grew restless about my performance

out of my mind

scouts in search of Natalia to notice how unhappy I

make matters worse, I've been feeling

like

no explanation so I've decided to ask Christian for

hope he’s

and to my horror, find him nose deep in some lowly omega's

omega jumps up from the desk onto her feet and fixes her skirt, her face flushed with embarrasment.She was one of the

omega out of his office.She quickly scurries past me, mumbling an apology under her breath

sound of her voice and I practically shove her

Christian.I had betrayed my own sister

and betray our bond as

desperately trying to

how could you turn around and

a son,"

in this pack to take you seriously as a Luna when you can't even

feel my words dry up

his lips as he walks

around my throat and I'm suddenly pressed up

being such an inadequate making me believe you were better than my fated

head is slammed against the wall, little stars blurring my

fact that my pack needs a Luna, trust me...you'd

to my face

a million pieces as he lets me collapse onto the

to my level and grips my jaw between his fingers,

will find

Luna Natalia was and when I find her, you will go back to being the little slut you

slams his lips against mine, forcing

get dressed," he

have an Alpha meeting in

me without

office slams shut behind him and I

I just be

 ***Christian*** 

we've found another body on the pack border.Female.24.Omega

bodies this month alone,

the floor as I remember how Jack tore open the omega's throat last night after the scouts reported no sign

the border so the

Jack killed a pack member every time the scouts came

he had killed over 50 pack members and it was getting harder and harder to

since Natalia left and Jack was almost uncontrollable, unable to bear being apart from her and our

Our son...

our child was

must be about 3 years old

him about me? How is she? Is she suffering as much as! am? Did she miss me too?

extra guards as you

capture

at the guards

to assume you are

slamming my

and kill our

we are doing

with all my might, the

my mind and I know the bastard is just waiting for me to let my guard down so he can take

"Then do better,"

his face close to

the next

Kill him, Jack snarls.

my wolf, I toss the soldier to the side and dismiss the idiots, all of them

Beta Derek marches into the

"What is it?"

as Jack

down in