The Silent Alpha

***Vanessa*** 

....5 months later...

"So how long have you and Christian been trying?"

Dr.Lila asks as she sanitizes her hands and puts on her gloves.

The sterile medical room is anything but comforting but I put on a brave smile and answer her.

"We've been at it for months," I lie.

She didn’t need to know Christian barely touched me ever since Natalia's lie came to light.

The b***h was gone but she was still getting in my way.

"Does it hurt when you have intercourse?" she asks.

I roll my eyes at her.

"No.Christian is a true Alpha.He only gives me pleasure," I smirk.

Dr.Lila gives me an uncomfortable smile.

"Okay,"

Dr.Lila nods, checking the stir ups and instructing the medical assistant to hand her the speculum.

"Just relax for me.I'm just going to take a quick look inside and take a few samples.Make sure everything is okay.Alright?"

I puff out my chest in pride.

"I'm in perfect health, doc.You'll see.Moon Goddess must be waiting for the perfect time to bless me with Dr.Lila doesn’t seem convinced but I could care less what the old cow thought.

I would be carrying their Alpha soon enough and Christian will forget all about his little brat with Natalia.

I bite my lip uneasily and lay flat on my back, counting my breaths as I feel the cold metal tool enter me.

A small whimper escapes my lips as Dr.Lila expands the tool and scrapes at my walls with a large cotton swab.

She hands the samples to her assistant who quickly puts them away in glass test tubes.

Dr.Lila then inserts her gloved fingers inside and gently presses against my walls.

"Hmmm...A little swelling in this area," she observes, moving her fingers a bit more.

I don’t like the sound of that, but quickly push aside the thought.

After a thorough examination, the doctor removes her fingers and prepares the transvaginal ultrasound probe with some gel.

The probe is a thick plastic tube that will take a full image of my uterus.

I remain on my back as the probe enters me, my hands gripping the sides of the bed in discomfort.

My heart pounds inside my chest as Dr.

Lila surveys my uterus.

"There's some scarring on the fallopian tubes..." she says, staring at the screen intently.

"Are you sure you haven't been feeling any discomfort in your pelvis? Any bleeding, discharge, difficulty”

 "Yes, I'm sure," I nod frantically.

I was starting to get frightened.

"w-what does the scarring mean?"

Dr.Lila doesn't answer, still scrutinizing her screen as she examines more of my uterus.

I start to panic.

"Your Luna is speaking to you! Answer me, damn it! What does it mean?"

I scream at her.

Dr.Lila frowns at me and sighs in annoyance.

"It means...you could very likely be sterile..."

One week later....

Dr.Lila puts on her glasses as she studies my test results from the pelvic exam.

"You tested positive for gonorrhea," She says.

"What?" I snap in indignation.

"A-are you calling me a w'**e?"

A blank look overtakes her face and she shrugs.

"I didn’t say anything.You came to that conclusion on your own," she replies.

An overwhelming anger boils through me.

She would have never said such a thing to Natalia! Without a second thought, I raise my hand and slap her across the face.

"Remember who you are speaking to, Doc.I am your Luna," I snarl.

"And I will not tolerate you mocking me!" I settle back into my seat and wait for the doc to continue with her assessment.

no symptoms for your gonorrhea and as such, you went untreated for months," the doctor finally

pelvic inflammatory disease for which you also appeared to have

a word

that mean? I take some antibiotics and am good as new?" I ask, a bitter taste settling in

will help get rid of the infection but the damage is irreversible,"

pity lingers in her eyes as she

fallopian tubes and uterus is permanent.I'm sorry to say this, Luna, but you will never be able

at her, taking in the

my flat stomach, mourning the loss of the possibility of ever

sobs gets caught in my throat as I

gets to her feet as well and places

know where

scream, tears spilling

wrong! You're f*****g wrong! my own eyes and the

snap, taking her tests and tearing them

again because

her lips

you can take the test as many times

and grab her by

it again," I

"NOW!"

...

5 months later...

old hag was

and time again, I was tested and probed by several

I would never give Christian the pups he so

my infertility and pack members grew restless about my performance

out of my mind and Christian

in search of Natalia to notice how unhappy

make matters worse, I've been feeling

were faint like little pinches but

no explanation so I've decided

just hope he’s

deep in some lowly

her face flushed with embarrasment.She was one of

his activities interrupted and orders the omega out of his

with disgust at the sound of her

fight back tears as I turn to Christian.I had betrayed my own sister for this

he think so little of me and betray our bond as Alpha and

ask, desperately trying to

how could you turn around and do this to

give me a son," he

me or anyone in this pack to take you seriously as a Luna when you can't even

but feel my words

on his lips as he

throat and

kill you where you stand for being such an inadequate making me believe you were better than my

head is slammed against the wall,

that my pack needs a Luna, trust me...you'd

in close to my face and licks my

me

bends down to my level and grips my jaw between his fingers, forcing me to look

find my

the Luna Natalia was and when I find her, you will go back

against mine, forcing his tongue down

get dressed," he

Alpha meeting in

walks away from me without

shut behind him and I

couldn't I just

 ***Christian*** 

found another body on the pack border.Female.24.Omega status," a soldier reports during the

4 bodies this

floor as I remember how Jack tore open the

body out by the border so the guards could find

pack member every

pack members and it was getting

Jack was almost uncontrollable, unable to bear being apart from

Our son...

in my mind that our child was a boy

be about 3

me? How is she? Is she suffering as much as! am? Did

guards as you

to capture the perpetrator of

snarl at the guards in the

to assume

slamming my fist

territory and kill our men and

are doing the best

throat and squeeze with all my might, the soldier turning bright

bastard is just waiting for me to let my

"Then do better,"

warn, bringing his face

you don't, I'll make sure the next dead body we find is

Kill him, Jack snarls.

wolf, I toss the soldier to the side and dismiss the idiots, all of them scrambling

then, Beta Derek marches into

"What is it?"

my mood quickly dwindling as Jack bangs against the confines of my

bends down in