The Silent Alpha

***Vanessa*** 

....5 months later...

"So how long have you and Christian been trying?"

Dr.Lila asks as she sanitizes her hands and puts on her gloves.

The sterile medical room is anything but comforting but I put on a brave smile and answer her.

"We've been at it for months," I lie.

She didn’t need to know Christian barely touched me ever since Natalia's lie came to light.

The b***h was gone but she was still getting in my way.

"Does it hurt when you have intercourse?" she asks.

I roll my eyes at her.

"No.Christian is a true Alpha.He only gives me pleasure," I smirk.

Dr.Lila gives me an uncomfortable smile.

"Okay,"

Dr.Lila nods, checking the stir ups and instructing the medical assistant to hand her the speculum.

"Just relax for me.I'm just going to take a quick look inside and take a few samples.Make sure everything is okay.Alright?"

I puff out my chest in pride.

"I'm in perfect health, doc.You'll see.Moon Goddess must be waiting for the perfect time to bless me with Dr.Lila doesn’t seem convinced but I could care less what the old cow thought.

I would be carrying their Alpha soon enough and Christian will forget all about his little brat with Natalia.

I bite my lip uneasily and lay flat on my back, counting my breaths as I feel the cold metal tool enter me.

A small whimper escapes my lips as Dr.Lila expands the tool and scrapes at my walls with a large cotton swab.

She hands the samples to her assistant who quickly puts them away in glass test tubes.

Dr.Lila then inserts her gloved fingers inside and gently presses against my walls.

"Hmmm...A little swelling in this area," she observes, moving her fingers a bit more.

I don’t like the sound of that, but quickly push aside the thought.

After a thorough examination, the doctor removes her fingers and prepares the transvaginal ultrasound probe with some gel.

The probe is a thick plastic tube that will take a full image of my uterus.

I remain on my back as the probe enters me, my hands gripping the sides of the bed in discomfort.

My heart pounds inside my chest as Dr.

Lila surveys my uterus.

"There's some scarring on the fallopian tubes..." she says, staring at the screen intently.

"Are you sure you haven't been feeling any discomfort in your pelvis? Any bleeding, discharge, difficulty”

 "Yes, I'm sure," I nod frantically.

I was starting to get frightened.

"w-what does the scarring mean?"

Dr.Lila doesn't answer, still scrutinizing her screen as she examines more of my uterus.

I start to panic.

"Your Luna is speaking to you! Answer me, damn it! What does it mean?"

I scream at her.

Dr.Lila frowns at me and sighs in annoyance.

"It means...you could very likely be sterile..."

One week later....

Dr.Lila puts on her glasses as she studies my test results from the pelvic exam.

"You tested positive for gonorrhea," She says.

"What?" I snap in indignation.

"A-are you calling me a w'**e?"

A blank look overtakes her face and she shrugs.

"I didn’t say anything.You came to that conclusion on your own," she replies.

An overwhelming anger boils through me.

She would have never said such a thing to Natalia! Without a second thought, I raise my hand and slap her across the face.

"Remember who you are speaking to, Doc.I am your Luna," I snarl.

"And I will not tolerate you mocking me!" I settle back into my seat and wait for the doc to continue with her assessment.

experienced no symptoms for your gonorrhea and as such, you went untreated

pelvic inflammatory disease for which you also appeared to have no

understand a word she was

I take some antibiotics and am good as new?" I

get rid of the infection but the damage is irreversible," she says

her

say this, Luna, but you will never be able to have children

her, taking in

flies to my flat stomach, mourning the

in my throat as

to her feet as well and

need to know where you got this

touch me!" I scream,

wrong! my own eyes and the

snap, taking her

it again because you are

her lips

take the test as many times as you

her again and grab her

again,"

"NOW!"

...

5 months later...

old hag

and probed by several doctors only to be

give Christian

like wildfire of my infertility and pack members grew restless about

was stressed out of my mind and Christian was

was too busy sending scouts in search of Natalia to notice how

been feeling

faint like little

explanation so I've decided

just hope he’s in

find him nose deep in some lowly omega's p***y,

onto her feet and fixes her skirt, her face flushed with embarrasment.She was one of the cook's daughters and

and orders the omega out of his

churns with disgust at the sound of her voice and I

Christian.I had betrayed my own

so little of me and betray our bond as Alpha

I ask, desperately trying to keep from falling

for you, how could you turn around and do this to me? I'm

a son,"

as a

my mouth but feel my words dry up in

a smirk curled on his lips as he

wrap around my throat and

such an inadequate making me believe you were better than

slammed against the wall, little

the fact that my pack needs

in close to my face and licks

million pieces as he lets me collapse onto the ground like a worthless

grips my jaw between his fingers,

will find

comfortable with your title.You are half the Luna Natalia was and when I find

against mine, forcing his tongue

get dressed,"

have an Alpha meeting

away from me without even looking

to the office slams shut behind him and I gather my knees to my chest

I

 ***Christian*** 

another body on the pack border.Female.24.Omega status," a soldier reports during the

4 bodies this

as I remember how Jack tore open the omega's throat last

her body out by the border so the guards could

to his word, Jack killed a pack member every time the scouts came back

years, he had killed over 50 pack members and it was getting harder and harder to hide

years since Natalia left and Jack was almost uncontrollable, unable to bear being apart from her and our son any

Our son...

was a boy

be about 3 years

about his father? Has Natalia told him about me?

extra guards

you've failed to capture the perpetrator of this

the guards in the

I to assume you are

snap, slamming my fist against

territory and

are doing the best we

around the soldier's throat and squeeze with all my might, the soldier turning

waiting for me

"Then do better,"

bringing his face close to

make sure the

Kill him, Jack snarls.

Ignoring my wolf, I toss the soldier to the side and dismiss

Beta Derek marches into the

"What is it?"

quickly dwindling as Jack bangs against the confines of

down in