The Silent Alpha

***Vanessa*** 

....5 months later...

"So how long have you and Christian been trying?"

Dr.Lila asks as she sanitizes her hands and puts on her gloves.

The sterile medical room is anything but comforting but I put on a brave smile and answer her.

"We've been at it for months," I lie.

She didn’t need to know Christian barely touched me ever since Natalia's lie came to light.

The b***h was gone but she was still getting in my way.

"Does it hurt when you have intercourse?" she asks.

I roll my eyes at her.

"No.Christian is a true Alpha.He only gives me pleasure," I smirk.

Dr.Lila gives me an uncomfortable smile.

"Okay,"

Dr.Lila nods, checking the stir ups and instructing the medical assistant to hand her the speculum.

"Just relax for me.I'm just going to take a quick look inside and take a few samples.Make sure everything is okay.Alright?"

I puff out my chest in pride.

"I'm in perfect health, doc.You'll see.Moon Goddess must be waiting for the perfect time to bless me with Dr.Lila doesn’t seem convinced but I could care less what the old cow thought.

I would be carrying their Alpha soon enough and Christian will forget all about his little brat with Natalia.

I bite my lip uneasily and lay flat on my back, counting my breaths as I feel the cold metal tool enter me.

A small whimper escapes my lips as Dr.Lila expands the tool and scrapes at my walls with a large cotton swab.

She hands the samples to her assistant who quickly puts them away in glass test tubes.

Dr.Lila then inserts her gloved fingers inside and gently presses against my walls.

"Hmmm...A little swelling in this area," she observes, moving her fingers a bit more.

I don’t like the sound of that, but quickly push aside the thought.

After a thorough examination, the doctor removes her fingers and prepares the transvaginal ultrasound probe with some gel.

The probe is a thick plastic tube that will take a full image of my uterus.

I remain on my back as the probe enters me, my hands gripping the sides of the bed in discomfort.

My heart pounds inside my chest as Dr.

Lila surveys my uterus.

"There's some scarring on the fallopian tubes..." she says, staring at the screen intently.

"Are you sure you haven't been feeling any discomfort in your pelvis? Any bleeding, discharge, difficulty”

 "Yes, I'm sure," I nod frantically.

I was starting to get frightened.

"w-what does the scarring mean?"

Dr.Lila doesn't answer, still scrutinizing her screen as she examines more of my uterus.

I start to panic.

"Your Luna is speaking to you! Answer me, damn it! What does it mean?"

I scream at her.

Dr.Lila frowns at me and sighs in annoyance.

"It means...you could very likely be sterile..."

One week later....

Dr.Lila puts on her glasses as she studies my test results from the pelvic exam.

"You tested positive for gonorrhea," She says.

"What?" I snap in indignation.

"A-are you calling me a w'**e?"

A blank look overtakes her face and she shrugs.

"I didn’t say anything.You came to that conclusion on your own," she replies.

An overwhelming anger boils through me.

She would have never said such a thing to Natalia! Without a second thought, I raise my hand and slap her across the face.

"Remember who you are speaking to, Doc.I am your Luna," I snarl.

"And I will not tolerate you mocking me!" I settle back into my seat and wait for the doc to continue with her assessment.

as such, you went

to have no symptoms.Your infection only grew with the lack of treatment,

understand a word she was

mean? I take some antibiotics and am good as new?" I ask,

rid of the infection but the damage is irreversible," she

lingers in her eyes as

your fallopian tubes and uterus is permanent.I'm sorry to say this,

stare blankly at her, taking in the information

mourning the loss of the possibility of ever swelling with

sobs gets caught in my throat as I rise to my

feet as well and places

to know where you

I scream, tears spilling onto my

You're f*****g wrong! my own eyes and the

it again!" I snap, taking her tests

again because you

purses her lips and

you can take the test as many times as you like, the

slap her again and grab her by the collar

again," I

"NOW!"

...

5 months later...

old hag

and probed by several

never give Christian the pups he so

my infertility and pack members grew restless

my mind and Christian was

sending scouts in search of

worse, I've been feeling pains in

like

offer no explanation so I've decided to ask Christian for

he’s in a good

nose deep in some lowly omega's p***y,

skirt, her

activities interrupted and orders the omega out of his office.She quickly scurries past

the sound of her voice and I practically shove her

turn to Christian.I had betrayed my own sister for

of me and betray our bond as Alpha and

ask, desperately trying to keep from falling

could you turn around and do

me a son," he shrugs, inspecting his

or anyone in this pack to take you seriously as a Luna when you can't even give

mouth but feel my words

on his

throat and I'm

being such an inadequate making

the wall, little stars

the fact that my pack needs a Luna, trust me...you'd already be

close to my face

as he lets me collapse onto the

and grips my jaw between his fingers, forcing me to look him in the

find my mate again," he

and when I find her, you will go back to being the

his lips against mine, forcing his

get dressed,"

have an Alpha

walks away from me without even

slams shut behind him and I gather my knees to my

I

 ***Christian*** 

found another body on the pack border.Female.24.Omega status," a soldier reports during the

bodies this month alone,

tore open the omega's

left her body out by the border so the guards could find her in the

member every

four years, he had killed over 50 pack members and it was getting

Natalia left and Jack was almost uncontrollable, unable

Our son...

in my mind that our child was a boy and the one true heir to

must be about 3 years

his name? Does he ever wonder about his father? Has Natalia told him about me? How is she? Is she suffering as much as! am? Did she

extra guards as

you've failed to capture the

the guards

I to assume

slamming my fist against the

territory and

we are doing the best

my arm around the soldier's throat and squeeze with all my might, the soldier turning bright red as he fights for

the bastard is just waiting for me to let my guard down so he can

"Then do better,"

warn, bringing his face close

I'll make sure the next

Kill him, Jack snarls.

them aif! Ignoring my wolf, I toss the soldier to the side and dismiss the

Derek marches into the

"What is it?"

snap, my mood quickly dwindling as Jack bangs against the confines of

down in a