The Silent Alpha

***Vanessa*** 

....5 months later...

"So how long have you and Christian been trying?"

Dr.Lila asks as she sanitizes her hands and puts on her gloves.

The sterile medical room is anything but comforting but I put on a brave smile and answer her.

"We've been at it for months," I lie.

She didn’t need to know Christian barely touched me ever since Natalia's lie came to light.

The b***h was gone but she was still getting in my way.

"Does it hurt when you have intercourse?" she asks.

I roll my eyes at her.

"No.Christian is a true Alpha.He only gives me pleasure," I smirk.

Dr.Lila gives me an uncomfortable smile.

"Okay,"

Dr.Lila nods, checking the stir ups and instructing the medical assistant to hand her the speculum.

"Just relax for me.I'm just going to take a quick look inside and take a few samples.Make sure everything is okay.Alright?"

I puff out my chest in pride.

"I'm in perfect health, doc.You'll see.Moon Goddess must be waiting for the perfect time to bless me with Dr.Lila doesn’t seem convinced but I could care less what the old cow thought.

I would be carrying their Alpha soon enough and Christian will forget all about his little brat with Natalia.

I bite my lip uneasily and lay flat on my back, counting my breaths as I feel the cold metal tool enter me.

A small whimper escapes my lips as Dr.Lila expands the tool and scrapes at my walls with a large cotton swab.

She hands the samples to her assistant who quickly puts them away in glass test tubes.

Dr.Lila then inserts her gloved fingers inside and gently presses against my walls.

"Hmmm...A little swelling in this area," she observes, moving her fingers a bit more.

I don’t like the sound of that, but quickly push aside the thought.

After a thorough examination, the doctor removes her fingers and prepares the transvaginal ultrasound probe with some gel.

The probe is a thick plastic tube that will take a full image of my uterus.

I remain on my back as the probe enters me, my hands gripping the sides of the bed in discomfort.

My heart pounds inside my chest as Dr.

Lila surveys my uterus.

"There's some scarring on the fallopian tubes..." she says, staring at the screen intently.

"Are you sure you haven't been feeling any discomfort in your pelvis? Any bleeding, discharge, difficulty”

 "Yes, I'm sure," I nod frantically.

I was starting to get frightened.

"w-what does the scarring mean?"

Dr.Lila doesn't answer, still scrutinizing her screen as she examines more of my uterus.

I start to panic.

"Your Luna is speaking to you! Answer me, damn it! What does it mean?"

I scream at her.

Dr.Lila frowns at me and sighs in annoyance.

"It means...you could very likely be sterile..."

One week later....

Dr.Lila puts on her glasses as she studies my test results from the pelvic exam.

"You tested positive for gonorrhea," She says.

"What?" I snap in indignation.

"A-are you calling me a w'**e?"

A blank look overtakes her face and she shrugs.

"I didn’t say anything.You came to that conclusion on your own," she replies.

An overwhelming anger boils through me.

She would have never said such a thing to Natalia! Without a second thought, I raise my hand and slap her across the face.

"Remember who you are speaking to, Doc.I am your Luna," I snarl.

"And I will not tolerate you mocking me!" I settle back into my seat and wait for the doc to continue with her assessment.

you experienced no symptoms for your gonorrhea and as such, you went untreated for months,"

to pelvic inflammatory disease for which you also appeared to have no symptoms.Your infection only grew with the lack of treatment, thereby

a word

am good as new?"

the damage is irreversible,"

lingers in her eyes as she looks

this, Luna, but you will never be

stare blankly at her, taking

my flat stomach, mourning the loss of

caught in my throat as I rise

to her feet as well and places a hand over

where you

I scream, tears spilling onto

wrong! You're f*****g wrong! my own

it again!" I snap, taking her tests and

it again because you are

her

you can take the test as many times as you

and grab her by the

it again," I

"NOW!"

...

5 months later...

old hag

several doctors only to be told I would

would never give Christian

wildfire of my infertility and pack members

was stressed out of my mind and Christian

scouts in search

matters worse, I've been feeling pains in

faint like little

no explanation so I've decided to ask Christian

he’s in a

nose deep in some lowly

onto her feet and fixes her skirt, her face flushed

to have his activities interrupted and orders the omega out of his office.She quickly

her

turn to Christian.I

so little of me and betray our bond as

I ask, desperately trying to

everything I've done for you, how could you turn around and

yet you cannot give me a son," he shrugs,

could you expect me or anyone in this pack to take you seriously as a Luna when you can't even give me the one thing I need from

feel my

on his lips as he walks around

my throat and I'm

kill you where you stand for being such an inadequate making me believe you were better

head is slammed against the wall,

it weren't for the fact that my pack needs a

my face and licks

million pieces as he lets me collapse onto the ground like

between his fingers, forcing me to look

I will find my

too comfortable with your title.You are half the Luna Natalia was and when I find her, you will go back to being the

lips against mine, forcing his tongue down

dressed," he

Alpha meeting

me without even

the office slams shut behind him and I gather my

couldn't I just be

 ***Christian*** 

body on the pack border.Female.24.Omega status," a soldier reports

this month

open the omega's throat last night after the scouts reported no sign of

out by the border so the

word, Jack killed a pack member

members and it was getting harder and harder to

been four years since Natalia left and Jack was almost uncontrollable, unable to bear being apart from

Our son...

mind that our child was a boy and the one true heir to the Alpha

3 years old

his father? Has Natalia told him about me? How is she? Is she suffering as much as! am? Did

extra guards

you've failed to capture

the guards

to assume

snap, slamming my fist against

my pack territory and kill our men

are doing the best we

and squeeze with all my might,

I know the bastard is just waiting for me to let my guard down so he can take control and

"Then do better,"

warn, bringing his face close

if you don't, I'll make sure the next

Kill him, Jack snarls.

soldier to the side and dismiss the idiots, all

Derek marches into

"What is it?"

Jack bangs

down in a low