The Silent Alpha

***Vanessa*** 

....5 months later...

"So how long have you and Christian been trying?"

Dr.Lila asks as she sanitizes her hands and puts on her gloves.

The sterile medical room is anything but comforting but I put on a brave smile and answer her.

"We've been at it for months," I lie.

She didn’t need to know Christian barely touched me ever since Natalia's lie came to light.

The b***h was gone but she was still getting in my way.

"Does it hurt when you have intercourse?" she asks.

I roll my eyes at her.

"No.Christian is a true Alpha.He only gives me pleasure," I smirk.

Dr.Lila gives me an uncomfortable smile.

"Okay,"

Dr.Lila nods, checking the stir ups and instructing the medical assistant to hand her the speculum.

"Just relax for me.I'm just going to take a quick look inside and take a few samples.Make sure everything is okay.Alright?"

I puff out my chest in pride.

"I'm in perfect health, doc.You'll see.Moon Goddess must be waiting for the perfect time to bless me with Dr.Lila doesn’t seem convinced but I could care less what the old cow thought.

I would be carrying their Alpha soon enough and Christian will forget all about his little brat with Natalia.

I bite my lip uneasily and lay flat on my back, counting my breaths as I feel the cold metal tool enter me.

A small whimper escapes my lips as Dr.Lila expands the tool and scrapes at my walls with a large cotton swab.

She hands the samples to her assistant who quickly puts them away in glass test tubes.

Dr.Lila then inserts her gloved fingers inside and gently presses against my walls.

"Hmmm...A little swelling in this area," she observes, moving her fingers a bit more.

I don’t like the sound of that, but quickly push aside the thought.

After a thorough examination, the doctor removes her fingers and prepares the transvaginal ultrasound probe with some gel.

The probe is a thick plastic tube that will take a full image of my uterus.

I remain on my back as the probe enters me, my hands gripping the sides of the bed in discomfort.

My heart pounds inside my chest as Dr.

Lila surveys my uterus.

"There's some scarring on the fallopian tubes..." she says, staring at the screen intently.

"Are you sure you haven't been feeling any discomfort in your pelvis? Any bleeding, discharge, difficulty”

 "Yes, I'm sure," I nod frantically.

I was starting to get frightened.

"w-what does the scarring mean?"

Dr.Lila doesn't answer, still scrutinizing her screen as she examines more of my uterus.

I start to panic.

"Your Luna is speaking to you! Answer me, damn it! What does it mean?"

I scream at her.

Dr.Lila frowns at me and sighs in annoyance.

"It means...you could very likely be sterile..."

One week later....

Dr.Lila puts on her glasses as she studies my test results from the pelvic exam.

"You tested positive for gonorrhea," She says.

"What?" I snap in indignation.

"A-are you calling me a w'**e?"

A blank look overtakes her face and she shrugs.

"I didn’t say anything.You came to that conclusion on your own," she replies.

An overwhelming anger boils through me.

She would have never said such a thing to Natalia! Without a second thought, I raise my hand and slap her across the face.

"Remember who you are speaking to, Doc.I am your Luna," I snarl.

"And I will not tolerate you mocking me!" I settle back into my seat and wait for the doc to continue with her assessment.

appears you experienced no symptoms for your gonorrhea and as such, you went

also appeared to have no symptoms.Your infection only grew with the lack of treatment, thereby

understand a word she was

mean? I take some antibiotics and am good as

but the damage

of pity lingers in her eyes

fallopian tubes and uterus is permanent.I'm sorry to say this, Luna,

her,

to my flat stomach, mourning the loss of the possibility

my throat as I rise

well and places a hand over

to know where

I scream, tears spilling onto my

f*****g wrong! my

snap, taking her tests and

it again because you are

purses her lips and

take the test as many times as you like, the results will

slap her again and grab

again,"

"NOW!"

...

5 months later...

old hag

tested and probed by several doctors only to be

Christian the pups he so

and pack

my mind and Christian

sending scouts in search of Natalia to notice how unhappy

make matters worse, I've been feeling pains

faint like little

explanation so I've

just hope he’s

nose deep

desk onto her feet and fixes her skirt, her face flushed with embarrasment.She was one

to have his activities interrupted and orders the omega out of his office.She quickly scurries past me, mumbling an apology under her

of her voice

back tears as I turn to Christian.I had betrayed my own sister for

little of me and betray our bond as Alpha and Luna of this

I ask, desperately trying to keep from

done for you, how could you turn around and do this

give me a son," he shrugs, inspecting

or anyone in this pack to take you seriously as a Luna

but feel my words dry up in

rises to his feet, a smirk curled on his lips as he walks around his

my throat and I'm suddenly pressed up

being such an inadequate making me believe

head is slammed against the wall, little stars blurring

my pack needs a Luna, trust me...you'd already

leans in close to my face

as he lets me collapse onto the ground like a worthless piece of

bends down to my level and grips my jaw between his fingers, forcing me to look him

day, I will find my mate again," he

don't you get too comfortable with your title.You are half the Luna Natalia was and

mine, forcing his tongue down

dressed,"

have an Alpha meeting in two

from me

shut behind him and I

couldn't I

 ***Christian*** 

the pack border.Female.24.Omega

4 bodies this month alone,

the floor as I remember how Jack tore open the

out by the border so the guards could

a pack member every time

50 pack members and it was getting harder and harder to

since Natalia left and Jack was almost uncontrollable, unable to bear being apart from her and

Our son...

that our child was a

about 3 years

him about me? How is she? Is she suffering as much as! am? Did she miss

placed extra guards as you

you've failed to capture the

snarl at the guards in

I to assume you

slamming my fist against

my pack territory and kill our men and

are doing the best we

throat and squeeze with all my might, the soldier turning bright

the bastard is just waiting for me to let my guard down so he can take control and

"Then do better,"

warn, bringing his face

sure the next dead body we find

Kill him, Jack snarls.

soldier to the side and dismiss the idiots, all

Beta Derek

"What is it?"

my mood quickly dwindling as Jack

bends down in a