The Silent Alpha

***Vanessa*** 

....5 months later...

"So how long have you and Christian been trying?"

Dr.Lila asks as she sanitizes her hands and puts on her gloves.

The sterile medical room is anything but comforting but I put on a brave smile and answer her.

"We've been at it for months," I lie.

She didn’t need to know Christian barely touched me ever since Natalia's lie came to light.

The b***h was gone but she was still getting in my way.

"Does it hurt when you have intercourse?" she asks.

I roll my eyes at her.

"No.Christian is a true Alpha.He only gives me pleasure," I smirk.

Dr.Lila gives me an uncomfortable smile.

"Okay,"

Dr.Lila nods, checking the stir ups and instructing the medical assistant to hand her the speculum.

"Just relax for me.I'm just going to take a quick look inside and take a few samples.Make sure everything is okay.Alright?"

I puff out my chest in pride.

"I'm in perfect health, doc.You'll see.Moon Goddess must be waiting for the perfect time to bless me with Dr.Lila doesn’t seem convinced but I could care less what the old cow thought.

I would be carrying their Alpha soon enough and Christian will forget all about his little brat with Natalia.

I bite my lip uneasily and lay flat on my back, counting my breaths as I feel the cold metal tool enter me.

A small whimper escapes my lips as Dr.Lila expands the tool and scrapes at my walls with a large cotton swab.

She hands the samples to her assistant who quickly puts them away in glass test tubes.

Dr.Lila then inserts her gloved fingers inside and gently presses against my walls.

"Hmmm...A little swelling in this area," she observes, moving her fingers a bit more.

I don’t like the sound of that, but quickly push aside the thought.

After a thorough examination, the doctor removes her fingers and prepares the transvaginal ultrasound probe with some gel.

The probe is a thick plastic tube that will take a full image of my uterus.

I remain on my back as the probe enters me, my hands gripping the sides of the bed in discomfort.

My heart pounds inside my chest as Dr.

Lila surveys my uterus.

"There's some scarring on the fallopian tubes..." she says, staring at the screen intently.

"Are you sure you haven't been feeling any discomfort in your pelvis? Any bleeding, discharge, difficulty”

 "Yes, I'm sure," I nod frantically.

I was starting to get frightened.

"w-what does the scarring mean?"

Dr.Lila doesn't answer, still scrutinizing her screen as she examines more of my uterus.

I start to panic.

"Your Luna is speaking to you! Answer me, damn it! What does it mean?"

I scream at her.

Dr.Lila frowns at me and sighs in annoyance.

"It means...you could very likely be sterile..."

One week later....

Dr.Lila puts on her glasses as she studies my test results from the pelvic exam.

"You tested positive for gonorrhea," She says.

"What?" I snap in indignation.

"A-are you calling me a w'**e?"

A blank look overtakes her face and she shrugs.

"I didn’t say anything.You came to that conclusion on your own," she replies.

An overwhelming anger boils through me.

She would have never said such a thing to Natalia! Without a second thought, I raise my hand and slap her across the face.

"Remember who you are speaking to, Doc.I am your Luna," I snarl.

"And I will not tolerate you mocking me!" I settle back into my seat and wait for the doc to continue with her assessment.

no symptoms for your gonorrhea and as such, you went

your infection led to pelvic inflammatory disease for which you also appeared to have no symptoms.Your infection only grew with the lack of treatment, thereby damaging your uterus and fallopian

didn't understand a word she

mean? I take some antibiotics and am good as new?"

will help get rid of the infection but the damage is

bit of pity lingers in her eyes

say this, Luna, but you

at her, taking in the information

flies to my flat stomach, mourning the

sobs gets caught in my throat as

feet as well and places a hand

to know where you got this

touch me!" I scream, tears spilling onto

my own

run it again!" I snap, taking her tests and tearing

it again because you are

purses her lips

many times as you like, the results will not

slap her again and grab her

again,"

"NOW!"

...

5 months later...

hag

was tested and probed by several doctors only to be told I would never

I would never give Christian the pups he

spread like wildfire of my infertility and pack members grew

my mind and Christian

too busy sending scouts in search of

been feeling pains

like little pinches

no explanation so I've

he’s in

nose deep in

skirt, her face flushed with embarrasment.She was one of

orders the omega out of his office.She quickly scurries past me, mumbling an apology under her breath as

sound of her voice and I

to Christian.I had betrayed my own sister for

he think so little of me and betray our bond

you?" I ask, desperately trying to keep from

you, how could you turn around and do this

a

or anyone in this pack to take you seriously as a Luna when you can't even give me the one thing I need

mouth but feel my words dry up

his lips

long warm fingers wrap around my throat and I'm suddenly pressed

for being such an inadequate

head is slammed against the wall,

for the fact that my pack needs

close to my

me collapse onto the ground like a worthless piece of

to my level and grips my jaw between his fingers, forcing me to

day, I will find my mate again," he

title.You are half the Luna Natalia was and when I find her, you will go back to being the little

his lips against mine, forcing his tongue down my

get dressed,"

have an Alpha meeting

walks away from me without even

door to the office slams shut behind him and I gather my

I just

 ***Christian*** 

on the pack border.Female.24.Omega status," a soldier reports during the

this month

Jack tore open the omega's throat last night after the scouts reported no sign

so the guards could find her in

killed a pack member every

had killed over 50 pack members

been four years since Natalia left and Jack was almost uncontrollable, unable to bear being apart from her and our son

Our son...

was no doubt in my mind that our child was a boy and

be about 3 years

father? Has Natalia told him about me? How is she? Is she

placed extra guards

failed to capture the

snarl at the guards in the

to assume you

my

pack territory and

doing

the soldier's throat and squeeze with all my

my mind and I know the bastard is just waiting for

"Then do better,"

his face close to

sure the next dead

Kill him, Jack snarls.

them aif! Ignoring my wolf, I toss the soldier to the side and dismiss the idiots, all

Beta Derek marches

"What is it?"

Jack bangs

bends down in a low