The Silent Alpha

***Vanessa*** 

....5 months later...

"So how long have you and Christian been trying?"

Dr.Lila asks as she sanitizes her hands and puts on her gloves.

The sterile medical room is anything but comforting but I put on a brave smile and answer her.

"We've been at it for months," I lie.

She didn’t need to know Christian barely touched me ever since Natalia's lie came to light.

The b***h was gone but she was still getting in my way.

"Does it hurt when you have intercourse?" she asks.

I roll my eyes at her.

"No.Christian is a true Alpha.He only gives me pleasure," I smirk.

Dr.Lila gives me an uncomfortable smile.

"Okay,"

Dr.Lila nods, checking the stir ups and instructing the medical assistant to hand her the speculum.

"Just relax for me.I'm just going to take a quick look inside and take a few samples.Make sure everything is okay.Alright?"

I puff out my chest in pride.

"I'm in perfect health, doc.You'll see.Moon Goddess must be waiting for the perfect time to bless me with Dr.Lila doesn’t seem convinced but I could care less what the old cow thought.

I would be carrying their Alpha soon enough and Christian will forget all about his little brat with Natalia.

I bite my lip uneasily and lay flat on my back, counting my breaths as I feel the cold metal tool enter me.

A small whimper escapes my lips as Dr.Lila expands the tool and scrapes at my walls with a large cotton swab.

She hands the samples to her assistant who quickly puts them away in glass test tubes.

Dr.Lila then inserts her gloved fingers inside and gently presses against my walls.

"Hmmm...A little swelling in this area," she observes, moving her fingers a bit more.

I don’t like the sound of that, but quickly push aside the thought.

After a thorough examination, the doctor removes her fingers and prepares the transvaginal ultrasound probe with some gel.

The probe is a thick plastic tube that will take a full image of my uterus.

I remain on my back as the probe enters me, my hands gripping the sides of the bed in discomfort.

My heart pounds inside my chest as Dr.

Lila surveys my uterus.

"There's some scarring on the fallopian tubes..." she says, staring at the screen intently.

"Are you sure you haven't been feeling any discomfort in your pelvis? Any bleeding, discharge, difficulty”

 "Yes, I'm sure," I nod frantically.

I was starting to get frightened.

"w-what does the scarring mean?"

Dr.Lila doesn't answer, still scrutinizing her screen as she examines more of my uterus.

I start to panic.

"Your Luna is speaking to you! Answer me, damn it! What does it mean?"

I scream at her.

Dr.Lila frowns at me and sighs in annoyance.

"It means...you could very likely be sterile..."

One week later....

Dr.Lila puts on her glasses as she studies my test results from the pelvic exam.

"You tested positive for gonorrhea," She says.

"What?" I snap in indignation.

"A-are you calling me a w'**e?"

A blank look overtakes her face and she shrugs.

"I didn’t say anything.You came to that conclusion on your own," she replies.

An overwhelming anger boils through me.

She would have never said such a thing to Natalia! Without a second thought, I raise my hand and slap her across the face.

"Remember who you are speaking to, Doc.I am your Luna," I snarl.

"And I will not tolerate you mocking me!" I settle back into my seat and wait for the doc to continue with her assessment.

symptoms for your gonorrhea and as such, you went untreated for months," the

some time, your infection led to pelvic inflammatory disease for which you also appeared to have no symptoms.Your infection only grew with the lack of treatment,

didn't understand a word she was

mean? I take some antibiotics and am good as new?" I

rid of the infection but the damage

of pity lingers in her eyes as she

permanent.I'm sorry to say this, Luna, but you will never be able to have children

at her, taking in the information

to my flat stomach, mourning the loss of the possibility of ever swelling with

sobs gets caught in my throat as

as well

need to know where you

scream, tears spilling

wrong! my own eyes and the

again!" I snap, taking her

again because you are

her lips

take the test as many times

again and grab her by the collar

it again," I

"NOW!"

...

5 months later...

old hag

by several doctors only to be

I would never give Christian

to spread like wildfire of my infertility and pack members grew restless about

of my mind

sending scouts in search

matters worse, I've been feeling

like little pinches but

no explanation so I've decided

just hope he’s

find him nose deep in some lowly omega's p***y, growling

her skirt, her face flushed with embarrasment.She was one

interrupted and orders the omega out of his office.She quickly

disgust at the sound of her

turn to Christian.I had betrayed my own

of me and betray our bond as Alpha

you?" I ask, desperately trying to

I've done for you, how could you turn around and do

give me a son," he shrugs, inspecting

or anyone in this pack to take you seriously as a Luna when you can't even give me the

open my mouth but feel

curled on his lips as he

my throat

kill you where you stand for being such an inadequate making me believe

head is slammed against the wall, little

weren't for the fact that my pack needs a Luna,

in close to my

into a million pieces as he lets me

to my level and grips my jaw between his fingers,

will find my mate again,"

title.You are half the Luna Natalia was and when I find her, you will go

against mine, forcing his tongue down

dressed," he

have an Alpha meeting in two

from me without even

door to the office slams shut behind him and I gather my knees to

couldn't I just be

 ***Christian*** 

on the pack border.Female.24.Omega status," a

bodies this

the floor as I remember how Jack tore open the omega's throat last night after

so the guards could find her

pack member every time the scouts came back

past four years, he had killed over 50 pack members and it was getting harder and harder to hide I

years since Natalia left and Jack was almost uncontrollable, unable

Our son...

our child was a boy and the

be about 3 years old

told him about me? How is she? Is she suffering as much as!

extra guards

to capture the perpetrator

snarl at the

assume you are all

my fist against the

territory and kill our men

doing the best we

wrap my arm around the soldier's throat and squeeze with all my

my mind and I know the bastard is just waiting for me to let my

"Then do better,"

face close

sure the next dead

Kill him, Jack snarls.

them aif! Ignoring my wolf, I toss the soldier to the side and dismiss the idiots, all of them scrambling

Derek marches into the

"What is it?"

mood quickly dwindling as Jack bangs against the confines

down in