The Silent Alpha

***Vanessa*** 

....5 months later...

"So how long have you and Christian been trying?"

Dr.Lila asks as she sanitizes her hands and puts on her gloves.

The sterile medical room is anything but comforting but I put on a brave smile and answer her.

"We've been at it for months," I lie.

She didn’t need to know Christian barely touched me ever since Natalia's lie came to light.

The b***h was gone but she was still getting in my way.

"Does it hurt when you have intercourse?" she asks.

I roll my eyes at her.

"No.Christian is a true Alpha.He only gives me pleasure," I smirk.

Dr.Lila gives me an uncomfortable smile.

"Okay,"

Dr.Lila nods, checking the stir ups and instructing the medical assistant to hand her the speculum.

"Just relax for me.I'm just going to take a quick look inside and take a few samples.Make sure everything is okay.Alright?"

I puff out my chest in pride.

"I'm in perfect health, doc.You'll see.Moon Goddess must be waiting for the perfect time to bless me with Dr.Lila doesn’t seem convinced but I could care less what the old cow thought.

I would be carrying their Alpha soon enough and Christian will forget all about his little brat with Natalia.

I bite my lip uneasily and lay flat on my back, counting my breaths as I feel the cold metal tool enter me.

A small whimper escapes my lips as Dr.Lila expands the tool and scrapes at my walls with a large cotton swab.

She hands the samples to her assistant who quickly puts them away in glass test tubes.

Dr.Lila then inserts her gloved fingers inside and gently presses against my walls.

"Hmmm...A little swelling in this area," she observes, moving her fingers a bit more.

I don’t like the sound of that, but quickly push aside the thought.

After a thorough examination, the doctor removes her fingers and prepares the transvaginal ultrasound probe with some gel.

The probe is a thick plastic tube that will take a full image of my uterus.

I remain on my back as the probe enters me, my hands gripping the sides of the bed in discomfort.

My heart pounds inside my chest as Dr.

Lila surveys my uterus.

"There's some scarring on the fallopian tubes..." she says, staring at the screen intently.

"Are you sure you haven't been feeling any discomfort in your pelvis? Any bleeding, discharge, difficulty”

 "Yes, I'm sure," I nod frantically.

I was starting to get frightened.

"w-what does the scarring mean?"

Dr.Lila doesn't answer, still scrutinizing her screen as she examines more of my uterus.

I start to panic.

"Your Luna is speaking to you! Answer me, damn it! What does it mean?"

I scream at her.

Dr.Lila frowns at me and sighs in annoyance.

"It means...you could very likely be sterile..."

One week later....

Dr.Lila puts on her glasses as she studies my test results from the pelvic exam.

"You tested positive for gonorrhea," She says.

"What?" I snap in indignation.

"A-are you calling me a w'**e?"

A blank look overtakes her face and she shrugs.

"I didn’t say anything.You came to that conclusion on your own," she replies.

An overwhelming anger boils through me.

She would have never said such a thing to Natalia! Without a second thought, I raise my hand and slap her across the face.

"Remember who you are speaking to, Doc.I am your Luna," I snarl.

"And I will not tolerate you mocking me!" I settle back into my seat and wait for the doc to continue with her assessment.

experienced no symptoms for your gonorrhea and as

you also appeared to have no symptoms.Your infection only

a

what does that mean? I take some antibiotics and am good as new?" I ask, a bitter taste settling

get rid of the infection but the damage is irreversible," she says

her eyes as she

to say this, Luna, but you will never be able to have children of your

stare blankly at her, taking in

to my flat stomach, mourning the loss of the possibility of

gets caught in my throat as

as well and

know where

touch me!" I scream, tears

wrong! You're f*****g wrong! my

I snap, taking her

because you are

purses her lips

as many times as you like, the results will

I slap her again and grab her by the collar of her

it again,"

"NOW!"

...

5 months later...

hag

again, I was tested and probed by several doctors only to be told

would never give Christian the pups

began to spread like wildfire of my infertility and pack members grew restless about

was stressed out of my mind and Christian was

search of

I've been

like little

so I've decided

hope he’s in a

deep in some lowly omega's p***y, growling hungrily

onto her feet and fixes her skirt, her face flushed with embarrasment.She was one of the cook's

and orders the omega out of his office.She

with disgust at the sound of her voice and I practically

tears as I turn to Christian.I had betrayed my

me and betray our bond as Alpha and

ask, desperately trying

you turn

yet you cannot give me a

expect me or anyone in this pack to take you seriously as

mouth but feel my words

curled on his lips as he walks around

wrap around my throat and I'm suddenly pressed up

stand for being such an inadequate making me believe you were better than

against the wall, little stars

it weren't for the fact that my pack needs a Luna, trust me...you'd already be six feet

leans in close to my face and

heart shatters into a million pieces as he lets me collapse onto the ground

to my level and grips my jaw between his fingers, forcing me to look

day, I will find my mate again,"

Natalia was and when I find her, you will go back

against mine, forcing his tongue

get dressed," he

have an Alpha

away from me without even looking

to the office slams shut behind him and I

I just

 ***Christian*** 

found another body on the pack border.Female.24.Omega

4 bodies this

Jack tore open the omega's throat last night after the scouts reported no sign

out by the border so the guards

a pack member

four years, he had killed over 50 pack members and

Jack was almost uncontrollable, unable to

Our son...

child was a boy and the one true heir to

about 3 years old

Has Natalia told him about me? How is she? Is she suffering as much

placed extra guards as you requested

you've failed to capture the perpetrator

the guards

assume you are all

snap, slamming my

and kill

doing the best

soldier's throat and squeeze with all my might, the soldier

echoes in my mind and I know the bastard is just waiting for me to let my guard down so he can take control and tear them all

"Then do better,"

warn, bringing his face

don't, I'll make sure the

Kill him, Jack snarls.

wolf, I toss the soldier to the side and dismiss the idiots, all of

Derek marches

"What is it?"

as Jack bangs against the confines of

bends down in