The Silent Alpha

***Vanessa*** 

....5 months later...

"So how long have you and Christian been trying?"

Dr.Lila asks as she sanitizes her hands and puts on her gloves.

The sterile medical room is anything but comforting but I put on a brave smile and answer her.

"We've been at it for months," I lie.

She didn’t need to know Christian barely touched me ever since Natalia's lie came to light.

The b***h was gone but she was still getting in my way.

"Does it hurt when you have intercourse?" she asks.

I roll my eyes at her.

"No.Christian is a true Alpha.He only gives me pleasure," I smirk.

Dr.Lila gives me an uncomfortable smile.

"Okay,"

Dr.Lila nods, checking the stir ups and instructing the medical assistant to hand her the speculum.

"Just relax for me.I'm just going to take a quick look inside and take a few samples.Make sure everything is okay.Alright?"

I puff out my chest in pride.

"I'm in perfect health, doc.You'll see.Moon Goddess must be waiting for the perfect time to bless me with Dr.Lila doesn’t seem convinced but I could care less what the old cow thought.

I would be carrying their Alpha soon enough and Christian will forget all about his little brat with Natalia.

I bite my lip uneasily and lay flat on my back, counting my breaths as I feel the cold metal tool enter me.

A small whimper escapes my lips as Dr.Lila expands the tool and scrapes at my walls with a large cotton swab.

She hands the samples to her assistant who quickly puts them away in glass test tubes.

Dr.Lila then inserts her gloved fingers inside and gently presses against my walls.

"Hmmm...A little swelling in this area," she observes, moving her fingers a bit more.

I don’t like the sound of that, but quickly push aside the thought.

After a thorough examination, the doctor removes her fingers and prepares the transvaginal ultrasound probe with some gel.

The probe is a thick plastic tube that will take a full image of my uterus.

I remain on my back as the probe enters me, my hands gripping the sides of the bed in discomfort.

My heart pounds inside my chest as Dr.

Lila surveys my uterus.

"There's some scarring on the fallopian tubes..." she says, staring at the screen intently.

"Are you sure you haven't been feeling any discomfort in your pelvis? Any bleeding, discharge, difficulty”

 "Yes, I'm sure," I nod frantically.

I was starting to get frightened.

"w-what does the scarring mean?"

Dr.Lila doesn't answer, still scrutinizing her screen as she examines more of my uterus.

I start to panic.

"Your Luna is speaking to you! Answer me, damn it! What does it mean?"

I scream at her.

Dr.Lila frowns at me and sighs in annoyance.

"It means...you could very likely be sterile..."

One week later....

Dr.Lila puts on her glasses as she studies my test results from the pelvic exam.

"You tested positive for gonorrhea," She says.

"What?" I snap in indignation.

"A-are you calling me a w'**e?"

A blank look overtakes her face and she shrugs.

"I didn’t say anything.You came to that conclusion on your own," she replies.

An overwhelming anger boils through me.

She would have never said such a thing to Natalia! Without a second thought, I raise my hand and slap her across the face.

"Remember who you are speaking to, Doc.I am your Luna," I snarl.

"And I will not tolerate you mocking me!" I settle back into my seat and wait for the doc to continue with her assessment.

as such, you

infection led to pelvic inflammatory disease for which you also appeared to have no symptoms.Your infection only grew with the lack of treatment, thereby damaging your uterus

didn't understand a

good as new?"

of the infection but the damage is irreversible," she says quietly, removing her

her eyes as

this, Luna, but you will

her, taking in the information

mourning the loss of the possibility

my

her feet as well and places a

to know where you got

I scream, tears spilling onto my

You're f*****g wrong! my own eyes and

snap, taking her tests and tearing them to

because

purses her lips and

the test as many times as you

slap her again and grab her by

again,"

"NOW!"

...

5 months later...

old hag

and time again, I was tested and probed by several doctors only to be told I would never get

never give Christian the pups he

like wildfire of my infertility and pack members grew restless about my performance

was stressed out of my mind

in search of Natalia to notice how

been feeling pains in

were faint like little pinches

offer no explanation so I've decided

hope he’s in a

my horror, find him nose deep in some lowly

the desk onto her feet and fixes her skirt, her face flushed with embarrasment.She was one of the cook's daughters

the omega out of his office.She quickly

the sound of her voice

fight back tears as I turn to Christian.I had betrayed

me and betray our bond as

ask, desperately trying to

how could you turn around and

give me a son," he shrugs, inspecting his

you seriously as a Luna when you can't even give me the one thing I need

open my mouth but feel my words dry

to his feet, a smirk curled on his

long warm fingers wrap around my throat and I'm suddenly pressed up against the

kill you where you stand for being such an inadequate making me believe you were better than my

slammed against the wall,

weren't for the fact that my pack needs a Luna, trust me...you'd already be six

leans in close to my face and licks my

as he lets me collapse onto the ground like

and grips my jaw between his fingers, forcing me to look him

I will find my mate

Natalia was and when I find her, you will go back

slams his lips against mine, forcing his tongue down my

dressed," he

have an Alpha meeting

walks away from me without even

shut behind him and I gather my knees

couldn't I

 ***Christian*** 

another body on the pack border.Female.24.Omega status," a soldier reports

bodies this month

remember how Jack tore open the omega's throat last night after the scouts reported no

by the border so the guards could find her in

word, Jack killed a pack member every time

the past four years, he had killed over 50 pack members and it

years since Natalia left and Jack was almost uncontrollable, unable to bear

Our son...

no doubt in my mind that our child was a boy and the one true heir to the

3 years old by

told him about me? How is she? Is she suffering as

guards as you

to capture

at the guards in

I to assume you are all

my fist against the

and kill our men

doing the best

throat and squeeze with all my might, the soldier turning bright red as

bastard is just waiting for me to let my guard down so he can take control and tear

"Then do better,"

warn, bringing his face close to my

don't, I'll make sure the next dead body

Kill him, Jack snarls.

aif! Ignoring my wolf, I toss the soldier to the side and dismiss the idiots, all of them scrambling to leave my

then, Beta Derek marches into the

"What is it?"

as Jack bangs against the confines

bends down in a