The Silent Alpha

***Vanessa*** 

....5 months later...

"So how long have you and Christian been trying?"

Dr.Lila asks as she sanitizes her hands and puts on her gloves.

The sterile medical room is anything but comforting but I put on a brave smile and answer her.

"We've been at it for months," I lie.

She didn’t need to know Christian barely touched me ever since Natalia's lie came to light.

The b***h was gone but she was still getting in my way.

"Does it hurt when you have intercourse?" she asks.

I roll my eyes at her.

"No.Christian is a true Alpha.He only gives me pleasure," I smirk.

Dr.Lila gives me an uncomfortable smile.

"Okay,"

Dr.Lila nods, checking the stir ups and instructing the medical assistant to hand her the speculum.

"Just relax for me.I'm just going to take a quick look inside and take a few samples.Make sure everything is okay.Alright?"

I puff out my chest in pride.

"I'm in perfect health, doc.You'll see.Moon Goddess must be waiting for the perfect time to bless me with Dr.Lila doesn’t seem convinced but I could care less what the old cow thought.

I would be carrying their Alpha soon enough and Christian will forget all about his little brat with Natalia.

I bite my lip uneasily and lay flat on my back, counting my breaths as I feel the cold metal tool enter me.

A small whimper escapes my lips as Dr.Lila expands the tool and scrapes at my walls with a large cotton swab.

She hands the samples to her assistant who quickly puts them away in glass test tubes.

Dr.Lila then inserts her gloved fingers inside and gently presses against my walls.

"Hmmm...A little swelling in this area," she observes, moving her fingers a bit more.

I don’t like the sound of that, but quickly push aside the thought.

After a thorough examination, the doctor removes her fingers and prepares the transvaginal ultrasound probe with some gel.

The probe is a thick plastic tube that will take a full image of my uterus.

I remain on my back as the probe enters me, my hands gripping the sides of the bed in discomfort.

My heart pounds inside my chest as Dr.

Lila surveys my uterus.

"There's some scarring on the fallopian tubes..." she says, staring at the screen intently.

"Are you sure you haven't been feeling any discomfort in your pelvis? Any bleeding, discharge, difficulty”

 "Yes, I'm sure," I nod frantically.

I was starting to get frightened.

"w-what does the scarring mean?"

Dr.Lila doesn't answer, still scrutinizing her screen as she examines more of my uterus.

I start to panic.

"Your Luna is speaking to you! Answer me, damn it! What does it mean?"

I scream at her.

Dr.Lila frowns at me and sighs in annoyance.

"It means...you could very likely be sterile..."

One week later....

Dr.Lila puts on her glasses as she studies my test results from the pelvic exam.

"You tested positive for gonorrhea," She says.

"What?" I snap in indignation.

"A-are you calling me a w'**e?"

A blank look overtakes her face and she shrugs.

"I didn’t say anything.You came to that conclusion on your own," she replies.

An overwhelming anger boils through me.

She would have never said such a thing to Natalia! Without a second thought, I raise my hand and slap her across the face.

"Remember who you are speaking to, Doc.I am your Luna," I snarl.

"And I will not tolerate you mocking me!" I settle back into my seat and wait for the doc to continue with her assessment.

for your gonorrhea and as such, you went untreated for months," the

infection led to pelvic inflammatory disease for which you also appeared to have no symptoms.Your infection only

didn't understand a

am good as new?" I

get rid of the infection but the damage is irreversible,"

pity lingers in her eyes as she

on your fallopian tubes and uterus is permanent.I'm sorry to say this, Luna, but you

stare blankly at her, taking in the information

my flat stomach, mourning the loss of the possibility of ever swelling with

sobs gets caught in my

feet as well

to know where you got this

touch me!" I scream,

wrong! You're f*****g wrong! my own eyes and

snap, taking

because

purses her

many times

slap her again and grab her by the

it again," I

"NOW!"

...

5 months later...

old hag

and probed by several doctors only to

Christian

wildfire of my infertility and pack members grew restless about my

my mind and

busy sending scouts in search of Natalia to notice how unhappy

been feeling

were faint like

I've decided

he’s

office and to my horror, find him nose deep in some lowly

stupid omega jumps up from the desk onto her feet and fixes her skirt, her face flushed with embarrasment.She was one of the cook's daughters

looks anything but pleased to have his activities interrupted and orders the omega out of his office.She quickly scurries

the sound of her voice and I

I turn to Christian.I had betrayed my own

so little of me and betray our bond as Alpha and Luna

could you?" I ask, desperately trying to keep from

could you turn around

cannot give me a son," he shrugs,

this pack to take you seriously as a Luna when you can't even give me the one thing I need

but feel

his feet, a smirk curled on his lips as he walks around his

my throat and I'm suddenly pressed

stand for being such an inadequate making me believe you were better than my

against the wall, little

needs a Luna, trust me...you'd already be six

to my face and licks

into a million pieces as he lets me collapse

and grips my jaw between his fingers, forcing

I will find

and

lips against mine, forcing his tongue down my

get dressed,"

Alpha

walks away from me without even looking

him and I gather my

couldn't I

 ***Christian*** 

another body on the pack border.Female.24.Omega status," a soldier reports during the morning pack

bodies this month

how Jack tore open the omega's

body out by the border so the guards could

member every time the scouts came back

members and it was getting harder and harder to

left and Jack was almost uncontrollable, unable to bear being apart from her

Our son...

doubt in my mind that our child was a boy and the one

3 years

name? Does he ever wonder about his father? Has Natalia told him about me? How is she? Is she suffering as much as! am? Did she miss

extra guards as you

failed to capture the

at the guards

assume you are all

snap, slamming my fist against

territory and kill our men

are doing the best we

wrap my arm around the soldier's throat and squeeze with all my might, the soldier

loud growl echoes in my mind and I know the bastard is just waiting for me to let my guard down

"Then do better,"

bringing his face

make sure the next dead body we

Kill him, Jack snarls.

to the side and dismiss

Derek marches

"What is it?"

as Jack bangs

in