The Silent Alpha

***Vanessa*** 

....5 months later...

"So how long have you and Christian been trying?"

Dr.Lila asks as she sanitizes her hands and puts on her gloves.

The sterile medical room is anything but comforting but I put on a brave smile and answer her.

"We've been at it for months," I lie.

She didn’t need to know Christian barely touched me ever since Natalia's lie came to light.

The b***h was gone but she was still getting in my way.

"Does it hurt when you have intercourse?" she asks.

I roll my eyes at her.

"No.Christian is a true Alpha.He only gives me pleasure," I smirk.

Dr.Lila gives me an uncomfortable smile.

"Okay,"

Dr.Lila nods, checking the stir ups and instructing the medical assistant to hand her the speculum.

"Just relax for me.I'm just going to take a quick look inside and take a few samples.Make sure everything is okay.Alright?"

I puff out my chest in pride.

"I'm in perfect health, doc.You'll see.Moon Goddess must be waiting for the perfect time to bless me with Dr.Lila doesn’t seem convinced but I could care less what the old cow thought.

I would be carrying their Alpha soon enough and Christian will forget all about his little brat with Natalia.

I bite my lip uneasily and lay flat on my back, counting my breaths as I feel the cold metal tool enter me.

A small whimper escapes my lips as Dr.Lila expands the tool and scrapes at my walls with a large cotton swab.

She hands the samples to her assistant who quickly puts them away in glass test tubes.

Dr.Lila then inserts her gloved fingers inside and gently presses against my walls.

"Hmmm...A little swelling in this area," she observes, moving her fingers a bit more.

I don’t like the sound of that, but quickly push aside the thought.

After a thorough examination, the doctor removes her fingers and prepares the transvaginal ultrasound probe with some gel.

The probe is a thick plastic tube that will take a full image of my uterus.

I remain on my back as the probe enters me, my hands gripping the sides of the bed in discomfort.

My heart pounds inside my chest as Dr.

Lila surveys my uterus.

"There's some scarring on the fallopian tubes..." she says, staring at the screen intently.

"Are you sure you haven't been feeling any discomfort in your pelvis? Any bleeding, discharge, difficulty”

 "Yes, I'm sure," I nod frantically.

I was starting to get frightened.

"w-what does the scarring mean?"

Dr.Lila doesn't answer, still scrutinizing her screen as she examines more of my uterus.

I start to panic.

"Your Luna is speaking to you! Answer me, damn it! What does it mean?"

I scream at her.

Dr.Lila frowns at me and sighs in annoyance.

"It means...you could very likely be sterile..."

One week later....

Dr.Lila puts on her glasses as she studies my test results from the pelvic exam.

"You tested positive for gonorrhea," She says.

"What?" I snap in indignation.

"A-are you calling me a w'**e?"

A blank look overtakes her face and she shrugs.

"I didn’t say anything.You came to that conclusion on your own," she replies.

An overwhelming anger boils through me.

She would have never said such a thing to Natalia! Without a second thought, I raise my hand and slap her across the face.

"Remember who you are speaking to, Doc.I am your Luna," I snarl.

"And I will not tolerate you mocking me!" I settle back into my seat and wait for the doc to continue with her assessment.

you experienced no symptoms for your gonorrhea and as such, you went untreated for months,"

you also appeared to have no symptoms.Your infection only grew with the lack of treatment, thereby damaging your

understand a word she was

some antibiotics and am good as new?" I ask, a bitter taste settling in my

the infection but the damage is irreversible," she says quietly, removing

lingers in her

permanent.I'm sorry to say this, Luna, but you will never be able to have children of

blankly at her, taking in the information

stomach, mourning the loss of the possibility of ever swelling with

gets caught in my throat as I

her feet as well and places a hand over

to know where you got

scream, tears spilling onto my

wrong! You're f*****g wrong! my own eyes

it again!" I snap, taking her tests and tearing them

it again because

purses her

take the test as many times as you like,

her again and grab

again," I

"NOW!"

...

5 months later...

hag

tested and probed by several doctors only to be told I would never

would never give Christian the

began to spread like wildfire of my infertility and pack members grew restless

my mind

was too busy sending scouts in search of Natalia to

matters worse, I've been feeling

were faint like little

could offer no explanation so I've decided to

he’s in

approach his office and to my horror, find him nose deep in some lowly omega's p***y, growling

fixes her skirt, her

looks anything but pleased to have his activities interrupted and orders the omega out of his office.She

the sound of her voice and

Christian.I

betray our

I ask, desperately trying to

everything I've done for you, how could you turn around and do this

me a son," he shrugs,

you seriously as a Luna when you can't even give me the one thing

mouth but feel my words

to his feet, a smirk curled on his lips as he walks around

throat and I'm suddenly pressed up against the

such an inadequate making me

the wall, little stars

it weren't for the fact that my pack needs a Luna, trust

my face and licks

shatters into a million pieces as he lets me collapse

and grips my jaw between his fingers, forcing me to look him

I will find

title.You are half the Luna Natalia was and when I

his lips against mine, forcing his

get dressed,"

an Alpha meeting in

from me

office slams shut behind him and I gather my

I just

 ***Christian*** 

body on the pack border.Female.24.Omega status," a soldier reports during the morning

4 bodies this month alone,

how Jack tore open the omega's throat last night after the scouts reported no

the border so the guards

word, Jack killed a pack member every

he had killed over 50 pack members and it was

Natalia left and Jack was almost uncontrollable, unable to bear being apart from her

Our son...

was a boy and the one true heir to the Alpha

about 3 years

me? How is she? Is she suffering as much as! am? Did she

guards as

to capture

snarl at the guards in

assume you are

slamming my fist

and kill our men

are doing the best we

and squeeze with all my

and I know the bastard is just waiting for me to let my guard down so he can take control and tear

"Then do better,"

warn, bringing his face close

sure the next dead body we

Kill him, Jack snarls.

the side and dismiss the idiots, all of

Beta Derek

"What is it?"

as Jack bangs

bends down in a