The Silent Alpha

***Vanessa*** 

....5 months later...

"So how long have you and Christian been trying?"

Dr.Lila asks as she sanitizes her hands and puts on her gloves.

The sterile medical room is anything but comforting but I put on a brave smile and answer her.

"We've been at it for months," I lie.

She didn’t need to know Christian barely touched me ever since Natalia's lie came to light.

The b***h was gone but she was still getting in my way.

"Does it hurt when you have intercourse?" she asks.

I roll my eyes at her.

"No.Christian is a true Alpha.He only gives me pleasure," I smirk.

Dr.Lila gives me an uncomfortable smile.

"Okay,"

Dr.Lila nods, checking the stir ups and instructing the medical assistant to hand her the speculum.

"Just relax for me.I'm just going to take a quick look inside and take a few samples.Make sure everything is okay.Alright?"

I puff out my chest in pride.

"I'm in perfect health, doc.You'll see.Moon Goddess must be waiting for the perfect time to bless me with Dr.Lila doesn’t seem convinced but I could care less what the old cow thought.

I would be carrying their Alpha soon enough and Christian will forget all about his little brat with Natalia.

I bite my lip uneasily and lay flat on my back, counting my breaths as I feel the cold metal tool enter me.

A small whimper escapes my lips as Dr.Lila expands the tool and scrapes at my walls with a large cotton swab.

She hands the samples to her assistant who quickly puts them away in glass test tubes.

Dr.Lila then inserts her gloved fingers inside and gently presses against my walls.

"Hmmm...A little swelling in this area," she observes, moving her fingers a bit more.

I don’t like the sound of that, but quickly push aside the thought.

After a thorough examination, the doctor removes her fingers and prepares the transvaginal ultrasound probe with some gel.

The probe is a thick plastic tube that will take a full image of my uterus.

I remain on my back as the probe enters me, my hands gripping the sides of the bed in discomfort.

My heart pounds inside my chest as Dr.

Lila surveys my uterus.

"There's some scarring on the fallopian tubes..." she says, staring at the screen intently.

"Are you sure you haven't been feeling any discomfort in your pelvis? Any bleeding, discharge, difficulty”

 "Yes, I'm sure," I nod frantically.

I was starting to get frightened.

"w-what does the scarring mean?"

Dr.Lila doesn't answer, still scrutinizing her screen as she examines more of my uterus.

I start to panic.

"Your Luna is speaking to you! Answer me, damn it! What does it mean?"

I scream at her.

Dr.Lila frowns at me and sighs in annoyance.

"It means...you could very likely be sterile..."

One week later....

Dr.Lila puts on her glasses as she studies my test results from the pelvic exam.

"You tested positive for gonorrhea," She says.

"What?" I snap in indignation.

"A-are you calling me a w'**e?"

A blank look overtakes her face and she shrugs.

"I didn’t say anything.You came to that conclusion on your own," she replies.

An overwhelming anger boils through me.

She would have never said such a thing to Natalia! Without a second thought, I raise my hand and slap her across the face.

"Remember who you are speaking to, Doc.I am your Luna," I snarl.

"And I will not tolerate you mocking me!" I settle back into my seat and wait for the doc to continue with her assessment.

and as such, you went untreated for months," the

time, your infection led to pelvic inflammatory disease for which you also appeared to have no symptoms.Your infection only grew with the lack of treatment,

understand a word

am good as

the damage is irreversible," she says quietly,

her

sorry to say this, Luna, but you will never be

at her, taking in the

hand flies to my flat stomach, mourning the loss of the possibility of ever

my throat as I rise

as well

need to know where

I scream, tears spilling onto

wrong! my

again!" I snap, taking her tests and tearing them

because you are

purses her

test as many times

I slap her again and grab her by

it again,"

"NOW!"

...

5 months later...

old hag was

tested and probed by several doctors only to be told

I would never give Christian the

of my infertility and pack

stressed out of my mind and Christian

was too busy sending scouts in search of Natalia

worse, I've been feeling pains in my

like little

no explanation so I've decided

hope he’s in a

find him nose deep

and fixes her skirt, her face flushed with embarrasment.She was one of the cook's daughters and

anything but pleased to have his activities interrupted and orders the omega out of his office.She quickly scurries past me, mumbling

sound of her voice and I practically shove her out

Christian.I

betray

I ask, desperately trying to

done for you, how could you turn around and do this to

yet you cannot give me a son," he

anyone in this pack to take you seriously as a Luna when you can't even give me the one thing I need from

mouth but feel my words dry

curled on his lips

fingers wrap around my throat and I'm

where you stand for being such an inadequate making me

head is slammed against the

it weren't for the fact that my pack needs

in close to my face

heart shatters into a million pieces as he lets me collapse onto the ground

jaw between

day, I will find

too comfortable with your title.You are half the Luna Natalia was and when I find her,

mine, forcing his tongue

dressed," he

an Alpha meeting in

walks away from me

him and I gather my knees to my chest and

couldn't I

 ***Christian*** 

body on the pack border.Female.24.Omega status," a soldier reports during

4 bodies this

how Jack tore open the omega's throat last

so the guards could find her in

Jack killed a pack member every time the scouts came back empty

four years, he had killed over 50 pack members and it was

uncontrollable, unable to bear being apart from her and our son

Our son...

my mind that our child was a boy and the one true heir

be about 3

he ever wonder about his father? Has Natalia told him about me? How is

guards as you requested

you've failed to capture the perpetrator

snarl at the guards in the

assume

my fist

territory and kill our

doing the best

wrap my arm around the soldier's throat and squeeze with all my

mind and I know the bastard is just waiting for me to let my guard down so he can take control

"Then do better,"

his face close to my

if you don't, I'll make sure the next dead body we

Kill him, Jack snarls.

soldier to the side and dismiss the idiots,

Derek marches into

"What is it?"

as Jack bangs against the confines

in a