The Silent Alpha

***Vanessa*** 

....5 months later...

"So how long have you and Christian been trying?"

Dr.Lila asks as she sanitizes her hands and puts on her gloves.

The sterile medical room is anything but comforting but I put on a brave smile and answer her.

"We've been at it for months," I lie.

She didn’t need to know Christian barely touched me ever since Natalia's lie came to light.

The b***h was gone but she was still getting in my way.

"Does it hurt when you have intercourse?" she asks.

I roll my eyes at her.

"No.Christian is a true Alpha.He only gives me pleasure," I smirk.

Dr.Lila gives me an uncomfortable smile.

"Okay,"

Dr.Lila nods, checking the stir ups and instructing the medical assistant to hand her the speculum.

"Just relax for me.I'm just going to take a quick look inside and take a few samples.Make sure everything is okay.Alright?"

I puff out my chest in pride.

"I'm in perfect health, doc.You'll see.Moon Goddess must be waiting for the perfect time to bless me with Dr.Lila doesn’t seem convinced but I could care less what the old cow thought.

I would be carrying their Alpha soon enough and Christian will forget all about his little brat with Natalia.

I bite my lip uneasily and lay flat on my back, counting my breaths as I feel the cold metal tool enter me.

A small whimper escapes my lips as Dr.Lila expands the tool and scrapes at my walls with a large cotton swab.

She hands the samples to her assistant who quickly puts them away in glass test tubes.

Dr.Lila then inserts her gloved fingers inside and gently presses against my walls.

"Hmmm...A little swelling in this area," she observes, moving her fingers a bit more.

I don’t like the sound of that, but quickly push aside the thought.

After a thorough examination, the doctor removes her fingers and prepares the transvaginal ultrasound probe with some gel.

The probe is a thick plastic tube that will take a full image of my uterus.

I remain on my back as the probe enters me, my hands gripping the sides of the bed in discomfort.

My heart pounds inside my chest as Dr.

Lila surveys my uterus.

"There's some scarring on the fallopian tubes..." she says, staring at the screen intently.

"Are you sure you haven't been feeling any discomfort in your pelvis? Any bleeding, discharge, difficulty”

 "Yes, I'm sure," I nod frantically.

I was starting to get frightened.

"w-what does the scarring mean?"

Dr.Lila doesn't answer, still scrutinizing her screen as she examines more of my uterus.

I start to panic.

"Your Luna is speaking to you! Answer me, damn it! What does it mean?"

I scream at her.

Dr.Lila frowns at me and sighs in annoyance.

"It means...you could very likely be sterile..."

One week later....

Dr.Lila puts on her glasses as she studies my test results from the pelvic exam.

"You tested positive for gonorrhea," She says.

"What?" I snap in indignation.

"A-are you calling me a w'**e?"

A blank look overtakes her face and she shrugs.

"I didn’t say anything.You came to that conclusion on your own," she replies.

An overwhelming anger boils through me.

She would have never said such a thing to Natalia! Without a second thought, I raise my hand and slap her across the face.

"Remember who you are speaking to, Doc.I am your Luna," I snarl.

"And I will not tolerate you mocking me!" I settle back into my seat and wait for the doc to continue with her assessment.

your gonorrhea and as such, you went untreated for months," the doctor finally

which you also appeared to have no symptoms.Your infection only grew

didn't understand a word she

does that mean? I take some antibiotics and am good as

help get rid of the infection but the damage

pity lingers in her eyes as she looks at

scarring on your fallopian tubes and uterus is permanent.I'm sorry to say this,

her,

to my flat stomach, mourning the loss of the possibility of ever swelling

my throat as I rise to my

to her feet as well and places a hand

need to know where you

me!" I scream, tears spilling onto

You're f*****g wrong! my own eyes and the

it again!" I snap, taking her tests

again because you

her

you can take the test as many times as you like, the results

grab her by the collar

it again," I

"NOW!"

...

5 months later...

old hag was

again, I was tested and probed by several doctors only to be told I

Christian

began to spread like wildfire of my infertility and

out of my mind

sending scouts in search of Natalia to notice

I've been

were faint like little pinches

no explanation so I've

just hope he’s in

to my horror, find him nose deep in some lowly omega's p***y,

omega jumps up from the desk onto her feet and fixes her skirt, her face flushed with embarrasment.She was one of the cook's daughters and worked

the omega out of his office.She quickly scurries past me, mumbling an

sound of her voice and I practically shove her out

turn to Christian.I had betrayed my

think so little of me and betray our bond as Alpha and Luna

you?" I ask, desperately trying to keep

how could you turn around and do this

you cannot give me a son," he shrugs, inspecting his

anyone in this pack to take you seriously as

but feel my words dry up in

feet, a smirk curled on his lips as he walks

long warm fingers wrap around my throat

should kill you where you stand for being such an

against the

the fact that my pack needs a Luna, trust me...you'd already be six

leans in close to my

shatters into a million pieces as he lets me collapse onto

between his fingers,

day, I will find

the Luna Natalia was and when I find her, you will go back to being the

lips against mine, forcing his tongue

get dressed," he

have an Alpha meeting in

away from me without

the office slams shut behind him and I gather my knees to

I

 ***Christian*** 

border.Female.24.Omega

4 bodies this

tore open the omega's throat last night

by the border so the guards could

to his word, Jack killed a pack member every

50 pack members and it was getting

Jack was almost uncontrollable, unable to bear being apart from her and our son any

Our son...

no doubt in my mind that our child was a boy and the one true

must be about 3 years old

him about me? How is she? Is she

placed extra guards as

capture the

snarl at the guards in the

assume

my fist

and kill

we are doing the

with all

mind and I know the bastard is just waiting for me to let my guard down so he

"Then do better,"

his face close

make sure the next

Kill him, Jack snarls.

my wolf, I toss the soldier to the side and dismiss

then, Beta Derek

"What is it?"

snap, my mood quickly dwindling as Jack bangs

in a