The Silent Alpha

***Vanessa*** 

....5 months later...

"So how long have you and Christian been trying?"

Dr.Lila asks as she sanitizes her hands and puts on her gloves.

The sterile medical room is anything but comforting but I put on a brave smile and answer her.

"We've been at it for months," I lie.

She didn’t need to know Christian barely touched me ever since Natalia's lie came to light.

The b***h was gone but she was still getting in my way.

"Does it hurt when you have intercourse?" she asks.

I roll my eyes at her.

"No.Christian is a true Alpha.He only gives me pleasure," I smirk.

Dr.Lila gives me an uncomfortable smile.

"Okay,"

Dr.Lila nods, checking the stir ups and instructing the medical assistant to hand her the speculum.

"Just relax for me.I'm just going to take a quick look inside and take a few samples.Make sure everything is okay.Alright?"

I puff out my chest in pride.

"I'm in perfect health, doc.You'll see.Moon Goddess must be waiting for the perfect time to bless me with Dr.Lila doesn’t seem convinced but I could care less what the old cow thought.

I would be carrying their Alpha soon enough and Christian will forget all about his little brat with Natalia.

I bite my lip uneasily and lay flat on my back, counting my breaths as I feel the cold metal tool enter me.

A small whimper escapes my lips as Dr.Lila expands the tool and scrapes at my walls with a large cotton swab.

She hands the samples to her assistant who quickly puts them away in glass test tubes.

Dr.Lila then inserts her gloved fingers inside and gently presses against my walls.

"Hmmm...A little swelling in this area," she observes, moving her fingers a bit more.

I don’t like the sound of that, but quickly push aside the thought.

After a thorough examination, the doctor removes her fingers and prepares the transvaginal ultrasound probe with some gel.

The probe is a thick plastic tube that will take a full image of my uterus.

I remain on my back as the probe enters me, my hands gripping the sides of the bed in discomfort.

My heart pounds inside my chest as Dr.

Lila surveys my uterus.

"There's some scarring on the fallopian tubes..." she says, staring at the screen intently.

"Are you sure you haven't been feeling any discomfort in your pelvis? Any bleeding, discharge, difficulty”

 "Yes, I'm sure," I nod frantically.

I was starting to get frightened.

"w-what does the scarring mean?"

Dr.Lila doesn't answer, still scrutinizing her screen as she examines more of my uterus.

I start to panic.

"Your Luna is speaking to you! Answer me, damn it! What does it mean?"

I scream at her.

Dr.Lila frowns at me and sighs in annoyance.

"It means...you could very likely be sterile..."

One week later....

Dr.Lila puts on her glasses as she studies my test results from the pelvic exam.

"You tested positive for gonorrhea," She says.

"What?" I snap in indignation.

"A-are you calling me a w'**e?"

A blank look overtakes her face and she shrugs.

"I didn’t say anything.You came to that conclusion on your own," she replies.

An overwhelming anger boils through me.

She would have never said such a thing to Natalia! Without a second thought, I raise my hand and slap her across the face.

"Remember who you are speaking to, Doc.I am your Luna," I snarl.

"And I will not tolerate you mocking me!" I settle back into my seat and wait for the doc to continue with her assessment.

appears you experienced no symptoms for your gonorrhea and as such, you went

to have no symptoms.Your infection only grew with the lack of

didn't understand a word she was

I take some antibiotics and am good as new?" I ask, a bitter taste settling in

rid of the infection but the damage is irreversible," she says quietly, removing her

in her eyes as she looks

your fallopian tubes and uterus is permanent.I'm sorry to say this, Luna, but you will never be able to

her, taking in the information

flat stomach, mourning the loss of the possibility of ever swelling with

sobs gets caught in my throat as

as well and places a hand

to know where you

me!" I scream, tears spilling onto my

You're f*****g wrong! my own eyes and the

snap, taking her tests

it again because

her lips and

test as many times as you like, the

her again and grab her

it again," I

"NOW!"

...

5 months later...

old hag

tested and probed by several doctors

I would never give Christian the pups he so

my infertility and pack members grew restless about

of my mind and Christian

sending scouts in search

been feeling pains in my

like little pinches but

offer no explanation so I've decided to ask

he’s in a good

to my horror, find him nose deep in some

feet and fixes her skirt, her face flushed with embarrasment.She was one of the cook's daughters and worked the

looks anything but pleased to have his activities interrupted and orders the omega out of his office.She quickly scurries past me, mumbling an apology under her breath as

at the sound of her

tears as I turn to Christian.I had betrayed my

and betray our bond as Alpha and Luna of this Pack?

ask, desperately trying to keep from

turn around and do this to me?

you cannot give me a son," he shrugs,

anyone in this pack to take you seriously as a Luna when you can't

mouth but feel

smirk curled on his lips as

long warm fingers wrap around my throat and I'm

such an inadequate

head is slammed against the wall, little

needs a Luna, trust me...you'd already be six feet

in close to my

pieces as he lets me

grips my jaw between his fingers, forcing

find my mate

Luna Natalia was and when I find her, you

mine,

dressed," he

have an Alpha meeting

from me without even looking

him and

I

 ***Christian*** 

pack border.Female.24.Omega status," a soldier

4 bodies this month

remember how Jack tore open the omega's throat last night

out by the border so the guards could find her in

a pack member every time the scouts came back

members and it was getting harder and harder to

years since Natalia left and Jack was almost uncontrollable, unable to

Our son...

was a boy and the one true

about 3 years old by

father? Has Natalia told him about me? How is she? Is

extra guards as

to capture the

the guards in

to assume you are

my

territory and kill our men and

doing the best

squeeze with all my might, the soldier turning

my mind and I know the bastard is just waiting for me to let my guard down so he can take control and tear

"Then do better,"

his face

if you don't, I'll make sure the next dead body

Kill him, Jack snarls.

side and dismiss the idiots, all of them scrambling to leave my

then, Beta Derek

"What is it?"

my mood quickly dwindling as Jack bangs against the confines

down in