The Silent Alpha

***Natalia*** 

Four Years Ago....

Up until this morning, my life had been quite simple.I was the Alpha'’s human mate.I was his Luna.I was his wife.

And then, in a blink of an eye, I was nothing...

A surge of pain ripples from my abdomen as I wait for the doctor to return with my test results.I've been getting these pains a lot recently and they are starting to freak me out.

Doctor Lila said it was all in my head, that I was simply putting too much pressure on myself to get pregnant.She couldn't have been more wrong.

I grip the edge of the table, whimpering to myself as I let the pain roll through on its own.

The walls feel as though they are closing in on me at the thought of receiving another negative test result.

Christian and I had been trying for several months now and I could feel it driving a wedge between us.

He was colder, distant.

I knew how much he wanted a son and it hurt to know I was failing so miserably to make him happy.

The door swings open and I nearly fall off the table from the fright sanitizer on her hands as she settles down on her chair.I could hear my heart pounding against my ribcage at an unnatural speed as I wait for her to speak.

"Just breathe, Luna," she smiles, inhaling slowly with me and reaching for my hands.

My hands were trembling but I manage to calm down.

Doctor Lila's smile deepens.

"Congratulations, Luna," she says, placing her hand on my tummy.

"You're carrying our little Alpha in there." My heart skips a beat as I process the news. I'm pregnant! Oh my gosh, I'm pregnant! 

""H-how far along?" I whisper, barely able to string together a sentence from holding back the sob in my throat.

"Well, let's find out, shall we?" she smiles, pulling the ultrasound machine out and squirting cold gel on my belly.

Butterflies dance in my stomach as I stare at the screen, unable to read the images but hoping somewhere in that black and white mess my little Alpha would show up.

"Well, I'd say from the looks of it, about four weeks, which means we have to start your prep immediately, Luna," she says sternly, handing me some documents.

"A werewolf pregnancy is very dangerous for a human.We'll have to take extra precautions." 

She wipes the gel off my stomach and gives me a crash course on rub my belly the entire ride home, still on cloud nine from the news.I couldn't wait to tell Christian.

He was going to be so happy about this.

As I pull up to the pack house, the pain once again returns and I sit still in the car for a minute to let it pass, clenching my teeth together to keep from screaming.

Slowly, I drag myself out of the car and through the front door of the house.

I'm usually met with several omegas eager to take my things, but the house was eerily quiet and empty.I don't have time to question it when a burning sensation spreads across my chest, making every breath I take unbearable.I couldn't scream even if I wanted to, my lungs on fire.I climb up the stairs to the second floor, looking forward to lying down and resting.

My every step is more difficult than the last as the pain intensifies, a thousand tiny needles piercing through my stomach.

From where I stood at the top of the stairs, I could see the door to my room slightly cracked open, a strange muffled sound coming from within.

As linch closer, an unmistakable scene unfolds before me, my blood boiling at the sight.

Peeking through the door, I see my sister, Vanessa, riding my husband, a look of sheer delight on the contorted features of her face.

"Ah! Ah! Ah! Christian!" She moans, eagerly bouncing up and down his shaft moves her up and down his c**k.

"f**k!" she whimpers, bouncing frantically.

"Please!" she begs.

"I'll give you the pup you deserve.I'll be your Luna." 

her up on her knees so that her ass was on full display for him.He gives her

as

he pants between thrusts, Vanessa’s

as I watch him empty his seed inside her and I place my hand over my mouth to keep

ll make you

climax ringing in my ears.I nearly sprint out of the house, still clutching my pregnancy test in my hands as I climb into my car.I didn’t know where I was going, but I put my car

so much more sense

the pain, all the

Christian was betraying our

the doctor, the other she-wolves and the omegas, all of them

me, to mock me for being so absolutely clueless.I had been so stupid to

and no matter my title, I was still only a human to

the betrayal came from none other than my own sister, my own blood.I had brought Vanessa to our pack after

known Christian before I had and it was she

with our parents gone, I wanted to

on for miles through the forest, feeling the pain

pull over, stumbling out of the car

truly a pitiful sight and I was suddenly grateful Jordan, my gamma, was busy leading a training session

overprotective, Jordan being no

my car, wiping the tears on my

everything that had been asked of me.I was the calm to Christian's anger.I was the

scold

more tears.Not for them."

start the car again when I catch a glimpse of my pregnancy test I had tossed in the passenger seat.I look down at my flat stomach and realize

not, I would

Ever.

me go if

I start the car and head to the town library where I spend the next two hours

the web for fertility tests, recreating my own version with which

thought I could not give him a child, he would easily seek to break our bond and that's exactly

formed through a marking, were hard to break, but not

were two ways to break it: (1) Have a Spirit Witch divide our mated souls

it

shred the pregnancy test,

could out me anytime now

my eyes again and I take

omegas had returned, several

to scream at them for betraying me but instead I force a

are already seated at the table, chattering away amongst

even notice my arrival and I stare at them, completely bewildered

Christian's arm, giggling at whatever it was he said to

it was that

notice me however, and

a small smile, tucking away my

out my chair for me, a look

whispers as I sit down

it was our bond he was concerned

didn’t actually care

he probably knew of Christian’s betrayal and while he had sworn to protect me,

at him, waving him away so

I didn’t care and focus instead on my

that I'm present and Christian

his touch and he gives me a

okay, babe?" he asks, c*****g his head to the

the pain," I

"It was worse today."

 "This again?" he sighs in distaste, his

tell you, it's all in your head? Take some aspirin and

never been the nurturing type and found

hands and force a smile at him, hiding the sadness in my heart that

mutter, continuing to pick