The Silent Alpha

***Natalia*** 

Four Years Ago....

Up until this morning, my life had been quite simple.I was the Alpha'’s human mate.I was his Luna.I was his wife.

And then, in a blink of an eye, I was nothing...

A surge of pain ripples from my abdomen as I wait for the doctor to return with my test results.I've been getting these pains a lot recently and they are starting to freak me out.

Doctor Lila said it was all in my head, that I was simply putting too much pressure on myself to get pregnant.She couldn't have been more wrong.

I grip the edge of the table, whimpering to myself as I let the pain roll through on its own.

The walls feel as though they are closing in on me at the thought of receiving another negative test result.

Christian and I had been trying for several months now and I could feel it driving a wedge between us.

He was colder, distant.

I knew how much he wanted a son and it hurt to know I was failing so miserably to make him happy.

The door swings open and I nearly fall off the table from the fright sanitizer on her hands as she settles down on her chair.I could hear my heart pounding against my ribcage at an unnatural speed as I wait for her to speak.

"Just breathe, Luna," she smiles, inhaling slowly with me and reaching for my hands.

My hands were trembling but I manage to calm down.

Doctor Lila's smile deepens.

"Congratulations, Luna," she says, placing her hand on my tummy.

"You're carrying our little Alpha in there." My heart skips a beat as I process the news. I'm pregnant! Oh my gosh, I'm pregnant! 

""H-how far along?" I whisper, barely able to string together a sentence from holding back the sob in my throat.

"Well, let's find out, shall we?" she smiles, pulling the ultrasound machine out and squirting cold gel on my belly.

Butterflies dance in my stomach as I stare at the screen, unable to read the images but hoping somewhere in that black and white mess my little Alpha would show up.

"Well, I'd say from the looks of it, about four weeks, which means we have to start your prep immediately, Luna," she says sternly, handing me some documents.

"A werewolf pregnancy is very dangerous for a human.We'll have to take extra precautions." 

She wipes the gel off my stomach and gives me a crash course on rub my belly the entire ride home, still on cloud nine from the news.I couldn't wait to tell Christian.

He was going to be so happy about this.

As I pull up to the pack house, the pain once again returns and I sit still in the car for a minute to let it pass, clenching my teeth together to keep from screaming.

Slowly, I drag myself out of the car and through the front door of the house.

I'm usually met with several omegas eager to take my things, but the house was eerily quiet and empty.I don't have time to question it when a burning sensation spreads across my chest, making every breath I take unbearable.I couldn't scream even if I wanted to, my lungs on fire.I climb up the stairs to the second floor, looking forward to lying down and resting.

My every step is more difficult than the last as the pain intensifies, a thousand tiny needles piercing through my stomach.

From where I stood at the top of the stairs, I could see the door to my room slightly cracked open, a strange muffled sound coming from within.

As linch closer, an unmistakable scene unfolds before me, my blood boiling at the sight.

Peeking through the door, I see my sister, Vanessa, riding my husband, a look of sheer delight on the contorted features of her face.

"Ah! Ah! Ah! Christian!" She moans, eagerly bouncing up and down his shaft moves her up and down his c**k.

"f**k!" she whimpers, bouncing frantically.

"Please!" she begs.

"I'll give you the pup you deserve.I'll be your Luna." 

watch him flip her over, forcing her up on her knees so that her ass was

heart shatters as I hear Christian's

pants between thrusts, Vanessa’s moans growing

his seed inside her and I place

make you

nearly sprint out of the house, still clutching my pregnancy test in my hands as I climb into my car.I didn’t know where I was going, but I put my car in drive and speed

so much more sense

all the anguish

was betraying

she-wolves and the omegas, all of them

me, to mock me for being so absolutely clueless.I had been so stupid to believe

only care about wolves and no matter my title, I was still only a human to them, an

make matters worse, the betrayal came from none other than my own sister, my own blood.I had brought Vanessa to our

Christian before I had and it was she who introduced us

no objections to her joining the pack and with our parents gone, I wanted to

nothing.I drive on for miles through the forest, feeling the pain start

my body and I pull over, stumbling

suddenly grateful Jordan, my gamma, was busy leading a training session today.I needed to be alone and I knew if he saw me like this,

were extremely overprotective,

back into my car,

human; I had done everything that had been asked of me.I was the calm to Christian's anger.I was the mother everyone

Tali," I scold

more tears.Not for them."

seat.I look down at my flat stomach and realize no one beside Doctor Lila

I would never

Ever.

I knew Christian would never let me go if he knew I was carrying his

car and head to the town library where I spend the next two hours

for fertility tests, recreating

thought I could not give him a child, he would

once formed through a marking, were

were two ways to break it: (1) Have a Spirit Witch divide our mated souls or (2) Get

my title but it was better than remaining by my unfaithful

the pregnancy test, not willing to leave evidence

Lila could out me

into the driveway, I feel the tears pool in my eyes again and I take a

had returned, several rushing

me but instead I force a smile, clutching my purse to my

at the table, chattering away

conversation, they don’t even notice my arrival and I stare at

arm, giggling at whatever it was he said

but wonder how it was that I never

both notice me however, and both get to their feet to

small smile, tucking away my disgust for my sister and

look of concern swimming in

I sit

that it was our

care about my

of Christian’s betrayal and while he had sworn

I smile innocently at him, waving him away so he can take his seat and leave me

not convinced, but I didn’t care and focus

that I'm present and

his touch and he gives me a puzzled

asks, c*****g his head

pain," I smile, picking at

"It was worse today."

distaste, his silverware clinking with his

have to tell you, it's all in your head? Take some

found comforting

him, hiding the sadness in

to pick at