The Silent Alpha

***Natalia*** 

Four Years Ago....

Up until this morning, my life had been quite simple.I was the Alpha'’s human mate.I was his Luna.I was his wife.

And then, in a blink of an eye, I was nothing...

A surge of pain ripples from my abdomen as I wait for the doctor to return with my test results.I've been getting these pains a lot recently and they are starting to freak me out.

Doctor Lila said it was all in my head, that I was simply putting too much pressure on myself to get pregnant.She couldn't have been more wrong.

I grip the edge of the table, whimpering to myself as I let the pain roll through on its own.

The walls feel as though they are closing in on me at the thought of receiving another negative test result.

Christian and I had been trying for several months now and I could feel it driving a wedge between us.

He was colder, distant.

I knew how much he wanted a son and it hurt to know I was failing so miserably to make him happy.

The door swings open and I nearly fall off the table from the fright sanitizer on her hands as she settles down on her chair.I could hear my heart pounding against my ribcage at an unnatural speed as I wait for her to speak.

"Just breathe, Luna," she smiles, inhaling slowly with me and reaching for my hands.

My hands were trembling but I manage to calm down.

Doctor Lila's smile deepens.

"Congratulations, Luna," she says, placing her hand on my tummy.

"You're carrying our little Alpha in there." My heart skips a beat as I process the news. I'm pregnant! Oh my gosh, I'm pregnant! 

""H-how far along?" I whisper, barely able to string together a sentence from holding back the sob in my throat.

"Well, let's find out, shall we?" she smiles, pulling the ultrasound machine out and squirting cold gel on my belly.

Butterflies dance in my stomach as I stare at the screen, unable to read the images but hoping somewhere in that black and white mess my little Alpha would show up.

"Well, I'd say from the looks of it, about four weeks, which means we have to start your prep immediately, Luna," she says sternly, handing me some documents.

"A werewolf pregnancy is very dangerous for a human.We'll have to take extra precautions." 

She wipes the gel off my stomach and gives me a crash course on rub my belly the entire ride home, still on cloud nine from the news.I couldn't wait to tell Christian.

He was going to be so happy about this.

As I pull up to the pack house, the pain once again returns and I sit still in the car for a minute to let it pass, clenching my teeth together to keep from screaming.

Slowly, I drag myself out of the car and through the front door of the house.

I'm usually met with several omegas eager to take my things, but the house was eerily quiet and empty.I don't have time to question it when a burning sensation spreads across my chest, making every breath I take unbearable.I couldn't scream even if I wanted to, my lungs on fire.I climb up the stairs to the second floor, looking forward to lying down and resting.

My every step is more difficult than the last as the pain intensifies, a thousand tiny needles piercing through my stomach.

From where I stood at the top of the stairs, I could see the door to my room slightly cracked open, a strange muffled sound coming from within.

As linch closer, an unmistakable scene unfolds before me, my blood boiling at the sight.

Peeking through the door, I see my sister, Vanessa, riding my husband, a look of sheer delight on the contorted features of her face.

"Ah! Ah! Ah! Christian!" She moans, eagerly bouncing up and down his shaft moves her up and down his c**k.

"f**k!" she whimpers, bouncing frantically.

"Please!" she begs.

"I'll give you the pup you deserve.I'll be your Luna." 

my eyes as I watch him flip her over, forcing her up on her knees so that her ass was on full display for him.He gives her cheeks a good spanking before railing into her

as I hear Christian's

thrusts, Vanessa’s moans growing

I watch him empty his seed inside her and I place

you my Luna," he

the house, still clutching my pregnancy test in my hands as I climb into my car.I didn’t know where I was going, but I put

all made so much more

the pain, all the anguish

because Christian was betraying our bond,

other she-wolves and the omegas, all of them

from me, to mock me

wolves and no matter my title,

none other than my own sister, my own blood.I had brought

had and it was she who introduced us

gone, I wanted

today, we were nothing.I drive on for miles through the forest, feeling the pain start all over

point, a horrid sensation burns across my body and I pull

truly a pitiful sight and I was suddenly grateful Jordan, my gamma, was busy leading a training session today.I needed to be

were extremely overprotective, Jordan being no

and pregnant, I climb back into my car,

over two years and while I was human; I had done everything that had been asked of me.I was the calm to Christian's anger.I was the mother everyone

on, Tali," I scold myself, tapping

tears.Not for

my pregnancy test I had tossed in the passenger seat.I look down at my flat stomach

I would never tolerate

Ever.

let me go if he knew I was carrying his

head to the town library where

fertility tests, recreating my own version with which to trick

give him a child, he would easily

marking, were hard to break, but

our mated souls or (2) Get the

title but it

pregnancy

Doctor Lila could out me

driveway, I feel the tears pool in my eyes again and

had returned, several rushing to take

instead I force a smile, clutching my purse to my side as I make my way to

already seated at the table, chattering away

don’t even notice my arrival and I stare at

hand on Christian's arm, giggling at whatever it was he said

wonder how it was

me however, and both get to their

smile, tucking away my disgust for my sister and

me, a look of

as I

it was

didn’t actually care about my well

probably knew of Christian’s betrayal and while he had

innocently at him, waving him away

convinced, but I didn’t care and

present and

flinch at his touch and he gives

his head to the side

just the pain," I smile, picking at my

"It was worse today."

he sighs in distaste, his silverware clinking

always complaining.How many times do we have to tell you, it's all in your head? Take some aspirin and quit nagging.It's getting on my

found comforting people to be

hands and force a smile at him, hiding

mutter, continuing to