The Silent Alpha

***Natalia*** 

Four Years Ago....

Up until this morning, my life had been quite simple.I was the Alpha'’s human mate.I was his Luna.I was his wife.

And then, in a blink of an eye, I was nothing...

A surge of pain ripples from my abdomen as I wait for the doctor to return with my test results.I've been getting these pains a lot recently and they are starting to freak me out.

Doctor Lila said it was all in my head, that I was simply putting too much pressure on myself to get pregnant.She couldn't have been more wrong.

I grip the edge of the table, whimpering to myself as I let the pain roll through on its own.

The walls feel as though they are closing in on me at the thought of receiving another negative test result.

Christian and I had been trying for several months now and I could feel it driving a wedge between us.

He was colder, distant.

I knew how much he wanted a son and it hurt to know I was failing so miserably to make him happy.

The door swings open and I nearly fall off the table from the fright sanitizer on her hands as she settles down on her chair.I could hear my heart pounding against my ribcage at an unnatural speed as I wait for her to speak.

"Just breathe, Luna," she smiles, inhaling slowly with me and reaching for my hands.

My hands were trembling but I manage to calm down.

Doctor Lila's smile deepens.

"Congratulations, Luna," she says, placing her hand on my tummy.

"You're carrying our little Alpha in there." My heart skips a beat as I process the news. I'm pregnant! Oh my gosh, I'm pregnant! 

""H-how far along?" I whisper, barely able to string together a sentence from holding back the sob in my throat.

"Well, let's find out, shall we?" she smiles, pulling the ultrasound machine out and squirting cold gel on my belly.

Butterflies dance in my stomach as I stare at the screen, unable to read the images but hoping somewhere in that black and white mess my little Alpha would show up.

"Well, I'd say from the looks of it, about four weeks, which means we have to start your prep immediately, Luna," she says sternly, handing me some documents.

"A werewolf pregnancy is very dangerous for a human.We'll have to take extra precautions." 

She wipes the gel off my stomach and gives me a crash course on rub my belly the entire ride home, still on cloud nine from the news.I couldn't wait to tell Christian.

He was going to be so happy about this.

As I pull up to the pack house, the pain once again returns and I sit still in the car for a minute to let it pass, clenching my teeth together to keep from screaming.

Slowly, I drag myself out of the car and through the front door of the house.

I'm usually met with several omegas eager to take my things, but the house was eerily quiet and empty.I don't have time to question it when a burning sensation spreads across my chest, making every breath I take unbearable.I couldn't scream even if I wanted to, my lungs on fire.I climb up the stairs to the second floor, looking forward to lying down and resting.

My every step is more difficult than the last as the pain intensifies, a thousand tiny needles piercing through my stomach.

From where I stood at the top of the stairs, I could see the door to my room slightly cracked open, a strange muffled sound coming from within.

As linch closer, an unmistakable scene unfolds before me, my blood boiling at the sight.

Peeking through the door, I see my sister, Vanessa, riding my husband, a look of sheer delight on the contorted features of her face.

"Ah! Ah! Ah! Christian!" She moans, eagerly bouncing up and down his shaft moves her up and down his c**k.

"f**k!" she whimpers, bouncing frantically.

"Please!" she begs.

"I'll give you the pup you deserve.I'll be your Luna." 

I watch him flip her over, forcing her up on her knees so that her ass was on full display for him.He gives her cheeks

shatters as I hear

thrusts, Vanessa’s moans growing louder

his seed inside her and I place my hand

ll make you my

grotesque encounter and slowly back away from the room and tiptoe down the stairs, their climax ringing in my ears.I nearly sprint out of the house, still clutching my pregnancy test in my hands as I climb into my car.I didn’t know where I was going, but

made so much more

pain, all the

betraying our bond, our

omegas, all of them had told me it was all in my

stressed and needed to relax mate’s betrayal, and yet they kept it from me, to mock me for being so absolutely clueless.I had been so

about wolves and no matter my title, I was still

sister, my own blood.I had brought Vanessa

Christian before I had and it was she who

had no objections to her joining the pack and with our parents gone, I wanted to keep her close.She was the only family I had

nothing.I drive on for miles through the forest, feeling

pull over, stumbling out

I was suddenly grateful Jordan, my gamma, was busy leading a training session today.I needed to be alone and I knew

overprotective, Jordan being no

I climb back into my car, wiping the tears on my face

everything that had been asked of me.I was the calm to Christian's anger.I

Tali," I scold myself, tapping my

tears.Not for them."

in the passenger seat.I look down at my flat

or not, I would

Ever.

Christian would never let me go if

renewed determination, I start the car and head to the town library where I spend the next two hours formulating my

recreating my own version with

I could not give him a child, he would easily seek to break our bond and that's exactly

marking, were hard to break,

(1) Have a Spirit Witch divide our mated souls or (2) Get

stripped of my title but it was better than remaining by my unfaithful husband’s side as

the pregnancy

knew Doctor Lila could out

the tears pool in my eyes again and I take a

had returned, several rushing to take my

in me not to scream at them for betraying me but instead I force a smile, clutching my purse to

table, chattering away amongst themselves as the

even notice my arrival and I stare at

playfully places her hand on Christian's arm, giggling at whatever it was

help but wonder how it was

Derek both notice me however, and both get to their feet to

smile, tucking away my disgust

look of concern swimming in his crystal blue

as I sit down

myself that it was our bond he was concerned

actually care about my well

he probably knew of Christian’s betrayal and while he had sworn to protect me, his loyalty Christian?

fine," I smile innocently at him, waving him away so he can take his seat and leave me

he’s not convinced, but I didn’t care and

and Vanessa finally notice that I'm present and Christian

and he

asks, c*****g his head to the

I

"It was worse today."

sighs in distaste, his silverware

your head? Take

been the nurturing type and found comforting people to be a

at him, hiding

to