The Silent Alpha

***Natalia*** 

Four Years Ago....

Up until this morning, my life had been quite simple.I was the Alpha'’s human mate.I was his Luna.I was his wife.

And then, in a blink of an eye, I was nothing...

A surge of pain ripples from my abdomen as I wait for the doctor to return with my test results.I've been getting these pains a lot recently and they are starting to freak me out.

Doctor Lila said it was all in my head, that I was simply putting too much pressure on myself to get pregnant.She couldn't have been more wrong.

I grip the edge of the table, whimpering to myself as I let the pain roll through on its own.

The walls feel as though they are closing in on me at the thought of receiving another negative test result.

Christian and I had been trying for several months now and I could feel it driving a wedge between us.

He was colder, distant.

I knew how much he wanted a son and it hurt to know I was failing so miserably to make him happy.

The door swings open and I nearly fall off the table from the fright sanitizer on her hands as she settles down on her chair.I could hear my heart pounding against my ribcage at an unnatural speed as I wait for her to speak.

"Just breathe, Luna," she smiles, inhaling slowly with me and reaching for my hands.

My hands were trembling but I manage to calm down.

Doctor Lila's smile deepens.

"Congratulations, Luna," she says, placing her hand on my tummy.

"You're carrying our little Alpha in there." My heart skips a beat as I process the news. I'm pregnant! Oh my gosh, I'm pregnant! 

""H-how far along?" I whisper, barely able to string together a sentence from holding back the sob in my throat.

"Well, let's find out, shall we?" she smiles, pulling the ultrasound machine out and squirting cold gel on my belly.

Butterflies dance in my stomach as I stare at the screen, unable to read the images but hoping somewhere in that black and white mess my little Alpha would show up.

"Well, I'd say from the looks of it, about four weeks, which means we have to start your prep immediately, Luna," she says sternly, handing me some documents.

"A werewolf pregnancy is very dangerous for a human.We'll have to take extra precautions." 

She wipes the gel off my stomach and gives me a crash course on rub my belly the entire ride home, still on cloud nine from the news.I couldn't wait to tell Christian.

He was going to be so happy about this.

As I pull up to the pack house, the pain once again returns and I sit still in the car for a minute to let it pass, clenching my teeth together to keep from screaming.

Slowly, I drag myself out of the car and through the front door of the house.

I'm usually met with several omegas eager to take my things, but the house was eerily quiet and empty.I don't have time to question it when a burning sensation spreads across my chest, making every breath I take unbearable.I couldn't scream even if I wanted to, my lungs on fire.I climb up the stairs to the second floor, looking forward to lying down and resting.

My every step is more difficult than the last as the pain intensifies, a thousand tiny needles piercing through my stomach.

From where I stood at the top of the stairs, I could see the door to my room slightly cracked open, a strange muffled sound coming from within.

As linch closer, an unmistakable scene unfolds before me, my blood boiling at the sight.

Peeking through the door, I see my sister, Vanessa, riding my husband, a look of sheer delight on the contorted features of her face.

"Ah! Ah! Ah! Christian!" She moans, eagerly bouncing up and down his shaft moves her up and down his c**k.

"f**k!" she whimpers, bouncing frantically.

"Please!" she begs.

"I'll give you the pup you deserve.I'll be your Luna." 

her over, forcing her up on her knees so that her

as I hear

between thrusts, Vanessa’s moans growing louder as she

his seed inside her and

you my

slowly back away from the room and tiptoe down the stairs, their climax ringing in my ears.I nearly sprint out of the house, still clutching my pregnancy test in my hands as I climb into my car.I didn’t know where I was going, but I put my car in drive and speed off

made so

the pain, all

betraying our

the omegas, all of them had told

to mock me for being so absolutely clueless.I had

only care about wolves and no matter my title, I was still only a

than my own sister, my own blood.I had brought Vanessa to our

I had and it was she who introduced

the pack and with our parents gone, I wanted

were nothing.I drive on for miles through the

I pull over, stumbling out of the car to empty

was truly a pitiful sight and I was suddenly grateful Jordan, my gamma, was busy leading a training session today.I needed to be alone and I knew if he saw me like this, he'd be attached to

overprotective, Jordan being no

climb back into my car, wiping the tears on my face with

asked of me.I was the calm to Christian's anger.I was the mother everyone turned to in crisis.I was Derek, were away.I had been a

I scold

tears.Not for them."

about to start the car again when I catch a glimpse of my pregnancy test I had tossed in the passenger seat.I look down at my flat stomach

I would

Ever.

Christian would never let me go if he

renewed determination, I start the car and head to the town library where I spend the

scour the web for fertility tests, recreating my own version with which to

he thought I could not give him a child, he would easily seek to break our bond

marking, were hard

it: (1) Have a Spirit Witch divide our mated souls or (2) Get the approval of the pack elders and hold a

stripped of my title but it was better than remaining by my

pregnancy

could out

into the driveway, I feel the tears pool in my eyes again and I take a moment to collect myself before walking into the

omegas had returned, several rushing to take my

force a smile, clutching my purse to my side as I make my way to the dining

at the table, chattering away amongst themselves

notice my arrival and I stare at them, completely bewildered

places her hand on Christian's arm, giggling at whatever it was

wonder how it was that

Derek both notice me however, and

a small smile, tucking away my disgust for my sister and

a look of concern swimming in his crystal

I sit down

remind myself that it was our bond he

care about

while he had sworn to protect me, his

him, waving him away so he

can tell he’s not convinced, but I didn’t care and focus instead on

present and Christian reaches for my hand to

and he

he asks, c*****g his head to the side in

the pain," I smile, picking at my

"It was worse today."

 "This again?" he sighs in distaste, his

we have to tell you, it's all in your head? Take some aspirin and quit nagging.It's getting on my nerves." His

and found comforting

force a smile at him, hiding the sadness in my heart that only seemed

mutter, continuing to pick at my