The Silent Alpha

***Natalia*** 

Four Years Ago....

Up until this morning, my life had been quite simple.I was the Alpha'’s human mate.I was his Luna.I was his wife.

And then, in a blink of an eye, I was nothing...

A surge of pain ripples from my abdomen as I wait for the doctor to return with my test results.I've been getting these pains a lot recently and they are starting to freak me out.

Doctor Lila said it was all in my head, that I was simply putting too much pressure on myself to get pregnant.She couldn't have been more wrong.

I grip the edge of the table, whimpering to myself as I let the pain roll through on its own.

The walls feel as though they are closing in on me at the thought of receiving another negative test result.

Christian and I had been trying for several months now and I could feel it driving a wedge between us.

He was colder, distant.

I knew how much he wanted a son and it hurt to know I was failing so miserably to make him happy.

The door swings open and I nearly fall off the table from the fright sanitizer on her hands as she settles down on her chair.I could hear my heart pounding against my ribcage at an unnatural speed as I wait for her to speak.

"Just breathe, Luna," she smiles, inhaling slowly with me and reaching for my hands.

My hands were trembling but I manage to calm down.

Doctor Lila's smile deepens.

"Congratulations, Luna," she says, placing her hand on my tummy.

"You're carrying our little Alpha in there." My heart skips a beat as I process the news. I'm pregnant! Oh my gosh, I'm pregnant! 

""H-how far along?" I whisper, barely able to string together a sentence from holding back the sob in my throat.

"Well, let's find out, shall we?" she smiles, pulling the ultrasound machine out and squirting cold gel on my belly.

Butterflies dance in my stomach as I stare at the screen, unable to read the images but hoping somewhere in that black and white mess my little Alpha would show up.

"Well, I'd say from the looks of it, about four weeks, which means we have to start your prep immediately, Luna," she says sternly, handing me some documents.

"A werewolf pregnancy is very dangerous for a human.We'll have to take extra precautions." 

She wipes the gel off my stomach and gives me a crash course on rub my belly the entire ride home, still on cloud nine from the news.I couldn't wait to tell Christian.

He was going to be so happy about this.

As I pull up to the pack house, the pain once again returns and I sit still in the car for a minute to let it pass, clenching my teeth together to keep from screaming.

Slowly, I drag myself out of the car and through the front door of the house.

I'm usually met with several omegas eager to take my things, but the house was eerily quiet and empty.I don't have time to question it when a burning sensation spreads across my chest, making every breath I take unbearable.I couldn't scream even if I wanted to, my lungs on fire.I climb up the stairs to the second floor, looking forward to lying down and resting.

My every step is more difficult than the last as the pain intensifies, a thousand tiny needles piercing through my stomach.

From where I stood at the top of the stairs, I could see the door to my room slightly cracked open, a strange muffled sound coming from within.

As linch closer, an unmistakable scene unfolds before me, my blood boiling at the sight.

Peeking through the door, I see my sister, Vanessa, riding my husband, a look of sheer delight on the contorted features of her face.

"Ah! Ah! Ah! Christian!" She moans, eagerly bouncing up and down his shaft moves her up and down his c**k.

"f**k!" she whimpers, bouncing frantically.

"Please!" she begs.

"I'll give you the pup you deserve.I'll be your Luna." 

her ass was on full display for him.He gives her cheeks a good spanking before

shatters as I

between thrusts, Vanessa’s moans growing louder

as I watch him empty his seed inside her and I place my hand over

ll make you

and tiptoe down the stairs, their climax ringing in my ears.I nearly sprint out of the house, still clutching my pregnancy test

so much more

the pain, all the anguish

was betraying our bond, our

other she-wolves and the omegas, all of them

from me, to mock me for being so absolutely clueless.I had been so stupid to

my title,

than my own sister, my own blood.I had brought Vanessa to our pack

and it was she

had no objections to her joining the pack and with our parents gone, I wanted to keep her close.She was the only family I

nothing.I drive on for miles through the forest, feeling the pain start all over

horrid sensation burns across my body and I pull over, stumbling out of the car to empty

a pitiful sight and I was suddenly grateful Jordan, my gamma, was busy leading a training session today.I needed to be alone and I knew if he saw me like this, he'd be attached to my

overprotective, Jordan being

humiliated and pregnant, I climb back into my car, wiping the tears on my face

done everything that had been asked of me.I was the calm to Christian's anger.I was the mother everyone turned to in crisis.I was Derek, were

Tali," I scold

tears.Not for

I catch a glimpse of my pregnancy test I had tossed in the passenger seat.I look down at my flat stomach and realize no one beside Doctor Lila and I knew

I would

Ever.

I knew Christian would never let me go if he knew I was

start the car and head to

for fertility tests, recreating my own version with which to trick

I could not give him a child, he would easily seek to break our bond and

formed through a marking, were hard to break, but

divide our mated souls or (2) Get the approval of the pack elders

it was better than remaining by

I shred the pregnancy test, not willing

knew Doctor Lila could out me anytime now

tears pool in my eyes again and I take a moment to collect myself before walking into the

returned, several rushing to take my

but instead I force a smile, clutching my purse to my side as I make my way to the dining

seated at the table, chattering away amongst themselves as the omegas scramble to

conversation, they don’t even notice my arrival and I stare

places her hand on Christian's arm, giggling at whatever

couldn't help but wonder how it was that I never noticed their

Derek both notice me however, and both get to their

away my disgust

me, a look of concern swimming in

I sit down

remind myself that it was

care about my well

probably knew of Christian’s betrayal and while he had sworn to protect me, his

at him, waving him away so he can take his seat and leave me

tell he’s not convinced, but I didn’t care and focus instead on

notice that I'm present and Christian reaches for my hand to

touch and he gives me a puzzled

okay, babe?" he asks, c*****g his head to the side in

just the pain," I smile, picking at

"It was worse today."

in distaste, his

times do we have to tell you, it's all in your head? Take some aspirin and quit nagging.It's getting on my

and found comforting people to be a pointless

in my hands and force a smile at him, hiding the sadness in my heart that only seemed to grow stronger by the

mutter, continuing to pick at my