The Silent Alpha

***Natalia*** 

Four Years Ago....

Up until this morning, my life had been quite simple.I was the Alpha'’s human mate.I was his Luna.I was his wife.

And then, in a blink of an eye, I was nothing...

A surge of pain ripples from my abdomen as I wait for the doctor to return with my test results.I've been getting these pains a lot recently and they are starting to freak me out.

Doctor Lila said it was all in my head, that I was simply putting too much pressure on myself to get pregnant.She couldn't have been more wrong.

I grip the edge of the table, whimpering to myself as I let the pain roll through on its own.

The walls feel as though they are closing in on me at the thought of receiving another negative test result.

Christian and I had been trying for several months now and I could feel it driving a wedge between us.

He was colder, distant.

I knew how much he wanted a son and it hurt to know I was failing so miserably to make him happy.

The door swings open and I nearly fall off the table from the fright sanitizer on her hands as she settles down on her chair.I could hear my heart pounding against my ribcage at an unnatural speed as I wait for her to speak.

"Just breathe, Luna," she smiles, inhaling slowly with me and reaching for my hands.

My hands were trembling but I manage to calm down.

Doctor Lila's smile deepens.

"Congratulations, Luna," she says, placing her hand on my tummy.

"You're carrying our little Alpha in there." My heart skips a beat as I process the news. I'm pregnant! Oh my gosh, I'm pregnant! 

""H-how far along?" I whisper, barely able to string together a sentence from holding back the sob in my throat.

"Well, let's find out, shall we?" she smiles, pulling the ultrasound machine out and squirting cold gel on my belly.

Butterflies dance in my stomach as I stare at the screen, unable to read the images but hoping somewhere in that black and white mess my little Alpha would show up.

"Well, I'd say from the looks of it, about four weeks, which means we have to start your prep immediately, Luna," she says sternly, handing me some documents.

"A werewolf pregnancy is very dangerous for a human.We'll have to take extra precautions." 

She wipes the gel off my stomach and gives me a crash course on rub my belly the entire ride home, still on cloud nine from the news.I couldn't wait to tell Christian.

He was going to be so happy about this.

As I pull up to the pack house, the pain once again returns and I sit still in the car for a minute to let it pass, clenching my teeth together to keep from screaming.

Slowly, I drag myself out of the car and through the front door of the house.

I'm usually met with several omegas eager to take my things, but the house was eerily quiet and empty.I don't have time to question it when a burning sensation spreads across my chest, making every breath I take unbearable.I couldn't scream even if I wanted to, my lungs on fire.I climb up the stairs to the second floor, looking forward to lying down and resting.

My every step is more difficult than the last as the pain intensifies, a thousand tiny needles piercing through my stomach.

From where I stood at the top of the stairs, I could see the door to my room slightly cracked open, a strange muffled sound coming from within.

As linch closer, an unmistakable scene unfolds before me, my blood boiling at the sight.

Peeking through the door, I see my sister, Vanessa, riding my husband, a look of sheer delight on the contorted features of her face.

"Ah! Ah! Ah! Christian!" She moans, eagerly bouncing up and down his shaft moves her up and down his c**k.

"f**k!" she whimpers, bouncing frantically.

"Please!" she begs.

"I'll give you the pup you deserve.I'll be your Luna." 

him flip her over, forcing her up on her knees so that her ass was on full display for him.He gives

as

Vanessa’s

a crescendo as I watch him empty his seed inside her and I place my hand over

ll make you my Luna,"

sprint out of the house, still clutching

all made so much more sense

pain, all the anguish

Christian was betraying our bond,

other she-wolves and the omegas, all of them had told me it was all in

needed to relax mate’s betrayal, and yet they kept it from me, to mock me for being so absolutely clueless.I had been so stupid to believe any of them ever cared

no matter my title, I was still only

make matters worse, the betrayal came from none other than my own sister, my own blood.I had brought

had and it was she who introduced us

and with our parents gone, I wanted to keep her close.She

nothing.I drive on for miles through the forest, feeling the

I pull

sight and I was suddenly grateful Jordan, my gamma, was busy leading a training session today.I needed to

extremely overprotective,

pregnant, I climb back into my

asked of me.I was the calm to Christian's anger.I was the mother everyone turned to in crisis.I was Derek,

I scold myself, tapping my steering

tears.Not for them."

the car again when I catch a glimpse of my pregnancy test I had tossed in the passenger seat.I look down at my flat stomach and realize no one beside Doctor Lila and I knew I was pregnant...And it was going

or not, I would

Ever.

me go if he knew

renewed determination, I start the car and head to the

for fertility tests, recreating my

could not give him a child, he would easily seek to break our bond

formed through a marking, were hard

Have a Spirit Witch divide our mated souls or (2) Get

be stripped of my title but it was better than remaining by my unfaithful

pregnancy

knew Doctor Lila could out

pull into the driveway, I feel the tears pool in my eyes again and I take a moment to collect

omegas had returned, several rushing

everything in me not to scream at them for betraying me but instead I force a smile, clutching my purse to my side as

sister and husband are already seated at the table, chattering away amongst themselves as the omegas scramble to serve

notice my arrival and I stare at them, completely bewildered

her hand on Christian's arm, giggling at

how it was that I never

me however, and both get to their feet

offer a small smile, tucking away my disgust for my

for me, a look of

okay?" He whispers as I sit down in my

that it was

actually care

fact, he probably knew of Christian’s betrayal and while he had sworn

I smile innocently at him, waving him away so he can take

convinced, but I didn’t care and focus instead

notice that I'm present and Christian reaches for

his touch and he

asks, c*****g his head to

I smile, picking at my

"It was worse today."

sighs in distaste, his

always complaining.How many times do we have to tell you, it's all in your head? Take some aspirin and quit nagging.It's getting

never been the nurturing type and found comforting

my fork in my hands and force a smile at him, hiding

continuing to pick at my