The Silent Alpha

***Natalia*** 

Four Years Ago....

Up until this morning, my life had been quite simple.I was the Alpha'’s human mate.I was his Luna.I was his wife.

And then, in a blink of an eye, I was nothing...

A surge of pain ripples from my abdomen as I wait for the doctor to return with my test results.I've been getting these pains a lot recently and they are starting to freak me out.

Doctor Lila said it was all in my head, that I was simply putting too much pressure on myself to get pregnant.She couldn't have been more wrong.

I grip the edge of the table, whimpering to myself as I let the pain roll through on its own.

The walls feel as though they are closing in on me at the thought of receiving another negative test result.

Christian and I had been trying for several months now and I could feel it driving a wedge between us.

He was colder, distant.

I knew how much he wanted a son and it hurt to know I was failing so miserably to make him happy.

The door swings open and I nearly fall off the table from the fright sanitizer on her hands as she settles down on her chair.I could hear my heart pounding against my ribcage at an unnatural speed as I wait for her to speak.

"Just breathe, Luna," she smiles, inhaling slowly with me and reaching for my hands.

My hands were trembling but I manage to calm down.

Doctor Lila's smile deepens.

"Congratulations, Luna," she says, placing her hand on my tummy.

"You're carrying our little Alpha in there." My heart skips a beat as I process the news. I'm pregnant! Oh my gosh, I'm pregnant! 

""H-how far along?" I whisper, barely able to string together a sentence from holding back the sob in my throat.

"Well, let's find out, shall we?" she smiles, pulling the ultrasound machine out and squirting cold gel on my belly.

Butterflies dance in my stomach as I stare at the screen, unable to read the images but hoping somewhere in that black and white mess my little Alpha would show up.

"Well, I'd say from the looks of it, about four weeks, which means we have to start your prep immediately, Luna," she says sternly, handing me some documents.

"A werewolf pregnancy is very dangerous for a human.We'll have to take extra precautions." 

She wipes the gel off my stomach and gives me a crash course on rub my belly the entire ride home, still on cloud nine from the news.I couldn't wait to tell Christian.

He was going to be so happy about this.

As I pull up to the pack house, the pain once again returns and I sit still in the car for a minute to let it pass, clenching my teeth together to keep from screaming.

Slowly, I drag myself out of the car and through the front door of the house.

I'm usually met with several omegas eager to take my things, but the house was eerily quiet and empty.I don't have time to question it when a burning sensation spreads across my chest, making every breath I take unbearable.I couldn't scream even if I wanted to, my lungs on fire.I climb up the stairs to the second floor, looking forward to lying down and resting.

My every step is more difficult than the last as the pain intensifies, a thousand tiny needles piercing through my stomach.

From where I stood at the top of the stairs, I could see the door to my room slightly cracked open, a strange muffled sound coming from within.

As linch closer, an unmistakable scene unfolds before me, my blood boiling at the sight.

Peeking through the door, I see my sister, Vanessa, riding my husband, a look of sheer delight on the contorted features of her face.

"Ah! Ah! Ah! Christian!" She moans, eagerly bouncing up and down his shaft moves her up and down his c**k.

"f**k!" she whimpers, bouncing frantically.

"Please!" she begs.

"I'll give you the pup you deserve.I'll be your Luna." 

so that her ass was on full display for him.He gives her cheeks a good spanking

as I hear Christian's

pants between thrusts, Vanessa’s moans

as I watch him empty his seed inside her and I place

you my Luna," he

need to see anymore of this grotesque encounter and slowly back away from the room and tiptoe down the stairs, their climax ringing in my ears.I nearly sprint out of the house, still clutching my pregnancy test in my hands as I climb into my car.I didn’t know where I was going, but I put my car in drive and speed off down the

all made so much more sense

all the

was betraying our bond,

doctor, the other she-wolves and the omegas, all of

me, to mock me for being so absolutely clueless.I had been so

about wolves and no matter my title, I was

worse, the betrayal came from none other than my own sister, my own blood.I had brought

had known Christian before I had and it

with our parents gone, I wanted to keep her

we were nothing.I drive on for miles through the

body and I pull over, stumbling

a pitiful sight and I was suddenly grateful Jordan, my gamma, was busy leading a training session today.I needed to be alone and I knew if he saw me like this, he'd be attached to

extremely overprotective,

back into my car, wiping the tears on my face

was the calm to Christian's anger.I was the mother everyone turned to in crisis.I was Derek, were away.I had been a

Tali," I scold myself, tapping my

more tears.Not for them."

my pregnancy test I had tossed in the passenger seat.I look down

or not, I would never tolerate

Ever.

let me go if he knew I

I start the car and head to the town library where I spend the next two hours formulating my

for fertility tests, recreating my own version

could not give him a child, he would easily seek to break our

formed through a marking, were

a Spirit Witch divide our mated souls or (2) Get the approval of the pack elders and hold a

my title but it was better than

pregnancy test, not willing to leave evidence

Lila could out me anytime

the driveway, I feel the tears pool in my eyes again and I take a

several

scream at them for betraying me but instead I force a smile, clutching my purse

seated at the table, chattering away amongst themselves as the omegas scramble to

conversation, they don’t even notice my arrival and I stare at

playfully places her hand on Christian's arm, giggling at whatever it

how it was

Derek both notice me however, and both get to their

smile, tucking away my

for me, a look of concern swimming in his crystal

okay?" He whispers as I sit down

was our

actually care about my well

betrayal and while he

away so he can

not convinced, but I didn’t

and Christian reaches for my

flinch at his touch and he gives

babe?" he asks, c*****g his head

the pain," I smile, picking

"It was worse today."

in distaste, his silverware clinking with

always complaining.How many times do we have to tell you, it's all in your head? Take some aspirin and quit nagging.It's getting on my nerves."

been the nurturing type and found

my fork in my hands and force a smile at him, hiding the

I mutter, continuing to pick