The Silent Alpha

***Natalia*** 

Four Years Ago....

Up until this morning, my life had been quite simple.I was the Alpha'’s human mate.I was his Luna.I was his wife.

And then, in a blink of an eye, I was nothing...

A surge of pain ripples from my abdomen as I wait for the doctor to return with my test results.I've been getting these pains a lot recently and they are starting to freak me out.

Doctor Lila said it was all in my head, that I was simply putting too much pressure on myself to get pregnant.She couldn't have been more wrong.

I grip the edge of the table, whimpering to myself as I let the pain roll through on its own.

The walls feel as though they are closing in on me at the thought of receiving another negative test result.

Christian and I had been trying for several months now and I could feel it driving a wedge between us.

He was colder, distant.

I knew how much he wanted a son and it hurt to know I was failing so miserably to make him happy.

The door swings open and I nearly fall off the table from the fright sanitizer on her hands as she settles down on her chair.I could hear my heart pounding against my ribcage at an unnatural speed as I wait for her to speak.

"Just breathe, Luna," she smiles, inhaling slowly with me and reaching for my hands.

My hands were trembling but I manage to calm down.

Doctor Lila's smile deepens.

"Congratulations, Luna," she says, placing her hand on my tummy.

"You're carrying our little Alpha in there." My heart skips a beat as I process the news. I'm pregnant! Oh my gosh, I'm pregnant! 

""H-how far along?" I whisper, barely able to string together a sentence from holding back the sob in my throat.

"Well, let's find out, shall we?" she smiles, pulling the ultrasound machine out and squirting cold gel on my belly.

Butterflies dance in my stomach as I stare at the screen, unable to read the images but hoping somewhere in that black and white mess my little Alpha would show up.

"Well, I'd say from the looks of it, about four weeks, which means we have to start your prep immediately, Luna," she says sternly, handing me some documents.

"A werewolf pregnancy is very dangerous for a human.We'll have to take extra precautions." 

She wipes the gel off my stomach and gives me a crash course on rub my belly the entire ride home, still on cloud nine from the news.I couldn't wait to tell Christian.

He was going to be so happy about this.

As I pull up to the pack house, the pain once again returns and I sit still in the car for a minute to let it pass, clenching my teeth together to keep from screaming.

Slowly, I drag myself out of the car and through the front door of the house.

I'm usually met with several omegas eager to take my things, but the house was eerily quiet and empty.I don't have time to question it when a burning sensation spreads across my chest, making every breath I take unbearable.I couldn't scream even if I wanted to, my lungs on fire.I climb up the stairs to the second floor, looking forward to lying down and resting.

My every step is more difficult than the last as the pain intensifies, a thousand tiny needles piercing through my stomach.

From where I stood at the top of the stairs, I could see the door to my room slightly cracked open, a strange muffled sound coming from within.

As linch closer, an unmistakable scene unfolds before me, my blood boiling at the sight.

Peeking through the door, I see my sister, Vanessa, riding my husband, a look of sheer delight on the contorted features of her face.

"Ah! Ah! Ah! Christian!" She moans, eagerly bouncing up and down his shaft moves her up and down his c**k.

"f**k!" she whimpers, bouncing frantically.

"Please!" she begs.

"I'll give you the pup you deserve.I'll be your Luna." 

up on her knees so that her ass was on

as I

Vanessa’s moans

watch him empty his seed inside her and I place my

you

back away from the room and tiptoe down the stairs, their climax ringing in my ears.I nearly sprint out of the house, still clutching my pregnancy test in my hands as I climb into my car.I didn’t know where I was going, but I put

all made so much more

the pain, all the anguish I

because Christian was betraying our

mate, my gamma, the doctor, the other she-wolves and the omegas, all of them had told me it

I was just stressed and needed to relax mate’s betrayal, and yet they kept it from me, to mock me for being so absolutely

about wolves and no matter my title,

other than my own sister, my own blood.I had brought

and it was

with our parents gone, I wanted to keep

on for miles through the forest, feeling the

across my body and I pull

was truly a pitiful sight and I was suddenly grateful Jordan, my gamma, was busy leading a training session today.I needed to be

were extremely overprotective, Jordan

pregnant, I climb back into my car, wiping

been asked of me.I was the calm to Christian's anger.I was the mother everyone turned

Tali," I scold

more tears.Not

catch a glimpse of my pregnancy test I had tossed in the passenger seat.I look down at my flat stomach

not, I would never tolerate

Ever.

would never let me go if he knew I was

I start the car and head to the town

the web for fertility tests, recreating

he would easily seek to break our bond and

bonds, once formed through a marking, were hard to break, but not

ways to break it: (1) Have a Spirit Witch divide our mated souls or (2) Get the

be humiliating to be stripped of my title but it was better than remaining by my unfaithful husband’s side as

with my work, I shred the pregnancy test, not willing to

knew Doctor Lila could out me anytime now

my eyes again and I take a moment to collect myself before walking into

several rushing to take my

instead I force a smile, clutching my purse to my

sister and husband are already seated at the table, chattering away amongst

in conversation, they don’t even notice my arrival and I stare at them, completely bewildered by

her hand on Christian's arm, giggling at whatever it was he said

how it was that I

both notice me however, and both get

away my disgust for my

a look of concern swimming in his crystal

okay?" He whispers as I sit

that it was our bond he

didn’t actually care about

while he had sworn to protect me, his loyalty Christian?

him, waving him away so he can take his seat and leave

can tell he’s not convinced, but I didn’t care

notice that I'm present and Christian reaches for

touch and he gives me

he asks, c*****g his head to the side in

just the pain," I smile, picking at my

"It was worse today."

again?" he sighs in distaste, his silverware clinking with his

it's all in your head? Take some aspirin and

the nurturing type and found comforting people to be a pointless

smile at him, hiding the sadness in

I mutter, continuing to pick at my