The Silent Alpha

***Natalia*** 

Four Years Ago....

Up until this morning, my life had been quite simple.I was the Alpha'’s human mate.I was his Luna.I was his wife.

And then, in a blink of an eye, I was nothing...

A surge of pain ripples from my abdomen as I wait for the doctor to return with my test results.I've been getting these pains a lot recently and they are starting to freak me out.

Doctor Lila said it was all in my head, that I was simply putting too much pressure on myself to get pregnant.She couldn't have been more wrong.

I grip the edge of the table, whimpering to myself as I let the pain roll through on its own.

The walls feel as though they are closing in on me at the thought of receiving another negative test result.

Christian and I had been trying for several months now and I could feel it driving a wedge between us.

He was colder, distant.

I knew how much he wanted a son and it hurt to know I was failing so miserably to make him happy.

The door swings open and I nearly fall off the table from the fright sanitizer on her hands as she settles down on her chair.I could hear my heart pounding against my ribcage at an unnatural speed as I wait for her to speak.

"Just breathe, Luna," she smiles, inhaling slowly with me and reaching for my hands.

My hands were trembling but I manage to calm down.

Doctor Lila's smile deepens.

"Congratulations, Luna," she says, placing her hand on my tummy.

"You're carrying our little Alpha in there." My heart skips a beat as I process the news. I'm pregnant! Oh my gosh, I'm pregnant! 

""H-how far along?" I whisper, barely able to string together a sentence from holding back the sob in my throat.

"Well, let's find out, shall we?" she smiles, pulling the ultrasound machine out and squirting cold gel on my belly.

Butterflies dance in my stomach as I stare at the screen, unable to read the images but hoping somewhere in that black and white mess my little Alpha would show up.

"Well, I'd say from the looks of it, about four weeks, which means we have to start your prep immediately, Luna," she says sternly, handing me some documents.

"A werewolf pregnancy is very dangerous for a human.We'll have to take extra precautions." 

She wipes the gel off my stomach and gives me a crash course on rub my belly the entire ride home, still on cloud nine from the news.I couldn't wait to tell Christian.

He was going to be so happy about this.

As I pull up to the pack house, the pain once again returns and I sit still in the car for a minute to let it pass, clenching my teeth together to keep from screaming.

Slowly, I drag myself out of the car and through the front door of the house.

I'm usually met with several omegas eager to take my things, but the house was eerily quiet and empty.I don't have time to question it when a burning sensation spreads across my chest, making every breath I take unbearable.I couldn't scream even if I wanted to, my lungs on fire.I climb up the stairs to the second floor, looking forward to lying down and resting.

My every step is more difficult than the last as the pain intensifies, a thousand tiny needles piercing through my stomach.

From where I stood at the top of the stairs, I could see the door to my room slightly cracked open, a strange muffled sound coming from within.

As linch closer, an unmistakable scene unfolds before me, my blood boiling at the sight.

Peeking through the door, I see my sister, Vanessa, riding my husband, a look of sheer delight on the contorted features of her face.

"Ah! Ah! Ah! Christian!" She moans, eagerly bouncing up and down his shaft moves her up and down his c**k.

"f**k!" she whimpers, bouncing frantically.

"Please!" she begs.

"I'll give you the pup you deserve.I'll be your Luna." 

so that her ass was on full display for him.He

heart shatters as

Vanessa’s moans

him empty his seed inside her

make you my

nearly sprint out of the house, still clutching my pregnancy test in my hands as I climb into my car.I didn’t know where I was going, but I put my car in drive and speed off

made so much

pain, all

betraying

other she-wolves and the omegas, all of them had told me it

I was just stressed and needed to relax mate’s betrayal, and yet they kept it from me, to mock me for being so absolutely clueless.I had been so stupid to believe any of them

my title, I was still only a human

from none other than my own sister, my own blood.I had brought Vanessa

Christian before I had and it

the pack and with our parents gone, I wanted to keep her close.She was the only family

nothing.I drive on for miles through the forest, feeling the pain start all over

sensation burns across my body and I pull over, stumbling out of the car to

grateful Jordan, my gamma, was busy leading a training session today.I needed to be alone and I knew if he saw me like this, he'd be attached to my

extremely overprotective, Jordan being no

back into my car, wiping the tears on

calm to Christian's anger.I was the mother everyone turned to in crisis.I was Derek, were away.I had been a good

scold

more tears.Not for

tossed in the passenger seat.I look down at

not, I would never tolerate

Ever.

go if he knew I

the car and head to the town library

scour the web for fertility tests, recreating my own

a child, he would easily seek

formed through a marking,

were two ways to break it: (1) Have a Spirit Witch divide our mated souls or (2) Get the approval of the pack

would be humiliating to be stripped of my title but it was better than

shred the pregnancy test,

could out me anytime now

pool in my eyes again and I

omegas had returned, several rushing to take my

to scream at them for betraying me but instead I force a smile, clutching my

are already seated at the table, chattering away amongst themselves as the omegas

notice my arrival and I stare at them, completely bewildered

on Christian's arm, giggling at whatever it was he said to

help but wonder how it was that

however, and both get

away my

for me, a look of

as I sit down in

myself that it was

didn’t actually care about my

while he had sworn to

at him, waving him away so

but I didn’t care and focus

that I'm present and Christian reaches for my hand

at his touch and he gives me

asks, c*****g his head to the side in

pain," I smile,

"It was worse today."

 "This again?" he sighs in distaste, his silverware clinking with

do we have to tell you, it's all in your head? Take some aspirin and quit nagging.It's getting on my nerves." His

and found comforting people to be

fork in my hands and force a smile at him, hiding the sadness in my heart that only seemed to

I mutter, continuing to pick at