The Silent Alpha

***Natalia*** 

Four Years Ago....

Up until this morning, my life had been quite simple.I was the Alpha'’s human mate.I was his Luna.I was his wife.

And then, in a blink of an eye, I was nothing...

A surge of pain ripples from my abdomen as I wait for the doctor to return with my test results.I've been getting these pains a lot recently and they are starting to freak me out.

Doctor Lila said it was all in my head, that I was simply putting too much pressure on myself to get pregnant.She couldn't have been more wrong.

I grip the edge of the table, whimpering to myself as I let the pain roll through on its own.

The walls feel as though they are closing in on me at the thought of receiving another negative test result.

Christian and I had been trying for several months now and I could feel it driving a wedge between us.

He was colder, distant.

I knew how much he wanted a son and it hurt to know I was failing so miserably to make him happy.

The door swings open and I nearly fall off the table from the fright sanitizer on her hands as she settles down on her chair.I could hear my heart pounding against my ribcage at an unnatural speed as I wait for her to speak.

"Just breathe, Luna," she smiles, inhaling slowly with me and reaching for my hands.

My hands were trembling but I manage to calm down.

Doctor Lila's smile deepens.

"Congratulations, Luna," she says, placing her hand on my tummy.

"You're carrying our little Alpha in there." My heart skips a beat as I process the news. I'm pregnant! Oh my gosh, I'm pregnant! 

""H-how far along?" I whisper, barely able to string together a sentence from holding back the sob in my throat.

"Well, let's find out, shall we?" she smiles, pulling the ultrasound machine out and squirting cold gel on my belly.

Butterflies dance in my stomach as I stare at the screen, unable to read the images but hoping somewhere in that black and white mess my little Alpha would show up.

"Well, I'd say from the looks of it, about four weeks, which means we have to start your prep immediately, Luna," she says sternly, handing me some documents.

"A werewolf pregnancy is very dangerous for a human.We'll have to take extra precautions." 

She wipes the gel off my stomach and gives me a crash course on rub my belly the entire ride home, still on cloud nine from the news.I couldn't wait to tell Christian.

He was going to be so happy about this.

As I pull up to the pack house, the pain once again returns and I sit still in the car for a minute to let it pass, clenching my teeth together to keep from screaming.

Slowly, I drag myself out of the car and through the front door of the house.

I'm usually met with several omegas eager to take my things, but the house was eerily quiet and empty.I don't have time to question it when a burning sensation spreads across my chest, making every breath I take unbearable.I couldn't scream even if I wanted to, my lungs on fire.I climb up the stairs to the second floor, looking forward to lying down and resting.

My every step is more difficult than the last as the pain intensifies, a thousand tiny needles piercing through my stomach.

From where I stood at the top of the stairs, I could see the door to my room slightly cracked open, a strange muffled sound coming from within.

As linch closer, an unmistakable scene unfolds before me, my blood boiling at the sight.

Peeking through the door, I see my sister, Vanessa, riding my husband, a look of sheer delight on the contorted features of her face.

"Ah! Ah! Ah! Christian!" She moans, eagerly bouncing up and down his shaft moves her up and down his c**k.

"f**k!" she whimpers, bouncing frantically.

"Please!" she begs.

"I'll give you the pup you deserve.I'll be your Luna." 

up on her knees so that her ass was on full display for him.He gives her cheeks

as I

he pants between thrusts, Vanessa’s moans

crescendo as I watch him empty his seed inside her and I place my hand over my mouth

ll make you

from the room and tiptoe down the stairs, their climax ringing in my ears.I nearly sprint out of the house, still clutching my pregnancy test in my hands as I climb into my car.I didn’t know where I was going, but I put my car in drive and speed off down the

all made so much more

all

betraying our bond,

mate, my gamma, the doctor, the other she-wolves and the omegas, all of them had

stressed and needed to relax mate’s betrayal, and yet they kept it from me, to mock me for being so absolutely clueless.I had been so stupid to believe

and no matter my title,

came from none other than my own sister, my own blood.I had brought Vanessa to our

Christian before I had and it was she who introduced us to each

had no objections to her joining the pack and with our parents gone, I wanted to

were nothing.I drive on for miles through the forest,

across my body and I pull over, stumbling out of the car to empty the contents of my

busy leading a training session today.I needed to be alone and I knew if he

extremely overprotective, Jordan

back into my car, wiping

asked of me.I was the calm to Christian's anger.I was

scold

tears.Not for them."

tossed in the passenger seat.I look down at my flat stomach and realize no one beside Doctor Lila and I knew I was pregnant...And it

not, I would never tolerate

Ever.

go if he

and head to the town library where I spend the next two hours formulating

scour the web for fertility tests, recreating my

he would easily seek to break our bond and that's

a marking, were hard to break, but

mated souls or (2) Get the approval of

humiliating to be stripped of my title but it was better than remaining by my unfaithful husband’s side as

work, I shred the pregnancy test, not

Lila could out

tears pool in my eyes again and I take a moment to collect myself before walking into the

omegas had returned, several rushing

takes everything in me not to scream at them for betraying me but instead I force a smile, clutching my purse to my side as I make my way

table, chattering away amongst themselves as the

my arrival and I stare at them, completely bewildered by what

places her hand on Christian's arm, giggling at whatever it

couldn't help but wonder how it was that I never noticed their

however, and both get

small smile, tucking away my disgust for

for me, a look of

as I sit

myself that it was our

actually care about my

he probably knew of Christian’s betrayal and while he had sworn to protect me, his

innocently at him, waving him away so

can tell he’s not convinced, but I

notice that I'm present and Christian reaches for my hand to

and he gives me

his

I smile,

"It was worse today."

sighs in distaste, his

in your head? Take some aspirin and quit nagging.It's getting on my nerves." His

and found comforting people to

my fork in my hands and force a smile at him, hiding the sadness in my heart that only seemed to grow stronger by

continuing to pick at my