The Silent Alpha

***Natalia*** 

Four Years Ago....

Up until this morning, my life had been quite simple.I was the Alpha'’s human mate.I was his Luna.I was his wife.

And then, in a blink of an eye, I was nothing...

A surge of pain ripples from my abdomen as I wait for the doctor to return with my test results.I've been getting these pains a lot recently and they are starting to freak me out.

Doctor Lila said it was all in my head, that I was simply putting too much pressure on myself to get pregnant.She couldn't have been more wrong.

I grip the edge of the table, whimpering to myself as I let the pain roll through on its own.

The walls feel as though they are closing in on me at the thought of receiving another negative test result.

Christian and I had been trying for several months now and I could feel it driving a wedge between us.

He was colder, distant.

I knew how much he wanted a son and it hurt to know I was failing so miserably to make him happy.

The door swings open and I nearly fall off the table from the fright sanitizer on her hands as she settles down on her chair.I could hear my heart pounding against my ribcage at an unnatural speed as I wait for her to speak.

"Just breathe, Luna," she smiles, inhaling slowly with me and reaching for my hands.

My hands were trembling but I manage to calm down.

Doctor Lila's smile deepens.

"Congratulations, Luna," she says, placing her hand on my tummy.

"You're carrying our little Alpha in there." My heart skips a beat as I process the news. I'm pregnant! Oh my gosh, I'm pregnant! 

""H-how far along?" I whisper, barely able to string together a sentence from holding back the sob in my throat.

"Well, let's find out, shall we?" she smiles, pulling the ultrasound machine out and squirting cold gel on my belly.

Butterflies dance in my stomach as I stare at the screen, unable to read the images but hoping somewhere in that black and white mess my little Alpha would show up.

"Well, I'd say from the looks of it, about four weeks, which means we have to start your prep immediately, Luna," she says sternly, handing me some documents.

"A werewolf pregnancy is very dangerous for a human.We'll have to take extra precautions." 

She wipes the gel off my stomach and gives me a crash course on rub my belly the entire ride home, still on cloud nine from the news.I couldn't wait to tell Christian.

He was going to be so happy about this.

As I pull up to the pack house, the pain once again returns and I sit still in the car for a minute to let it pass, clenching my teeth together to keep from screaming.

Slowly, I drag myself out of the car and through the front door of the house.

I'm usually met with several omegas eager to take my things, but the house was eerily quiet and empty.I don't have time to question it when a burning sensation spreads across my chest, making every breath I take unbearable.I couldn't scream even if I wanted to, my lungs on fire.I climb up the stairs to the second floor, looking forward to lying down and resting.

My every step is more difficult than the last as the pain intensifies, a thousand tiny needles piercing through my stomach.

From where I stood at the top of the stairs, I could see the door to my room slightly cracked open, a strange muffled sound coming from within.

As linch closer, an unmistakable scene unfolds before me, my blood boiling at the sight.

Peeking through the door, I see my sister, Vanessa, riding my husband, a look of sheer delight on the contorted features of her face.

"Ah! Ah! Ah! Christian!" She moans, eagerly bouncing up and down his shaft moves her up and down his c**k.

"f**k!" she whimpers, bouncing frantically.

"Please!" she begs.

"I'll give you the pup you deserve.I'll be your Luna." 

knees so that her ass

shatters as I hear

he pants between thrusts, Vanessa’s moans growing louder as she

as I watch him empty his seed inside her and I place my hand over my mouth to

you

in my ears.I nearly sprint out of the house, still clutching my pregnancy test in

all made so much more sense

pain, all

betraying

my mate, my gamma, the doctor, the other she-wolves and the omegas, all of them had told me it was all

was just stressed and needed to relax mate’s betrayal, and yet they kept it from me, to mock me for being so absolutely clueless.I had been so stupid to believe any of them ever

no matter my title, I was

my own sister, my own blood.I had brought Vanessa to

had known Christian before I had and it was she who introduced

no objections to her joining the pack and with our parents gone, I wanted to keep her close.She was

we were nothing.I drive on for miles through the forest, feeling the pain

burns across my body and I pull

gamma, was busy leading a training session today.I needed to be alone and I knew if he saw me like this, he'd

overprotective, Jordan

back into my car, wiping the tears on my face with my

had been Luna for over two years and while I was human; I had done everything that had been asked of me.I was the calm to Christian's anger.I was the mother everyone turned to in crisis.I was

Tali," I scold myself, tapping my

tears.Not

catch a glimpse of my pregnancy test I had tossed in the passenger seat.I look down at my flat stomach

not, I would

Ever.

would never let me go if he knew I was

determination, I start the car and head to the town library where

recreating my own version with which

would easily seek to break our bond and that's

formed through a marking, were hard to break, but not

to break it: (1) Have a Spirit Witch divide our mated souls or (2) Get

title but it was better than remaining by my unfaithful husband’s side

pregnancy test, not willing to leave evidence

Doctor Lila could

I pull into the driveway, I feel the tears pool in my eyes again and I take

omegas had returned, several

force a smile, clutching my purse to my side as I make

husband are already seated at the table, chattering away amongst themselves as the

don’t even notice my arrival and I

on Christian's arm, giggling at whatever it was he

wonder how it was

Derek both notice me however, and both get to

smile, tucking away my disgust

look of concern swimming

whispers as I sit

myself that it was our

actually care

he probably knew of Christian’s betrayal and while he had sworn

away so he can take his

can tell he’s not convinced, but I didn’t care and

Vanessa finally notice that I'm present and Christian reaches for my hand to

and

okay, babe?" he asks, c*****g his head to the side in

pain," I smile, picking at

"It was worse today."

 "This again?" he sighs in distaste, his silverware clinking

always complaining.How many times do we have to tell you, it's all in your head? Take some aspirin and quit nagging.It's getting

nurturing type and found comforting people to be a pointless

hiding the sadness in my heart that only seemed to grow stronger by the

continuing to pick at