The Silent Alpha

***Natalia*** 

Four Years Ago....

Up until this morning, my life had been quite simple.I was the Alpha'’s human mate.I was his Luna.I was his wife.

And then, in a blink of an eye, I was nothing...

A surge of pain ripples from my abdomen as I wait for the doctor to return with my test results.I've been getting these pains a lot recently and they are starting to freak me out.

Doctor Lila said it was all in my head, that I was simply putting too much pressure on myself to get pregnant.She couldn't have been more wrong.

I grip the edge of the table, whimpering to myself as I let the pain roll through on its own.

The walls feel as though they are closing in on me at the thought of receiving another negative test result.

Christian and I had been trying for several months now and I could feel it driving a wedge between us.

He was colder, distant.

I knew how much he wanted a son and it hurt to know I was failing so miserably to make him happy.

The door swings open and I nearly fall off the table from the fright sanitizer on her hands as she settles down on her chair.I could hear my heart pounding against my ribcage at an unnatural speed as I wait for her to speak.

"Just breathe, Luna," she smiles, inhaling slowly with me and reaching for my hands.

My hands were trembling but I manage to calm down.

Doctor Lila's smile deepens.

"Congratulations, Luna," she says, placing her hand on my tummy.

"You're carrying our little Alpha in there." My heart skips a beat as I process the news. I'm pregnant! Oh my gosh, I'm pregnant! 

""H-how far along?" I whisper, barely able to string together a sentence from holding back the sob in my throat.

"Well, let's find out, shall we?" she smiles, pulling the ultrasound machine out and squirting cold gel on my belly.

Butterflies dance in my stomach as I stare at the screen, unable to read the images but hoping somewhere in that black and white mess my little Alpha would show up.

"Well, I'd say from the looks of it, about four weeks, which means we have to start your prep immediately, Luna," she says sternly, handing me some documents.

"A werewolf pregnancy is very dangerous for a human.We'll have to take extra precautions." 

She wipes the gel off my stomach and gives me a crash course on rub my belly the entire ride home, still on cloud nine from the news.I couldn't wait to tell Christian.

He was going to be so happy about this.

As I pull up to the pack house, the pain once again returns and I sit still in the car for a minute to let it pass, clenching my teeth together to keep from screaming.

Slowly, I drag myself out of the car and through the front door of the house.

I'm usually met with several omegas eager to take my things, but the house was eerily quiet and empty.I don't have time to question it when a burning sensation spreads across my chest, making every breath I take unbearable.I couldn't scream even if I wanted to, my lungs on fire.I climb up the stairs to the second floor, looking forward to lying down and resting.

My every step is more difficult than the last as the pain intensifies, a thousand tiny needles piercing through my stomach.

From where I stood at the top of the stairs, I could see the door to my room slightly cracked open, a strange muffled sound coming from within.

As linch closer, an unmistakable scene unfolds before me, my blood boiling at the sight.

Peeking through the door, I see my sister, Vanessa, riding my husband, a look of sheer delight on the contorted features of her face.

"Ah! Ah! Ah! Christian!" She moans, eagerly bouncing up and down his shaft moves her up and down his c**k.

"f**k!" she whimpers, bouncing frantically.

"Please!" she begs.

"I'll give you the pup you deserve.I'll be your Luna." 

forcing her up on her knees so that her ass was on full display for him.He

heart shatters as I hear

pants between thrusts, Vanessa’s moans growing louder as

his seed inside her and I place my hand over

ll make you my Luna,"

encounter and slowly back away from the room and tiptoe down the stairs, their climax ringing in my ears.I nearly sprint out of the house, still clutching my pregnancy test in my hands as I climb into my car.I didn’t know where I was going, but I put my car in drive and

made so

the pain, all

was betraying our bond, our

omegas, all of them had told me it was

and yet they kept it from me, to mock me for being so absolutely clueless.I had been so stupid to believe any of them

no matter my title, I was still only

came from none other than my own sister, my own blood.I had brought Vanessa to our pack after

it

our parents gone,

through the forest, feeling the pain start all over

I pull over, stumbling out of the car to empty the contents of

was suddenly grateful Jordan, my gamma, was busy leading a training session today.I needed to be alone and I knew if

overprotective, Jordan being no

and pregnant, I climb back into my car, wiping the tears on my

of me.I was the calm to Christian's anger.I was the mother everyone turned to in crisis.I was Derek, were away.I had been

scold myself,

tears.Not

catch a glimpse of my pregnancy test I had tossed in the passenger seat.I look down at my flat stomach and

or not, I would never tolerate

Ever.

let me go if he knew I was carrying his

head to the town

the web for fertility tests, recreating

him a child, he would easily

once formed through a marking, were hard to break, but not

Witch divide our mated souls or (2) Get the approval of the pack elders and hold a rejection

would be humiliating to be stripped of my title but it was better than remaining by my

with my work, I shred the pregnancy test, not willing to leave

could out me anytime

in my eyes again and I take

omegas had returned, several

everything in me not to scream at them for betraying me but instead I force a smile, clutching my purse to my side as I

and husband are already seated at the table, chattering away amongst themselves as the

even notice my arrival and I stare at them, completely bewildered

arm, giggling

it was that I never noticed

both notice me however, and both get to their feet

tucking away my disgust for my sister

out my chair for me, a look of

okay?" He whispers as I sit

was our bond he was concerned

care about my well

fact, he probably knew of Christian’s betrayal and while

smile innocently at him, waving him away so he can take

can tell he’s not convinced, but I didn’t care and focus instead

finally notice that I'm present and Christian reaches for my

flinch at his touch and

c*****g his head

pain," I smile, picking at my

"It was worse today."

again?" he sighs in distaste, his silverware clinking

to tell you, it's all in your head? Take some aspirin and quit nagging.It's getting on my

been the nurturing type and found comforting people to be a pointless

hands and force a smile at him, hiding the sadness in my heart that only

continuing to pick at