The Silent Alpha

***Natalia*** 

Four Years Ago....

Up until this morning, my life had been quite simple.I was the Alpha'’s human mate.I was his Luna.I was his wife.

And then, in a blink of an eye, I was nothing...

A surge of pain ripples from my abdomen as I wait for the doctor to return with my test results.I've been getting these pains a lot recently and they are starting to freak me out.

Doctor Lila said it was all in my head, that I was simply putting too much pressure on myself to get pregnant.She couldn't have been more wrong.

I grip the edge of the table, whimpering to myself as I let the pain roll through on its own.

The walls feel as though they are closing in on me at the thought of receiving another negative test result.

Christian and I had been trying for several months now and I could feel it driving a wedge between us.

He was colder, distant.

I knew how much he wanted a son and it hurt to know I was failing so miserably to make him happy.

The door swings open and I nearly fall off the table from the fright sanitizer on her hands as she settles down on her chair.I could hear my heart pounding against my ribcage at an unnatural speed as I wait for her to speak.

"Just breathe, Luna," she smiles, inhaling slowly with me and reaching for my hands.

My hands were trembling but I manage to calm down.

Doctor Lila's smile deepens.

"Congratulations, Luna," she says, placing her hand on my tummy.

"You're carrying our little Alpha in there." My heart skips a beat as I process the news. I'm pregnant! Oh my gosh, I'm pregnant! 

""H-how far along?" I whisper, barely able to string together a sentence from holding back the sob in my throat.

"Well, let's find out, shall we?" she smiles, pulling the ultrasound machine out and squirting cold gel on my belly.

Butterflies dance in my stomach as I stare at the screen, unable to read the images but hoping somewhere in that black and white mess my little Alpha would show up.

"Well, I'd say from the looks of it, about four weeks, which means we have to start your prep immediately, Luna," she says sternly, handing me some documents.

"A werewolf pregnancy is very dangerous for a human.We'll have to take extra precautions." 

She wipes the gel off my stomach and gives me a crash course on rub my belly the entire ride home, still on cloud nine from the news.I couldn't wait to tell Christian.

He was going to be so happy about this.

As I pull up to the pack house, the pain once again returns and I sit still in the car for a minute to let it pass, clenching my teeth together to keep from screaming.

Slowly, I drag myself out of the car and through the front door of the house.

I'm usually met with several omegas eager to take my things, but the house was eerily quiet and empty.I don't have time to question it when a burning sensation spreads across my chest, making every breath I take unbearable.I couldn't scream even if I wanted to, my lungs on fire.I climb up the stairs to the second floor, looking forward to lying down and resting.

My every step is more difficult than the last as the pain intensifies, a thousand tiny needles piercing through my stomach.

From where I stood at the top of the stairs, I could see the door to my room slightly cracked open, a strange muffled sound coming from within.

As linch closer, an unmistakable scene unfolds before me, my blood boiling at the sight.

Peeking through the door, I see my sister, Vanessa, riding my husband, a look of sheer delight on the contorted features of her face.

"Ah! Ah! Ah! Christian!" She moans, eagerly bouncing up and down his shaft moves her up and down his c**k.

"f**k!" she whimpers, bouncing frantically.

"Please!" she begs.

"I'll give you the pup you deserve.I'll be your Luna." 

her over, forcing her up on her knees so that her ass was on full display for

as I hear

pants between thrusts, Vanessa’s moans growing

crescendo as I watch him empty his seed inside her and I place my hand

make you my Luna," he

this grotesque encounter and slowly back away from the room and tiptoe down the stairs, their climax ringing in my ears.I nearly sprint out of the house, still clutching my pregnancy test in my hands as I climb into my

made so

all the

betraying our bond,

the other she-wolves and the omegas, all of them had told me it was all in my

they kept it from me, to mock me for being so absolutely

about wolves and no matter my title, I was still only a human

none other than my own sister, my own

I had and it

parents gone, I wanted to keep her close.She was the

drive on for miles through the forest, feeling the pain start all over

burns across my body and I pull over, stumbling out of

my gamma, was busy leading a training session today.I needed to be alone and I knew if he saw me like this, he'd be attached

extremely overprotective, Jordan being

into my car, wiping the tears on my face with my

for over two years and while I was human; I had done everything that had been asked of me.I was the calm

Tali," I scold myself, tapping my

more tears.Not for them."

I catch a glimpse of my pregnancy test I had tossed in the passenger seat.I look down at my flat stomach and realize

not, I would

Ever.

never let me go

needed his heir.With renewed determination, I start the car and head to the

fertility tests, recreating my own

I could not give him a child, he would easily seek to

bonds, once formed through a marking, were hard to break, but

divide our mated souls or (2) Get the approval

to be stripped of my title but it was better than remaining by my unfaithful husband’s side as

pregnancy test, not willing to

could out me anytime now

eyes again and I take a moment

several

for betraying me but instead I force a smile, clutching my purse to my side as I make

chattering away amongst themselves as the omegas scramble

and I stare at them, completely bewildered

arm, giggling at whatever it was he said

help but wonder how it was that I never noticed their

and both get to their feet to

a small smile, tucking away my disgust for my sister

pulls out my chair for me, a look of concern

whispers as I sit down in

remind myself that it was

care about my well

knew of Christian’s betrayal and while he had sworn to protect me, his loyalty Christian?

smile innocently at him, waving him away so he can take his seat and leave me

he’s not convinced, but I didn’t care and

finally notice that I'm present and Christian reaches for my

touch and he gives

he asks, c*****g his head to the side in

the pain," I

"It was worse today."

again?" he sighs in distaste,

have to tell you, it's all in your head? Take some aspirin and quit

been the nurturing type and found comforting people to

hiding the sadness in my heart that only seemed to grow stronger by

to pick at