The Silent Alpha

 ***Jane*** 

I gasp in fright when I wake up to a bucket of cold water being tossed on my face, Natalia smirking triumphantly at me as she stands by the side of the bed . I wipe the water from my eyes and realize it's 6:45 am.

"Wake up sleepy head," She chirps, already showered and dressed in a pair of teal medical scrubs.

"You have to wake up the gremlin and get him ready for school today." I feel like a ton of bricks are sitting on my chest, my body still exhausted from the lack of sleep.I could not complain, however, knowing I had gotten away with murder by sharing the bed with her.

With great effort, I climb out of bed, my t-shirt clinging to my wet chest.

Talia giggles hysterically as I waddle past her, a part of me happy to see her having fun, even at my expense.

I head for the bathroom first to wipe off the water and brush my teeth before I waddle down the hall until I find Kota's room.

There’s no response when I knock on the door so I slowly turn the knob and tip toe inside.I find Kota curled up in a ball, his dinosaur pajamas messily clinging to his tiny body.I sit on his bed and push back his hair, exposing his forehead.

He sleeps so peacefully, it feels like a crime to wake is it in silence for a moment, letting him enjoy a few more moments of blissful sleep.I could not explain why, but he made me feel so safe with just his presence, like nothing could disturb us.

He stirs slightly as I stroke his hair and even curls up closer to me.

Remembering my task however, I decide it's time to wake him.I tap his shoulder and his cheeks but the boy only groans and swats at my hand.

Looking around the room to ensure we are truly alone, I lean close to his ear.

My mouth hangs open for a second before I finally find my voice.

"K-Kota," I hiss, feeling my heart race in fear Talia would come in and hear me speak.

I tap his cheek frantically.

"K-Kota.P-please wa-wake up..."

"Five more minutes," he groans, squeezing his eyes tightly.

Unsure what else to do, I wiggle my fingers down his sides and he screams with laughter, kicking his legs about.He writhes against the tickles until he finally sits up.

"G-good morning, K-Kota," I whisper so quietly, he doesn't hear me over his own laughter.

"Hi, Zane!" he laughs, cupping my cheeks in his small hands.

He squishes my face, genuinely happy to see me and throws his head back in laughter.

"Hi, Zane!" I stare at his pretty eyes and feel my body relax.

"H-hi K-Kota."

"H-hi," chuckle, ruffling up his hair.

"Hi!" he squeals, jumping into my lap.

I find his game amusing and carry on for another 10 hellos before I throw the pup over my shoulder and take him to the bathroom.I help him wash his face, brush his teeth for him, and even put together a simple outfit that I hope is to Talia's liking.

He insists on combing his own hair but as I watch him struggle, he finally hands me the comb and lets me comb his hair.

Pleased with my work, I crouch down to his level and offer him a toothy grin that he reciprocates.

"w-what wo-would you like for bre- break- breakfast?" I ask him, my cheeks flushing at my severe stutter.

my imperfect speech, instead playing with his hands and grinning happily at me

doing a happy dance

making pancakes but I would figure it out if

kitchen and search the cupboards until I find a box of pancake mix

and mix them all up in a bowl until I get a nice thin batter

up a double burner griddle on the stove and Kota hands me cooking spray so the pour out the batter.I leave it for a while, searching the cabinets for Kota's plates and cups sol can pour out a glass of

of burnt

I rush to the griddle and

pancake and I scowl at him as I toss it

over the griddle.I want to give up but Kota seems to be amused

out the batter

slide the spatula under the pancake and lift up for the

the pancake

and I can't help but

up with his approval.I make a

Kota eats, I get to work packing his and Talia's lunch, cutting up fruit, slicing up cheese, and making

Talia a BLT and pray to Moon Goddess

I find a pen and notepad to

to kill you for writing that, Grayson says as he troll my eyes and place

strolls in, looking absolutely beautiful with her hair tied up in a neat ponytail and

ground to keep her from seeing my blush and force myself to focus on anything else to

rushes to meet his mother and kiss her

says nonchalantly, wiping some syrup off

you as a guardian at Kota's

and comb my hair.By the time I finish, Talia

her keys and

see her lunch on the counter and grab it as

a moment before

me, refusing to meet my eyes.I gulp, wiping my clammy hand

up and down my arms and I

might, she could not

we prepare to leave, I can’t help but notice she’s still wearing the gold While out shopping yesterday, I came across a jewelry store and saw the bracelet in the

me of the one my mother used to wear when I was

thought, knowing such a pretty bracelet

my heart soar to see her wear it like an

bracelet, Talia rolls her

asked me to wear it," She

"Can we go now?"

run my thumb across

often to see a bird in

is only two blocks from the house and before long, the

kiss his mom absentmindedly on the cheek before running

hand from my grip and leads me into the building to the

woman with

Talia smiles

guardian for Dakota," she says, pointing

across it and begins

is the relationship of the gentleman

Mrs.Henry asks.

Talia's smile widens.

nanny." Mrs.Henry lowers her spectacles