The Silent Alpha

***Natalia*** 

"Now it's just you and me," I smile at Zane, the wolf staring at me with anxious eyes.

"Relax," I chuckle.

"I don’t bite."

The nervous look never leaves his eyes as I drag him back to the park.

During the first part of our date with Kota, I watched Zane carefully, noticing how excited he got over such simple things like Dippin Dots or the disco music that was playing during the rides.

It’s obvious this is his first time seeing an amusement park before, leaving me to wonder what else he had yet to experience.I take him to the nearest roller coaster, explaining to him the thrill of dropping and rising ona train.

He doesn’t seem convinced by my explanation, but he nonetheless humors me and gets on the train.

There’s a slight hint of fear in Zane’s eyes as the ride operator locks us into our seats, the automated announcements telling us to keep our arms and legs inside the vehicle at all times.I reach out to hold Zane’s hand and comfort him, interlocking our fingers to let him know we were going to be okay.

The train shoots out of the station, Zane’s eyes widening as we rush down a track, making a sudden sharp turn and climbing up the first hill.

"Hold on tight!" I squeal, growing excited for the drop.

The anticipation grows as the entire park shrinks before our eyes, the sun setting off in the horizon.

The pretty view distracts Zane temporarily before we reach the apex and look down at the drop.

"Oh f**k,"

Someone behind us shouts before we race down the hill, a camera flashing as we zoom past it territied and amused by the sharp turns and sudden drops.

A huge grin is plastered on his face when we get off and I can tell he wants to ride again.

We make our way to the photo booth at the end of the ride, and I laugh my butt off when I see our picture.

I’m smiling like a lunatic with my arms raised in the air while Zane has a look of absolute terror, his eyes and mouth wide open in fright.

"I'm buying it," I giggle, Zane’s ears turning red in embarrassment.

"And I’m going to frame it." He shakes his head in horror, as if willing me not to buy it but I give him a stern look.

"This is a picture of your very first roller coaster," I sigh.

"And I want to remember being the one who shared that moment with you."

His entire face turns redder than a tomato, the edges of his lips slightly curving up in a little smile.

Satisfied that I can now keep the picture, I hand the money to the clerk and receive two copies of our photo.

"Hehe, now I get to remember the look on your face forever," I tease him, shoving the pictures in my purse before he can take them from me.

We go on a few more roller coasters, Zane nervous about each one but coming out of each ride with a contagious smile on his lips.I spot a cotton candy stand and buy two big clouds of cotton for each of us, Zane staring at the large pink cloud with a puzzled look on his face.

"Open your mouth," I laugh, tearing off a piece of his cotton.

Zane hesitantly follows my orders, slowly hanging his mouth open.

"Now, stick your tongue out."

He once again does as he’s told and I place the little cotton fluff on his tongue, his eyes lighting up like a child at Christmas as the candy melts in his mouth, leaving the sugar taste in its wake lutty from my candy.

He holds it out to me and I raise an eyebrow at him.

"You want to feed me?" l ask.

He turns bright red again and lowers his gaze in shame, guilt quickly filling my mind.

Jeez, Talia, why are you such a b***h? I scold myself, opening my mouth and leaning in close to him.

His hand shakes a little as he deposits the little fluff in my mouth, the sugar spreading across my tastebuds.He smiles nervously so I offer hima smile in return and wiggle my eyebrows to ease the awkward tension between us.

"We should try the Ferris wheel," I suggest, pulling him towards the giant wheel at the end of the park.

A young operator greets us and lets us into the little cage, Zane gripping onto the sides when it begins to rock upon our ascension.

"Relax, wolf," I chuckle.

"It's supposed to rock a little.Just sit back and enjoy the view."

Almost as if on cue, we reach the top of the Ferris wheel overlooking the entire park, his breath hitching when he sees the incredible view.

"It’s pretty, isn’t it?"

the glittering stars decorating the

for

turn to look at him, my face flushing when I see the tender look in

in our seats and watch the

timidly inches closer to me, stretching his

drapes his arm behind my seat, knowing his face is probably bright red as he avoids my

on

with tear as I trace patterns on his broad chest, my heart growing heavy knowing he is likely

his eyes for fear that I might

seen Kota so happy.That’s the best gift

allowing him to

and for a brief moment, I allow myself to imagine

of comfort knowing Kota would have a dad to look up to...but as with every potential partner I take interest in,

that Zane and Kota get along just fine, one day Zane will want a pup

give him one? Will he find someone else, leaving me to pick up all the pieces of my

several rounds on the Ferris wheel, the thought lingering in the back of my

know Zane after all, and it is best I

me, and I text Aurora to let her know

to the alley, the portal opening to a candlelit picnic by the

that

candles, Aurora," Evan

"They’re already here."

him, turning to us with a

instant look around at the incredible set up, admiring the attention to detail.There’s a large blanket on the ground with pillows and dishes scattered around it.A basket with a delicious scent coming from it sits in the middle of the blanket, a bottle of wine

lights illuminate the grass surrounding the picnic, the lake

do all of this?" I ask, wondering how much planning went into

nods, taking my hand and

plates and cutleries, producing

as he pulls out containers of fruits, cheeses, macaroni salads, sandwiches, fried chicken,

me while I eat, as if to see if I’m

delicious," I say as

He slowly spells out Agnes’s name with his fingers and

over the past few

need this recipe

puffs out his chest a little in pride at my compliment to his mother, bringing a

silence once again takes over and we both

conversation with a man who does not speak and I find myself running

tell I’m getting anxious and it seems to only make him nervous.the only real way we

attention and put

once," I blurt out, carefully wiping my

"Christian," I sigh.

***Zanet** 

freeze, not sure

tall, very

you've ever met.Practically perfect in every single way, " She laughs

runs

blood runs through my veins but I

made it very clear that lam no Alpha, reminding

a huge disappointment to her should she ever find

interest in a girl like me," she says,

or anything like that,"

type. Guess I’m still not his type," she laughs

and she goes a little

thing to wrap my head

and rolls her eyes, Grayson snarls at the idea of another man ever claiming her as his but I shove him to the back of my mind, reminding him that we did not have a right to be angry

for

Alpha and the entire pack that I was

bottom lip quivers as she wipes away a stray tear rolling down her

in her

our marriage struggling to get pregnant, doing everything

the more tears desperately wanting

was never enough...So Christain took matters into his own

very quiet, balling

walls I built, letting her thoughts

and woman laying on a bed together flickers in my head,

thrusts, the woman moaning louder

make you my Luna,"

I realize Talia’s

behind her, pulling her onto my lap to wipe the tears that finally spilled onto her cheeks in hopes of comforting her

She whispers,

knew....And they didn’t say a word to me about it.They lied to me!" she screams, pounding her fist

their Luna but they lied to me! They lied.Wolves lie!"