The Silent Alpha

Chapter 30: Mistakes 

***Zanet** 

My eyes flutter open to find Natalia nestled up by my side, her head resting on my shoulder and her nose buried in my neck.She drapes her left arm over my chest while tucking her left leg over my thigh.

To my right, I feel Kota curled up under my arm, snoring lightly in his sleep as he clutches his little wolf tightly to his chest.

For a moment, I remain perfectly still, afraid the mirage would fade away if I moved.

The sparks tingling across my body from Talia’s touch, however, make me realize I’m not dreaming at all, both my mate and our pup nestled safely in my arms.

This must be what heaven feels like... I tell myself as my heart beats uncontrollably in my chest.

It feels so natural to hold them in my arms, as if they were always meant to be with me.

Kota suddenly stirs, sitting up on his knees and glancing around the room in confusion.

Messy hairs stick out from his head and his pajamas are all rumpled and crooked.

He wipes his tired eyes and looks up at me with a grin.

"I’m hungry," he yawns, stretching out his little arms.

He lays his head on my stomach and gives me puppy eyes.

"Can we make waffles, Zane?"

I smile at him, afraid to move and disturb Talia in her sleep.

It to me and then roll her to her side to free myself from her grasp.

My heart beats frantically as she stirs before she settles into her new spot comfortably, sighing contently in her sleep.

I help Kota brush his teeth and wash his face before we head into the kitchen where I spend a couple of minutes watching videos on my phone on how to make waffles.

Kota is practically dancing on his toes with excitement as I gather ingredients for his breakfast.

"Can I help you?" he asks eagerly, picking up a whisk with a cheeky grin.

"Auntie Gwen lets me help her.Can I please help you?"

His puppy eyes make it incredibly difficult to say no and I put a chair against the counter for him to stand on before placing the mixing bowl in front of him.

I hand measuring cups filled with ingredients to Kota, the little boy happily pouring them into the bowl and repeating the measurements out loud to me.

Placing my hand over his, I guide his little hand through the motion of whisking the ingredients together until we have a nice batter.

I pull out the waffle iron, staring at the infernal contraption until I finally figure out how to turn it on.

"Can I pour?" Kota asks as we both look at the iron.

I give him a measuring cup with some batter and steady him up over the counter while he pours.

"Oopsies..." he gasps as some of the batter spills over the counter.

"I'm sorry, Zane." a beating and a week with no visits from Mom.

The little boy hides his batter covered fingers behind his back, unsure what my reaction will be to his mistake.I never want him to be afraid of me...

"I-It's o-kay," I smile, closing the iron and sitting Kota on the chair.I cup his cheeks, not wanting him to feel like he is in trouble for making a mistake.

"A-a-accidents happen. We j-just ha-have to c-clean it up, o-okay?"

I hand him a towel and help him wipe the counter, high-fiving him when the mess is all gone.

As I flip the waffle iron over to cook the other side, Kota taps me on my shoulder.

"Zane," he says timidly, looking up at me with his large blue and brown eyes.

"Are you my daddy?"

My entire body stiffens but Grayson is more than willing to respond.Say yes, he grumbles.He belongs to us just as much as Talia.He’s ours.

The question, however, can only be answered by Talia.

"I- l-like you and your m-mommy very m-much," I reply with a nervous smile.

"B-but I don’t know what I-I am to you yet."

"I know what you are," He giggles.

"You’re a wolf."

He bursts out into a howl.

"Can I be a wolf like you?" I don’t want him to be a wolf like me...

A wolf who struggles to speak, a wolf who makes too many mistakes, a wolf who will inevitably always fail.

forehead.

be a wolf

into his chair, resting his head

hisses, watching the steam

up to see Talia walking towards us, her arms stretching out

my heart nearly skipping a beat at

We made

to greet his mother.She raises an eyebrow at me in curiosity

waffle iron goes off and I hurriedly remove the hot waffle out of the iron before it

on the waffle, I place it on a plate in front of Kota who smiles proudly at it and shoves the plate

beams at her, poking his finger into a pool of

she swallows with great difficulty and smacks her lips to remove the taste from her tongue buckle

is an interesting taste," she gags, taking the plate and throwing the waffle in the

umm...What sugar did you use?" She asks me, the soft smile

a jar sitting on the counter and

bursts into laughter, the sound making

"Taste it,"

pushing the jar towards me.I nervously taste the sugar and nearly choke on my own cough when I realize the jar of sugar

to make Kota and I join her.I throw out the salty batter while

out the proper amount of sugar and handing

in the exchange,

cheeks as she pulls her hand away

she coughs to clear

me with the milk

to his mother who sets him on the chair for him to

whisk the

sift the flour and baking powder together, suddenly feeling very

overwhelming thoughts of failure collide in my head, making it hard to

I shove him away to the recess of my

knock over my bowl of dry ingredients, a

at Talia and Kota, afraid to move an

Zane," Kota gasps, breaking the

time!" he

climbs out of his chair and scurries into the closet to

wrapping both arms around it as

little tyke only spreads the flour all over the floor, making an even bigger

"It’s okay Kota,"

the broom from

"I'll sweep."

remain in the corner,

Kota says, tugging at my

"Accidents happen."

look over at my mate, nearly jumping when I realize she's right in front of me hand.I flinch involuntarily and she stops,

your hair," she whispers, carefully reaching into my hair and ruffling it up, another cloud of flour filling the air.I blink at her, my cheeks flushing in

on the nose, resting her head against my forehead.She's not Dad, Grayson sighs.She’s

warm sparks tingling up my arm when she timidly places her hand over mine, tugging me over the counter.I almost pull away, fearing my

trembling with her soothing touch and my

Talia pulls her hand away and smiles nervously at

some more flour," she whispers,

trust you'll find

bright red.Our third attempt at waffle making finally bears fruit,

her way to the table and I

are getting along much better,"she signs,yet?"

sign back, groaning

Talia asks, raising

relentlessly with her kissing signs and wiggling

on the meaning, but of course, curious Kota wants to

he

Talia replies, holding up her hands to

spells out

Kota asks, attempting to replicate

said KOTA," Talia replies, grabbing his hands and folding his fingers to make

O, T, A. See?

to sign but very quickly forgets how to fold his

Agnes say?" he

shrugs, my face

does this mean?" She asks, pinching her fingers and bringing her hands together so

my head at her, shoving a large chunk

I but breakfast despite Agnes’s best efforts to embarrass me and Agnes goes off to the Main pack house to take care of baby

today from working at the clinic, leaving the three of us with

Talia suggests we go

down to the pack drugstore where Talia purchases a kiddie

staring at a bag of multicolored balloons attached to black sticks in the seasonal

balloons before," she laughs, her smile widening

to fix that." She grabs five packs of the balloons

***Natalia*** 

the sun compared to my darker complexion.I dress him in a pair of shorts and flip flops, Kota very excited for a chance to play with water.I don't have a bathing

make our way down to the kitchen where I find Zane hard basketball shorts and a plain white t-shirt.I can make out a few scars on his legs but pretend

shade of red when he looks at me and he becomes

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