The Silent Alpha

***Vanessa*** 

It's very dark, always so dark in this place.I don't know where Iam, but it scares me.I want to get out but no matter how much! cry or scream, I am always met with cold, dark silence.

Regardless, I do not stop searching for a way out, running in any direction in hopes of finding the way out of this nightmare.

The pounding of my heart drums against my ears as I sprint into the nothingness, searching desperately for a light, a sound, anything, to let me know that I am not alone, that I'm still alive and that this is not the end for me.I force myself to keep running, putting one foot in front of another.

As I take another step into the darkness, the ground beneath my feet gives way and I find myself collapsing into the emptiness, my heart sinking to the pit of my stomach as I fall into the endless pitch black.

My arms fling about, searching for something to grab onto and save me from this never-ending fall.

The fall is long and torturous, and after a while, I give up and brace myself for my inevitable death.

Death, however, never comes to take me and my body finally stops falling, colliding into a pool of water.

I open my mouth to scream, my lungs filling with water but I stop when I notice the light above my head, illuminating the waves of the water as it sways to and fro.

My heart fills with hope; Moving my arms and legs, I swim to the surface, coughing up the water I drank and gulping the fresh air as the gentle breeze kisses against my skin.

I wipe my eyes and look around, elated to have finally made it out of the darkness and in what appears to be a lake.I see a sandy beach on the horizon and a silent forest sitting just behind it.

The sky has a greenish tint to it, not a cloud in sight.

I swim to the shore and lay for a moment to rest, counting my breaths.

Looking down at my body, I notice I am dressed in a flowy white dress with no sleeves, my feet completely bare.

After calming my heart, I venture in the lush green forest.

It does not take me long to realize that {I am still alone but the quiet does not scare me for some reason, a gentle calm washing over me the deeper I walk into the forest.

The breeze hums quietly in my ears.

"Vanessa..." it whispers.

I follow the delicate voice of the wind into the woods, feeling the damp earth beneath my feet as I rush through the trees.

Beneath the canopy, I hear the light trickling of water in the distance.I search for the source and come upon a stream rushing through a rocky bed.

Completely exhausted, I step into the cool waters to wash my feet and sit on a small boulder.

"Hello child," a silky voice murmurs from behind me, startling me enough that I nearly slip off the rock and into the water.

I turn around to find a beautiful woman with porcelain skin face down to her waist.

Like me, her feet are bare but she wears white dress with blue trim and embroidery.Her eyes resemble the dark skies of the night, two onyx beads containing a million stars.Her thin lips are as red as a rose, curled like two petals into a smile.

"Come with me," the woman instructs, holding out a hand towards me.

A calming presence surrounds her and when I place my hand in hers, a cool electric sensation tingles up my arm.

"Do you know who I am, child?" she says as we walk along the stream.

I take a good look at the woman, and while something about her seems familiar, I cannot put a finger on where I could have possibly met her.

"You seem...familiar," I reply honestly, my voice shaking a little.

A small chuckle escapes her perfect lips.

"I should hope so.You called me here."

I stop in my tracks and look at her closely, raising an eyebrow.

"I did?"

The woman laughs again, the sound rich and mystifying.

"You asked for a wolf,"

She murmurs, my eyes widening in shock.

"You're..."

"I go by many names," She smiles.

"But most call me Moon As the words leave her lips, a beautiful gray-blue wolf appears beside her.

"Devina..."

I whisper, a smile curling on my lips ast remember meeting her the first time.

Devina's piercing blue eyes flicker towards me when I call out to her, her head tilting to the side in amusement.I drop down on my knees before Moon Goddess, lowering my head and kissing her feet.

"Your Grace," I cry, ecstatic that my wish is coming true.

"Oh thank you for this gif-"

"You have nothing to thank me for,"

Moon Goddess snaps, stepping back.

"I have given you nothing."

"But I thought."

to those

Moon Goddess sighs.

have been your wolf had you simply trusted in my

heart sinks to the pit of my stomach.What plan?

and jealousy got the

head

what

bitter anger

mine..." I sob

I met him first! I loved him

not

Moon Goddess reprimands.

please you and show you what it's like to be

down my

mercy on me! I know

have your mate taken from you? To have someone else tear you apart from the person

as she tilts her head up to the sky "Do you have any idea the pain your sister felt when she walked into her bedroom and found

back my words, unable to look the goddess in the

about her pains, pains you were causing," Moon

you did was laugh in her face.You told her it was all in her head.You made

stepping back to reign in her emotions and calm

must pay the

as I look at Moon Goddess’s

and now ...She will

leaving behind nothing

"Noo!"

scream, reaching out my hand to hang on to the beautiful wolf only for her to slip through my fingers receive the wolf that

Moon Goddess declares.

how merciful I am, I will still grant you your wish.You will receive a wolf, one

brown wolf with reddish brown eyes appearing beside her.She is not nearly as beautiful as

wolf whines, lowering her gaze to

this be a lesson to you...Never interfere with my

Goddess explains as I gaze upon

looks down at the small wolf, stroking her

is not much now, but you can make her

down at

hell am I supposed to be Luna with that mangy mutt? How the hell am I supposed to give Christian

"Our time is up,"

whispers, placing a finger

be watching you closely.Until next

disappearing.I close my eyes to shield

there's

scream but all thatPanicking, my hands feel

footsteps and quickly find myself surrounded

steps forward, instructing someone to raise

her hands on the tube coming out of

"Let's get this out."

gulp large breaths of air once the thick tube is removed,

appears I'm in the pack hospital and as

speak, but Dr.Lila

mindlink the

him you

***Christian*** 

for," I ask

plucking a large manila envelope from his suitcase and sliding

working closely together for the

of her Luna money from its original account so I could no longer track

came up empty, we scoured public records in Wyoming, the state Natalia landed in after leaving Silver Crest according to her travel

Wyoming requires petitionees looking to change their name to notify the

and despite not having proof of physical abuse or a restraining order against me, she managed

was granted, her file

be sometimes but money moves

had to do was make an offer the clerk could not refuse and before I knew it,

records like birth certificates, marriage records, real estate ownerships, vehicle licensing, and other court records across

found nothing and even searched within his own databases

I finally have her in my Open

time and tear the envelope open, finding a real estate record

of a medical assistant badge with a photograph of Natalia, her lips pressed together and her hair tousled off to

smile at the

purrs.She still

also works at a bar," Saul says as he lights up a cigarette, Jack growling at the thought of our mate working in such

address

A bar? Jack growls.

That's beneath her! 

believe congratulations are

a drag from

to a son.Your son goes by the name Dakota

as

failed me after all.She gave me a son! Hart!

fix our son's name to

son in a local

you the address and phone number

out the name on