The Silent Alpha

***Zanet** 

"I thought I was going crazy,"

Talia whimpers as her memories fade away, both of us opening our eyes.

"I even went to the pack psychiatrist to get help," she begins to sob.

"I was suffocating inside but I couldn’t let myself crumble under the pressure. I tried so hard to be the perfect Luna because everyone was counting on me," She sighs, shaking her head in disbelief.

"But it was all for nothing.In the end, I didn’t matter to anyone, not to my pack, not to my mate, not to my gamma, and most definitely not to my own sister!"

She pauses for a moment to collect her thoughts, holding her head in her hands.

When I attempt to comfort her by wrapping my arms around her, she flinches, raising her head back up to wipe her tears.

"I didn’t matter to the people I most cared about," she mumbles.

"And I was an i***t to believe I ever would."

You matter to me_, I want to say, resting my chin on her shoulder and holding her tightly.

"It’s okay," she sighs.

"I’m definitely done trying to live up to other people’s expectations," she adds.

"So before we go any further, we need to discuss some things first." She says, turning her head to face me.

"I know heirs are important to wolves, especially to Alphas and I’ve proven to not be the most fertile away now.I struggled so much for Kota and I definitely don’t need to be treated like a disappointment for being unable to get pregnant right away.I’m not a breeding w***e, understand?"

I don’t even flinch, nodding my head adamantly at her.

Pups have never even crossed my mind, my only concern thus far being that I be good enough for her.

"Good," She sighs in relief.

"I am also not interested in being y= anyone’s Luna or having any more gammas for that matter, so if I you have a pack you plan to take over, find another Luna to take my place.I’m not slaving away for people who will only turn their backs on me when I need them most."

I chuckle softly to myself and squeeze her tightly, wondering what pack on earth would possibly want me as it’s Alpha? Nodding that I understand her concern, she proceeds with her next condition.

"One more thing, Zane, and this is non-negotiable," She adds quietly, biting her lower lip nervously.

My heart beats loudly in my chest as I lean forward to listen to N closely.She takes a deep breath and looks at her hands resting on her lap.

"No marking." My heart sinks to the pit of my stomach, Grayson going into a fit of rage.

No marking? He scoffs.

How the hell is the world supposed to know that we belong to each other if she does not bear our mark? Perhaps she is ashamed of having me for a mate? I wonder, dread washing over me.

Seeing the look of worry on my face, she hurries to explain.

"I’m not ashamed to bear your mark.I-I just don’t see the point.I wore a mark proudly for years like an i***t, meanwhile my mate dishonored our bond with my sister to the knowledge of everyone in my pack," she adds quickly.

"It means nothing to be marked if your mate can still degrade the bond with ease.Humans don’t mark each other and it’s never hindered our relationships.We are free to love and date whoever we please without having to tie our souls together and I’d prefer to keep it that way."

I'm sorry, what part of my tail and snout remotely resemble a human to you, lady? Grayson sneers.I do not date, I mate...

FOR LIFE!!!!!

 "Besides," she smiles timidly.

"What's to stop you from finding someone else who makes you happier than I ever could? Or better yet, someone who can give you a pu-"

I don’t give her a chance to speak anymore nonsense, cupping her cheeks and pressing my lips against hers.

At first, she doesn’t move, her eyes wide open as she stares back at mein shock.

Gathering up the last of my courage, I move my lips a little until she slowly melts against me and deepens the kiss, parting her lips so that our tongues meet for a tender dance.

The moment they touch, the world fades away completely until we are all that I lower her body against the bed and lay between her legs, our lips never parting as we mold ourselves to each other.

My lungs begin to burn, however, and I reluctantly pull away, my eyes studying the beautiful woman staring up at me with tears in her eyes.

For the first time in my life, I feel the need to speak, the words tearing at my throat to break free from their prison.

Taking a deep breath, I slowly open my mouth, a small groan escaping my lips.

"y-y...Y-y-" I gasp, Talia looking up at me with patient eyes.

"Take your time," she murmurs, one of her hands gently grazing my cheek.

I blink a few times, forcing my

I pant, my

single tear rolling down her cheek as she pulls me

"So are you." 

lips once again meet mine, parting and closing against

slides her hand from my nape to the crown of my head, her fingers gently

a fire in me, every part of me

like I bury my face in her neck, my tongue caressing the

chest, my c**k twitching

across my body when her hips grind against mine, a hard lump growing in my boxers.I can

flipped on my back by my mate, her hands pushing against my chest

against my hard on, a smirk curling

across her face as she gazes down at

ragged and

how good she feels, I barely manage to nod, Talia biting her

gaze to her chest

before?" she asks, her hands gripping the edge of her shirt and playfully tugging it up a bit to expose

am too busy concentrating on not nutting too early

I ask, beads of sweat gathering at my forehead as I feel a need build up where she

palming himself.l ignore him, Talia giggling as she slowly pulls her shirt over her head, her naked

to tear away from the pert brown peaks

sexy wolf tattoo between her breasts, flowers

tongue aches to taste her tattoo but I don’t have a clue how to

Do you want me to stop?" Talia asks, her arms timidly

at her, Talia’s eyes looking

Zane.It’s important to me that you tell me

leaning forward so that her lips brush up

any rush," she murmurs, sliding her hands down my

lips meet for a gentle kiss, her hips gyrating in a slow motion, my c**k on the verge of

grab her wrist from moving up any

turning a light pink shade.I do my best to concentrate on my

"l-l..."

She once again leans forward, her face close enough that her minty

"Just breathe," she murmurs.

three and

in a twist.I want to scream at Moon Goddess for making me this way

whispers, a little wave of shock rippling through

thought I

can say to make you believe

hearing your voice," she confesses, my heart

She loved it? 

see you so comfortable with him,"she smiles

want to share your voice with me,"

would never think less of you for the way you speak...Trust me, I’d love for you to

about how red my face is, both

chuckles at my timidness, pulling my

just want you to know that to me." I digest every word, my eyes looking down

you afraid to show them to me?" she asks, her face softening as

guiding mine to her lower stomach.I feel dips and grooves at my fingertips and she smiles

my stretch marks when you first looked

moving my hand across all the little stretch

"Do they bother you?"

I shake my head,

your scars bother me?" She

and courage to carry

handful of my shirt, her eyes

kindness and patience swirling in the mix of brown hues.A smile stretches across her lips when I push myself into a sitting position and pull my shirt over my head.Her eyes travel along my now bare

she murmurs, climbing off of me so that

lines of raised flesh on my back created from every silver tipped flogging I

I feel her warm tongue taste my skin starting from the small of my back, her lips kissing away the pain of every

her way up until she reaches my shoulder,

murmurs, and when we come face to face again once more,

one of arms around my shoulders while the other pushes

so beautiful," she whispers, pressing her

back at her,

perfect," she murmurs as her lips graze my

"And all mine."

a tender kiss, Talia taking the lead as she pushes me

my lips, my arms tightening around her

mine." scent of her arousal as she

slides into my mouth, seeking dominance over

Lick her tits...

his tail wagging from

I ask, Talia’s lips