The Silent Alpha

***Zanet** 

"I thought I was going crazy,"

Talia whimpers as her memories fade away, both of us opening our eyes.

"I even went to the pack psychiatrist to get help," she begins to sob.

"I was suffocating inside but I couldn’t let myself crumble under the pressure. I tried so hard to be the perfect Luna because everyone was counting on me," She sighs, shaking her head in disbelief.

"But it was all for nothing.In the end, I didn’t matter to anyone, not to my pack, not to my mate, not to my gamma, and most definitely not to my own sister!"

She pauses for a moment to collect her thoughts, holding her head in her hands.

When I attempt to comfort her by wrapping my arms around her, she flinches, raising her head back up to wipe her tears.

"I didn’t matter to the people I most cared about," she mumbles.

"And I was an i***t to believe I ever would."

You matter to me_, I want to say, resting my chin on her shoulder and holding her tightly.

"It’s okay," she sighs.

"I’m definitely done trying to live up to other people’s expectations," she adds.

"So before we go any further, we need to discuss some things first." She says, turning her head to face me.

"I know heirs are important to wolves, especially to Alphas and I’ve proven to not be the most fertile away now.I struggled so much for Kota and I definitely don’t need to be treated like a disappointment for being unable to get pregnant right away.I’m not a breeding w***e, understand?"

I don’t even flinch, nodding my head adamantly at her.

Pups have never even crossed my mind, my only concern thus far being that I be good enough for her.

"Good," She sighs in relief.

"I am also not interested in being y= anyone’s Luna or having any more gammas for that matter, so if I you have a pack you plan to take over, find another Luna to take my place.I’m not slaving away for people who will only turn their backs on me when I need them most."

I chuckle softly to myself and squeeze her tightly, wondering what pack on earth would possibly want me as it’s Alpha? Nodding that I understand her concern, she proceeds with her next condition.

"One more thing, Zane, and this is non-negotiable," She adds quietly, biting her lower lip nervously.

My heart beats loudly in my chest as I lean forward to listen to N closely.She takes a deep breath and looks at her hands resting on her lap.

"No marking." My heart sinks to the pit of my stomach, Grayson going into a fit of rage.

No marking? He scoffs.

How the hell is the world supposed to know that we belong to each other if she does not bear our mark? Perhaps she is ashamed of having me for a mate? I wonder, dread washing over me.

Seeing the look of worry on my face, she hurries to explain.

"I’m not ashamed to bear your mark.I-I just don’t see the point.I wore a mark proudly for years like an i***t, meanwhile my mate dishonored our bond with my sister to the knowledge of everyone in my pack," she adds quickly.

"It means nothing to be marked if your mate can still degrade the bond with ease.Humans don’t mark each other and it’s never hindered our relationships.We are free to love and date whoever we please without having to tie our souls together and I’d prefer to keep it that way."

I'm sorry, what part of my tail and snout remotely resemble a human to you, lady? Grayson sneers.I do not date, I mate...

FOR LIFE!!!!!

 "Besides," she smiles timidly.

"What's to stop you from finding someone else who makes you happier than I ever could? Or better yet, someone who can give you a pu-"

I don’t give her a chance to speak anymore nonsense, cupping her cheeks and pressing my lips against hers.

At first, she doesn’t move, her eyes wide open as she stares back at mein shock.

Gathering up the last of my courage, I move my lips a little until she slowly melts against me and deepens the kiss, parting her lips so that our tongues meet for a tender dance.

The moment they touch, the world fades away completely until we are all that I lower her body against the bed and lay between her legs, our lips never parting as we mold ourselves to each other.

My lungs begin to burn, however, and I reluctantly pull away, my eyes studying the beautiful woman staring up at me with tears in her eyes.

For the first time in my life, I feel the need to speak, the words tearing at my throat to break free from their prison.

Taking a deep breath, I slowly open my mouth, a small groan escaping my lips.

"y-y...Y-y-" I gasp, Talia looking up at me with patient eyes.

"Take your time," she murmurs, one of her hands gently grazing my cheek.

forcing my mouth open

my cheeks

smile curls on her lips, a single tear rolling down her cheek as she pulls me close enough so that our breaths become

"So are you." 

meet mine, parting and closing against

of my head, her fingers gently gripping my

a fire in me, every part

me like I bury my face in her neck, my tongue caressing the place where my mark should

soft moan bubbles in her chest, my c**k twitching at

hard lump growing in my boxers.I can feel her n*****s hardening beneath

only to be flipped on my back by my mate, her hands pushing against my

forth against my hard on, a smirk

look flickers across her face as she gazes down

my breath ragged and labored the more she

words how good she feels, I barely manage to nod, Talia

to her chest and

of her shirt and playfully tugging it up a bit

her lips moving but I am too busy concentrating on not nutting too early to hear what she’s

ask, beads of sweat gathering at my forehead as I feel a need build up where she

practically face palming himself.l ignore him, Talia giggling as

lump forms in my throat, my eyes unable to tear away from the pert brown peaks staring

her breasts, flowers and tear drops extending past her

aches to taste her tattoo but I don’t have a clue

overwhelming you? Do you want me to stop?" Talia asks, her arms timidly wrapping around her

at her, Talia’s

you tell me if I’m pushing you too

lips brush up against

can speak slowly if it’s easier for you.I’m not in any rush," she murmurs, sliding her hands down

gentle kiss, her hips gyrating in

as I grab her wrist

cheeks turning a light pink shade.I do my best

"l-l..."

groan in frustration, angry with myself that my words She once again leans forward, her face

"Just breathe," she murmurs.

three

again but my nerves have my tongue in a twist.I want to scream

she whispers, a little wave of shock rippling through

thought I hid that

I can say to make you believe me, " she

your voice," she confesses, my

She loved it? 

was beautiful to see you so comfortable with him,"she smiles at

you didn’t want to share your voice with me,"

speak...Trust me,

think about how red my face is, both of

pulling

not ashamed of you, Zane.I just want you to know that to me." I digest every word, my eyes looking down at my shirt still

show them to me?" she asks, her face softening

to her lower stomach.I

my stretch marks when you

moving my hand across all

"Do they bother you?"

my head, her smile

then why would your scars bother me?"

stretch marks because they are proof that I’m a mother and that I had the strength and courage to carry my pup on my own.Your scars are no different.They tell me your story, what you’ve

grips a handful of my

show me your story? I study her eyes for a moment, finding kindness and patience swirling in the mix of brown hues.A smile stretches across her lips when I push myself into a sitting position and pull my shirt over my head.Her eyes travel along my now bare torso as she drags her timid fingers against my skin.She traces the S-shaped scar on my hip, her touch making my

climbing off of

on my back created

the small of my back, her

she reaches my

Talia murmurs, and when we come face to face again once more, I

arms around my shoulders while the other pushes back my

she whispers, pressing her lips against

does flips as I look back at her, a warmth spreading across

perfect," she murmurs as

"And all mine."

lips meet for a tender kiss, Talia taking the lead as she pushes me onto my back and pins me once more beneath her

whispers against my lips, my arms tightening

of her arousal as

tongue slides into my mouth, seeking dominance over

Lick her tits...

purrs, his tail wagging from side to

ask, Talia’s lips bewitching me