The Silent Alpha

***Zanet** 

"I thought I was going crazy,"

Talia whimpers as her memories fade away, both of us opening our eyes.

"I even went to the pack psychiatrist to get help," she begins to sob.

"I was suffocating inside but I couldn’t let myself crumble under the pressure. I tried so hard to be the perfect Luna because everyone was counting on me," She sighs, shaking her head in disbelief.

"But it was all for nothing.In the end, I didn’t matter to anyone, not to my pack, not to my mate, not to my gamma, and most definitely not to my own sister!"

She pauses for a moment to collect her thoughts, holding her head in her hands.

When I attempt to comfort her by wrapping my arms around her, she flinches, raising her head back up to wipe her tears.

"I didn’t matter to the people I most cared about," she mumbles.

"And I was an i***t to believe I ever would."

You matter to me_, I want to say, resting my chin on her shoulder and holding her tightly.

"It’s okay," she sighs.

"I’m definitely done trying to live up to other people’s expectations," she adds.

"So before we go any further, we need to discuss some things first." She says, turning her head to face me.

"I know heirs are important to wolves, especially to Alphas and I’ve proven to not be the most fertile away now.I struggled so much for Kota and I definitely don’t need to be treated like a disappointment for being unable to get pregnant right away.I’m not a breeding w***e, understand?"

I don’t even flinch, nodding my head adamantly at her.

Pups have never even crossed my mind, my only concern thus far being that I be good enough for her.

"Good," She sighs in relief.

"I am also not interested in being y= anyone’s Luna or having any more gammas for that matter, so if I you have a pack you plan to take over, find another Luna to take my place.I’m not slaving away for people who will only turn their backs on me when I need them most."

I chuckle softly to myself and squeeze her tightly, wondering what pack on earth would possibly want me as it’s Alpha? Nodding that I understand her concern, she proceeds with her next condition.

"One more thing, Zane, and this is non-negotiable," She adds quietly, biting her lower lip nervously.

My heart beats loudly in my chest as I lean forward to listen to N closely.She takes a deep breath and looks at her hands resting on her lap.

"No marking." My heart sinks to the pit of my stomach, Grayson going into a fit of rage.

No marking? He scoffs.

How the hell is the world supposed to know that we belong to each other if she does not bear our mark? Perhaps she is ashamed of having me for a mate? I wonder, dread washing over me.

Seeing the look of worry on my face, she hurries to explain.

"I’m not ashamed to bear your mark.I-I just don’t see the point.I wore a mark proudly for years like an i***t, meanwhile my mate dishonored our bond with my sister to the knowledge of everyone in my pack," she adds quickly.

"It means nothing to be marked if your mate can still degrade the bond with ease.Humans don’t mark each other and it’s never hindered our relationships.We are free to love and date whoever we please without having to tie our souls together and I’d prefer to keep it that way."

I'm sorry, what part of my tail and snout remotely resemble a human to you, lady? Grayson sneers.I do not date, I mate...

FOR LIFE!!!!!

 "Besides," she smiles timidly.

"What's to stop you from finding someone else who makes you happier than I ever could? Or better yet, someone who can give you a pu-"

I don’t give her a chance to speak anymore nonsense, cupping her cheeks and pressing my lips against hers.

At first, she doesn’t move, her eyes wide open as she stares back at mein shock.

Gathering up the last of my courage, I move my lips a little until she slowly melts against me and deepens the kiss, parting her lips so that our tongues meet for a tender dance.

The moment they touch, the world fades away completely until we are all that I lower her body against the bed and lay between her legs, our lips never parting as we mold ourselves to each other.

My lungs begin to burn, however, and I reluctantly pull away, my eyes studying the beautiful woman staring up at me with tears in her eyes.

For the first time in my life, I feel the need to speak, the words tearing at my throat to break free from their prison.

Taking a deep breath, I slowly open my mouth, a small groan escaping my lips.

"y-y...Y-y-" I gasp, Talia looking up at me with patient eyes.

"Take your time," she murmurs, one of her hands gently grazing my cheek.

forcing my mouth open again and concentrating on every

pant, my

rolling down her cheek as she

"So are you." 

lips once again meet mine, parting and closing against my mouth as passion burns within

from my nape to the crown of my head, her

light a fire in me, every part of me burning for

like I bury my face in her neck, my tongue caressing

bubbles in her chest, my c**k twitching at the

across my body when her hips grind against mine, a hard lump growing in my boxers.I can feel her n*****s hardening beneath her shirt, her peaks poking against the

my mate,

hard on, a

her face as she

asks, my breath ragged and labored

good she feels, I barely manage to nod, Talia

follows my gaze to her chest

her hands gripping the edge of her shirt and playfully tugging it up a bit to expose her

but I am too busy concentrating on

ask, beads of sweat gathering at my forehead as I feel a need build up where she is swaying

practically face palming himself.l ignore him, Talia giggling as

in my throat, my eyes unable to tear away from the pert brown

her breasts, flowers and tear

have a clue how to express that, a pathetic groan escaping

I overwhelming you? Do you want me to stop?" Talia asks, her arms timidly

at her,

that you tell me

leaning forward so that her lips brush up against mine as

in any rush," she murmurs, sliding her hands down my abdomen so that her fingers

hips gyrating in a

blurt out as I grab her

light pink shade.I do my best to concentrate

"l-l..."

again leans forward,

"Just breathe," she murmurs.

three and

a twist.I want to scream at Moon Goddess for making me

heard you talking to Dakota," she whispers, a little wave of shock

I hid

nothing I can say to make you believe me, " she

your voice," she confesses, my heart nearly skipping

She loved it? 

so comfortable with him,"she smiles at

also hurt that you didn’t want to share your voice with me," she

speak...Trust me, I’d love for you to

don’t even want to think about how red my face is, both of my hands attempting to cover

timidness, pulling

of you, Zane.I just want you to know that to me." I digest every word, my eyes looking down at my shirt still

to me?" she asks, her face softening as she looks

nod, one of her hands guiding mine to her lower stomach.I feel dips and

marks when you first

hand across all the little stretch marks on her

"Do they bother you?"

I shake my head,

your scars

that I had the strength and

a handful of my shirt, her eyes settling on

story? I study her eyes for a moment, finding kindness and patience swirling in the mix of brown hues.A smile stretches across her lips when I push myself into a sitting position and pull my shirt over my head.Her eyes travel along my now bare torso as she drags her timid fingers

ones on your back?" she murmurs, climbing off of me so that I

on my back created from every silver tipped flogging I

warm tongue taste my skin starting from the small of my back, her lips kissing away

my shoulder, her fingers gently pressing on

around," Talia murmurs, and when we come face to face again once more, I notice

shoulders while the

she whispers, pressing her

I look back at

she murmurs as

"And all mine."

she pushes me onto my back and pins me once more

against my lips, my arms tightening around her

of her arousal as she

into my mouth, seeking dominance over

Lick her tits...

his tail wagging from side to

Talia’s lips bewitching me