The Silent Alpha

***Zanet** 

"I thought I was going crazy,"

Talia whimpers as her memories fade away, both of us opening our eyes.

"I even went to the pack psychiatrist to get help," she begins to sob.

"I was suffocating inside but I couldn’t let myself crumble under the pressure. I tried so hard to be the perfect Luna because everyone was counting on me," She sighs, shaking her head in disbelief.

"But it was all for nothing.In the end, I didn’t matter to anyone, not to my pack, not to my mate, not to my gamma, and most definitely not to my own sister!"

She pauses for a moment to collect her thoughts, holding her head in her hands.

When I attempt to comfort her by wrapping my arms around her, she flinches, raising her head back up to wipe her tears.

"I didn’t matter to the people I most cared about," she mumbles.

"And I was an i***t to believe I ever would."

You matter to me_, I want to say, resting my chin on her shoulder and holding her tightly.

"It’s okay," she sighs.

"I’m definitely done trying to live up to other people’s expectations," she adds.

"So before we go any further, we need to discuss some things first." She says, turning her head to face me.

"I know heirs are important to wolves, especially to Alphas and I’ve proven to not be the most fertile away now.I struggled so much for Kota and I definitely don’t need to be treated like a disappointment for being unable to get pregnant right away.I’m not a breeding w***e, understand?"

I don’t even flinch, nodding my head adamantly at her.

Pups have never even crossed my mind, my only concern thus far being that I be good enough for her.

"Good," She sighs in relief.

"I am also not interested in being y= anyone’s Luna or having any more gammas for that matter, so if I you have a pack you plan to take over, find another Luna to take my place.I’m not slaving away for people who will only turn their backs on me when I need them most."

I chuckle softly to myself and squeeze her tightly, wondering what pack on earth would possibly want me as it’s Alpha? Nodding that I understand her concern, she proceeds with her next condition.

"One more thing, Zane, and this is non-negotiable," She adds quietly, biting her lower lip nervously.

My heart beats loudly in my chest as I lean forward to listen to N closely.She takes a deep breath and looks at her hands resting on her lap.

"No marking." My heart sinks to the pit of my stomach, Grayson going into a fit of rage.

No marking? He scoffs.

How the hell is the world supposed to know that we belong to each other if she does not bear our mark? Perhaps she is ashamed of having me for a mate? I wonder, dread washing over me.

Seeing the look of worry on my face, she hurries to explain.

"I’m not ashamed to bear your mark.I-I just don’t see the point.I wore a mark proudly for years like an i***t, meanwhile my mate dishonored our bond with my sister to the knowledge of everyone in my pack," she adds quickly.

"It means nothing to be marked if your mate can still degrade the bond with ease.Humans don’t mark each other and it’s never hindered our relationships.We are free to love and date whoever we please without having to tie our souls together and I’d prefer to keep it that way."

I'm sorry, what part of my tail and snout remotely resemble a human to you, lady? Grayson sneers.I do not date, I mate...

FOR LIFE!!!!!

 "Besides," she smiles timidly.

"What's to stop you from finding someone else who makes you happier than I ever could? Or better yet, someone who can give you a pu-"

I don’t give her a chance to speak anymore nonsense, cupping her cheeks and pressing my lips against hers.

At first, she doesn’t move, her eyes wide open as she stares back at mein shock.

Gathering up the last of my courage, I move my lips a little until she slowly melts against me and deepens the kiss, parting her lips so that our tongues meet for a tender dance.

The moment they touch, the world fades away completely until we are all that I lower her body against the bed and lay between her legs, our lips never parting as we mold ourselves to each other.

My lungs begin to burn, however, and I reluctantly pull away, my eyes studying the beautiful woman staring up at me with tears in her eyes.

For the first time in my life, I feel the need to speak, the words tearing at my throat to break free from their prison.

Taking a deep breath, I slowly open my mouth, a small groan escaping my lips.

"y-y...Y-y-" I gasp, Talia looking up at me with patient eyes.

"Take your time," she murmurs, one of her hands gently grazing my cheek.

no rush." I blink a few times, forcing my mouth open again and concentrating on

pant, my

lips, a single tear rolling down her

"So are you." 

mine, parting and closing against my mouth as passion burns within

slowly slides her hand from my nape to the crown of my head, her fingers gently gripping my

deep kisses light a fire in me, every part of

to me like I bury my face in her neck, my tongue caressing the place where my

bubbles in her chest, my c**k twitching

lump growing in my boxers.I can feel her n*****s hardening beneath

to be flipped on my back by my mate, her hands pushing against my chest as

a smirk

curious look flickers across her face as

ragged and labored the more

feels, I barely manage to

my gaze to

done this before?" she asks, her hands gripping the edge of her shirt and playfully tugging it

lips moving but I am too busy concentrating on not nutting too early to hear

ask, beads of sweat gathering at my forehead as I feel

virgins, aren’t we? Grayson groans, practically face palming himself.l ignore him, Talia giggling as she slowly pulls her shirt over

tear away from

wolf tattoo between her breasts, flowers and tear drops extending past her

aches to taste her tattoo but I don’t have a clue how

want me to stop?" Talia asks, her arms timidly wrapping

my head at her, Talia’s eyes

important to me that you tell me if I’m pushing

explains, leaning forward so that her lips brush up against

it’s easier for you.I’m not in any rush," she murmurs, sliding her

a gentle kiss, her hips gyrating in a slow motion, my c**k

grab her

pink shade.I do my best to concentrate on my words, but

"l-l..."

once again leans forward, her face close enough that her minty breath tickles my

"Just breathe," she murmurs.

three and

my mouth again but my nerves have my tongue in a twist.I want to scream at Moon Goddess for making me this way

talking to Dakota," she whispers,

thought I hid that

say to make you believe

loved hearing your voice," she confesses, my heart nearly skipping a

She loved it? 

was beautiful to see you so comfortable with him,"she smiles at the

that you didn’t want to share your voice with me,"

the way you speak...Trust

don’t even want to think about how red my face is, both of my hands attempting to cover the burning

at my timidness, pulling my hands away

of you, Zane.I just want you to know that to me." I digest every word, my eyes looking down at my shirt still shielding my

she asks, her face softening as she looks at

her hands guiding mine to her

when you first looked at me,

all the little

"Do they bother you?"

shake my head, her

would your scars bother me?" She

that I had the strength and courage to carry

a handful of my shirt, her eyes settling on

her lips when I push myself into a sitting position and pull my shirt over my head.Her eyes travel along my now bare torso as she drags her timid fingers against

I see the ones on your back?" she murmurs, climbing off of me so that I can turn around and sit on

trace the lines of raised flesh on my back created from

skin starting from the small of my back, her lips kissing away the pain of every wound I

reaches my shoulder,

around," Talia murmurs, and when we come face to face again once

arms around my shoulders while the other pushes back my hair from my

pressing her

flips as I look back at

murmurs as her lips graze my

"And all mine."

taking the lead as she pushes me onto my back and pins me once more beneath

lips, my arms tightening around

Zane.You’re mine." scent of her arousal as she gyrates her pelvis against my

slides into my mouth, seeking

Lick her tits...

purrs, his tail wagging from

ask, Talia’s lips bewitching me