The Silent Alpha

***Zanet** 

"I thought I was going crazy,"

Talia whimpers as her memories fade away, both of us opening our eyes.

"I even went to the pack psychiatrist to get help," she begins to sob.

"I was suffocating inside but I couldn’t let myself crumble under the pressure. I tried so hard to be the perfect Luna because everyone was counting on me," She sighs, shaking her head in disbelief.

"But it was all for nothing.In the end, I didn’t matter to anyone, not to my pack, not to my mate, not to my gamma, and most definitely not to my own sister!"

She pauses for a moment to collect her thoughts, holding her head in her hands.

When I attempt to comfort her by wrapping my arms around her, she flinches, raising her head back up to wipe her tears.

"I didn’t matter to the people I most cared about," she mumbles.

"And I was an i***t to believe I ever would."

You matter to me_, I want to say, resting my chin on her shoulder and holding her tightly.

"It’s okay," she sighs.

"I’m definitely done trying to live up to other people’s expectations," she adds.

"So before we go any further, we need to discuss some things first." She says, turning her head to face me.

"I know heirs are important to wolves, especially to Alphas and I’ve proven to not be the most fertile away now.I struggled so much for Kota and I definitely don’t need to be treated like a disappointment for being unable to get pregnant right away.I’m not a breeding w***e, understand?"

I don’t even flinch, nodding my head adamantly at her.

Pups have never even crossed my mind, my only concern thus far being that I be good enough for her.

"Good," She sighs in relief.

"I am also not interested in being y= anyone’s Luna or having any more gammas for that matter, so if I you have a pack you plan to take over, find another Luna to take my place.I’m not slaving away for people who will only turn their backs on me when I need them most."

I chuckle softly to myself and squeeze her tightly, wondering what pack on earth would possibly want me as it’s Alpha? Nodding that I understand her concern, she proceeds with her next condition.

"One more thing, Zane, and this is non-negotiable," She adds quietly, biting her lower lip nervously.

My heart beats loudly in my chest as I lean forward to listen to N closely.She takes a deep breath and looks at her hands resting on her lap.

"No marking." My heart sinks to the pit of my stomach, Grayson going into a fit of rage.

No marking? He scoffs.

How the hell is the world supposed to know that we belong to each other if she does not bear our mark? Perhaps she is ashamed of having me for a mate? I wonder, dread washing over me.

Seeing the look of worry on my face, she hurries to explain.

"I’m not ashamed to bear your mark.I-I just don’t see the point.I wore a mark proudly for years like an i***t, meanwhile my mate dishonored our bond with my sister to the knowledge of everyone in my pack," she adds quickly.

"It means nothing to be marked if your mate can still degrade the bond with ease.Humans don’t mark each other and it’s never hindered our relationships.We are free to love and date whoever we please without having to tie our souls together and I’d prefer to keep it that way."

I'm sorry, what part of my tail and snout remotely resemble a human to you, lady? Grayson sneers.I do not date, I mate...

FOR LIFE!!!!!

 "Besides," she smiles timidly.

"What's to stop you from finding someone else who makes you happier than I ever could? Or better yet, someone who can give you a pu-"

I don’t give her a chance to speak anymore nonsense, cupping her cheeks and pressing my lips against hers.

At first, she doesn’t move, her eyes wide open as she stares back at mein shock.

Gathering up the last of my courage, I move my lips a little until she slowly melts against me and deepens the kiss, parting her lips so that our tongues meet for a tender dance.

The moment they touch, the world fades away completely until we are all that I lower her body against the bed and lay between her legs, our lips never parting as we mold ourselves to each other.

My lungs begin to burn, however, and I reluctantly pull away, my eyes studying the beautiful woman staring up at me with tears in her eyes.

For the first time in my life, I feel the need to speak, the words tearing at my throat to break free from their prison.

Taking a deep breath, I slowly open my mouth, a small groan escaping my lips.

"y-y...Y-y-" I gasp, Talia looking up at me with patient eyes.

"Take your time," she murmurs, one of her hands gently grazing my cheek.

times, forcing

so...st-str-strong," I pant, my

down her cheek as

"So are you." 

lips once again meet mine, parting and closing against my mouth as

her hand from my nape to the crown of my head, her fingers gently gripping my hair and tugging it

fire in me, every part of me burning

I bury my face in her neck, my tongue

her chest, my c**k twitching at the

hard lump growing in

I begin to climb off only to be flipped on my back by my mate, her hands pushing against my chest as she pins me

back and forth against my hard on, a smirk curling on her lips as she teases me for

face as she

this okay?" she asks, my breath ragged

good she feels, I barely manage

gaze to her

edge of her shirt and playfully

am too busy concentrating on not nutting too early to hear what she’s actually

I feel a need build up where she is swaying

aren’t we? Grayson groans, practically face palming himself.l ignore him, Talia giggling as she slowly pulls her shirt over her

eyes unable to tear

breasts, flowers

taste her tattoo but I don’t have a clue how to express that, a

me to stop?" Talia asks, her

shake my head at her, Talia’s eyes

you tell me if I’m

forward so that her lips brush up against mine as

for you.I’m not in any rush," she murmurs, sliding her hands down my

gyrating in a slow motion, my c**k on

blurt out as I grab her wrist from moving

cheeks turning a light pink shade.I do my best to concentrate

"l-l..."

that my words She once again leans forward, her face close enough that her minty breath tickles

"Just breathe," she murmurs.

three

again but my nerves have my tongue in a twist.I want to scream at Moon Goddess for making

whispers, a little

I hid that

I can say to make you believe

hearing your voice," she confesses, my heart

She loved it? 

so comfortable with

it also hurt that you didn’t want to

speak...Trust

think about how red my face is, both of my

timidness, pulling my

you, Zane.I just want you to know that to me." I digest every word, my eyes looking down at my

she asks, her face softening as

of her hands guiding mine to her lower stomach.I feel dips and grooves

didn’t notice my stretch marks when you first looked at

teases, moving my hand across all the

"Do they bother you?"

my head, her smile

would your scars

proof that I’m a mother and that I had the strength and courage to carry my pup on my own.Your scars are no different.They tell me your

of my

mix of brown hues.A smile stretches across her lips when I push myself into a sitting position and pull my shirt over my head.Her eyes travel along my now bare torso as she drags her timid fingers against my skin.She traces the S-shaped scar on my

murmurs, climbing off of me so that I can turn around and sit on

the lines of raised flesh on my

from the small of my back, her lips kissing away

up until she reaches my shoulder, her

when we come face to face again

arms around my shoulders while the other pushes back my hair from my

pressing

does flips as I look back at her, a warmth spreading

she murmurs as her lips graze my

"And all mine."

taking the lead as she pushes me onto my back and

against my lips, my

scent of her arousal as she gyrates her pelvis

into my mouth, seeking dominance

Lick her tits...

wagging from

I ask, Talia’s lips bewitching