The Silent Alpha

***Zanet** 

"I thought I was going crazy,"

Talia whimpers as her memories fade away, both of us opening our eyes.

"I even went to the pack psychiatrist to get help," she begins to sob.

"I was suffocating inside but I couldn’t let myself crumble under the pressure. I tried so hard to be the perfect Luna because everyone was counting on me," She sighs, shaking her head in disbelief.

"But it was all for nothing.In the end, I didn’t matter to anyone, not to my pack, not to my mate, not to my gamma, and most definitely not to my own sister!"

She pauses for a moment to collect her thoughts, holding her head in her hands.

When I attempt to comfort her by wrapping my arms around her, she flinches, raising her head back up to wipe her tears.

"I didn’t matter to the people I most cared about," she mumbles.

"And I was an i***t to believe I ever would."

You matter to me_, I want to say, resting my chin on her shoulder and holding her tightly.

"It’s okay," she sighs.

"I’m definitely done trying to live up to other people’s expectations," she adds.

"So before we go any further, we need to discuss some things first." She says, turning her head to face me.

"I know heirs are important to wolves, especially to Alphas and I’ve proven to not be the most fertile away now.I struggled so much for Kota and I definitely don’t need to be treated like a disappointment for being unable to get pregnant right away.I’m not a breeding w***e, understand?"

I don’t even flinch, nodding my head adamantly at her.

Pups have never even crossed my mind, my only concern thus far being that I be good enough for her.

"Good," She sighs in relief.

"I am also not interested in being y= anyone’s Luna or having any more gammas for that matter, so if I you have a pack you plan to take over, find another Luna to take my place.I’m not slaving away for people who will only turn their backs on me when I need them most."

I chuckle softly to myself and squeeze her tightly, wondering what pack on earth would possibly want me as it’s Alpha? Nodding that I understand her concern, she proceeds with her next condition.

"One more thing, Zane, and this is non-negotiable," She adds quietly, biting her lower lip nervously.

My heart beats loudly in my chest as I lean forward to listen to N closely.She takes a deep breath and looks at her hands resting on her lap.

"No marking." My heart sinks to the pit of my stomach, Grayson going into a fit of rage.

No marking? He scoffs.

How the hell is the world supposed to know that we belong to each other if she does not bear our mark? Perhaps she is ashamed of having me for a mate? I wonder, dread washing over me.

Seeing the look of worry on my face, she hurries to explain.

"I’m not ashamed to bear your mark.I-I just don’t see the point.I wore a mark proudly for years like an i***t, meanwhile my mate dishonored our bond with my sister to the knowledge of everyone in my pack," she adds quickly.

"It means nothing to be marked if your mate can still degrade the bond with ease.Humans don’t mark each other and it’s never hindered our relationships.We are free to love and date whoever we please without having to tie our souls together and I’d prefer to keep it that way."

I'm sorry, what part of my tail and snout remotely resemble a human to you, lady? Grayson sneers.I do not date, I mate...

FOR LIFE!!!!!

 "Besides," she smiles timidly.

"What's to stop you from finding someone else who makes you happier than I ever could? Or better yet, someone who can give you a pu-"

I don’t give her a chance to speak anymore nonsense, cupping her cheeks and pressing my lips against hers.

At first, she doesn’t move, her eyes wide open as she stares back at mein shock.

Gathering up the last of my courage, I move my lips a little until she slowly melts against me and deepens the kiss, parting her lips so that our tongues meet for a tender dance.

The moment they touch, the world fades away completely until we are all that I lower her body against the bed and lay between her legs, our lips never parting as we mold ourselves to each other.

My lungs begin to burn, however, and I reluctantly pull away, my eyes studying the beautiful woman staring up at me with tears in her eyes.

For the first time in my life, I feel the need to speak, the words tearing at my throat to break free from their prison.

Taking a deep breath, I slowly open my mouth, a small groan escaping my lips.

"y-y...Y-y-" I gasp, Talia looking up at me with patient eyes.

"Take your time," she murmurs, one of her hands gently grazing my cheek.

blink a few times, forcing my mouth open again and concentrating on

my

a single tear rolling down her cheek as she pulls me close enough so that

"So are you." 

again meet mine, parting and closing against my

the crown of my head, her fingers gently gripping my hair and

fire in me, every

bury my face in her

moan bubbles in her chest, my c**k twitching at

in my boxers.I can feel her n*****s hardening beneath her shirt, her peaks poking against

to be flipped on my back by my mate, her hands pushing against my chest

my hard on, a smirk curling on her lips as

flickers across her face as she gazes down at

she asks, my breath ragged and labored the more she grinds

I barely

to her

her hands gripping the edge of her shirt and

am too busy concentrating on not nutting too early to hear what she’s actually

at my forehead as I feel a need build up where she

Talia giggling as she slowly pulls her shirt over her head, her

throat, my eyes unable to tear away from the pert brown peaks staring

tattoo between her breasts, flowers and tear drops extending

have a

I overwhelming you? Do you want me to stop?" Talia asks, her arms timidly

her, Talia’s eyes

need words, Zane.It’s important to me that you tell

explains, leaning forward so that her lips

in any rush," she murmurs, sliding her hands down my abdomen so that

for a gentle kiss, her hips gyrating in a slow motion, my c**k on the

blurt out as I grab her wrist from

cheeks turning a light pink shade.I do my best to concentrate on

"l-l..."

She once again

"Just breathe," she murmurs.

three and

a twist.I want to scream

to Dakota," she whispers,

thought I hid that

I can say to make you believe me,

hearing your voice," she confesses, my heart nearly

She loved it? 

was beautiful to see you so comfortable

it also hurt that you didn’t want

you speak...Trust me,

laughter and I don’t even want to think about how red my face is, both of my hands attempting to cover the burning heat

chuckles at my timidness, pulling

just want you to know that to me." I digest

to me?" she asks, her face softening as she looks at

one of her hands guiding mine to her lower stomach.I feel dips and grooves at my fingertips

didn’t notice my stretch marks when you first looked at me,

teases, moving my hand across all

"Do they bother you?"

my

your scars bother me?"

mother and that I had the strength and courage to carry my pup on my own.Your scars

of my shirt, her

her eyes for a moment, finding kindness and patience swirling in the mix of brown hues.A smile stretches across her lips when I push myself into a sitting position and pull my shirt over my head.Her eyes travel along my now bare torso as she drags her timid fingers against my skin.She traces the S-shaped scar on my hip, her touch making my torso, curiosity flickering in

your back?" she murmurs, climbing off of me so that I can turn

my back

her warm tongue taste my skin starting from the small of my back, her lips kissing away

her way up until she reaches my shoulder, her fingers gently

and when we come face to face again once more, I notice

lap, draping one of arms around my shoulders while the other pushes back

so beautiful," she whispers, pressing her

flips as I look back at

murmurs as her

"And all mine."

as she pushes me onto my back

my lips,

scent of her arousal as

slides into my mouth,

Lick her tits...

wagging from side

ask, Talia’s lips