The Silent Alpha

***Zanet** 

"I thought I was going crazy,"

Talia whimpers as her memories fade away, both of us opening our eyes.

"I even went to the pack psychiatrist to get help," she begins to sob.

"I was suffocating inside but I couldn’t let myself crumble under the pressure. I tried so hard to be the perfect Luna because everyone was counting on me," She sighs, shaking her head in disbelief.

"But it was all for nothing.In the end, I didn’t matter to anyone, not to my pack, not to my mate, not to my gamma, and most definitely not to my own sister!"

She pauses for a moment to collect her thoughts, holding her head in her hands.

When I attempt to comfort her by wrapping my arms around her, she flinches, raising her head back up to wipe her tears.

"I didn’t matter to the people I most cared about," she mumbles.

"And I was an i***t to believe I ever would."

You matter to me_, I want to say, resting my chin on her shoulder and holding her tightly.

"It’s okay," she sighs.

"I’m definitely done trying to live up to other people’s expectations," she adds.

"So before we go any further, we need to discuss some things first." She says, turning her head to face me.

"I know heirs are important to wolves, especially to Alphas and I’ve proven to not be the most fertile away now.I struggled so much for Kota and I definitely don’t need to be treated like a disappointment for being unable to get pregnant right away.I’m not a breeding w***e, understand?"

I don’t even flinch, nodding my head adamantly at her.

Pups have never even crossed my mind, my only concern thus far being that I be good enough for her.

"Good," She sighs in relief.

"I am also not interested in being y= anyone’s Luna or having any more gammas for that matter, so if I you have a pack you plan to take over, find another Luna to take my place.I’m not slaving away for people who will only turn their backs on me when I need them most."

I chuckle softly to myself and squeeze her tightly, wondering what pack on earth would possibly want me as it’s Alpha? Nodding that I understand her concern, she proceeds with her next condition.

"One more thing, Zane, and this is non-negotiable," She adds quietly, biting her lower lip nervously.

My heart beats loudly in my chest as I lean forward to listen to N closely.She takes a deep breath and looks at her hands resting on her lap.

"No marking." My heart sinks to the pit of my stomach, Grayson going into a fit of rage.

No marking? He scoffs.

How the hell is the world supposed to know that we belong to each other if she does not bear our mark? Perhaps she is ashamed of having me for a mate? I wonder, dread washing over me.

Seeing the look of worry on my face, she hurries to explain.

"I’m not ashamed to bear your mark.I-I just don’t see the point.I wore a mark proudly for years like an i***t, meanwhile my mate dishonored our bond with my sister to the knowledge of everyone in my pack," she adds quickly.

"It means nothing to be marked if your mate can still degrade the bond with ease.Humans don’t mark each other and it’s never hindered our relationships.We are free to love and date whoever we please without having to tie our souls together and I’d prefer to keep it that way."

I'm sorry, what part of my tail and snout remotely resemble a human to you, lady? Grayson sneers.I do not date, I mate...

FOR LIFE!!!!!

 "Besides," she smiles timidly.

"What's to stop you from finding someone else who makes you happier than I ever could? Or better yet, someone who can give you a pu-"

I don’t give her a chance to speak anymore nonsense, cupping her cheeks and pressing my lips against hers.

At first, she doesn’t move, her eyes wide open as she stares back at mein shock.

Gathering up the last of my courage, I move my lips a little until she slowly melts against me and deepens the kiss, parting her lips so that our tongues meet for a tender dance.

The moment they touch, the world fades away completely until we are all that I lower her body against the bed and lay between her legs, our lips never parting as we mold ourselves to each other.

My lungs begin to burn, however, and I reluctantly pull away, my eyes studying the beautiful woman staring up at me with tears in her eyes.

For the first time in my life, I feel the need to speak, the words tearing at my throat to break free from their prison.

Taking a deep breath, I slowly open my mouth, a small groan escaping my lips.

"y-y...Y-y-" I gasp, Talia looking up at me with patient eyes.

"Take your time," she murmurs, one of her hands gently grazing my cheek.

rush." I blink a few times, forcing my mouth open again and concentrating on

I pant, my

on her lips, a single tear rolling down her cheek

"So are you." 

once again meet mine, parting and closing against my

of my head, her

light a fire in me, every part of me burning

around my waist, clinging to me like I bury my face in her neck, my tongue caressing the place where my mark should

bubbles in her chest, my c**k twitching

against mine, a hard lump growing in my boxers.I can feel her n*****s hardening beneath

mate,

body back and forth against my hard on, a smirk curling on her lips as she teases me for

her face as she gazes down at

this okay?" she asks, my breath ragged

put into words how good she feels, I barely manage

my gaze to her chest

done this before?" she asks, her hands gripping the edge of her shirt and playfully tugging it up a bit to expose her bare

busy concentrating on not nutting too early to hear

sweat gathering at my forehead as I feel a need build up where she

groans, practically face palming himself.l ignore him, Talia giggling as she slowly pulls her shirt over her

my eyes unable to tear away from the pert brown

her breasts, flowers and tear drops

aches to taste her tattoo but I don’t have a clue how to express that, a pathetic

you? Do you want me to stop?" Talia asks, her

head at her, Talia’s

Zane.It’s important to me that you tell me if I’m pushing you

so that her lips brush

speak slowly if it’s easier for you.I’m not in any rush," she murmurs, sliding her hands down my abdomen

her hips gyrating in a

blurt out as I grab her wrist from

a light pink shade.I do my best to concentrate

"l-l..."

angry with myself that my words She once again leans forward, her face close enough that

"Just breathe," she murmurs.

to three and

a twist.I want to scream at Moon Goddess for making me this way but I fall silent when Talia

heard you talking to Dakota," she whispers, a

I

say to make you believe me, "

hearing your voice," she confesses, my

She loved it? 

to see you so comfortable with him,"she smiles at the

that you didn’t want to

for the way you speak...Trust me, I’d love for you to stutter my name while I ride

I don’t even want to think about how red my

my timidness, pulling my

that to me." I digest every word, my eyes looking down at my shirt

show them to me?" she asks, her face

hands guiding mine to her lower stomach.I feel dips and grooves at my

didn’t notice my stretch marks when you first looked at

across all the little stretch marks on her

"Do they bother you?"

my

your scars

are proof that I’m a mother and that I had the strength and courage

a handful of my

into a sitting position and pull my shirt over my head.Her eyes travel along my now bare torso as she drags her timid fingers against

climbing off of

flesh on my back created from every silver tipped flogging

small of my back, her lips kissing away the pain of every wound

makes her way up until she reaches my shoulder, her

Talia murmurs, and when we come face to face again once more, I notice tears

straddles my lap, draping one of arms around my shoulders while the other pushes back my hair from my

so beautiful," she whispers, pressing her lips

back at her,

murmurs as

"And all mine."

Talia taking the lead as she

she whispers against my lips, my arms

scent of her arousal as she gyrates

tongue slides into my

Lick her tits...

purrs, his tail wagging from side to

ask, Talia’s lips bewitching