The Silent Alpha

***Talia*** 

"Wh-what if...I mark y-you?" Zane asks timidly, his voice low and soft.

My heart feels as though it might pound out of my chest as a silence falls between us.

He wants me to bear his mark? Now? I stare at him, wondering why he would bring up marking now of all times? Zane seems to understand my confusion and smiles sheepishly at me.

"T-this is w-war, Ta-Talia," he says quietly, a warm tingle traveling down my spine when he says my name.

"A-and if some-something happens t-to me-me...then I-I want to go out kn-knowing my ma-mate wore my mark p-proudly..."

"Zane..." I sigh tiredly, pinching the bridge of my nose and closing my eyes as I think of an answer.

"You know how I feel about marking."

"I-l do," he replies........

"B-but so do y-you." I groan in frustration, thinking back to the day he explained his mark to me.

It was a beautiful speech and I loved hearing him tell me I meant more to him than I had initially thought...

but I had already made this mistake before.

I had fallen for pretty words and jumped into a marriage with a wolf after a couple of nursing my broken heart.

With every passing day, the wall around my heart crumbles, Zane making me believe that perhaps a wolf can love a simple human, but I am afraid and I do not know how to stop being afraid.

"I-I am not h-him," he murmurs, cupping my cheeks and pulling me in for a tender kiss.

Tiny sparks ripple across my face like little waves of pleasure, my body molding against his.

"I-I love you," he whispers, his lips grazing mine as he speaks.

It is the second time he has said it, but my breath still hitches in my throat at his confession.

I, however, cannot bring myself to repeat those words to him because it would make them real and I would be unable to deny him any longer.

"I-l am not h-him," he repeats, his thumbs wiping the tears gathering in my eyes.

"I know that," I whimper, Zane shaking his head at me.

"Do y-you?" he asks, the pain evident in his warm eyes.

"B-because it doe- it doesn’t fe-feel that way." I don’t know how to respond and my silence seems to make him anxious.

"D-do y-ou still love h-him?" He asks, his eyes unable to meet mine.

"A-am I...am I-I not...Do y-you still think about h-him..?"

"I don’t love him," I shake my head adamantly, appalled he would think that.

"I stopped loving Christian the day Kota was I was his wife of two years after all and I thought we would always be together.Those types of feelings don’t go away overnight.Those dreams die hard.But that all changed the moment I held Kota in my arms.Christian destroyed my trust and whatever possibility there was of us ever being a family died the day he slept with my sister.And I will never forgive him for that.I will never love him again.Never."

Zane weighs my words carefully, as if deciding if I meant them.

"I do think about Christian every day though," I add, Zane looking down at me in shock and I quickly try to explain myself.

"I think about all the lies he fed me to keep me by his side...all the pain I felt while being his Luna.He is a constant reminder that I should be careful with my heart and who I give it to."

"I-It’s safe with m-me," Zane blurts out and I smile at him.

"I...am trying to believe you," I reply quietly through a small smile.

"I am trying to believe you are different.That your words are real and not some fantasy you are trying to feed me, so I'll fall for you.But then I remember all the beautiful poems Christian used to tell me, all the picnics under the moonlight, all of our beautiful mornings after a night of passion, all of the little things he did in the beginning that made me believe we would last forever.I remember these things every time I feel myself getting comfortable with you...and then the pain comes crashing down on me all over again.There is a constant war waging in my head thoughts away.I try to remember how happy you make Kota whenever a bad thought enters my head.It’s just hard sometimes, " I admit.

"But I will keep trying...Because I want to be happy with you.I want to love you so much.I do....I-"

neck and pushing me into him while the other slides down to my waist, teasing the waistband of my shorts.His

arms snake around his neck and

soft mattress, spreading my legs apart and climbing on top of me while not crushing me under his massive

are to protect me from any harm, how muscular his arms are from all the hard labor he must

as his tongue twirls in my mouth, his hands exploring every

lips when he cups one of my breasts, molding it to the shape of his hand over and over again like a

his shirt over his head, my eyes

but the moonlight spilling into the room illuminates his face and I see the hint of blush on

make brave enough to show me

him as he struggles to figure out his next move and I pull my shirt over my head to give him

moment, his fingers emitting sparks against my skin as he traces the intricate design of the flowers

bra, but he

bare chest and I reach for

breaks and Zane hurriedly removes our clothes until

on either side

meeting for an

shoulders and up his neck as he pours his heart into every

when we pull apart

his lips travel down my neck to my

"I’m yours."

his voice lowering almost an

"Y-you’re m-mine."

I moan, his mouth wrapping around one of my

and licks my breasts.I rock my hips against his growing member, Zane groaning into my chest as he fights to keep his

I whisper against his ear when I can take the heat

want to

fingers squeezing my bare ass and pressing

hairs prickle my breasts but add to the pleasure as they brush over my sensitive flesh every time he sucks and

him

own limit, Zane lines himself up against my entrance and, in a swift thrust, fills me up with his length, my walls welcoming

his c**k out slowly and pushing it all the way

his tip hitting a

I gasp, Zane groaning as he hits

"Ah....Ah...0h god!"

over as he picks up the speed

going.My back arches as I feel myself come closer to the edge, my hands reaching for

flutter open, a tiny whine begging him for just

more so I can fall apart

realize Zane is no longer in control, but

Love? I can’t quite tell but it sends a

the sweet taste of his love and the

within me again, but he

kisses, but he

my hands and interlocking my fingers with each other so that one hand

y-you ...wish for," he murmurs, pushing my clasped hands above my head and pinning them against the mattress while his free arm wraps around my thigh to pull my legs further apart against my neck with every

around his girth, eager to feel

with hunger and need, my legs

and uncurling

pulls out of me, my body

leg, this time grabbing onto the sides of my throat and

of colors and light flooding my brain as I shatter

sweet relief as I breathe heavily, attempting to gather myself once

my shoulder with the last drop of his c*m, his breath slow and sharp as he peppers open mouth kisses on

savoring me, worshiping me as

"Zane..."

rocking my hips

when our eyes meet,

a smug look washing over

my stomach, pushing squeezing and slapping my cheeks as I

slides his hands up my inner thigh, teasing my still weeping folds

finger between my lips, lubricating himself with my c*m and drawing figure