The Silent Alpha

***Talia*** 

"Wh-what if...I mark y-you?" Zane asks timidly, his voice low and soft.

My heart feels as though it might pound out of my chest as a silence falls between us.

He wants me to bear his mark? Now? I stare at him, wondering why he would bring up marking now of all times? Zane seems to understand my confusion and smiles sheepishly at me.

"T-this is w-war, Ta-Talia," he says quietly, a warm tingle traveling down my spine when he says my name.

"A-and if some-something happens t-to me-me...then I-I want to go out kn-knowing my ma-mate wore my mark p-proudly..."

"Zane..." I sigh tiredly, pinching the bridge of my nose and closing my eyes as I think of an answer.

"You know how I feel about marking."

"I-l do," he replies........

"B-but so do y-you." I groan in frustration, thinking back to the day he explained his mark to me.

It was a beautiful speech and I loved hearing him tell me I meant more to him than I had initially thought...

but I had already made this mistake before.

I had fallen for pretty words and jumped into a marriage with a wolf after a couple of nursing my broken heart.

With every passing day, the wall around my heart crumbles, Zane making me believe that perhaps a wolf can love a simple human, but I am afraid and I do not know how to stop being afraid.

"I-I am not h-him," he murmurs, cupping my cheeks and pulling me in for a tender kiss.

Tiny sparks ripple across my face like little waves of pleasure, my body molding against his.

"I-I love you," he whispers, his lips grazing mine as he speaks.

It is the second time he has said it, but my breath still hitches in my throat at his confession.

I, however, cannot bring myself to repeat those words to him because it would make them real and I would be unable to deny him any longer.

"I-l am not h-him," he repeats, his thumbs wiping the tears gathering in my eyes.

"I know that," I whimper, Zane shaking his head at me.

"Do y-you?" he asks, the pain evident in his warm eyes.

"B-because it doe- it doesn’t fe-feel that way." I don’t know how to respond and my silence seems to make him anxious.

"D-do y-ou still love h-him?" He asks, his eyes unable to meet mine.

"A-am I...am I-I not...Do y-you still think about h-him..?"

"I don’t love him," I shake my head adamantly, appalled he would think that.

"I stopped loving Christian the day Kota was I was his wife of two years after all and I thought we would always be together.Those types of feelings don’t go away overnight.Those dreams die hard.But that all changed the moment I held Kota in my arms.Christian destroyed my trust and whatever possibility there was of us ever being a family died the day he slept with my sister.And I will never forgive him for that.I will never love him again.Never."

Zane weighs my words carefully, as if deciding if I meant them.

"I do think about Christian every day though," I add, Zane looking down at me in shock and I quickly try to explain myself.

"I think about all the lies he fed me to keep me by his side...all the pain I felt while being his Luna.He is a constant reminder that I should be careful with my heart and who I give it to."

"I-It’s safe with m-me," Zane blurts out and I smile at him.

"I...am trying to believe you," I reply quietly through a small smile.

"I am trying to believe you are different.That your words are real and not some fantasy you are trying to feed me, so I'll fall for you.But then I remember all the beautiful poems Christian used to tell me, all the picnics under the moonlight, all of our beautiful mornings after a night of passion, all of the little things he did in the beginning that made me believe we would last forever.I remember these things every time I feel myself getting comfortable with you...and then the pain comes crashing down on me all over again.There is a constant war waging in my head thoughts away.I try to remember how happy you make Kota whenever a bad thought enters my head.It’s just hard sometimes, " I admit.

"But I will keep trying...Because I want to be happy with you.I want to love you so much.I do....I-"

me into him while the other slides down to my waist, teasing the

neck and he carries me to the

and climbing on

his shoulders are to protect me from any harm, how

back arches as his tongue twirls in my mouth,

my breasts, molding it to the shape of his hand over and over again like a stress ball, my

his shirt over his head, my eyes mesmerized by

illuminates

never fails to make brave

him as he struggles to figure out his next move and

sparks against my skin as he traces the intricate design of the flowers

my bra, but

my bare chest and I reach for his jeans, unbuttoning them and pulling

Zane hurriedly removes our clothes until there's

once again settles in between my legs, his hands resting on either side of my head as he holds his

other, our tongues meeting for an

his neck as

he murmurs when we pull apart to

his lips travel down

"I’m yours."

his voice lowering almost

"Y-you’re m-mine."

I moan, his mouth wrapping around one of my curling as the heat builds up

more he bites and licks my breasts.I rock my hips against his growing

whisper against his ear when I can take the

to be

hand along my thigh, his fingers squeezing my

beard hairs prickle my breasts but add to the pleasure as they brush over my sensitive flesh every time he sucks and licks my

needing him now more

lines himself up against my entrance and, in a swift thrust, fills me up with his length, my walls welcoming his

whimper as he starts to move, pulling his c**k

body sways with his rhythm, his tip hitting a spot that makes me

groaning as he hits the

"Ah....Ah...0h god!"

growls in response, something animalistic taking over as he picks

roll back as I moan incoherently at him to keep going.My back arches as I feel myself come closer to the edge, my hands reaching for the

flutter open, a tiny whine begging him for

I can fall

longer in control,

Desire? Love? I can’t quite tell but it sends a warm tingle down my spine

lips once again collide with mine, the sweet taste of his love and the savory

the fire within me again, but he keeps his thrusts painfully

between kisses, but he

away a little, taking both of my hands and interlocking my fingers with each other so that one hand grips my

...wish for," he murmurs, pushing my clasped hands above my head and pinning them against the mattress while his free arm wraps around my thigh to pull my legs further apart

grunts when I tighten my walls around his girth,

with hunger and need, my legs

my toes curling and uncurling as I gasp

he pulls out of me, my body

the sides

colors and light flooding my brain as I shatter completely.He pumps relentlessly as I ride my orgasm, every inch of

spurting inside me brings sweet relief as I breathe heavily, attempting

with the last drop of his c*m, his breath slow and sharp as he

me as the need once again builds up in my

"Zane..."

my hips

my ears and when our eyes meet, his brown irises turn golden, Grayson smirking back

smug look

wastes no time rolling me over on my stomach, pushing squeezing

up my inner thigh,

wiggles a finger between my lips, lubricating himself with