The Silent Alpha

***Talia*** 

"Wh-what if...I mark y-you?" Zane asks timidly, his voice low and soft.

My heart feels as though it might pound out of my chest as a silence falls between us.

He wants me to bear his mark? Now? I stare at him, wondering why he would bring up marking now of all times? Zane seems to understand my confusion and smiles sheepishly at me.

"T-this is w-war, Ta-Talia," he says quietly, a warm tingle traveling down my spine when he says my name.

"A-and if some-something happens t-to me-me...then I-I want to go out kn-knowing my ma-mate wore my mark p-proudly..."

"Zane..." I sigh tiredly, pinching the bridge of my nose and closing my eyes as I think of an answer.

"You know how I feel about marking."

"I-l do," he replies........

"B-but so do y-you." I groan in frustration, thinking back to the day he explained his mark to me.

It was a beautiful speech and I loved hearing him tell me I meant more to him than I had initially thought...

but I had already made this mistake before.

I had fallen for pretty words and jumped into a marriage with a wolf after a couple of nursing my broken heart.

With every passing day, the wall around my heart crumbles, Zane making me believe that perhaps a wolf can love a simple human, but I am afraid and I do not know how to stop being afraid.

"I-I am not h-him," he murmurs, cupping my cheeks and pulling me in for a tender kiss.

Tiny sparks ripple across my face like little waves of pleasure, my body molding against his.

"I-I love you," he whispers, his lips grazing mine as he speaks.

It is the second time he has said it, but my breath still hitches in my throat at his confession.

I, however, cannot bring myself to repeat those words to him because it would make them real and I would be unable to deny him any longer.

"I-l am not h-him," he repeats, his thumbs wiping the tears gathering in my eyes.

"I know that," I whimper, Zane shaking his head at me.

"Do y-you?" he asks, the pain evident in his warm eyes.

"B-because it doe- it doesn’t fe-feel that way." I don’t know how to respond and my silence seems to make him anxious.

"D-do y-ou still love h-him?" He asks, his eyes unable to meet mine.

"A-am I...am I-I not...Do y-you still think about h-him..?"

"I don’t love him," I shake my head adamantly, appalled he would think that.

"I stopped loving Christian the day Kota was I was his wife of two years after all and I thought we would always be together.Those types of feelings don’t go away overnight.Those dreams die hard.But that all changed the moment I held Kota in my arms.Christian destroyed my trust and whatever possibility there was of us ever being a family died the day he slept with my sister.And I will never forgive him for that.I will never love him again.Never."

Zane weighs my words carefully, as if deciding if I meant them.

"I do think about Christian every day though," I add, Zane looking down at me in shock and I quickly try to explain myself.

"I think about all the lies he fed me to keep me by his side...all the pain I felt while being his Luna.He is a constant reminder that I should be careful with my heart and who I give it to."

"I-It’s safe with m-me," Zane blurts out and I smile at him.

"I...am trying to believe you," I reply quietly through a small smile.

"I am trying to believe you are different.That your words are real and not some fantasy you are trying to feed me, so I'll fall for you.But then I remember all the beautiful poems Christian used to tell me, all the picnics under the moonlight, all of our beautiful mornings after a night of passion, all of the little things he did in the beginning that made me believe we would last forever.I remember these things every time I feel myself getting comfortable with you...and then the pain comes crashing down on me all over again.There is a constant war waging in my head thoughts away.I try to remember how happy you make Kota whenever a bad thought enters my head.It’s just hard sometimes, " I admit.

"But I will keep trying...Because I want to be happy with you.I want to love you so much.I do....I-"

while the other slides down to my waist, teasing the waistband of my shorts.His lips ignite a fire within me, my skin burning with pleasure as he

and he carries me

apart and climbing on top of

his shoulders are to protect me from any harm, how muscular

back arches as his tongue twirls in my mouth, his hands exploring every curve of my

my lips when he cups one of my breasts, molding it to the shape of his hand over and over again like

shirt over his head,

room illuminates his face and I see the hint of blush on his

fails to make brave enough to show

him as he struggles to figure out his next move and I pull my shirt

moment, his fingers emitting sparks against my skin as he traces the intricate design of the flowers and

a slight tremor in his hands as he reaches the clasp of my bra, but he swallows hard and undoes it, my breasts spilling out of

chest and I reach for his jeans,

breaks and Zane hurriedly removes our clothes until there's a small pile

settles in between my legs, his hands resting on either side of my head as he holds his weight

collide against each other, our tongues meeting

and up his

murmurs when we pull apart

lips travel down my neck to

"I’m yours."

he says again, his voice lowering almost

"Y-you’re m-mine."

mouth wrapping around one of my curling as the heat builds up in my

bites and licks my breasts.I

yours," I whisper against his ear when I

want to

my n****e and slides his hand along my thigh, his fingers squeezing my bare ass and pressing me harder against

the pleasure as they brush over my

pant, needing him

limit, Zane lines himself up against my entrance and, in a swift thrust, fills me up with his length, my walls

as he starts to move, pulling his c**k out slowly

hitting a spot that makes me see stars behind

as he

"Ah....Ah...0h god!"

only growls in response, something animalistic taking over as he picks up

slides his hand tightening from the intensity of the pleasure.My eyes roll back as I moan incoherently at him to keep going.My back arches as I feel myself come closer to the edge, my hands reaching for

eyes flutter open, a tiny whine begging him for just a

little more so I can fall apart beneath

our eyes meet, I realize Zane is no longer in

Desire? Love? I can’t quite tell but it sends a

of his love and the savory

kisses ignite the fire within me again,

kisses, but he

my fingers with each other so that one

while his free arm wraps around my thigh to pull my

tighten my walls around his girth, eager to feel every

legs

and

out each time he pulls out of me, my body craving

leg, this time grabbing onto the

light flooding my brain as I shatter completely.He pumps relentlessly as I ride my orgasm, every

inside me brings sweet relief as I breathe heavily,

falls on my shoulder with the last drop of his c*m, his breath

me, worshiping me as the need once again builds up in my

"Zane..."

moan, rocking my

eyes meet, his brown irises turn golden,

a smug look washing

me over on my stomach, pushing squeezing

my inner

my lips, lubricating himself with my c*m and