The Silent Alpha

***Natalia’*** 

I can feel myself slipping away as blood pours out of my neck area and I make peace with the thought that this may be the end for me.

Zane reluctantly pulls his hands away from the wound and leans forward to kiss my forehead, his lips leaving lingering sparks on my skin and I try to savor them as he turns to leave.

"I- I'll be back," he murmurs.

This may be the last time we speak to each other, so I reach out my hand and hold onto his wrist a little longer.I want him to know how glad I am we met.

"Zane..." I croak, struggling to find my words.

"I-I love you." He does not reply but I see the anguish swimming in his eyes and it hurts.

My sweet mate is breaking inside.I just hope when this is all over, his heart is still intact.

Zane storms out of the car and Rionna kicks into action, reaching her hand over me to unbuckle my seat belt.

"Don't worry, dear.We'll get you help," she reassures me, grabbing Agnes'‘s hands and placing them over my wound.

"We just need to get you into the passenger seat," she grunts, jumping out of the car and adjusting the passenger seat so that it rests all the way back.

Dakota screaming in the background for me.

"Mommy! Mommy!" he wails, Rionna, and Agnes shifting me onto the passenger seat.

"Please help my Mommy," he sobs.

"Help her!"

I open my mouth to calm him down but only incoherent mumbles escape my lips, frustration bubbling in my chest.

Instincts take over, however, and I do my best to keep calm and slow down my breathing.If I want to survive, I need to stay calm.

Agnes tears off her shirt, ripping the fabric into strips and tying it around my shoulder and over my collar bone to stop the bleeding.

Instant pain shoots across my chest, my nails imprinting half moons into the car seat as I bite on my tongue to hold back my screams.I don’t want to scare my baby.

Rionna jumps into the driver seat, restarting the car and turning it back towards River Moon.

"Stay with us Talia.Just stay with us," she orders me as we speed down the road.

"I linked Toran and he’s getting help from the Queen.Just hang on.Don’t go.Kota and Zane still need you." I can feel myself slipping into the darkness, a coldness filling my body as more blood pools around my chest.

"Mommy!" Kota screams, my eyes struggling to stay open.

"Mommy wake up!"

But the exhaustion is only growing stronger, its claws fight to stay conscious but as we drive through what appears to be a portal, I feel myself fall into the cold pitch black, the pain subsiding and the world giving way to the abyss.I do not feel fear as I wander aimlessly for what feels like hours into the void.

The dark is quiet but in a soothing way.I must have died...I tell myself, my heart breaking a little at the thought but the memory of Kota and Zane watching the butterflies calms my fears.

Even in my absence, my son will know love.

His father will make sure of that.

Peace settles into my being and as I take a step forward, I feel the ground give way and a flutter fills my heart as I fall into the pitch black.

My arms and legs instinctively search for something to grab onto as I fall when the black nothingness suddenly fades to blue skies and fluffy clouds I can almost touch with my fingers.

Just as suddenly as the sky appears, I feel myself gently fall into a body of water, small waves washing over me until I'm fully submerged.I react instantly and swim to the water's surface, taking a huge gulp of air to fill my starving lungs.

find myself in the middle of a lake, a calm voice calling me to

Natalia....

Natalia...

to follow it and swim towards the shore, my eyes watching

between eyes gazing intently

dominance lingers around the wolf. The wolf feels familiar and as I crawl onto the shore,

wound which had been bleeding like crazy only moments ago is long gone, flawless skin now covering my

murmur as I get up on my feet and dust off the sand from my

shock when it replies

it murmurs, turning its

should hurry.She’s waiting for

does not answer, running off into the

avoiding small stones and branches littering the forest

way to a clearing with a

stones are arranged around a much larger stone like chairs around a table, and the wolf takes a seat on one of the stone

wolf and lean my body against a stone, inhaling

from behind the tree, hair

a simple yet elegant white dress

her perfect red lips and

head before the woman, the beautiful being stroking the wolf's

and

I reply softly, the

ask how I know your

right?" I

to lead me to the afterlife...? Or wherever it is I’m supposed

taking a seat on a stone with

she murmurs, petting the wolf who purrs contently

yet.Zane

what am I doing here?" I ask, looking

hums to herself

are very different from your sister.Where she sought to change her fate, you do not seem keen to ask me for anything.” Quite

don’t know who or what you are so how can I ask you

my own fate.Or at least

why you fought hard against your mate bond with Zane? You wanted to make your own fate?" I raise an eyebrow

you?"

the Night, Selene, Diana, Coyolxauhqui, Hanwi, Huitaca,

given me so many names that it does not matter what you call me. All

say in realization, my eyes flickering to the

assume that’s your

Moon Goddess giving

is a product of my love, my own creation, my child," the Goddess replies, stroking the wolf's

spirit, a soul that I create.She is

paired me with not one but two wolves," I mumble, shaking my head

that, by the way.You’ve given me two head aches.

course not," I huff,

was a mistake.Why did you do that? Why did you match me with a man who was incapable of cherishing what we had? Why did you

And then you screwed me over by giving me another mate.I didn’t ask for one! I didn’t ask for any of this, so why? Why did you do this? Why can’t you just leave me alone? Why do you insist on touching every

gently petting Devina’s snout with so

angry..."

am I..." she

peace again.I chose Christian and Jack for you because I could see he was slowly slipping away and he needed someone to ground him, someone to neutralize his temper.You were that person.Your level headedness, your intelligence and straightforward thinking, your patience made you an ideal candidate.I had hoped that with you by his side, Christian would see the ways of his errors, but I was wrong.I don't know why Christian did what he did.I do not know why Jack did not stop his human from forsaking the bond time and time again with your sister.I do not know why you had to pay the price for their mistakes but I can tell you that Zane was never meant to be a punishment.He was a man who could only hope to find love.He had long ago given up on ever finding a mate due to

know that is not the answer you were hoping for but

I mumble, crossing my hands over

"So what now?"

thinks for a moment in silence, Devina licking her

pause, Moon Goddess sighs and rises to her