The Silent Alpha

***Natalia’*** 

I can feel myself slipping away as blood pours out of my neck area and I make peace with the thought that this may be the end for me.

Zane reluctantly pulls his hands away from the wound and leans forward to kiss my forehead, his lips leaving lingering sparks on my skin and I try to savor them as he turns to leave.

"I- I'll be back," he murmurs.

This may be the last time we speak to each other, so I reach out my hand and hold onto his wrist a little longer.I want him to know how glad I am we met.

"Zane..." I croak, struggling to find my words.

"I-I love you." He does not reply but I see the anguish swimming in his eyes and it hurts.

My sweet mate is breaking inside.I just hope when this is all over, his heart is still intact.

Zane storms out of the car and Rionna kicks into action, reaching her hand over me to unbuckle my seat belt.

"Don't worry, dear.We'll get you help," she reassures me, grabbing Agnes'‘s hands and placing them over my wound.

"We just need to get you into the passenger seat," she grunts, jumping out of the car and adjusting the passenger seat so that it rests all the way back.

Dakota screaming in the background for me.

"Mommy! Mommy!" he wails, Rionna, and Agnes shifting me onto the passenger seat.

"Please help my Mommy," he sobs.

"Help her!"

I open my mouth to calm him down but only incoherent mumbles escape my lips, frustration bubbling in my chest.

Instincts take over, however, and I do my best to keep calm and slow down my breathing.If I want to survive, I need to stay calm.

Agnes tears off her shirt, ripping the fabric into strips and tying it around my shoulder and over my collar bone to stop the bleeding.

Instant pain shoots across my chest, my nails imprinting half moons into the car seat as I bite on my tongue to hold back my screams.I don’t want to scare my baby.

Rionna jumps into the driver seat, restarting the car and turning it back towards River Moon.

"Stay with us Talia.Just stay with us," she orders me as we speed down the road.

"I linked Toran and he’s getting help from the Queen.Just hang on.Don’t go.Kota and Zane still need you." I can feel myself slipping into the darkness, a coldness filling my body as more blood pools around my chest.

"Mommy!" Kota screams, my eyes struggling to stay open.

"Mommy wake up!"

But the exhaustion is only growing stronger, its claws fight to stay conscious but as we drive through what appears to be a portal, I feel myself fall into the cold pitch black, the pain subsiding and the world giving way to the abyss.I do not feel fear as I wander aimlessly for what feels like hours into the void.

The dark is quiet but in a soothing way.I must have died...I tell myself, my heart breaking a little at the thought but the memory of Kota and Zane watching the butterflies calms my fears.

Even in my absence, my son will know love.

His father will make sure of that.

Peace settles into my being and as I take a step forward, I feel the ground give way and a flutter fills my heart as I fall into the pitch black.

My arms and legs instinctively search for something to grab onto as I fall when the black nothingness suddenly fades to blue skies and fluffy clouds I can almost touch with my fingers.

Just as suddenly as the sky appears, I feel myself gently fall into a body of water, small waves washing over me until I'm fully submerged.I react instantly and swim to the water's surface, taking a huge gulp of air to fill my starving lungs.

my surroundings and I find myself in the middle of a lake, a

Natalia....

Natalia...

decide to follow it and swim towards the

moves between eyes gazing

wolf feels familiar and as I crawl onto the shore, it rushes to

crazy only moments

I murmur as I get up on my feet and dust off

eyes widen in shock when it replies back with a

murmurs, turning its

should hurry.She’s waiting

I ask, but the wolf does not answer, running off into the

avoiding small stones and branches littering the forest

a while of running, the dense forest gives way to a clearing with a large tree

arranged around a much larger stone like chairs around a table, and

run up to the wolf and lean my body against a stone, inhaling deeply to

behind the tree, hair black as

wears a simple yet elegant

across her perfect red lips and

the stone and bows its head before the

and awkwardly bow to

softly, the woman

not going to ask how I know your name?" she

I

me to the afterlife...? Or wherever it is I’m

offer sheepishly, the woman taking a seat on a stone with the wolf

not dead," she murmurs, petting the wolf who purrs

time yet.Zane and Kota

what am I doing here?" I ask, looking

hums to herself

your sister.Where she sought to change her fate, you do not seem keen to ask

you are so how can

at least I like to

mate bond with Zane? You wanted to make

are you?"

Daughter of the Night, Selene,

the world have given me so many names that it does not matter what you call me. All

say in realization, my eyes flickering to the wolf at

I assume

at me, Moon Goddess giving the wolf

a product of my love, my own creation, my child," the Goddess replies, stroking

contain a spirit, a soul that I create.She

wolves," I mumble, shaking my head at the goddess

given

I huff,

you do that? Why did you match me with a man who was incapable of cherishing what we

trusted you and you both failed me! You both broke me! And then you screwed me over by giving me another mate.I didn’t ask for one! I didn’t ask for any of this, so why? Why did you do this? Why can’t you just leave me alone? Why do you insist on touching every aspect of my life?

Devina’s snout with so much love and affection, I start to believe she may be

very angry..."

I..." she

respect each other, but sometimes it is out of my control.Even the best mothers cannot help a child who does not wish to be helped.I cannot tell my children how to be, I can only hope they learn from the mistakes they make along the way.It hurts to see them fight.It hurts to see my wolves in pain.It hurts to see all to be a mother sometimes.But I endure it all with the hope that one day my wolves will find peace again.I chose Christian and Jack for you because I could see he was slowly slipping away and he

is not the answer you were hoping for but sometimes life is just simply out

mumble, crossing my hands over my

"So what now?"

moment in silence, Devina

after a long pause, Moon Goddess sighs and rises to