The Substitute Bride: Making Memories Of Us (Lois Stone)

 "You're the one who didn't stay true to your promise to Lala!" Brian exclaimed, while pointing accusingly at Toby.

Feeling the anger rolling off his body, he kept his steely gaze trained at Toby.

Toby was rendered speechless as Brian's words rang true in his ears.

'I did break my promise to Ayla, ' he thought regrettably.

However, it was undeniable that between the two of them, Brian hurt her the most.

"There's no excuse for what I did.I know that and I'm truly sorry for her.But you seem to forget that you caused her so much pain too,"

Toby managed to say.

At that, Brian stared at him, his eyes a mirror of questions.

"Lala loves you so much she couldn't bear to leave you," he continued.

Falling in love with someone wholeheartedly was no easy feat for a woman, but once she did, she would love that man deeply for as long as she could endure.

Reminiscing the past, Toby could still remember how Ayla decided to leave everything behind for the man she truly loved.

Like the selfless woman she was, Ayla made sure he would be fine despite her leaving.

"You and Molly have my blessing, Toby.I'm letting you go so you can be happy with her," he recalled Ayla saying.

Toby's words pierced through Brian's heart like a double-edged sword.

It dawned on him how much Ayla chose to give up just to be with him.

"You see, she chose you over me.She loved you so much and gave you all that she has, yet you did nothing but cause her pain.I will never forgive you for this! You missed your chance at having that one true love for wasting what she did for you.Now you lost her and you will pay the price," Toby vehemently said, as he left without a backward glance.

At that moment, Brian began to realize Ayla's efforts and sacrifice to keep the baby back then.

After he forced her to have an abortion, she demanded a ligation procedure out of sheer desperation.She gave up the hope to become a mother.

A drunk and wasted Brian was sprawled on the lounge when Anna arrived at the private room.

It was a first seeing him this way, since he knew how to control his drinking.

'Toby must have said something to make him drink this much, ' Anna thought disapprovingly.

"Brian, you have drunk too much.Let me drive you home," she said calmly as she held Brian by his upper arms.

Anna was trying to get him up the seat when his warm solid arms went around her slim waist and held her tightly.

"I'm sorry.I'm so sorry!"

Brian cried out.

Being drunk didn't help at all.

Memories of his difficult conversation with Toby still weighed him down and he mistakenly thought of Anna as Ayla.

Anna knew he was thinking about Ayla but she couldn't find it in herself to refuse him.She was willing to be a substitute.

When their lips met, she could taste a hint of spice from the wine he had been drinking.

"Forgive me," he muttered while keeping his lips close to hers.

Anna could only manage a slight nod as fresh tears wet her expressive eyes and streaked her supple cheeks.

Knowing he was still in love with a dead woman hurt her.

She had loved him for so long and she only wished he could love her back.

"Brian," Anna replied softly, her voice a tad louder than a whisper.

She would think of the consequences later, but on that night, she would be willing to do anything for him.

morning, Brian woke up and found himself lying in the bed of the lounge with Anna

to remember what happened last night but his drunkenness made everything

immediately attended to him, her

you feeling?

his head and replied, "I'm sorry.I drank too much last

eyes roam around Anna's body and the

immediately that

about these

and said no if she didn't want it to happen, but she chose

her willing to

a word, Brian gathered his

opportunity so she stood up and

she pleaded, "Brian, Ayla is already dead.Let me be with you and make you happy.You deserve it! I'm willing

thought

slept with any woman since

was an accident, fueled by strong emotions and heaps

wouldn't be capable of loving

be with me for as long

turned around and faced

have to tie yourself up with me.You can choose the life you want.One where you

pushed her away to break

for me and I don't deserve

love me back, give me a chance to make you feel my love.I have always

over his words and risk not having a

at her fondly and insisted, "I have held you back for many

time that you choose your own path and think

about the future.I've only had eyes

Anna, her world revolved around

dying for

death devastated Brian and she witnessed how

the sea instead of Ayla, if it meant he wouldn't have to feel that

was how much she

would always

fervent words, Brian held her in his arms

it in me to

love before but

that this great love would also cause him the

he couldn't bring himself to love

understood where he

you the way you deserve to be loved." She said all this

surer of anything in

possibility too, but with her clear determined eyes looking

sweating profusely as she

from her bones spread

hurts too much!" she

she could handle this agonizing pain

she endured the painful torture

the last thing on her

still wanted to see Brian happy with

and Anna would get married

found happiness, she wouldn't think

time she went into relapse, her mind would

She missed him terribly.

was sometimes tender with her while always ruthless to

times when his dominance and indifference would surface, she was lucky enough to see his soft vulnerable

and down to the floor.She couldn't bear

the room and

"Lala," he called.

carefully and leaned her against his

to relax, he

over soon," he reassured her in a calm soothing