The Substitute Bride: Making Memories Of Us (Lois Stone)

 "You're the one who didn't stay true to your promise to Lala!" Brian exclaimed, while pointing accusingly at Toby.

Feeling the anger rolling off his body, he kept his steely gaze trained at Toby.

Toby was rendered speechless as Brian's words rang true in his ears.

'I did break my promise to Ayla, ' he thought regrettably.

However, it was undeniable that between the two of them, Brian hurt her the most.

"There's no excuse for what I did.I know that and I'm truly sorry for her.But you seem to forget that you caused her so much pain too,"

Toby managed to say.

At that, Brian stared at him, his eyes a mirror of questions.

"Lala loves you so much she couldn't bear to leave you," he continued.

Falling in love with someone wholeheartedly was no easy feat for a woman, but once she did, she would love that man deeply for as long as she could endure.

Reminiscing the past, Toby could still remember how Ayla decided to leave everything behind for the man she truly loved.

Like the selfless woman she was, Ayla made sure he would be fine despite her leaving.

"You and Molly have my blessing, Toby.I'm letting you go so you can be happy with her," he recalled Ayla saying.

Toby's words pierced through Brian's heart like a double-edged sword.

It dawned on him how much Ayla chose to give up just to be with him.

"You see, she chose you over me.She loved you so much and gave you all that she has, yet you did nothing but cause her pain.I will never forgive you for this! You missed your chance at having that one true love for wasting what she did for you.Now you lost her and you will pay the price," Toby vehemently said, as he left without a backward glance.

At that moment, Brian began to realize Ayla's efforts and sacrifice to keep the baby back then.

After he forced her to have an abortion, she demanded a ligation procedure out of sheer desperation.She gave up the hope to become a mother.

A drunk and wasted Brian was sprawled on the lounge when Anna arrived at the private room.

It was a first seeing him this way, since he knew how to control his drinking.

'Toby must have said something to make him drink this much, ' Anna thought disapprovingly.

"Brian, you have drunk too much.Let me drive you home," she said calmly as she held Brian by his upper arms.

Anna was trying to get him up the seat when his warm solid arms went around her slim waist and held her tightly.

"I'm sorry.I'm so sorry!"

Brian cried out.

Being drunk didn't help at all.

Memories of his difficult conversation with Toby still weighed him down and he mistakenly thought of Anna as Ayla.

Anna knew he was thinking about Ayla but she couldn't find it in herself to refuse him.She was willing to be a substitute.

When their lips met, she could taste a hint of spice from the wine he had been drinking.

"Forgive me," he muttered while keeping his lips close to hers.

Anna could only manage a slight nod as fresh tears wet her expressive eyes and streaked her supple cheeks.

Knowing he was still in love with a dead woman hurt her.

She had loved him for so long and she only wished he could love her back.

"Brian," Anna replied softly, her voice a tad louder than a whisper.

She would think of the consequences later, but on that night, she would be willing to do anything for him.

himself lying in the bed of the lounge

to remember what happened last night but his

him,

feeling? Do you

head and replied, "I'm

his eyes roam around Anna's body and

knew immediately that he lost

fine.Don't worry about these

she could have refused and said no if she didn't want it to happen, but she chose

him made her willing

word, Brian gathered his

this opportunity so she stood up and

me be with

and thought of what she

slept with any woman since Ayla

fueled by strong emotions and heaps of

happen again? He knew he wouldn't be capable of loving

be with me for as

turned around and

yourself up with me.You can choose the life you want.One

to break free from

always done so much for

out! I'm willing to do this for you.Even if you won't love me back,

grew stronger over the years.She wouldn't dare give up over

insisted, "I have

your own path

dismissal, she continued, "I don't care about the future.I've only had eyes for

world revolved around

owed him her life so living and dying for him didn't sound so

devastated Brian and she witnessed how painful

rather fall into the sea instead of Ayla, if it meant he wouldn't have to feel that kind of

how much she

always put

words, Brian held her in

I don't have it in me to love you or anyone

love before but that changed when he met

this great love would also cause him

bring himself to love again after what

understood where he was coming

me a chance to love you the way you deserve to be loved." She said all

been surer of anything in

eventually?'’ Brian thought about this possibility too, but with her clear determined eyes looking up at him, he

as she curled up on

tingling from her bones spread like wildfire all over her

hurts too much!"

could handle this

she endured the painful torture that rendered

pain, dying was the last thing

to see Brian

he and Anna would get married soon, ' she

he truly found happiness, she

into relapse, her mind would

She missed him terribly.

her while always ruthless

surface, she was lucky enough to see his

out of bed and down to the floor.She

noise from outside, Lucas rushed into the

"Lala," he called.

her up carefully and leaned

relax, he

soon," he reassured her