The Substitute Bride: Making Memories Of Us (Lois Stone)

 "You're the one who didn't stay true to your promise to Lala!" Brian exclaimed, while pointing accusingly at Toby.

Feeling the anger rolling off his body, he kept his steely gaze trained at Toby.

Toby was rendered speechless as Brian's words rang true in his ears.

'I did break my promise to Ayla, ' he thought regrettably.

However, it was undeniable that between the two of them, Brian hurt her the most.

"There's no excuse for what I did.I know that and I'm truly sorry for her.But you seem to forget that you caused her so much pain too,"

Toby managed to say.

At that, Brian stared at him, his eyes a mirror of questions.

"Lala loves you so much she couldn't bear to leave you," he continued.

Falling in love with someone wholeheartedly was no easy feat for a woman, but once she did, she would love that man deeply for as long as she could endure.

Reminiscing the past, Toby could still remember how Ayla decided to leave everything behind for the man she truly loved.

Like the selfless woman she was, Ayla made sure he would be fine despite her leaving.

"You and Molly have my blessing, Toby.I'm letting you go so you can be happy with her," he recalled Ayla saying.

Toby's words pierced through Brian's heart like a double-edged sword.

It dawned on him how much Ayla chose to give up just to be with him.

"You see, she chose you over me.She loved you so much and gave you all that she has, yet you did nothing but cause her pain.I will never forgive you for this! You missed your chance at having that one true love for wasting what she did for you.Now you lost her and you will pay the price," Toby vehemently said, as he left without a backward glance.

At that moment, Brian began to realize Ayla's efforts and sacrifice to keep the baby back then.

After he forced her to have an abortion, she demanded a ligation procedure out of sheer desperation.She gave up the hope to become a mother.

A drunk and wasted Brian was sprawled on the lounge when Anna arrived at the private room.

It was a first seeing him this way, since he knew how to control his drinking.

'Toby must have said something to make him drink this much, ' Anna thought disapprovingly.

"Brian, you have drunk too much.Let me drive you home," she said calmly as she held Brian by his upper arms.

Anna was trying to get him up the seat when his warm solid arms went around her slim waist and held her tightly.

"I'm sorry.I'm so sorry!"

Brian cried out.

Being drunk didn't help at all.

Memories of his difficult conversation with Toby still weighed him down and he mistakenly thought of Anna as Ayla.

Anna knew he was thinking about Ayla but she couldn't find it in herself to refuse him.She was willing to be a substitute.

When their lips met, she could taste a hint of spice from the wine he had been drinking.

"Forgive me," he muttered while keeping his lips close to hers.

Anna could only manage a slight nod as fresh tears wet her expressive eyes and streaked her supple cheeks.

Knowing he was still in love with a dead woman hurt her.

She had loved him for so long and she only wished he could love her back.

"Brian," Anna replied softly, her voice a tad louder than a whisper.

She would think of the consequences later, but on that night, she would be willing to do anything for him.

found himself lying in the bed of

hard to remember what happened last night but his

him, her voice laced

feeling? Do you have

replied, "I'm sorry.I drank too

Anna's body and the bruises were evident

knew immediately that he lost

perfectly fine.Don't worry about these bruises," she assured

refused and said no if she didn't want it to happen, but she chose not

him made her willing

his clothes and started

so she stood up

pleaded, "Brian, Ayla is already dead.Let me be with you and make you

and thought of what she

slept with any woman

by strong emotions and heaps

He knew he wouldn't be capable of

let her be with me

turned around and faced

with me.You can choose the life you want.One where you won't

her away to break free from

always done so much for me and I

won't love me back, give me a chance to make you feel my love.I have

him grew stronger over the years.She wouldn't dare give up over

at her fondly and insisted, "I have held you back for

that you choose your

dismissal, she continued, "I don't care about the future.I've only had eyes for you ever since we met.I couldn't possibly want anyone else but

Anna, her world

living and dying for him didn't

and she witnessed

if it meant he wouldn't have to

how much she loved

always put

fervent words, Brian held her in

have it in me to love you or anyone else

in love before but that

great love would

why he couldn't bring himself to love

where

don't need you to reciprocate my feelings.Just give me a chance to love you the way you deserve to be loved." She

never been surer of anything in her life

about this possibility too, but with her clear determined eyes looking up at him, he couldn't deny

was sweating profusely as she curled up on

tingling from her bones spread

too much!"

she could handle this agonizing pain any

the painful torture that

was the last thing on

wanted to see Brian happy

and Anna would get married

she was sure that he truly found happiness, she wouldn't think of quitting just

relapse, her mind would be flooded with all

She missed him terribly.

tender with her while always

indifference would surface, she was lucky enough to

down to the floor.She

the room and found her face twisted

"Lala," he called.

up carefully and leaned

her to relax, he

he reassured her