The Substitute Bride: Making Memories Of Us (Lois Stone)

 "You're the one who didn't stay true to your promise to Lala!" Brian exclaimed, while pointing accusingly at Toby.

Feeling the anger rolling off his body, he kept his steely gaze trained at Toby.

Toby was rendered speechless as Brian's words rang true in his ears.

'I did break my promise to Ayla, ' he thought regrettably.

However, it was undeniable that between the two of them, Brian hurt her the most.

"There's no excuse for what I did.I know that and I'm truly sorry for her.But you seem to forget that you caused her so much pain too,"

Toby managed to say.

At that, Brian stared at him, his eyes a mirror of questions.

"Lala loves you so much she couldn't bear to leave you," he continued.

Falling in love with someone wholeheartedly was no easy feat for a woman, but once she did, she would love that man deeply for as long as she could endure.

Reminiscing the past, Toby could still remember how Ayla decided to leave everything behind for the man she truly loved.

Like the selfless woman she was, Ayla made sure he would be fine despite her leaving.

"You and Molly have my blessing, Toby.I'm letting you go so you can be happy with her," he recalled Ayla saying.

Toby's words pierced through Brian's heart like a double-edged sword.

It dawned on him how much Ayla chose to give up just to be with him.

"You see, she chose you over me.She loved you so much and gave you all that she has, yet you did nothing but cause her pain.I will never forgive you for this! You missed your chance at having that one true love for wasting what she did for you.Now you lost her and you will pay the price," Toby vehemently said, as he left without a backward glance.

At that moment, Brian began to realize Ayla's efforts and sacrifice to keep the baby back then.

After he forced her to have an abortion, she demanded a ligation procedure out of sheer desperation.She gave up the hope to become a mother.

A drunk and wasted Brian was sprawled on the lounge when Anna arrived at the private room.

It was a first seeing him this way, since he knew how to control his drinking.

'Toby must have said something to make him drink this much, ' Anna thought disapprovingly.

"Brian, you have drunk too much.Let me drive you home," she said calmly as she held Brian by his upper arms.

Anna was trying to get him up the seat when his warm solid arms went around her slim waist and held her tightly.

"I'm sorry.I'm so sorry!"

Brian cried out.

Being drunk didn't help at all.

Memories of his difficult conversation with Toby still weighed him down and he mistakenly thought of Anna as Ayla.

Anna knew he was thinking about Ayla but she couldn't find it in herself to refuse him.She was willing to be a substitute.

When their lips met, she could taste a hint of spice from the wine he had been drinking.

"Forgive me," he muttered while keeping his lips close to hers.

Anna could only manage a slight nod as fresh tears wet her expressive eyes and streaked her supple cheeks.

Knowing he was still in love with a dead woman hurt her.

She had loved him for so long and she only wished he could love her back.

"Brian," Anna replied softly, her voice a tad louder than a whisper.

She would think of the consequences later, but on that night, she would be willing to do anything for him.

found himself lying in the bed of the lounge

what happened last night

him, her voice

how are you feeling? Do

shook his head and replied, "I'm sorry.I drank

body and the bruises were evident on her

immediately that he lost

about these bruises,"

no if she didn't want it

for him made her

his

this opportunity so she stood up and embraced

Ayla is already dead.Let me be with

thought of what

any woman since Ayla

was an accident, fueled by strong

happen again? He knew he wouldn't be capable

keep Anna and let her be with me for as long as

around and faced

can choose the life

her away to break free from

so much for me and I

to do this for you.Even if you won't love me back, give me a chance to make you feel

wouldn't dare give up over

insisted, "I have held you back

your own

about the future.I've only had eyes for you ever since we met.I couldn't possibly want anyone

Anna, her world revolved around

life so living and dying

she witnessed

into the sea instead of Ayla, if it meant he wouldn't

much

would always put

fervent words, Brian

I don't have it in me to love

thought he'd fall in love before but that

this great love would also cause

he couldn't bring himself to love again

where he was coming

give me a chance to love you the

of anything in her life

I destroy her eventually?'’ Brian thought about this possibility too, but with her clear determined eyes looking

she curled up on

spread like wildfire all over her

hurts too

didn't know if she could handle

painful torture that rendered her

the pain, dying was the last thing on

to see Brian happy

and Anna would get

he truly found happiness, she wouldn't think of quitting just

into relapse, her mind would be flooded with all things

She missed him terribly.

with her while always

would surface, she was lucky enough to see his soft vulnerable

bed and down to the floor.She couldn't bear the pain

from outside, Lucas rushed into the room and found

"Lala," he called.

carefully and leaned her against his

relax, he patted her back

be over soon," he reassured