The Substitute Bride: Making Memories Of Us (Lois Stone)

 "You're the one who didn't stay true to your promise to Lala!" Brian exclaimed, while pointing accusingly at Toby.

Feeling the anger rolling off his body, he kept his steely gaze trained at Toby.

Toby was rendered speechless as Brian's words rang true in his ears.

'I did break my promise to Ayla, ' he thought regrettably.

However, it was undeniable that between the two of them, Brian hurt her the most.

"There's no excuse for what I did.I know that and I'm truly sorry for her.But you seem to forget that you caused her so much pain too,"

Toby managed to say.

At that, Brian stared at him, his eyes a mirror of questions.

"Lala loves you so much she couldn't bear to leave you," he continued.

Falling in love with someone wholeheartedly was no easy feat for a woman, but once she did, she would love that man deeply for as long as she could endure.

Reminiscing the past, Toby could still remember how Ayla decided to leave everything behind for the man she truly loved.

Like the selfless woman she was, Ayla made sure he would be fine despite her leaving.

"You and Molly have my blessing, Toby.I'm letting you go so you can be happy with her," he recalled Ayla saying.

Toby's words pierced through Brian's heart like a double-edged sword.

It dawned on him how much Ayla chose to give up just to be with him.

"You see, she chose you over me.She loved you so much and gave you all that she has, yet you did nothing but cause her pain.I will never forgive you for this! You missed your chance at having that one true love for wasting what she did for you.Now you lost her and you will pay the price," Toby vehemently said, as he left without a backward glance.

At that moment, Brian began to realize Ayla's efforts and sacrifice to keep the baby back then.

After he forced her to have an abortion, she demanded a ligation procedure out of sheer desperation.She gave up the hope to become a mother.

A drunk and wasted Brian was sprawled on the lounge when Anna arrived at the private room.

It was a first seeing him this way, since he knew how to control his drinking.

'Toby must have said something to make him drink this much, ' Anna thought disapprovingly.

"Brian, you have drunk too much.Let me drive you home," she said calmly as she held Brian by his upper arms.

Anna was trying to get him up the seat when his warm solid arms went around her slim waist and held her tightly.

"I'm sorry.I'm so sorry!"

Brian cried out.

Being drunk didn't help at all.

Memories of his difficult conversation with Toby still weighed him down and he mistakenly thought of Anna as Ayla.

Anna knew he was thinking about Ayla but she couldn't find it in herself to refuse him.She was willing to be a substitute.

When their lips met, she could taste a hint of spice from the wine he had been drinking.

"Forgive me," he muttered while keeping his lips close to hers.

Anna could only manage a slight nod as fresh tears wet her expressive eyes and streaked her supple cheeks.

Knowing he was still in love with a dead woman hurt her.

She had loved him for so long and she only wished he could love her back.

"Brian," Anna replied softly, her voice a tad louder than a whisper.

She would think of the consequences later, but on that night, she would be willing to do anything for him.

and found himself lying in the bed of the lounge with Anna

happened last night but his

immediately attended to him, her voice laced

you feeling? Do you

shook his head and replied, "I'm sorry.I drank too much last

around Anna's body and the bruises

knew immediately that

perfectly fine.Don't worry about

refused and said no if she didn't want

made her willing

a word, Brian gathered his clothes and started getting

to waste this opportunity so she stood up and

with you and make you

and thought of what she

hadn't slept with any woman since

an accident, fueled by strong emotions and heaps of

He knew he wouldn't be capable of loving anyone else after what happened

keep Anna and let her be with me for as

around and

have to tie yourself up with me.You can choose the life you

pushed her away to break free

done so much for me and

out! I'm willing to do this for you.Even if you won't love me back, give me a chance to make you

feelings for him grew stronger over the years.She wouldn't dare give up over his words and risk not having a

at her fondly and insisted, "I have held you back for

your own path

care about the future.I've only had eyes for you ever since we met.I couldn't possibly want

her world revolved around

dying for him didn't sound so bad

and she witnessed how painful it was for

sea instead of Ayla, if it meant he wouldn't have to feel that

was how much

would always

his resolve melting at Anna's fervent words, Brian held her

don't have it in me to love

thought he'd fall in love before but that changed when

that this great love would also cause

why he couldn't bring himself

where he

love you the way you deserve to be loved." She said all this with

anything in her life than at that

eventually?'’ Brian thought about this possibility too, but with her clear determined eyes looking up at him, he couldn't deny her anymore and

profusely as she curled

her bones spread like

hurts too

she could handle this

twice each day, she endured the painful

the last thing on her

to see Brian

Anna would get married

found happiness, she wouldn't think of quitting just

relapse, her mind would be flooded

She missed him terribly.

tender with her while always ruthless

indifference would surface, she was lucky enough to see his soft vulnerable

out of bed and down to the floor.She couldn't bear the

from outside, Lucas rushed into the room and found her face twisted in

"Lala," he called.

carefully and leaned

relax, he patted her back

on.It'll be over soon," he reassured her in a calm soothing