The Temptation of Sin And The Lycan Princess

Chapter 138 Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong…

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone.

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided with Aleric and because of me, he was able to do this… I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

The darkness beckons and I allow it to take

The last thing I remember is thinking

about Ri and her family.

I’m fucking sorry…

I awake with a start; the house is silent, and

look around the room. Kataleya’s sleeping beside me. The door is ajar, and I see

to keep

me still…

of the bed. Delsanra stands up, pasting a smile on her face despite the tiredness and hesitance in her

can overpower her is growing within me, but just when I’m about to walk over

asks and I see Rayhan step forward. He had been leaning against the wall near the door,

him

Fucker.

I take

pee.” I find myself

and she nods, watching as I

lessened, but I’m still weaker

usual self.

I’m glad…

the bathroom and smile as I find myself staring at the windowsill but it’s not the escape route that I’m looking at but I’m being drawn to

I walk over to it

I spot a small glass

pure black

put

the darkness zip through me the moment I touch

to kill a Lycan.

eyes flash, and I turn towards the sink,

Dad. 2

hesitate, my heart thumping, but it’s only for a second. Aleric did say he’d

I flush the toilet and open the tap for

the room.

right outside the door, and

smirk.

She was listening…

my hair back as I look at the

1 am… “I want to talk to Dad,” I say as Kataleya, who is now

frowns but nods as I step out of my bedroom and look

don’t think I’d be able to take both… he’s watching

because I’m his little girl, and he’ll

My stomach twists.

is split. Half of me is sane whilst another part

him.

able to forgive myself if I

within is

office,” Rayhan says quietly, motioning for me to

reply. I can feel Delsanra’s eyes burning into me. They don’t trust me, and

something.

those

the soft sobs of a young girl

door to the hallway bathroom,

If I had, then Chris would

ok Skyla?” Rayhan

I nod slowly.

is crying.” I murmur as

urge to jump at him and rip his heart out tempts me, but it’s a

Dad is

I try

picked up their pace.

Aleric was commanding me… although his voice isn’t in my head right now, it’s almost as if

Dad’s office

d Rayhan knocks.

“Enter.” Dad’s voice comes.

do this… in the privacy

door as the first glimmer. of dread settles into

me, and I stop

He’s here…

and Leo are both there. All three weren’t expecting me here and I can’t help but feel a sharp

He’s here.

I’m here.

close yet

my own mind, yet he didn’t bother to come to

“Sky…” Royce says quietly.

” You let your

in?! Tell me

glad they trust him. I’m

again,

my silent plea.

head as my eyes blaze purple and I

back to Dad.

to talk to you. Alone.”

Leo says before Dad

Leo, you have no right to command or make

slightly, his

of king to state my fucking opinion. We all know you

their eyes

to play Daddy’s

cluck my tongue before

cry.

Dad… manipulate him the way only

link. ” You told me… I can talk

eyes soften,

“Leave.” He says. 1

I know he thinks Dad has made a stupid decision. He doesn’t

on, Leo…

over to Dad, and he stands up, pulling me into his arms.

I won’t do this.

Of course, I will.

heart is thumping, my eyes prickling with tears

I do end up doing

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

if I were you,” Leo growls before he storms out of the room, trying to calm

eyes on me, but he

a word and I hear him

door.

door, Rayhan,”

the door closes behind them, I

All alone…

just wait

my eyes as I go over to his desk

coping?” I

will let his guard down. I know that

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