The Temptation of Sin And The Lycan Princess

Chapter 138 Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong…

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone.

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided with Aleric and because of me, he was able to do this… I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

The darkness beckons and I allow it to take

The last thing I remember is thinking

about Ri and her family.

I’m fucking sorry…

I awake with a start; the house is silent, and

Kataleya’s sleeping beside me. The door is ajar, and

they’re smart enough to keep an

me still…

bed. Delsanra stands up, pasting a smile on her face despite the tiredness and hesitance in

her is growing within me, but

Sky?” Delsanta asks and I see Rayhan step forward. He had been leaning against the wall near the

seen him

Fucker.

can I take

to pee.” I find myself

as I walk to the bathroom. The

lessened, but I’m still

usual self.

I’m glad…

myself staring at the windowsill but it’s not the escape route that I’m looking at but I’m being

as I walk over to it

I spot a small

a pure black liquid

put

zip through me the moment I touch

to kill a Lycan.

turn towards the sink, slipping

Dad. 2

thumping, but it’s only for a second. Aleric did say

what I need… but how he got it there is beyond me. I flush the toilet and

the room.

is right outside the door,

smirk.

She was listening…

try to run…” I say, tossing my hair back as I look at the

just past 1 am… “I want to talk to Dad,” I say as

but nods as I step out of my

take both… he’s watching me

Dad is easy… because I’m his little girl, and he’ll foolishly think

My stomach twists.

of me is sane whilst another part is plotting the best

him.

can’t. I’ll never be able to

fear within is

says quietly,

eyes burning into me. They don’t trust me, and they think

something.

those feelings! Stop

at the stairs leading down. I can hear the soft sobs of a young girl crying in the bathroom, trying to stifle

the hallway

If I had, then Chris would still be

you ok Skyla?”

I nod slowly.

Heaven is crying.” I murmur as we make our

at him and rip his heart out tempts me, but it’s a risk

Dad is

as I try to drag

picked up their pace.

commanding me… although his voice isn’t in my head right now, it’s almost as

reach Dad’s office and Rayhan

d Rayhan knocks.

“Enter.” Dad’s voice comes.

can do this… in the

glimmer. of dread

and I stop dead in my

He’s here…

expecting me here and I can’t help but feel a sharp pang of pain that tightens my chest as I stare

He’s here.

I’m here.

yet so fucking

in my own mind, yet he

“Sky…” Royce says quietly.

head, looking at Dad bitterly. ”

me how that makes

him. I’m praying they have a

Royce again, wishing

my silent plea.

through my head as my eyes blaze

back to Dad.

want to talk to you. Alone.”

before

not the fucking King yet Leo, you have no right to command or

his sharp eyes

I don’t need the fucking title of king to state my fucking opinion. We all

eyes on me, and I

to play Daddy’s

cluck my tongue before I force myself

cry.

through to Dad… manipulate him the way

say through the link. ” You told me… I

eyes soften,

“Leave.” He says. 1

has made a stupid decision. He doesn’t trust me

on, Leo…

into his arms. I wrap my arms

I won’t do this.

Of course, I will.

my eyes prickling with

do end up

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

you,” Leo growls before he

eyes on me, but he

I hear him also walk to

door.

the door, Rayhan,” Dad

says and when the door closes behind them, I almost

All alone…

wait for

move back, wiping my eyes as I go over to his

Raihana coping?” I

observing me. He probably doesn’t trust me, but he will let his guard

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