The Temptation of Sin And The Lycan Princess

Chapter 138 Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong…

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone.

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided with Aleric and because of me, he was able to do this… I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

The darkness beckons and I allow it to take

The last thing I remember is thinking

about Ri and her family.

I’m fucking sorry…

I awake with a start; the house is silent, and

around the room. Kataleya’s sleeping beside me. The door

to

me still…

out of the bed. Delsanra stands up, pasting a smile on her face despite

within me, but just when I’m about

forward. He had been

him nor

Fucker.

can I

to pee.” I

watching as I walk to

lessened, but I’m still weaker

usual self.

I’m glad…

myself staring at the windowsill but it’s not the escape route that I’m looking at but I’m being drawn to the bowl

as I walk over to it and move

a small glass bottle

pure black liquid

didn’t put

darkness zip through me the moment

to kill a

I turn towards the sink,

Dad. 2

thumping, but it’s only for a second.

flush the toilet and open the tap for a few seconds before I head

the room.

is right outside the

smirk.

She was listening…

try to run…” I say, tossing my hair back as I look at

to Dad,” I

frowns but nods as I step out of my bedroom and look

to take both… he’s watching me with those grey

Dad is easy… because I’m his little

My stomach twists.

whilst

him.

to

fear within

says quietly, motioning for

can feel Delsanra’s eyes burning into me. They don’t

something.

those feelings! Stop me!

the soft sobs of a young girl crying in

door to the hallway bathroom, feeling guilt stab through

If I had,

ok Skyla?”

I nod slowly.

murmur as we make our way

at him and rip his heart out tempts me, but it’s a risk I won’t take… they

Dad is the

is pounding as I try

picked up their pace.

his voice isn’t in my head right

office and Rayhan

d Rayhan knocks.

“Enter.” Dad’s voice comes.

can do this… in the privacy of his

glimmer. of dread settles into the pit of

hits me, and

He’s here…

three weren’t expecting me here and I can’t help but feel a sharp pang of pain that tightens my chest as I stare at the Ice

He’s here.

I’m here.

yet

yet

“Sky…” Royce says quietly.

looking at Dad bitterly. ” You let your daughter’s rapist into the

staying in?! Tell me

trust him. I’m praying they have

Royce again, wishing

my silent plea.

my eyes blaze purple and I snap

back to Dad.

want to talk to you. Alone.” I

before

you have no right to command or make decisions.” I snarl

frowns slightly, his sharp

I don’t need the fucking title of king to

their eyes on me, and

play Daddy’s little

before

cry.

through to Dad… manipulate him the way

feel alone’ I say through the link. ” You told me… I can

soften, and

“Leave.” He says. 1

know he thinks Dad has made a stupid decision. He doesn’t trust me and for

Leo… refuse

stands up, pulling me into his arms. I wrap my arms around his waist, hugging him

I won’t do this.

Of course, I will.

heart is thumping, my eyes prickling with tears as sheer terror swims through

do end up doing

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

stay on fucking watch if I were you,” Leo growls before he storms out of the room, trying to calm his

Royce’s eyes

a word and I hear

door.

door, Rayhan,” Dad

when the door closes behind

All alone…

just wait for the

breath and move back, wiping my eyes as I go over

coping?” I ask

probably doesn’t trust me, but he will let his guard

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