The Temptation of Sin And The Lycan Princess

Chapter 138 Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong…

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone.

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided with Aleric and because of me, he was able to do this… I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

The darkness beckons and I allow it to take

The last thing I remember is thinking

about Ri and her family.

I’m fucking sorry…

I awake with a start; the house is silent, and

the room. Kataleya’s sleeping beside me. The door is ajar, and I see Delsanra watching me

smart enough to keep an eye

me still…

out of the bed. Delsanra stands up, pasting a smile on her face despite the tiredness and hesitance

can overpower her is growing within me, but just when I’m

Delsanta asks and I see Rayhan step forward. He had been leaning against the wall near the

seen him nor

Fucker.

I

to pee.” I find myself

as I walk to the bathroom. The

but I’m

usual self.

I’m glad…

bathroom and smile as I find myself staring at the windowsill but it’s not the escape route that

walk over to

I spot a small glass bottle

pure

didn’t put that

through me the moment I touch

enough to kill a

towards the sink,

Dad. 2

thumping, but it’s only for

beyond me. I flush the toilet

the room.

right outside the door,

smirk.

She was listening…

try to run…” I say, tossing my hair back

to talk to

as I step out of

I’d be able to take both… he’s

Dad is easy… because I’m his little girl, and he’ll foolishly think I’d

My stomach twists.

me is sane whilst another part is plotting the best way

him.

I’ll never be able to forgive myself if I

fear within is

his office,” Rayhan says quietly, motioning for

I can feel Delsanra’s eyes burning into me. They don’t

something.

those feelings! Stop me!

hear the soft sobs of

door to the hallway bathroom, feeling guilt stab

If I had, then Chris

you ok Skyla?” Rayhan

I nod slowly.

Heaven is crying.” I murmur as we make our

Delsanra puts her hand on his arm. The urge to jump at him and rip his heart out

is the

is pounding as I try to drag my feet which

picked up their pace.

commanding me… although his voice isn’t in my head right now,

Dad’s office and

d Rayhan knocks.

“Enter.” Dad’s voice comes.

can do this… in

glimmer. of dread settles into the pit of

and

He’s here…

All three weren’t expecting me here and I can’t help but feel a sharp pang of pain that tightens my chest

He’s here.

I’m here.

close yet so

yet he didn’t bother to come to

“Sky…” Royce says quietly.

head, looking at Dad bitterly. ” You let your daughter’s rapist

Tell me

him. I’m praying they have

at Royce again, wishing he

my silent plea.

as my eyes blaze purple

back to Dad.

to

Leo says before Dad can

Leo, you

his sharp eyes trained

but I don’t need the fucking title of king to state

their eyes

to play Daddy’s little

tongue before I force

cry.

to Dad… manipulate him the way

say through the link. ” You told me… I can

soften, and

“Leave.” He says. 1

looks at him, and I know he thinks Dad has made a stupid decision. He doesn’t trust me

on, Leo… refuse

and he stands up, pulling me into

I won’t do this.

Of course, I will.

with tears as sheer terror swims through

I do end up doing

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

Leo growls before he

feel Royce’s eyes

word and I hear

door.

door, Rayhan,” Dad

Rayhan says and when the door closes behind them,

All alone…

I just wait for

breath and move back, wiping my eyes as I go over to his desk and

coping?” I ask

but he will let his guard down. I know that for a

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