The Temptation of Sin And The Lycan Princess

Chapter 138 Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong…

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone.

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided with Aleric and because of me, he was able to do this… I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

The darkness beckons and I allow it to take

The last thing I remember is thinking

about Ri and her family.

I’m fucking sorry…

I awake with a start; the house is silent, and

beside me. The door is ajar, and I see Delsanra watching me from the

they’re smart enough to keep an eye

me still…

the bed. Delsanra stands up, pasting a smile

within me, but just

alright Sky?” Delsanta asks and I see Rayhan step forward. He had been

seen him nor sensed

Fucker.

I

pee.” I find

she nods, watching as I walk to the bathroom. The

I’m still

usual self.

I’m glad…

at the windowsill but it’s not the escape route that I’m looking at

I walk over to it and move

I spot a

a pure

didn’t put that

the darkness zip through me the

to kill a

turn towards the sink, slipping

Dad. 2

but it’s only for a

beyond me. I flush the toilet and open

the room.

outside

smirk.

She was listening…

to run…” I say, tossing my hair back as I look

to talk to Dad,” I say as Kataleya,

as I step out

take both… he’s

his little girl, and he’ll foolishly think I’d never hurt

My stomach twists.

sane whilst another part is

him.

never be able to forgive myself

fear within is

his office,” Rayhan says quietly, motioning for me

bothering to reply. I can feel Delsanra’s eyes burning into me. They don’t trust me, and

something.

on those

stairs leading down. I can hear the soft sobs of a young girl crying in the bathroom, trying to

I glance at the door to the hallway bathroom, feeling guilt stab through

have ousted Aleric! If I had, then Chris would

you ok

I nod slowly.

is crying.” I murmur as

and Delsanra puts her hand on his arm. The urge to jump at him and rip his

Dad is

try to drag my

picked up their pace.

isn’t in my head right now, it’s almost

reach Dad’s office and

d Rayhan knocks.

“Enter.” Dad’s voice comes.

can do this… in

as the first glimmer. of dread settles into the pit of my

scent hits me, and I

He’s here…

Leo are both there. All three weren’t expecting me here and I can’t help but feel a sharp pang of pain that tightens my chest as I stare at the Ice God before

He’s here.

I’m here.

close yet

in my own mind, yet he didn’t

“Sky…” Royce says quietly.

at Dad bitterly. ”

in?! Tell me how that makes

they trust him. I’m praying they

again, wishing he could

my silent plea.

through my head as my eyes blaze purple and I snap

back to Dad.

to talk to you.

says before Dad can

you have no right to

his sharp

title of king to state

their eyes

play Daddy’s

before I

cry.

get through to Dad… manipulate

I say through the link. ” You

eyes soften, and

“Leave.” He says. 1

Dad has made a stupid decision. He doesn’t trust me and for

Leo…

walk over to Dad, and he stands up, pulling me into his arms. I wrap

I won’t do this.

Of course, I will.

my eyes prickling with tears as sheer

do end up

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

Leo growls before

Royce’s eyes on me, but he

word and I hear him also walk

door.

door,

says and when the door closes behind them,

All alone…

I just wait for the

shuddering breath and move back, wiping my eyes as I go over to his

is Raihana coping?” I

me. He probably doesn’t trust me, but he will let his

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