The Temptation of Sin And The Lycan Princess

Chapter 138 Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong…

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone.

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided with Aleric and because of me, he was able to do this… I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

The darkness beckons and I allow it to take

The last thing I remember is thinking

about Ri and her family.

I’m fucking sorry…

I awake with a start; the house is silent, and

Kataleya’s sleeping beside me. The door is

enough to

me still…

bed. Delsanra stands up,

confidence that I can overpower her is growing within me, but

asks and I see Rayhan step forward. He had been leaning against the wall

seen him nor sensed

Fucker.

I

need to pee.”

and she nods, watching as I walk to

but I’m

usual self.

I’m glad…

find myself staring at the windowsill but it’s not the escape

I walk over to it and move

until I spot a small glass bottle

a pure black

put

feel the darkness zip through me the moment I touch

kill a

I turn towards the sink, slipping it into my

Dad. 2

thumping, but it’s only for a second. Aleric did say

there is beyond me. I flush the toilet and open the tap for a

the room.

outside the door, and

smirk.

She was listening…

try to run…” I say, tossing my hair

to talk to Dad,” I say as

but nods as I step out of my bedroom and look at

be able to take both… he’s watching me with those grey eyes and I don’t trust

his little girl, and he’ll

My stomach twists.

whilst

him.

never be able to forgive myself if I

within

in his office,” Rayhan says quietly, motioning for me to

bothering to reply. I can feel Delsanra’s eyes burning into

something.

act on those feelings! Stop me!

stairs leading down. I can hear the soft sobs of a young girl crying in

glance at the door to the hallway bathroom,

Aleric! If I had, then Chris would still be

ok Skyla?”

I nod slowly.

crying.” I murmur as we make our way

urge to jump at him and rip his heart out tempts me, but it’s a

Dad is

try to drag my feet which

picked up their pace.

It’s different from when Aleric was commanding me… although his voice isn’t in my head right now, it’s almost as if his thoughts and

reach Dad’s office and Rayhan

d Rayhan knocks.

“Enter.” Dad’s voice comes.

do this… in

of dread

and I

He’s here…

are both there. All three weren’t expecting me here and I can’t help but feel a sharp pang of

He’s here.

I’m here.

yet

mind, yet he didn’t bother to

“Sky…” Royce says quietly.

looking at Dad bitterly. ” You let your

in?! Tell me

trust him. I’m praying

Royce again, wishing he

my silent plea.

pain rushes through my head as my

back to Dad.

want to talk to you.

Leo says before

not the fucking King yet Leo, you have no

slightly, his sharp eyes

I’m not, but I don’t need the fucking title of king to state

eyes on me, and

to play Daddy’s little

my tongue before I force myself

cry.

tears, get through to Dad… manipulate him the

I say through the link.

soften, and he

“Leave.” He says. 1

Dad has made

on, Leo…

me into his arms. I wrap my arms around his

I won’t do this.

Of course, I will.

is thumping, my eyes prickling with tears as sheer terror swims

do end up doing

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

stay on fucking watch if I were you,” Leo growls before he storms out of the room,

feel Royce’s eyes on me, but he

and I hear him

door.

the door,

when the door closes behind them,

All alone…

I just wait

breath and move back, wiping my eyes as I go over to his desk and sit down on

is Raihana coping?”

he will

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