The Temptation of Sin And The Lycan Princess

Chapter 138 Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong…

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone.

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided with Aleric and because of me, he was able to do this… I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

The darkness beckons and I allow it to take

The last thing I remember is thinking

about Ri and her family.

I’m fucking sorry…

I awake with a start; the house is silent, and

sleeping beside me. The door is ajar, and I see Delsanra

enough to keep

me still…

stands up, pasting a smile on her face despite the tiredness and hesitance in her

growing within me, but just when

asks and I see Rayhan step forward. He had been leaning against

seen him nor sensed

Fucker.

I take

to pee.” I find

relaxes and she nods, watching as I walk to the bathroom. The pain in

but I’m still weaker

usual self.

I’m glad…

the escape route that I’m looking at but I’m being drawn

frown as I walk over to

I spot a small glass

a pure black

put that

darkness zip through me the moment I touch

kill a

flash, and I turn towards the sink, slipping it

Dad. 2

it’s only for a second. Aleric did say

he got it there is beyond me. I flush the toilet and open the tap for a few seconds before I

the room.

outside the door, and

smirk.

She was listening…

to run…” I say, tossing my hair back as I look

am… “I want to talk to Dad,” I say as Kataleya, who is

nods as I step out

he’s watching me with those grey eyes and I don’t trust

little

My stomach twists.

is sane whilst another

him.

be able to forgive myself if

fear within is

Rayhan says quietly,

can feel Delsanra’s eyes burning into me. They don’t trust me, and they

something.

act on those feelings! Stop me!

the soft sobs of a young girl crying in

to the hallway bathroom, feeling

Aleric! If I had, then Chris would still

you ok Skyla?”

I nod slowly.

is crying.” I murmur as we make our way

The urge to jump at him and rip his

is

is pounding as I try to drag my

picked up their pace.

in my head right

Dad’s office and Rayhan

d Rayhan knocks.

“Enter.” Dad’s voice comes.

this… in the

of dread settles

hits me, and

He’s here…

here and I can’t help but feel a sharp pang of

He’s here.

I’m here.

close yet so fucking

a prisoner in my own mind, yet he didn’t bother to come to see

“Sky…” Royce says quietly.

Dad bitterly. ” You let your daughter’s rapist into the

Tell me how that makes sense!”

trust him. I’m praying they have

again, wishing he

my silent plea.

my head as my eyes blaze

back to Dad.

to you. Alone.” I

Leo says before Dad can

the fucking King yet Leo, you have no right to command

frowns slightly, his sharp eyes

to state my fucking opinion. We all know you ain’t your fucking

eyes on

play Daddy’s

tongue before I

cry.

Dad… manipulate him the way

say through the link. ” You told

eyes soften, and

“Leave.” He says. 1

Dad has made

on, Leo…

me into his arms. I wrap my arms around his waist, hugging

I won’t do this.

Of course, I will.

with tears as sheer terror

do end up doing

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

were you,” Leo growls before he storms out of the room, trying to

eyes on me, but

word and I hear

door.

door, Rayhan,”

when the door closes behind them, I

All alone…

wait for the

my eyes as I go over to his

is Raihana coping?” I ask

doesn’t trust me, but he will let his guard down.

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