The Temptation of Sin And The Lycan Princess

Chapter 138 Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong…

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone.

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided with Aleric and because of me, he was able to do this… I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

The darkness beckons and I allow it to take

The last thing I remember is thinking

about Ri and her family.

I’m fucking sorry…

I awake with a start; the house is silent, and

me. The door is ajar,

enough to

me still…

of the bed. Delsanra stands up, pasting a smile on her face despite the tiredness and hesitance in

I can overpower her is growing within me, but just when I’m

forward. He had

him nor

Fucker.

can I

pee.” I

face relaxes and she nods, watching as I walk to

lessened, but I’m still weaker

usual self.

I’m glad…

not the escape route

as I walk over to it and move

until I spot a small glass bottle

pure black liquid

didn’t put

feel the darkness zip through me the moment

to kill

eyes flash, and I turn towards the sink, slipping it into my

Dad. 2

for

flush the toilet and open the tap for a few seconds before I head back

the room.

is right outside

smirk.

She was listening…

my

past 1 am… “I want to talk to Dad,” I say as Kataleya, who is now

frowns but nods as I step out of my bedroom and

I’d be able to take both… he’s watching me with those grey eyes

his little girl, and he’ll

My stomach twists.

split. Half of me is sane whilst another part is plotting the best way

him.

can’t. I’ll never be able to forgive myself if I

within

in his office,” Rayhan says quietly, motioning for me

burning into me. They don’t trust me,

something.

act on those feelings!

at the stairs leading down. I can hear the soft sobs of a young girl crying in the bathroom, trying to stifle her

door to the hallway bathroom, feeling

If I had,

ok Skyla?” Rayhan

I nod slowly.

is crying.” I murmur as we make our

looks away, and Delsanra puts her hand on his arm. The urge to jump at him and rip his heart

is the

I try to drag my feet

picked up their pace.

It’s different from when Aleric was commanding me… although his voice isn’t in my head right now, it’s almost as if his thoughts and wishes have taken over my

reach Dad’s office and Rayhan

d Rayhan knocks.

“Enter.” Dad’s voice comes.

I can do this… in the privacy of

first glimmer. of

familiar scent hits me, and I stop dead

He’s here…

expecting me here and I can’t help but feel a sharp pang of pain that tightens my chest as

He’s here.

I’m here.

yet

my own mind, yet he didn’t bother to come

“Sky…” Royce says quietly.

looking at Dad bitterly. ” You let your

Tell me how that makes sense!” I

trust him. I’m praying they

again, wishing he

my silent plea.

my eyes blaze purple and I

back to Dad.

talk to you. Alone.” I say

before Dad can even

Leo, you

frowns slightly, his sharp eyes trained

fucking title of king to state my fucking opinion. We all know you

feel all their eyes on me,

play Daddy’s

my tongue before I force

cry.

Dad… manipulate him the way only we

the link. ” You

eyes soften, and he

“Leave.” He says. 1

has made a stupid

on, Leo… refuse

to Dad, and he stands up, pulling me into his arms. I

I won’t do this.

Of course, I will.

my eyes prickling with tears

if I do end up

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

on fucking watch if I were you,” Leo growls before he

eyes

hear him also walk

door.

door, Rayhan,”

the door closes behind

All alone…

I just wait

wiping my eyes as I go over to his desk and

Raihana coping?” I ask

trust me, but he will let his guard

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