The Temptation of Sin And The Lycan Princess

Chapter 138 Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong…

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone.

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided with Aleric and because of me, he was able to do this… I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

The darkness beckons and I allow it to take

The last thing I remember is thinking

about Ri and her family.

I’m fucking sorry…

I awake with a start; the house is silent, and

around the room. Kataleya’s sleeping beside me. The door is ajar, and I see Delsanra watching

they’re smart enough to keep an eye

me still…

out of the bed. Delsanra stands up, pasting a smile on her

is growing within me, but

and I see Rayhan step forward. He

seen him

Fucker.

can I take

pee.” I find myself

relaxes and she nods, watching as I walk to

I’m still weaker than

usual self.

I’m glad…

bathroom and smile as I find myself staring at the windowsill but it’s not the escape route that I’m looking at

as I walk over to it and move

spot a small glass

a pure black liquid

put that

zip through me

kill

eyes flash, and I turn towards the sink, slipping

Dad. 2

only for a second. Aleric did say

he got it there is beyond me. I flush

the room.

right outside the door,

smirk.

She was listening…

to run…” I say, tossing my hair back as I look at

to Dad,” I say as Kataleya,

out of my

take both… he’s watching

is easy… because I’m his little girl, and he’ll

My stomach twists.

is split. Half of me is sane whilst another part

him.

to

fear within is

his office,” Rayhan says quietly, motioning

not bothering to reply. I can feel Delsanra’s eyes burning into me. They don’t trust me, and they

something.

those feelings!

the soft sobs of a young

glance at the door to the hallway bathroom, feeling guilt stab

have ousted Aleric! If I had,

ok

I nod slowly.

I murmur

hand on his arm. The urge to jump at him and rip his heart out tempts me,

is the

pounding as I try to drag my feet which

picked up their pace.

commanding me… although his voice isn’t in my head right

office and

d Rayhan knocks.

“Enter.” Dad’s voice comes.

do this… in the

opens the door as the first glimmer. of

hits me, and I stop dead

He’s here…

and Leo are both there. All three weren’t expecting me here and I can’t help but feel

He’s here.

I’m here.

yet

a prisoner in my own mind, yet he didn’t bother

“Sky…” Royce says quietly.

head, looking at Dad bitterly. ” You let your daughter’s rapist into the

me how

glad they trust him. I’m

again, wishing he could

my silent plea.

through my head as my eyes blaze purple and

back to Dad.

to talk to you. Alone.”

Leo says before Dad

yet Leo, you have no

frowns slightly, his sharp eyes trained

title of king to state my fucking

their eyes on me, and I

to play

my tongue before I force myself

cry.

tears, get through to Dad… manipulate him the way only

through the link. ”

eyes soften, and he

“Leave.” He says. 1

him, and I know he thinks Dad has made a stupid

Leo…

walk over to Dad, and he stands up, pulling me into his arms.

I won’t do this.

Of course, I will.

prickling with tears as sheer terror

I do end

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

growls before he storms out of the room, trying to

eyes

and I hear him also

door.

door,

the door closes behind them, I

All alone…

wait for the

a shuddering breath and move back, wiping my eyes as I go over to his desk

is Raihana coping?” I ask

doesn’t trust me, but he will let his guard down. I

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