The Temptation of Sin And The Lycan Princess

Chapter 138 Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong…

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone.

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided with Aleric and because of me, he was able to do this… I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

The darkness beckons and I allow it to take

The last thing I remember is thinking

about Ri and her family.

I’m fucking sorry…

I awake with a start; the house is silent, and

me. The door is ajar, and I see Delsanra watching

to keep

me still…

and I slip out of the bed. Delsanra stands up, pasting a smile on her face despite the tiredness

but just when I’m about to walk over

you alright Sky?” Delsanta asks and I see Rayhan step forward. He had been leaning against the wall near the

him

Fucker.

can I take

need to pee.”

she nods, watching as I walk to

but I’m still weaker than

usual self.

I’m glad…

windowsill but it’s not the escape route that I’m looking at but I’m being drawn to the bowl of crystals

I walk over to it

a

pure black liquid

didn’t put

through me the moment I touch the

kill a Lycan.

I turn towards the sink, slipping

Dad. 2

only for a second. Aleric did say he’d provide

what I need… but how he got it there is beyond me. I flush the toilet and open the

the room.

outside the

smirk.

She was listening…

run…” I say, tossing my hair

am… “I want to talk to Dad,” I say as

nods as I step out of

think I’d be able to take both… he’s watching me with those

because I’m his little

My stomach twists.

brain is split. Half of me is sane whilst another part is

him.

can’t. I’ll never be able to

within is

Rayhan says quietly, motioning for me

eyes burning

something.

those feelings! Stop me!

the soft sobs of a young girl crying in the bathroom, trying to

door to the

should have ousted Aleric! If I had,

ok Skyla?” Rayhan

I nod slowly.

murmur as we make our way

looks away, and Delsanra puts her hand on his arm. The urge to jump at him and rip his heart out tempts me, but it’s a risk I won’t take… they

is the

I try to

picked up their pace.

my head right now, it’s almost as if his thoughts

office and Rayhan

d Rayhan knocks.

“Enter.” Dad’s voice comes.

this… in the privacy of

door as the first glimmer. of dread settles into the

hits me, and I stop

He’s here…

me here and I can’t help but feel a sharp

He’s here.

I’m here.

close yet so

my own mind, yet he didn’t bother to

“Sky…” Royce says quietly.

” You let your daughter’s rapist into

staying in?! Tell me how

they trust him. I’m praying they

stare at Royce again, wishing he

my silent plea.

through my head as my eyes blaze purple and

back to Dad.

talk to you.

Leo says before

not the fucking King yet Leo, you

frowns slightly, his sharp eyes

of king to state my fucking opinion.

all their eyes

to play Daddy’s

tongue before I force

cry.

tears, get through to Dad… manipulate him the

through the link.

soften, and

“Leave.” He says. 1

and I know he thinks Dad has made a stupid decision. He doesn’t trust me and

on, Leo… refuse

me into his arms. I

I won’t do this.

Of course, I will.

is thumping, my eyes prickling with tears as sheer

do

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

you,” Leo growls before he storms out

eyes on me,

a word and I hear

door.

the door, Rayhan,” Dad

when the door closes

All alone…

I just wait

breath and move back, wiping my eyes as I

coping?” I ask

observing me. He probably doesn’t trust me, but he will let his guard

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