The Temptation of Sin And The Lycan Princess

Chapter 138 Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong…

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone.

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided with Aleric and because of me, he was able to do this… I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

The darkness beckons and I allow it to take

The last thing I remember is thinking

about Ri and her family.

I’m fucking sorry…

I awake with a start; the house is silent, and

the room. Kataleya’s sleeping beside me. The door is ajar, and I

to keep an eye

me still…

up, pasting a smile on her face despite

confidence that I can overpower her is growing within me, but just when I’m about

and I see Rayhan step forward. He had been leaning

him nor sensed

Fucker.

can I

need to pee.” I

as I walk to the bathroom. The

lessened, but I’m still weaker than

usual self.

I’m glad…

it’s not the escape route that I’m looking at but I’m being drawn to

frown as I walk over to it and

I spot a small glass

a pure black liquid

put that

zip through me the moment I

kill a

eyes flash, and I turn towards the sink, slipping it into my

Dad. 2

my heart thumping, but it’s only for a

there is beyond me. I flush the toilet and open the tap for

the room.

outside the

smirk.

She was listening…

try to run…” I say, tossing my hair

just past 1 am… “I want to talk to Dad,” I say as Kataleya, who is now awake,

I step out of my

don’t think I’d be able to take both… he’s watching me with those grey eyes and

easy… because I’m his little girl,

My stomach twists.

me is sane whilst another part is plotting the best way

him.

be able to

fear within is

says quietly, motioning for

burning into me. They don’t trust me, and they think

something.

those feelings! Stop

I can hear the soft sobs of a young girl crying in the bathroom, trying to stifle her

glance at the door to the hallway bathroom, feeling guilt stab through

ousted Aleric! If I had,

you ok Skyla?”

I nod slowly.

is crying.” I murmur as we make our way

jump at him and rip his heart out tempts me, but

is the

pounding as I try to drag my

picked up their pace.

from when Aleric was commanding me… although his voice isn’t in my head right now, it’s almost as if his thoughts and wishes have taken over

office and Rayhan

d Rayhan knocks.

“Enter.” Dad’s voice comes.

do this… in the privacy

the first glimmer. of dread settles

me, and

He’s here…

help but feel a sharp pang of pain that

He’s here.

I’m here.

close yet

own mind, yet he didn’t bother to come to

“Sky…” Royce says quietly.

shake my head, looking at Dad bitterly. ” You let your daughter’s rapist into the

she’s staying in?! Tell me how that makes sense!”

him. I’m praying they have

stare at Royce again, wishing he

my silent plea.

as my eyes blaze purple and I snap

back to Dad.

talk to you. Alone.”

says before

“You are not the fucking King yet Leo, you have no right

his sharp

title of king to

all their eyes on me, and

to play Daddy’s

my tongue before I force myself

cry.

get through to Dad… manipulate him the way only

alone’ I say through the link. ” You told me… I

eyes soften,

“Leave.” He says. 1

Dad has made a stupid decision. He doesn’t

Leo…

to Dad, and he stands up, pulling me into his arms. I

I won’t do this.

Of course, I will.

with tears as sheer terror

do end

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

before he storms out of the room, trying to calm his

can feel Royce’s eyes on me, but he

I hear him also

door.

door,

the door closes behind

All alone…

wait for the

back, wiping my eyes as I go over to his desk and sit

Raihana coping?” I ask

will let his guard down. I know that for

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