The Temptation of Sin And The Lycan Princess

Chapter 138 Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong…

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone.

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided with Aleric and because of me, he was able to do this… I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

The darkness beckons and I allow it to take

The last thing I remember is thinking

about Ri and her family.

I’m fucking sorry…

I awake with a start; the house is silent, and

door is ajar, and

to keep an

me still…

up, pasting a smile on her face

can overpower her is growing within me, but just when I’m about to walk over to her,

I see Rayhan step forward. He

seen him nor

Fucker.

can I

to pee.” I

face relaxes and she nods, watching as I walk to the bathroom. The

I’m still

usual self.

I’m glad…

myself staring at the windowsill but it’s not the escape route that I’m looking at but I’m being drawn to the bowl of crystals that

frown as I walk over to it

spot a small glass

a pure black

didn’t put

zip through me the moment I touch

kill

eyes flash, and I turn towards the

Dad. 2

only for a second. Aleric did

I flush the toilet and open the

the room.

outside the door, and

smirk.

She was listening…

my hair back as I look

past 1 am… “I want to talk to Dad,” I say as Kataleya, who is now

step out

be able to take both… he’s

his little girl, and he’ll foolishly think I’d

My stomach twists.

whilst another part

him.

be able to forgive myself

fear within

Rayhan says quietly,

to reply. I can feel Delsanra’s eyes burning into me. They don’t trust me, and they think I’m up

something.

on those feelings! Stop me!

hear the soft sobs of a young girl crying in the bathroom,

the door to the hallway bathroom, feeling guilt

I had, then Chris would

ok Skyla?”

I nod slowly.

Heaven is crying.” I murmur as

looks away, and Delsanra puts her hand on his arm. The urge to jump at him and rip his heart out tempts me, but it’s a risk I won’t take… they might just lock

Dad is

I try to drag my feet

picked up their pace.

am I doing? It’s different from when Aleric was commanding me… although his voice isn’t in my head right now, it’s almost as if his thoughts and wishes have taken

Dad’s office

d Rayhan knocks.

“Enter.” Dad’s voice comes.

I can do this… in the privacy of

door as the first glimmer. of dread

and I stop dead

He’s here…

Leo are both there. All three weren’t expecting me here and I can’t help but feel a sharp pang of pain that tightens

He’s here.

I’m here.

close yet so fucking

a prisoner in my own mind, yet he didn’t bother to

“Sky…” Royce says quietly.

shake my head, looking at Dad bitterly. ” You let your daughter’s

Tell me how that makes sense!”

him. I’m praying

stare at Royce again, wishing he

my silent plea.

through my head as my eyes blaze purple and I snap my

back to Dad.

to talk to you. Alone.” I

says before Dad can even

“You are not the fucking King yet Leo, you have no right to command or

frowns slightly, his

of king to state

can feel all their eyes

play Daddy’s

my tongue before I force

cry.

through to Dad… manipulate him the way only

feel alone’ I say through the link.

soften, and

“Leave.” He says. 1

and I know he thinks Dad has made a stupid decision. He doesn’t trust me

on, Leo…

he stands up, pulling me into his arms. I wrap my arms around his waist, hugging

I won’t do this.

Of course, I will.

my eyes prickling with tears as

do end up doing

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

growls before he storms out of the room, trying to calm his

feel Royce’s eyes

a word and I hear him also

door.

the door, Rayhan,” Dad

Rayhan says and when the door closes

All alone…

just wait for

take a shuddering breath and move back, wiping my eyes as I go over to his

Raihana coping?” I ask

He probably doesn’t trust me, but he will let his guard down.

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