The Temptation of Sin And The Lycan Princess

Chapter 138 Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong…

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone.

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided with Aleric and because of me, he was able to do this… I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

The darkness beckons and I allow it to take

The last thing I remember is thinking

about Ri and her family.

I’m fucking sorry…

I awake with a start; the house is silent, and

around the room. Kataleya’s sleeping beside me. The door is ajar, and I see

enough to keep an

me still…

of the bed. Delsanra stands up, pasting a smile on her face despite the

can overpower her is growing within me, but just when I’m about to walk

I see Rayhan step forward. He had

seen him nor

Fucker.

can I take

pee.”

face relaxes and she nods, watching as I walk

but I’m still weaker than

usual self.

I’m glad…

not the escape route that I’m looking at

as I walk over to it and move

I spot a small glass bottle

pure black liquid

didn’t put that

zip through me the

kill

eyes flash, and I turn towards the sink, slipping it into my pocket.

Dad. 2

hesitate, my heart thumping, but it’s only for a second. Aleric

I need… but how he got it there is beyond me. I flush the toilet and open the tap for a few seconds

the room.

is right outside the

smirk.

She was listening…

say, tossing my hair back as I look at

am… “I want to talk to Dad,” I

as I step out of my bedroom and look

I’d be able to take both… he’s watching me with those grey eyes and

easy… because I’m his little girl, and he’ll foolishly think I’d never hurt

My stomach twists.

is split. Half of me is sane whilst

him.

can’t. I’ll never be able to forgive myself if

within

office,” Rayhan says quietly, motioning for

not bothering to reply. I can feel Delsanra’s eyes burning into me. They don’t trust me, and they think

something.

those feelings!

hear the soft sobs of a young girl crying in the bathroom, trying to stifle

the hallway bathroom,

If I had, then Chris

you ok Skyla?” Rayhan

I nod slowly.

is crying.” I murmur as we make

and Delsanra puts her hand on his arm. The urge to jump at him and rip his

Dad is the

as I try to drag my feet which have

picked up their pace.

It’s different from when Aleric was commanding me… although his voice isn’t in my head right now, it’s almost as if his thoughts and wishes have taken over

Dad’s office

d Rayhan knocks.

“Enter.” Dad’s voice comes.

can do this… in the privacy

of dread settles into the pit of my

hits me, and I

He’s here…

expecting me here and I can’t help but feel a

He’s here.

I’m here.

close yet

a prisoner in my own mind, yet he

“Sky…” Royce says quietly.

my head, looking at Dad bitterly. ” You

staying in?! Tell me how that makes sense!”

trust him. I’m praying they have

at Royce again,

my silent plea.

through my head as my eyes blaze purple and

back to Dad.

talk to you. Alone.” I

before Dad can even

not the fucking King yet Leo, you have no right to command or make decisions.” I snarl

slightly, his sharp eyes

not, but I don’t need the fucking title of king to

all their eyes

play Daddy’s

my tongue before I

cry.

tears, get through to Dad… manipulate him the

the link. ” You told me… I can talk to

soften, and he

“Leave.” He says. 1

he thinks Dad has made a stupid decision. He doesn’t trust me

Leo… refuse

Dad, and he stands up, pulling me into his arms. I wrap my arms around his

I won’t do this.

Of course, I will.

thumping, my eyes prickling with tears as sheer terror

I do

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

on fucking watch if I were you,” Leo growls before he storms out of the room, trying to calm

Royce’s eyes on

a word and I hear him also walk to

door.

the door, Rayhan,” Dad

Rayhan says and when the door

All alone…

wait

a shuddering breath and move back, wiping my eyes as I go over to his desk and sit

is Raihana coping?” I

will let his

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