The Temptation of Sin And The Lycan Princess

Chapter 138 Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong…

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone.

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided with Aleric and because of me, he was able to do this… I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

The darkness beckons and I allow it to take

The last thing I remember is thinking

about Ri and her family.

I’m fucking sorry…

I awake with a start; the house is silent, and

Kataleya’s sleeping beside me. The door is ajar, and I see Delsanra watching me from

they’re smart enough to

me still…

Delsanra stands up, pasting a smile on her face

confidence that I can overpower her is growing within me, but just when

forward. He

him nor sensed

Fucker.

I take

to pee.”

nods, watching as I walk to the bathroom. The pain in

I’m still weaker

usual self.

I’m glad…

windowsill but it’s not the escape route that I’m looking at but

as I walk over to it and move

a small glass bottle

pure black liquid

put that

darkness zip through me

kill a Lycan.

I turn towards the sink, slipping

Dad. 2

my heart thumping, but it’s only for a second. Aleric did say he’d provide

I flush the toilet and open the tap for a few seconds before I head

the room.

right outside the door,

smirk.

She was listening…

tossing my hair back as I look at

to Dad,” I say as

as I step out of

I don’t think I’d be able to take both… he’s watching me with those grey eyes and I don’t

easy… because I’m his little girl, and he’ll foolishly think

My stomach twists.

is split. Half of me is sane whilst another part is plotting the

him.

I’ll never be able to

fear within

office,” Rayhan says quietly,

I can feel Delsanra’s eyes burning into me. They

something.

act on those feelings!

stairs leading down. I can hear the soft sobs of a young girl crying

at the door to the hallway bathroom, feeling guilt

I had,

you ok

I nod slowly.

is crying.” I murmur as

urge to jump at him and rip his heart out tempts me, but it’s a risk I won’t take… they

is

is pounding as I try to

picked up their pace.

am I doing? It’s different from when Aleric was commanding me… although his voice isn’t in my head right now, it’s almost as if his

office and Rayhan

d Rayhan knocks.

“Enter.” Dad’s voice comes.

in the

the door as the first glimmer. of dread settles into

scent hits me, and I stop dead in

He’s here…

All three weren’t expecting me here and I can’t help but feel a sharp pang of pain that tightens my chest as I stare at the Ice God before

He’s here.

I’m here.

yet so

own mind, yet

“Sky…” Royce says quietly.

shake my head, looking at Dad bitterly. ” You let your daughter’s rapist into the

Tell me how that makes sense!”

trust him. I’m

again,

my silent plea.

pain rushes through my head as my eyes blaze purple and I snap

back to Dad.

to talk to you. Alone.” I say

Leo says before Dad can even

are not the fucking King yet Leo, you have no right to

frowns slightly, his sharp eyes trained

to state my fucking

all their eyes on

to play Daddy’s

tongue before

cry.

to Dad…

the link. ” You told

soften, and

“Leave.” He says. 1

know he thinks Dad has made a stupid decision. He doesn’t trust me

Leo… refuse

walk over to Dad, and he stands up, pulling me into his arms. I wrap

I won’t do this.

Of course, I will.

is thumping, my eyes prickling with

I do end up doing

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

fucking watch if I were you,” Leo growls before he storms out

feel Royce’s eyes

word and I hear

door.

the door,

and when the door closes behind them, I almost

All alone…

I just wait for the

back, wiping my eyes as I go over to his desk and sit down on

Raihana coping?” I

he will

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