The Temptation of Sin And The Lycan Princess

Chapter 138 Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong…

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone.

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided with Aleric and because of me, he was able to do this… I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

The darkness beckons and I allow it to take

The last thing I remember is thinking

about Ri and her family.

I’m fucking sorry…

I awake with a start; the house is silent, and

around the room. Kataleya’s sleeping beside me. The door is ajar, and I see

to keep

me still…

moves involuntarily, and I slip out of the bed. Delsanra stands up, pasting a smile on her face

I can overpower her is growing within me, but just when I’m about to walk

Sky?” Delsanta asks and I see Rayhan step forward. He had been leaning

seen him nor sensed

Fucker.

I take

pee.” I find myself

relaxes and she nods, watching as I walk to

lessened, but I’m still

usual self.

I’m glad…

not the escape route that I’m looking at but I’m being

frown as I walk over to

a

pure

didn’t put that

through me the moment

to kill

and I turn towards the sink, slipping it into

Dad. 2

for a second. Aleric did say he’d provide

is beyond me. I flush the toilet and open the tap

the room.

right outside the door,

smirk.

She was listening…

I say, tossing my hair back as

talk to

but nods as I step out of

I’d be able to take both… he’s watching

Dad is easy… because I’m his little girl,

My stomach twists.

sane whilst another part is plotting the best way

him.

be able to forgive myself

fear within is

office,” Rayhan says quietly, motioning for

can feel Delsanra’s eyes burning into me. They don’t trust me,

something.

on those feelings! Stop

down. I can hear the soft sobs of a young girl

the door to the hallway bathroom, feeling guilt stab

should have ousted Aleric! If I

ok

I nod slowly.

is crying.” I murmur as we make our

and rip his heart out tempts me,

Dad is the

heart is pounding as I try to drag my feet

picked up their pace.

voice isn’t in my head right

office

d Rayhan knocks.

“Enter.” Dad’s voice comes.

I can do this… in the privacy

the door as the first glimmer. of dread settles into the pit of

me, and

He’s here…

and Leo are both there. All three weren’t expecting me here and I can’t help but feel a sharp pang of pain that tightens my chest as I stare

He’s here.

I’m here.

yet so

own mind, yet he didn’t bother

“Sky…” Royce says quietly.

head, looking at Dad bitterly. ” You let your daughter’s rapist

staying in?! Tell me how that

they trust him. I’m praying

again, wishing he could

my silent plea.

through my head as my eyes blaze purple and I

back to Dad.

to you. Alone.”

Leo says before

yet Leo, you have no right

his sharp eyes

don’t need the fucking title of king to state my fucking opinion. We all know

all their eyes on

to play Daddy’s little

before I force myself

cry.

through to Dad… manipulate

I say through the link. ” You told me…

eyes soften, and he

“Leave.” He says. 1

made a

on, Leo…

stands up, pulling me into his arms. I wrap my

I won’t do this.

Of course, I will.

is thumping, my eyes prickling with tears as sheer terror swims through

I do end up doing

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

if I were you,” Leo growls before he storms out of the room, trying to calm his

eyes on

a word and I hear him also walk to

door.

door, Rayhan,”

door closes behind

All alone…

just wait

eyes as I go over to his desk

coping?” I

observing me. He probably doesn’t trust me, but he will let his guard down. I know that for

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