The Temptation of Sin And The Lycan Princess

Chapter 138 Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong…

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone.

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided with Aleric and because of me, he was able to do this… I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

The darkness beckons and I allow it to take

The last thing I remember is thinking

about Ri and her family.

I’m fucking sorry…

I awake with a start; the house is silent, and

sleeping beside me. The door is ajar, and I see Delsanra watching

enough to

me still…

slip out of the bed. Delsanra stands up, pasting a smile on her face despite

overpower her is growing within me, but just when I’m about to walk over to her,

step forward. He had

him

Fucker.

I

need to pee.” I find myself

nods, watching as I walk to the bathroom. The pain in my

I’m still weaker

usual self.

I’m glad…

find myself staring at the windowsill but it’s not the escape route

as I walk over to

spot a

pure black

didn’t put that

zip through me the moment I

enough to kill a

the sink, slipping

Dad. 2

it’s only for a second. Aleric did

flush the toilet and open the tap for a few

the room.

outside

smirk.

She was listening…

my hair

“I want to talk to Dad,”

but nods as I step out of my bedroom

both… he’s

because I’m his little girl, and

My stomach twists.

brain is split. Half of me is sane whilst another part is plotting the best way

him.

I’ll never be able to

within is

Rayhan says quietly, motioning

nod, not bothering to reply. I can feel Delsanra’s eyes burning into me. They don’t trust

something.

on those

soft sobs of a young girl crying in the bathroom, trying

I glance at the door to the hallway bathroom, feeling guilt stab

Aleric! If I had, then Chris would still

you ok Skyla?”

I nod slowly.

crying.” I murmur as we make our

jump at him and rip his heart out tempts me, but

is

I try to drag my feet which

picked up their pace.

although his voice isn’t in my head right

office and Rayhan

d Rayhan knocks.

“Enter.” Dad’s voice comes.

I can do this… in the privacy of his

the first glimmer. of dread

and I

He’s here…

weren’t expecting me here and I can’t help but feel a sharp pang of pain that tightens my chest as I stare at the

He’s here.

I’m here.

yet

prisoner in my own mind, yet he didn’t bother to

“Sky…” Royce says quietly.

my head, looking at Dad bitterly. ” You let

staying in?! Tell me how that makes

I’m praying they

again, wishing he

my silent plea.

through my head as my eyes blaze purple and

back to Dad.

want to talk to you.

Leo says before Dad can even

“You are not the fucking King yet Leo, you have no right to command or make decisions.”

frowns slightly, his

fucking title of king to state my fucking opinion. We all know you ain’t your fucking

can feel all their eyes on me, and I

play Daddy’s

tongue before I force

cry.

to Dad… manipulate him the

the link. ” You told

soften,

“Leave.” He says. 1

him, and I know he thinks Dad has made a stupid decision.

Leo… refuse

Dad, and he stands up, pulling me into his arms. I wrap my arms around his waist,

I won’t do this.

Of course, I will.

is thumping, my eyes prickling with tears

do

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

you,” Leo growls before he storms out of

Royce’s eyes on me, but

I hear him also walk to

door.

door, Rayhan,”

when the door closes behind

All alone…

I just wait for

back, wiping my eyes as I

is Raihana coping?”

observing me. He probably doesn’t trust me, but he will let his guard

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