The Temptation of Sin And The Lycan Princess

Chapter 138 Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong…

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone.

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided with Aleric and because of me, he was able to do this… I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

The darkness beckons and I allow it to take

The last thing I remember is thinking

about Ri and her family.

I’m fucking sorry…

I awake with a start; the house is silent, and

the room. Kataleya’s sleeping beside me. The door is ajar,

they’re smart enough to keep an

me still…

stands up, pasting a smile on her face despite the tiredness and

within me, but just when I’m about to walk over to

see Rayhan step forward. He

seen him nor sensed

Fucker.

can I take

pee.” I

she nods, watching as I walk to the bathroom. The pain in

but I’m still weaker than

usual self.

I’m glad…

myself staring at the windowsill but it’s not the escape route that I’m looking at but I’m being drawn to the bowl of crystals

as I walk over to it and move

until I spot a small glass

pure black

put that

the darkness zip through me the moment

enough to kill a

I turn towards the

Dad. 2

heart thumping, but it’s only for

flush the toilet and open the tap

the room.

right outside the door, and

smirk.

She was listening…

I say, tossing my

to Dad,” I say as Kataleya, who is

step out of my bedroom and

I’d be able to take both… he’s watching me with those grey eyes and

little girl, and he’ll

My stomach twists.

is sane whilst another part is plotting

him.

can’t. I’ll never be able to

fear within

says quietly, motioning for me

feel Delsanra’s eyes burning

something.

act on those

stairs leading down. I can hear the soft sobs of a young girl crying in the bathroom,

at the door to the

Aleric! If I had, then Chris would

ok Skyla?”

I nod slowly.

crying.” I murmur as

arm. The urge to jump at him and rip his heart out

Dad is

heart is pounding as I try to drag my feet which

picked up their pace.

voice isn’t in my head right now, it’s almost as if his thoughts and wishes

reach Dad’s office and

d Rayhan knocks.

“Enter.” Dad’s voice comes.

this… in the privacy of his

the door as the first glimmer. of dread settles

and I stop dead

He’s here…

three weren’t expecting me here and I can’t help but feel a sharp pang of pain that tightens my chest as I stare at

He’s here.

I’m here.

close yet

in my own mind, yet he

“Sky…” Royce says quietly.

at Dad bitterly. ” You let your daughter’s rapist into the

staying in?! Tell me how that makes sense!” I

glad they trust him. I’m praying

at Royce again,

my silent plea.

through my head as my eyes

back to Dad.

to talk to you.

says before

scoff. “You are not the fucking King yet Leo, you have no right

slightly, his sharp eyes trained

fucking title of king to state my fucking

feel all their eyes on me,

to play

my tongue before I

cry.

Dad…

I say through the link. ” You told

eyes soften, and he

“Leave.” He says. 1

made a

Leo…

to Dad, and he stands up, pulling me into his arms. I wrap my arms around his waist, hugging him

I won’t do this.

Of course, I will.

my eyes prickling with tears as

do

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

Leo growls before he storms out of the room,

Royce’s eyes

hear him also walk to

door.

the door, Rayhan,” Dad

Rayhan says and when the door closes behind them, I

All alone…

just wait

a shuddering breath and move back, wiping my eyes as I go over

coping?” I ask

will let his guard down. I know

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