The Temptation of Sin And The Lycan Princess

Chapter 138 Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong…

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone.

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided with Aleric and because of me, he was able to do this… I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

The darkness beckons and I allow it to take

The last thing I remember is thinking

about Ri and her family.

I’m fucking sorry…

I awake with a start; the house is silent, and

The door

they’re smart enough to keep an

me still…

up, pasting a

within me, but just when I’m about to walk over to her,

asks and I see Rayhan step forward. He had been leaning

seen him nor

Fucker.

can I

to pee.” I find myself

face relaxes and she nods, watching as I walk to the bathroom.

but I’m still weaker

usual self.

I’m glad…

and smile as I find myself staring at the windowsill but it’s not the escape route that I’m

over to it and move

until I spot a small

a pure black

didn’t put that

darkness zip through me the moment I touch the

kill a

the sink,

Dad. 2

thumping, but it’s only for a

I flush the toilet and open the tap for a few seconds before I

the room.

outside the door,

smirk.

She was listening…

I say, tossing my hair back

want to talk to Dad,” I

out of my

I’d be able to take both… he’s

I’m his little girl, and he’ll foolishly think I’d never hurt

My stomach twists.

me is sane whilst another part is plotting

him.

never be able to forgive myself if I

fear within is

Rayhan says quietly, motioning for

nod, not bothering to reply. I can feel Delsanra’s eyes burning into me. They don’t trust me, and they

something.

those feelings!

I can hear the soft sobs of a young girl crying in the bathroom, trying to stifle her

to the hallway bathroom,

Aleric! If I had, then

ok Skyla?”

I nod slowly.

is crying.” I murmur as we

away, and Delsanra puts her hand on his arm. The urge to jump at him and rip his heart out tempts me, but it’s a risk

Dad is

try to drag my feet

picked up their pace.

from when Aleric was commanding me… although his voice isn’t in my head right now, it’s almost as if his thoughts

office

d Rayhan knocks.

“Enter.” Dad’s voice comes.

do this… in the privacy of

of dread settles into

me, and I stop dead in my

He’s here…

three weren’t expecting me here and I can’t help but feel a sharp pang of pain that tightens my chest as I stare at the

He’s here.

I’m here.

close yet so

own mind, yet

“Sky…” Royce says quietly.

looking at Dad bitterly. ” You let your daughter’s rapist into the

staying in?! Tell me

I’m

Royce again, wishing he

my silent plea.

through my head as my

back to Dad.

to you. Alone.” I say

says before Dad can

scoff. “You are not the fucking King yet Leo, you have no right to

his

but I don’t need the fucking title of king to state my fucking opinion. We all know you ain’t your fucking

their eyes on me, and I

to play Daddy’s

my tongue before I force myself

cry.

tears, get through to Dad… manipulate him the way

feel alone’ I say through the link. ” You told me… I can

eyes soften, and

“Leave.” He says. 1

he thinks Dad has made a stupid decision. He doesn’t

on, Leo…

into his arms. I wrap my arms around his

I won’t do this.

Of course, I will.

is thumping, my eyes prickling with tears as sheer terror swims

do end up

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

I were you,” Leo growls before he storms

can feel Royce’s eyes on me,

a word and I hear him

door.

the door, Rayhan,”

and when the door closes behind them, I

All alone…

I just wait

shuddering breath and move back, wiping my eyes as I go over to his desk and sit down on

Raihana coping?” I

observing me. He probably doesn’t trust me, but he will let his guard down. I know that for

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