The Temptation of Sin And The Lycan Princess

Chapter 138 Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong…

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone.

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided with Aleric and because of me, he was able to do this… I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

The darkness beckons and I allow it to take

The last thing I remember is thinking

about Ri and her family.

I’m fucking sorry…

I awake with a start; the house is silent, and

room. Kataleya’s sleeping beside me. The door is ajar, and I see Delsanra watching

to

me still…

up, pasting a smile on her face despite the

can overpower her is growing within me, but just when

see Rayhan step forward. He had been leaning against the wall near

seen him nor

Fucker.

I

pee.” I

I walk to the bathroom. The pain

but I’m still

usual self.

I’m glad…

but it’s not the escape route that I’m looking at but I’m being

as I walk over to it and move

a

pure

didn’t put

me the moment I

to kill a Lycan.

flash, and I turn towards the

Dad. 2

it’s only for

need… but how he got it there is beyond me. I flush the toilet and open the

the room.

right outside the door,

smirk.

She was listening…

my hair back as I look at the

1 am… “I want to talk to Dad,” I say as Kataleya, who is now

nods as I step out of my bedroom and look

I don’t think I’d be able to take both… he’s watching me with those grey eyes and I don’t trust

his little girl, and he’ll foolishly think I’d never

My stomach twists.

of me is sane whilst another part is plotting the best way

him.

be able to

fear within

his office,” Rayhan says quietly, motioning

reply. I can feel Delsanra’s eyes burning into

something.

on those feelings!

stairs leading down. I can hear the soft sobs of

glance at the door to the hallway

I had, then

you ok Skyla?” Rayhan

I nod slowly.

is crying.” I murmur as we make our

puts her hand on his arm. The urge to jump at him and rip his heart out tempts

Dad is

I try

picked up their pace.

doing? It’s different from when Aleric was commanding me… although his voice isn’t in my head right now, it’s

reach Dad’s office and Rayhan

d Rayhan knocks.

“Enter.” Dad’s voice comes.

can do this… in the privacy of his

door as the first glimmer. of

me, and

He’s here…

there. All three weren’t expecting me here and I can’t help but feel a sharp pang of pain that tightens

He’s here.

I’m here.

close yet so

my own mind, yet he didn’t bother to

“Sky…” Royce says quietly.

my head, looking at Dad bitterly. ”

staying in?! Tell me how that makes sense!” I

glad they trust him. I’m praying

Royce again, wishing he

my silent plea.

head as my eyes blaze

back to Dad.

to you. Alone.” I say

says before Dad

“You are not the fucking King yet Leo, you have no right

his sharp eyes trained

title of king to state my fucking opinion.

their eyes on me,

play Daddy’s

tongue before I force myself

cry.

get through to Dad… manipulate

the link. ” You told me… I can talk

soften, and he

“Leave.” He says. 1

him, and I know he thinks Dad has made a stupid decision. He

Leo…

me into

I won’t do this.

Of course, I will.

with tears as

do end up

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

on fucking watch if I were you,” Leo growls before he storms out of

Royce’s eyes on me, but

hear him also

door.

door,

Rayhan says and when the door

All alone…

just wait

shuddering breath and move back, wiping my eyes as I go over to

Raihana coping?”

me. He probably doesn’t trust me, but he will let his guard down. I

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