The Temptation of Sin And The Lycan Princess

A.N: The chapter may contain some triggering content – Skyla hits a very low point.

SKYLA.

My eyes snap open and they’re blazing purple, an arm is draped over my waist, and I turn to see Kataleyà next to me, her eyes open as she looks at me with concern.

“Hey, afternoon, Sky.” She whispers.

I can smell Royce’s scent lingering in this room. I look down at the shirt I’m wearing. I don’t know how, but I know he put this on

What the hell happened?

My body feels as if it’s been hit by a damn rhinoceros.

The events of what happened suddenly rush back to my mind and my stomach twists as the influx of memories and emotions make it hard to breathe.

I tried to kill Dad…

I hurt Royce.

Again.

I tried to kill him…

That’s all I ever do, cause him pain…

I hurt him, mentally and physically.

He’s too fucking good for me.

“Skyla?”

I turn my back on her. The overwhelming guilt of what happened is suffocating me.

It’s better if I’m dead. This time they were able to stop me… but what if next time they can’t?

Why aren’t they locking me up?

Why are they allowing me to fucking do this shit?!

When will they realise I am a monster? When someone is dead? 1

“Sky, come on, let’s go to your room, “

Kataleya says, I turn and look at her, she’s standing there, a smile on her face, her long hair in a messy plait over her shoulder as she holds her hand out to me. “Come on Sky, let’s go.”

‘Come on Kat, let’s go play! I got you!’ 1

For a moment, I’m hit with a wave of nostalgia. It feels like Déjà vu, only this time, the roles are reversed.

I was there for Kat when she began to close in on herself, not wanting to go out as she thought about the Little Boy Hook who had left. Who had gone through so much?

But the difference is even at her lowest point, she didn’t try to kill anyone… I did. 1

I take her hand distractedly, allowing her to lead me out of this room and down to my room.

The guilt inside of me is growing in my mind.

I remember screaming at Leo that I’ll kill him first…

Accusing Royce of raping me!

Fuck!

“Sky… Your heartbeat…” Kataleya’s soft voice is faint as I simply stare at the ground in front of me.

I don’t care if I fought it; it wasn’t enough, I still hurt them, I still hurt my baby.

Every single fucking time…

“Oh, hey! Morning!” Delsanra says, smiling from where she stands by my cushion.

I step into my room and suddenly feel a gentle wave of lightness overcome me.

Magic?

But it does nothing for the feeling of drowning that is overcoming me from within.

Azura is standing by the closet, carrying Phoenix but the way her and Delsanra are here…

They’re up to something!

Are they ransacking my room or some shit trying to find more poison or something?

My vials!

Ripping free from Kataleya’s gentle hold I cross the room and push past Azura, pulling open my drawers.

My heart thunders as I realise they’re gone.

They’re all gone…

Anger begins to boil inside of me, and the urge to rip everything to shreds overcomes

I can take Azura and Kataleya!

my eyes

That’ll hurt Azura!

hands, ready to snatch her from Azura’s hold, the urge to kill

thunders as Azura

to step back, and it hits me what

I’m…

I’m a monster.

lower one hand and

cheek with the

I am an abomination.

sorry

at me with those

although this time it was easier to

“Leave,” I command.

and we’re here for you,” Azura says firmly. “Look, even this little Chibi demon is rooting for you. I was telling Delsanra earlier that I want

GET THE

droop before she bursts

command rages off me,

I spit. In a flash I’m in front of her, grabbing her

red, and she pushes me back with a blast

around her. “Sky… calm down.”

then!” I

appear at the

be alone! I’m safer alone!” I snap, my heart skipping a

that out

lips as she enters the room

this.” She whispers gently. The confidence in her eyes is messed up. I don’t fucking deserve this confidence

I’m not

that I

I hurt her because I used force. Dad catches her, but her face

you a little time.”

“It’s alright Sky-”

leave!” I scream. I might hurt him again, fuck what if I hurt him

pounding. Alessandra lets Malevolent

They have cameras, right?

I scoff. How pathetic.

the bed, staring at the ground. If they know who I really am… what

Thought to tear her heart out. What a lovely daughter

even Malevolent

nudging her head against my leg. Warmth fills me, but with

gasp, trying to come out of the depths of my

I try, it’s still dark,

stop the sudden tears that fill my eyes as I rock myself on the bed,

My heart hurts.

‘Fight it.’

Bastet?

‘Never doubt yourself.’1

what I said

are almost there…. You are your father’s daughter, you are the one that the King

and did to him? I

my mind, the things I said, the things

never meant to be

me a

I am dangerous.

lost control and Dante pinned me down during a game of hide and seek when I had newly shifted… I almost ripped another

the first time… and far from

training I was given

to learn how to control my Lycan, but how do you control something that just wants to

is that the real

A killer?

Malevolent down and backing

I’ll hurt her next…

as I

I can smell blood.

I can see blood.

me and I hit my leg on

heart is breaking

“Stay away!”

he’s the one

them coming, trying to use all

I’ve done can

towel blindly and some clothes, but I have no intention of having a shower. I just. want to

door opens and I stare at Leo and

is surfacing as my full attention

Kill him.

“GET OUT!” I scream.

the towel in my hand before he motions for Royce

at Royce again, the concern

Why?

for

are you looking at?” I ask

most beautiful woman

He responds.

she’s not a