The Temptation of Sin And The Lycan Princess

A.N: The chapter may contain some triggering content – Skyla hits a very low point.

SKYLA.

My eyes snap open and they’re blazing purple, an arm is draped over my waist, and I turn to see Kataleyà next to me, her eyes open as she looks at me with concern.

“Hey, afternoon, Sky.” She whispers.

I can smell Royce’s scent lingering in this room. I look down at the shirt I’m wearing. I don’t know how, but I know he put this on

What the hell happened?

My body feels as if it’s been hit by a damn rhinoceros.

The events of what happened suddenly rush back to my mind and my stomach twists as the influx of memories and emotions make it hard to breathe.

I tried to kill Dad…

I hurt Royce.

Again.

I tried to kill him…

That’s all I ever do, cause him pain…

I hurt him, mentally and physically.

He’s too fucking good for me.

“Skyla?”

I turn my back on her. The overwhelming guilt of what happened is suffocating me.

It’s better if I’m dead. This time they were able to stop me… but what if next time they can’t?

Why aren’t they locking me up?

Why are they allowing me to fucking do this shit?!

When will they realise I am a monster? When someone is dead? 1

“Sky, come on, let’s go to your room, “

Kataleya says, I turn and look at her, she’s standing there, a smile on her face, her long hair in a messy plait over her shoulder as she holds her hand out to me. “Come on Sky, let’s go.”

‘Come on Kat, let’s go play! I got you!’ 1

For a moment, I’m hit with a wave of nostalgia. It feels like Déjà vu, only this time, the roles are reversed.

I was there for Kat when she began to close in on herself, not wanting to go out as she thought about the Little Boy Hook who had left. Who had gone through so much?

But the difference is even at her lowest point, she didn’t try to kill anyone… I did. 1

I take her hand distractedly, allowing her to lead me out of this room and down to my room.

The guilt inside of me is growing in my mind.

I remember screaming at Leo that I’ll kill him first…

Accusing Royce of raping me!

Fuck!

“Sky… Your heartbeat…” Kataleya’s soft voice is faint as I simply stare at the ground in front of me.

I don’t care if I fought it; it wasn’t enough, I still hurt them, I still hurt my baby.

Every single fucking time…

“Oh, hey! Morning!” Delsanra says, smiling from where she stands by my cushion.

I step into my room and suddenly feel a gentle wave of lightness overcome me.

Magic?

But it does nothing for the feeling of drowning that is overcoming me from within.

Azura is standing by the closet, carrying Phoenix but the way her and Delsanra are here…

They’re up to something!

Are they ransacking my room or some shit trying to find more poison or something?

My vials!

Ripping free from Kataleya’s gentle hold I cross the room and push past Azura, pulling open my drawers.

My heart thunders as I realise they’re gone.

They’re all gone…

Anger begins to boil inside of me, and the urge to rip everything to shreds overcomes

I can take Azura and Kataleya!

my eyes falling on

That’ll hurt Azura!

snatch her from Azura’s hold, the urge to kill overpowering

heart thunders as

step back, and it

I’m…

I’m a monster.

one hand and

with

I am an abomination.

sorry

me with

with tears – and – although this time it was easier to stop

“Leave,” I command.

I was telling Delsanra earlier that I want to dress her up as a little kitten or a voodoo doll on

GET THE FUCK

lips droop before

command rages off me, and

I’m in front of her, grabbing her

red, and she pushes me back with

swirl around her. “Sky… calm down.”

then!” I

the door, but I shake my

I want to be alone! I’m safer alone!” I snap,

say that out loud?

Mama’s lips as she enters the

The confidence in her eyes is messed up. I don’t

rip her heart out to show them I’m not playing, the thought makes my stomach churn

I might

her, but her face hides the pain I’m sure that push must have

give you a little

“It’s alright Sky-”

might hurt him again, fuck what if I

Alessandra lets Malevolent in the room before the

They have cameras, right?

I scoff. How pathetic.

If they know who I really am… what my thoughts are, they’d

tear her heart out. What

alone, even Malevolent seems wary

against my leg. Warmth fills me, but with it the self-doubt and hatred that I once

gasp, trying to come out of the depths of my mind. I’m

I try, it’s still dark, it’s still painful…

lift her into my arms and hug her tightly, unable to stop the sudden tears that fill my eyes as I rock myself on the bed, trying not to let a sound escape me as tears spill down

My heart hurts.

‘Fight it.’

Bastet?

‘Never doubt yourself.’1

what I said

your

I said and did to

are echoing in my mind, the things I said,

meant to

me a Lycan was

I am dangerous.

control and Dante pinned me down during a game of hide and

the first time… and far from

training I was given wasn’t

to learn how to control my Lycan, but how do you

that the real

A killer?

quickly putting Malevolent

I’ll hurt her next…

head continues to pound as I back up towards the

I can smell blood.

I can see blood.

hit my leg on

is breaking for

“Stay away!”

one

trying to use all my willpower to

done can never

no

I stare at Leo and

is surfacing as my full attention turns to my ice

Kill him.

“GET OUT!” I scream.

glances at the towel in my hand before he motions

look at Royce again, the concern in

Why?

for him… just

you looking at?” I ask

woman in the

He responds.

not a