The Temptation of Sin And The Lycan Princess

A.N: The chapter may contain some triggering content – Skyla hits a very low point.

SKYLA.

My eyes snap open and they’re blazing purple, an arm is draped over my waist, and I turn to see Kataleyà next to me, her eyes open as she looks at me with concern.

“Hey, afternoon, Sky.” She whispers.

I can smell Royce’s scent lingering in this room. I look down at the shirt I’m wearing. I don’t know how, but I know he put this on

What the hell happened?

My body feels as if it’s been hit by a damn rhinoceros.

The events of what happened suddenly rush back to my mind and my stomach twists as the influx of memories and emotions make it hard to breathe.

I tried to kill Dad…

I hurt Royce.

Again.

I tried to kill him…

That’s all I ever do, cause him pain…

I hurt him, mentally and physically.

He’s too fucking good for me.

“Skyla?”

I turn my back on her. The overwhelming guilt of what happened is suffocating me.

It’s better if I’m dead. This time they were able to stop me… but what if next time they can’t?

Why aren’t they locking me up?

Why are they allowing me to fucking do this shit?!

When will they realise I am a monster? When someone is dead? 1

“Sky, come on, let’s go to your room, “

Kataleya says, I turn and look at her, she’s standing there, a smile on her face, her long hair in a messy plait over her shoulder as she holds her hand out to me. “Come on Sky, let’s go.”

‘Come on Kat, let’s go play! I got you!’ 1

For a moment, I’m hit with a wave of nostalgia. It feels like Déjà vu, only this time, the roles are reversed.

I was there for Kat when she began to close in on herself, not wanting to go out as she thought about the Little Boy Hook who had left. Who had gone through so much?

But the difference is even at her lowest point, she didn’t try to kill anyone… I did. 1

I take her hand distractedly, allowing her to lead me out of this room and down to my room.

The guilt inside of me is growing in my mind.

I remember screaming at Leo that I’ll kill him first…

Accusing Royce of raping me!

Fuck!

“Sky… Your heartbeat…” Kataleya’s soft voice is faint as I simply stare at the ground in front of me.

I don’t care if I fought it; it wasn’t enough, I still hurt them, I still hurt my baby.

Every single fucking time…

“Oh, hey! Morning!” Delsanra says, smiling from where she stands by my cushion.

I step into my room and suddenly feel a gentle wave of lightness overcome me.

Magic?

But it does nothing for the feeling of drowning that is overcoming me from within.

Azura is standing by the closet, carrying Phoenix but the way her and Delsanra are here…

They’re up to something!

Are they ransacking my room or some shit trying to find more poison or something?

My vials!

Ripping free from Kataleya’s gentle hold I cross the room and push past Azura, pulling open my drawers.

My heart thunders as I realise they’re gone.

They’re all gone…

Anger begins to boil inside of me, and the urge to rip everything to shreds overcomes

I can take Azura and Kataleya!

around, my

That’ll hurt Azura!

ready to snatch her from

thunders as

step back, and it hits me what I was

I’m…

I’m a monster.

lower one hand

with

I am an abomination.

so sorry

me with

and – although this time it was

“Leave,” I command.

aren’t yourself and we’re here for you,” Azura says firmly. “Look, even this little Chibi demon is rooting for you. I was telling Delsanra earlier that I want to dress her up as a little kitten or a voodoo doll on Halloween.

THE FUCK OUT!” I

droop before she

off me, and I

I spit. In a flash I’m in front of her, grabbing her by

and she pushes

her. “Sky… calm down.” She warns

out then!”

the door,

want to be alone! I’m safer alone!” I snap, my heart

I say that out loud?

of a smile crosses Mama’s lips as she enters the room and cups my

The confidence in her eyes is messed up. I don’t fucking

them I’m not playing, the thought makes my stomach churn and instead I settle for shoving

I

force. Dad catches her, but her face hides the pain

little time.” She

“It’s alright Sky-”

I might hurt him again, fuck what if I hurt

there, my heart pounding. Alessandra lets Malevolent in the room before the

They have cameras, right?

I scoff. How pathetic.

know who I really am… what my

mother. Thought to tear her heart out. What a

alone, even Malevolent seems wary

against my leg. Warmth fills me, but with it the self-doubt and hatred that I once

of my mind. I’m going

it’s still dark, it’s still painful… even

tears that fill my eyes as I rock myself on the bed, trying not to let a sound escape me as tears spill

My heart hurts.

‘Fight it.’

Bastet?

‘Never doubt yourself.’1

I

are your father’s daughter, you are the one that the King

what I said and did to

mind, the things I said,

was never meant to be

a Lycan

I am dangerous.

me down during a game of hide and seek when I had newly shifted… I almost ripped another

time… and far from the

was given wasn’t

Lycan, but how

is that the real

A killer?

quickly putting Malevolent down and backing

I’ll hurt her next…

as I back up towards

I can smell blood.

I can see blood.

eyes, blinding me and I hit my leg on something. Turning, I push Malevolent, who is trying

is

“Stay away!”

one behind the

coming, trying to

can never

have no intention of having a shower. I just. want to

I stare

is surfacing as my

Kill him.

“GET OUT!” I scream.

hand before he motions

look at Royce again, the

Why?

never done anything for him… just used

you looking at?” I ask

most beautiful woman in the

He responds.

not a woman, but