The Temptation of Sin And The Lycan Princess

A.N: The chapter may contain some triggering content – Skyla hits a very low point.

SKYLA.

My eyes snap open and they’re blazing purple, an arm is draped over my waist, and I turn to see Kataleyà next to me, her eyes open as she looks at me with concern.

“Hey, afternoon, Sky.” She whispers.

I can smell Royce’s scent lingering in this room. I look down at the shirt I’m wearing. I don’t know how, but I know he put this on

What the hell happened?

My body feels as if it’s been hit by a damn rhinoceros.

The events of what happened suddenly rush back to my mind and my stomach twists as the influx of memories and emotions make it hard to breathe.

I tried to kill Dad…

I hurt Royce.

Again.

I tried to kill him…

That’s all I ever do, cause him pain…

I hurt him, mentally and physically.

He’s too fucking good for me.

“Skyla?”

I turn my back on her. The overwhelming guilt of what happened is suffocating me.

It’s better if I’m dead. This time they were able to stop me… but what if next time they can’t?

Why aren’t they locking me up?

Why are they allowing me to fucking do this shit?!

When will they realise I am a monster? When someone is dead? 1

“Sky, come on, let’s go to your room, “

Kataleya says, I turn and look at her, she’s standing there, a smile on her face, her long hair in a messy plait over her shoulder as she holds her hand out to me. “Come on Sky, let’s go.”

‘Come on Kat, let’s go play! I got you!’ 1

For a moment, I’m hit with a wave of nostalgia. It feels like Déjà vu, only this time, the roles are reversed.

I was there for Kat when she began to close in on herself, not wanting to go out as she thought about the Little Boy Hook who had left. Who had gone through so much?

But the difference is even at her lowest point, she didn’t try to kill anyone… I did. 1

I take her hand distractedly, allowing her to lead me out of this room and down to my room.

The guilt inside of me is growing in my mind.

I remember screaming at Leo that I’ll kill him first…

Accusing Royce of raping me!

Fuck!

“Sky… Your heartbeat…” Kataleya’s soft voice is faint as I simply stare at the ground in front of me.

I don’t care if I fought it; it wasn’t enough, I still hurt them, I still hurt my baby.

Every single fucking time…

“Oh, hey! Morning!” Delsanra says, smiling from where she stands by my cushion.

I step into my room and suddenly feel a gentle wave of lightness overcome me.

Magic?

But it does nothing for the feeling of drowning that is overcoming me from within.

Azura is standing by the closet, carrying Phoenix but the way her and Delsanra are here…

They’re up to something!

Are they ransacking my room or some shit trying to find more poison or something?

My vials!

Ripping free from Kataleya’s gentle hold I cross the room and push past Azura, pulling open my drawers.

My heart thunders as I realise they’re gone.

They’re all gone…

Anger begins to boil inside of me, and the urge to rip everything to shreds overcomes

I can take Azura and Kataleya!

my eyes

That’ll hurt Azura!

to snatch her from Azura’s hold, the urge to

heart thunders as Azura

and it hits me what I was about

I’m…

I’m a monster.

hand

cheek with

I am an abomination.

sorry

me with those

with tears – and – although this time it was easier to

“Leave,” I command.

ok, you aren’t yourself and we’re here for you,” Azura says firmly. “Look, even this little Chibi demon is rooting for you. I was telling Delsanra

SAID GET THE FUCK OUT!” I

before she bursts into

off me, and I glare

I’m in front of her, grabbing her

pushes me back with a blast

around her. “Sky…

then!” I

appear at the door,

to be alone! I’m safer alone!” I snap, my heart

say that out loud?

crosses Mama’s lips as she enters

She whispers gently. The confidence in her eyes is messed up. I don’t fucking deserve this confidence

heart out to show them I’m not playing,

I

catches her, but

little time.” She says

“It’s alright Sky-”

scream. I might hurt him again, fuck what if

the door and I stand there, my heart pounding. Alessandra lets Malevolent in the room before the

They have cameras, right?

I scoff. How pathetic.

staring at the ground. If they know who I really

Thought to tear her heart out. What a lovely

even Malevolent seems wary

me carefully, nudging her head against my leg. Warmth fills me, but with it the self-doubt

of the depths of my mind. I’m going down a dark train

I try, it’s still dark, it’s

stop the sudden tears that fill my

My heart hurts.

‘Fight it.’

Bastet?

‘Never doubt yourself.’1

I said to

your father’s daughter, you are the one

I said and did to

the things I said, the things

meant

me a Lycan

I am dangerous.

and Dante pinned me down during a game of hide and seek when I had newly shifted… I almost ripped another kid’s

time… and far from the

I was

learn how to control my Lycan, but how do you control something that

is that the real

A killer?

putting Malevolent

I’ll hurt her next…

head continues to pound as

I can smell blood.

I can see blood.

me and I hit my leg on

heart is breaking for

“Stay away!”

the one behind the

can hear them coming, trying to use

can

some clothes, but I have no intention of having a shower. I just. want

and I stare at Leo

my

Kill him.

“GET OUT!” I scream.

towel in my hand before he

force myself to look at Royce again, the concern in his

Why?

anything for

you looking at?”

beautiful woman in

He responds.

a