The Temptation of Sin And The Lycan Princess

A.N: The chapter may contain some triggering content – Skyla hits a very low point.

SKYLA.

My eyes snap open and they’re blazing purple, an arm is draped over my waist, and I turn to see Kataleyà next to me, her eyes open as she looks at me with concern.

“Hey, afternoon, Sky.” She whispers.

I can smell Royce’s scent lingering in this room. I look down at the shirt I’m wearing. I don’t know how, but I know he put this on

What the hell happened?

My body feels as if it’s been hit by a damn rhinoceros.

The events of what happened suddenly rush back to my mind and my stomach twists as the influx of memories and emotions make it hard to breathe.

I tried to kill Dad…

I hurt Royce.

Again.

I tried to kill him…

That’s all I ever do, cause him pain…

I hurt him, mentally and physically.

He’s too fucking good for me.

“Skyla?”

I turn my back on her. The overwhelming guilt of what happened is suffocating me.

It’s better if I’m dead. This time they were able to stop me… but what if next time they can’t?

Why aren’t they locking me up?

Why are they allowing me to fucking do this shit?!

When will they realise I am a monster? When someone is dead? 1

“Sky, come on, let’s go to your room, “

Kataleya says, I turn and look at her, she’s standing there, a smile on her face, her long hair in a messy plait over her shoulder as she holds her hand out to me. “Come on Sky, let’s go.”

‘Come on Kat, let’s go play! I got you!’ 1

For a moment, I’m hit with a wave of nostalgia. It feels like Déjà vu, only this time, the roles are reversed.

I was there for Kat when she began to close in on herself, not wanting to go out as she thought about the Little Boy Hook who had left. Who had gone through so much?

But the difference is even at her lowest point, she didn’t try to kill anyone… I did. 1

I take her hand distractedly, allowing her to lead me out of this room and down to my room.

The guilt inside of me is growing in my mind.

I remember screaming at Leo that I’ll kill him first…

Accusing Royce of raping me!

Fuck!

“Sky… Your heartbeat…” Kataleya’s soft voice is faint as I simply stare at the ground in front of me.

I don’t care if I fought it; it wasn’t enough, I still hurt them, I still hurt my baby.

Every single fucking time…

“Oh, hey! Morning!” Delsanra says, smiling from where she stands by my cushion.

I step into my room and suddenly feel a gentle wave of lightness overcome me.

Magic?

But it does nothing for the feeling of drowning that is overcoming me from within.

Azura is standing by the closet, carrying Phoenix but the way her and Delsanra are here…

They’re up to something!

Are they ransacking my room or some shit trying to find more poison or something?

My vials!

Ripping free from Kataleya’s gentle hold I cross the room and push past Azura, pulling open my drawers.

My heart thunders as I realise they’re gone.

They’re all gone…

Anger begins to boil inside of me, and the urge to rip everything to shreds overcomes

I can take Azura and Kataleya!

around, my eyes

That’ll hurt Azura!

raise my hands, ready to snatch her

thunders

step back, and it hits me what I was about

I’m…

I’m a monster.

hand and slowly

cheek with

I am an abomination.

sorry little

at me with those wide blue

this time it was easier to stop myself the

“Leave,” I command.

yourself and we’re here for you,” Azura says firmly. “Look, even this little Chibi demon is rooting for you. I was telling Delsanra earlier that I want to dress her up as

THE FUCK OUT!” I

lips droop before she

me, and I

in front of her, grabbing her by the

and she pushes me back with

feel Kat’s aura swirl around her. “Sky… calm down.”

out then!” I

at the

I want to be alone! I’m safer alone!” I snap, my

that

of a smile crosses Mama’s lips as she enters the

eyes is messed up. I don’t

heart out to show them I’m not playing, the thought makes my stomach churn

I might

I hurt her because I used force. Dad catches her, but her face hides the pain I’m sure that push must have

you a little time.” She

“It’s alright Sky-”

might hurt him again,

door and I stand there, my heart pounding. Alessandra lets Malevolent in the room before the door shuts, and I

They have cameras, right?

I scoff. How pathetic.

staring at the ground. If they know who I really am… what my thoughts are, they’d

even pushed my own mother. Thought to tear

alone, even Malevolent

with it the self-doubt and hatred

the depths of my mind. I’m going

still

tears that fill my eyes as I rock myself on the bed, trying not to let a sound escape me as tears spill down my

My heart hurts.

‘Fight it.’

Bastet?

‘Never doubt yourself.’1

what I

there…. You are your father’s daughter, you are the one that

and did to him? I don’t deserve

are echoing in my mind, the things I said, the

was never meant

me a

I am dangerous.

Dante pinned me down during a game of hide and seek when I had newly

the first time… and

I was given

to control my Lycan, but how do

that the

A killer?

putting Malevolent

I’ll hurt her next…

continues to pound as I back up towards

I can smell blood.

I can see blood.

flash before my eyes, blinding me and I hit my leg on something. Turning, I push Malevolent, who is trying to get close

is

“Stay away!”

one behind the

hear them coming, trying to use

can

I have no intention

door opens and I stare at Leo and

as my full attention turns

Kill him.

“GET OUT!” I scream.

at the towel in my hand before

look at Royce again,

Why?

anything for him… just used

you looking

beautiful woman

He responds.

not a