The Temptation of Sin And The Lycan Princess

A.N: The chapter may contain some triggering content – Skyla hits a very low point.

SKYLA.

My eyes snap open and they’re blazing purple, an arm is draped over my waist, and I turn to see Kataleyà next to me, her eyes open as she looks at me with concern.

“Hey, afternoon, Sky.” She whispers.

I can smell Royce’s scent lingering in this room. I look down at the shirt I’m wearing. I don’t know how, but I know he put this on

What the hell happened?

My body feels as if it’s been hit by a damn rhinoceros.

The events of what happened suddenly rush back to my mind and my stomach twists as the influx of memories and emotions make it hard to breathe.

I tried to kill Dad…

I hurt Royce.

Again.

I tried to kill him…

That’s all I ever do, cause him pain…

I hurt him, mentally and physically.

He’s too fucking good for me.

“Skyla?”

I turn my back on her. The overwhelming guilt of what happened is suffocating me.

It’s better if I’m dead. This time they were able to stop me… but what if next time they can’t?

Why aren’t they locking me up?

Why are they allowing me to fucking do this shit?!

When will they realise I am a monster? When someone is dead? 1

“Sky, come on, let’s go to your room, “

Kataleya says, I turn and look at her, she’s standing there, a smile on her face, her long hair in a messy plait over her shoulder as she holds her hand out to me. “Come on Sky, let’s go.”

‘Come on Kat, let’s go play! I got you!’ 1

For a moment, I’m hit with a wave of nostalgia. It feels like Déjà vu, only this time, the roles are reversed.

I was there for Kat when she began to close in on herself, not wanting to go out as she thought about the Little Boy Hook who had left. Who had gone through so much?

But the difference is even at her lowest point, she didn’t try to kill anyone… I did. 1

I take her hand distractedly, allowing her to lead me out of this room and down to my room.

The guilt inside of me is growing in my mind.

I remember screaming at Leo that I’ll kill him first…

Accusing Royce of raping me!

Fuck!

“Sky… Your heartbeat…” Kataleya’s soft voice is faint as I simply stare at the ground in front of me.

I don’t care if I fought it; it wasn’t enough, I still hurt them, I still hurt my baby.

Every single fucking time…

“Oh, hey! Morning!” Delsanra says, smiling from where she stands by my cushion.

I step into my room and suddenly feel a gentle wave of lightness overcome me.

Magic?

But it does nothing for the feeling of drowning that is overcoming me from within.

Azura is standing by the closet, carrying Phoenix but the way her and Delsanra are here…

They’re up to something!

Are they ransacking my room or some shit trying to find more poison or something?

My vials!

Ripping free from Kataleya’s gentle hold I cross the room and push past Azura, pulling open my drawers.

My heart thunders as I realise they’re gone.

They’re all gone…

Anger begins to boil inside of me, and the urge to rip everything to shreds overcomes

I can take Azura and Kataleya!

spin around, my eyes

That’ll hurt Azura!

ready to snatch her from

heart thunders

and it hits me what I

I’m…

I’m a monster.

hand and

cheek with the

I am an abomination.

sorry little gremlin…

stares at me with those wide

and – although this time it

“Leave,” I command.

little Chibi demon is rooting for you. I was telling Delsanra earlier that I want to dress her up as a little kitten or a voodoo doll on Halloween. What

THE FUCK OUT!”

before she bursts into

off me,

in front

pushes me back

swirl around her. “Sky… calm down.” She warns

then!” I

Dad appear at the door, but I shake my

alone! I’m safer alone!” I snap, my

that out loud?

a smile crosses Mama’s lips as she enters the room and cups

in her eyes is messed up.

me wants to rip her heart out to show them I’m not playing, the thought makes my stomach churn and instead I settle

that I might

because I used force. Dad catches her, but her face hides the pain I’m sure that

give you a little time.”

“It’s alright Sky-”

leave!” I scream. I might hurt him again, fuck what if I hurt

to the door and I stand there, my heart pounding. Alessandra lets Malevolent in the room before the door shuts, and

They have cameras, right?

I scoff. How pathetic.

If they know who I really am…

mother. Thought to tear her heart

Malevolent seems wary

Warmth fills me, but with

come out of the depths of my mind. I’m going down a dark train

it’s still dark,

whisper. Reaching down I lift her into my arms and hug her tightly, unable to stop the sudden tears that fill my eyes as I rock myself on the bed, trying not to let a sound escape me as tears

My heart hurts.

‘Fight it.’

Bastet?

‘Never doubt yourself.’1

what I said to

there…. You are your father’s daughter, you are the one that

I said and did to him? I don’t deserve

mind, the things I said, the things I’ve done. The crimes I’ve

meant to be a

a Lycan

I am dangerous.

game of hide and seek

the first time…

training I was

had to learn how to control my Lycan, but how

that the

A killer?

putting Malevolent down and backing

I’ll hurt her next…

pound as I back up

I can smell blood.

I can see blood.

night flash before my eyes, blinding me and I hit my leg on something. Turning, I push Malevolent, who is trying to get close to me,

is

“Stay away!”

he’s the one behind

them coming, trying to use all my willpower to calm

can

and some clothes, but I have no intention of

and I

within me is surfacing as my full attention turns to

Kill him.

“GET OUT!” I scream.

towel in my hand before he motions for Royce to move

to look at Royce again, the concern in

Why?

anything for him…

are you looking at?”

woman in

He responds.

she’s not a woman, but a