The Temptation of Sin And The Lycan Princess

A.N: The chapter may contain some triggering content – Skyla hits a very low point.

SKYLA.

My eyes snap open and they’re blazing purple, an arm is draped over my waist, and I turn to see Kataleyà next to me, her eyes open as she looks at me with concern.

“Hey, afternoon, Sky.” She whispers.

I can smell Royce’s scent lingering in this room. I look down at the shirt I’m wearing. I don’t know how, but I know he put this on

What the hell happened?

My body feels as if it’s been hit by a damn rhinoceros.

The events of what happened suddenly rush back to my mind and my stomach twists as the influx of memories and emotions make it hard to breathe.

I tried to kill Dad…

I hurt Royce.

Again.

I tried to kill him…

That’s all I ever do, cause him pain…

I hurt him, mentally and physically.

He’s too fucking good for me.

“Skyla?”

I turn my back on her. The overwhelming guilt of what happened is suffocating me.

It’s better if I’m dead. This time they were able to stop me… but what if next time they can’t?

Why aren’t they locking me up?

Why are they allowing me to fucking do this shit?!

When will they realise I am a monster? When someone is dead? 1

“Sky, come on, let’s go to your room, “

Kataleya says, I turn and look at her, she’s standing there, a smile on her face, her long hair in a messy plait over her shoulder as she holds her hand out to me. “Come on Sky, let’s go.”

‘Come on Kat, let’s go play! I got you!’ 1

For a moment, I’m hit with a wave of nostalgia. It feels like Déjà vu, only this time, the roles are reversed.

I was there for Kat when she began to close in on herself, not wanting to go out as she thought about the Little Boy Hook who had left. Who had gone through so much?

But the difference is even at her lowest point, she didn’t try to kill anyone… I did. 1

I take her hand distractedly, allowing her to lead me out of this room and down to my room.

The guilt inside of me is growing in my mind.

I remember screaming at Leo that I’ll kill him first…

Accusing Royce of raping me!

Fuck!

“Sky… Your heartbeat…” Kataleya’s soft voice is faint as I simply stare at the ground in front of me.

I don’t care if I fought it; it wasn’t enough, I still hurt them, I still hurt my baby.

Every single fucking time…

“Oh, hey! Morning!” Delsanra says, smiling from where she stands by my cushion.

I step into my room and suddenly feel a gentle wave of lightness overcome me.

Magic?

But it does nothing for the feeling of drowning that is overcoming me from within.

Azura is standing by the closet, carrying Phoenix but the way her and Delsanra are here…

They’re up to something!

Are they ransacking my room or some shit trying to find more poison or something?

My vials!

Ripping free from Kataleya’s gentle hold I cross the room and push past Azura, pulling open my drawers.

My heart thunders as I realise they’re gone.

They’re all gone…

Anger begins to boil inside of me, and the urge to rip everything to shreds overcomes

I can take Azura and Kataleya!

my eyes falling

That’ll hurt Azura!

as I raise my hands, ready to snatch her from Azura’s hold, the urge

heart thunders

to step back, and it hits

I’m…

I’m a monster.

hand

cheek with the

I am an abomination.

sorry little gremlin…

at me with

time it was easier to stop myself the vile

“Leave,” I command.

firmly. “Look, even this little Chibi demon is rooting for you. I was telling Delsanra earlier that I want

THE FUCK

before she

command rages off me, and I glare

flash I’m in

she pushes me back with a blast

aura swirl around her. “Sky… calm down.” She warns me

then!”

appear at the door, but I shake

be alone! I’m safer alone!”

say that

as she enters the room and cups

confidence in her eyes is messed

heart out to show them I’m not playing,

I might

catches her, but her face hides the pain

you a little

“It’s alright Sky-”

it! Just leave!” I scream. I might hurt

pounding. Alessandra lets Malevolent in the room before the door shuts, and I know

They have cameras, right?

I scoff. How pathetic.

staring at the ground. If they know who I really am… what my thoughts are, they’d

my own mother. Thought to tear her heart out. What

Malevolent

Warmth fills me, but with it the self-doubt and hatred

of the depths of my mind. I’m going down a dark train

as I try, it’s still dark, it’s still painful… even out

down I lift her into my arms and hug her tightly, unable to stop the sudden tears that fill my eyes as I rock myself on the bed, trying not to let

My heart hurts.

‘Fight it.’

Bastet?

‘Never doubt yourself.’1

what I said to

you are almost there…. You are your father’s daughter, you are the one that the

did to him?

voices are echoing in my mind, the things I said, the

never meant to be a

me a Lycan was

I am dangerous.

me down during a game of hide and

first time… and far from the

I was given wasn’t

to control my Lycan, but how do you

is that

A killer?

Malevolent

I’ll hurt her next…

head continues to pound as I

I can smell blood.

I can see blood.

leg on something. Turning, I push Malevolent, who

is

“Stay away!”

one behind

hear them coming, trying to use all my

I’ve done can never

no intention

and I stare at

as my full attention turns

Kill him.

“GET OUT!” I scream.

at the towel in my hand before he motions for

myself to look at Royce again,

Why?

done anything for him… just used

looking at?” I

most beautiful woman

He responds.

a woman,