A.N: The chapter may contain some triggering content – Skyla hits a very low point.

SKYLA.

My eyes snap open and they’re blazing purple, an arm is draped over my waist, and I turn to see Kataleyà next to me, her eyes open as she looks at me with concern.

“Hey, afternoon, Sky.” She whispers.

I can smell Royce’s scent lingering in this room. I look down at the shirt I’m wearing. I don’t know how, but I know he put this on

What the hell happened?

My body feels as if it’s been hit by a damn rhinoceros.

The events of what happened suddenly rush back to my mind and my stomach twists as the influx of memories and emotions make it hard to breathe.

I tried to kill Dad…

I hurt Royce.

Again.

I tried to kill him…

That’s all I ever do, cause him pain…

I hurt him, mentally and physically.

He’s too fucking good for me.

“Skyla?”

I turn my back on her. The overwhelming guilt of what happened is suffocating me.

It’s better if I’m dead. This time they were able to stop me… but what if next time they can’t?

Why aren’t they locking me up?

Why are they allowing me to fucking do this shit?!

When will they realise I am a monster? When someone is dead? 1

“Sky, come on, let’s go to your room, “

Kataleya says, I turn and look at her, she’s standing there, a smile on her face, her long hair in a messy plait over her shoulder as she holds her hand out to me. “Come on Sky, let’s go.”

‘Come on Kat, let’s go play! I got you!’ 1

For a moment, I’m hit with a wave of nostalgia. It feels like Déjà vu, only this time, the roles are reversed.

I was there for Kat when she began to close in on herself, not wanting to go out as she thought about the Little Boy Hook who had left. Who had gone through so much?

But the difference is even at her lowest point, she didn’t try to kill anyone… I did. 1

I take her hand distractedly, allowing her to lead me out of this room and down to my room.

The guilt inside of me is growing in my mind.

I remember screaming at Leo that I’ll kill him first…

Accusing Royce of raping me!

Fuck!

“Sky… Your heartbeat…” Kataleya’s soft voice is faint as I simply stare at the ground in front of me.

I don’t care if I fought it; it wasn’t enough, I still hurt them, I still hurt my baby.

Every single fucking time…

“Oh, hey! Morning!” Delsanra says, smiling from where she stands by my cushion.

I step into my room and suddenly feel a gentle wave of lightness overcome me.

Magic?

But it does nothing for the feeling of drowning that is overcoming me from within.

Azura is standing by the closet, carrying Phoenix but the way her and Delsanra are here…

They’re up to something!

Are they ransacking my room or some shit trying to find more poison or something?

My vials!

Ripping free from Kataleya’s gentle hold I cross the room and push past Azura, pulling open my drawers.

My heart thunders as I realise they’re gone.

They’re all gone…

Anger begins to boil inside of me, and the urge to rip everything to shreds overcomes

I can take Azura and Kataleya!

my eyes

That’ll hurt Azura!

flash as I raise my hands, ready to snatch her from Azura’s hold, the urge

thunders as

says, almost ready to step back, and it hits me what I

I’m…

I’m a monster.

lower one hand and

with the

I am an abomination.

so sorry

me with

with tears – and – although this time it

“Leave,” I command.

for you. I

GET THE

lips droop before she bursts

command rages off me, and

In a flash I’m in front of her, grabbing her by the

eyes blaze red, and she pushes me

feel Kat’s aura swirl around her. “Sky… calm down.” She warns me

then!” I

appear at the door, but I shake my

to be alone! I’m safer alone!” I snap, my heart skipping a

that out

Mama’s lips as she enters the room

this.” She whispers gently. The confidence in her eyes is

not playing, the thought makes my stomach churn and instead I

I might hurt

force. Dad catches her, but her

a little time.”

“It’s alright Sky-”

Just leave!” I scream. I might hurt him again, fuck what

I stand there, my heart pounding. Alessandra lets Malevolent in the room before the door shuts, and I know

They have cameras, right?

I scoff. How pathetic.

at the ground. If they know who I really am… what my thoughts

even pushed my own mother. Thought to tear her heart out. What a lovely daughter

Malevolent seems

fills me, but with it the

gasp, trying to come out of the depths of my

it’s still

sudden tears that fill my eyes as I rock myself on the

My heart hurts.

‘Fight it.’

Bastet?

‘Never doubt yourself.’1

I

there…. You are your father’s daughter, you are

I said and did to

I said, the things I’ve

was never meant to

me a Lycan was

I am dangerous.

Dante pinned me down during a game of hide and seek when I had

was the first time… and far

I was given wasn’t

had to learn how to control my Lycan, but how do you control something that

that

A killer?

gasp, quickly putting Malevolent down

I’ll hurt her next…

pound as I back up

I can smell blood.

I can see blood.

hit my leg on something. Turning,

heart is

“Stay away!”

one behind the

hear them coming, trying to use all my

done can

blindly and some clothes, but I have no intention of having

and I

as my full attention turns to my

Kill him.

“GET OUT!” I scream.

the towel in my hand before he motions for Royce

to look at Royce

Why?

for

are you looking at?”

beautiful woman

He responds.

a woman, but a

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