A.N: The chapter may contain some triggering content – Skyla hits a very low point.

SKYLA.

My eyes snap open and they’re blazing purple, an arm is draped over my waist, and I turn to see Kataleyà next to me, her eyes open as she looks at me with concern.

“Hey, afternoon, Sky.” She whispers.

I can smell Royce’s scent lingering in this room. I look down at the shirt I’m wearing. I don’t know how, but I know he put this on

What the hell happened?

My body feels as if it’s been hit by a damn rhinoceros.

The events of what happened suddenly rush back to my mind and my stomach twists as the influx of memories and emotions make it hard to breathe.

I tried to kill Dad…

I hurt Royce.

Again.

I tried to kill him…

That’s all I ever do, cause him pain…

I hurt him, mentally and physically.

He’s too fucking good for me.

“Skyla?”

I turn my back on her. The overwhelming guilt of what happened is suffocating me.

It’s better if I’m dead. This time they were able to stop me… but what if next time they can’t?

Why aren’t they locking me up?

Why are they allowing me to fucking do this shit?!

When will they realise I am a monster? When someone is dead? 1

“Sky, come on, let’s go to your room, “

Kataleya says, I turn and look at her, she’s standing there, a smile on her face, her long hair in a messy plait over her shoulder as she holds her hand out to me. “Come on Sky, let’s go.”

‘Come on Kat, let’s go play! I got you!’ 1

For a moment, I’m hit with a wave of nostalgia. It feels like Déjà vu, only this time, the roles are reversed.

I was there for Kat when she began to close in on herself, not wanting to go out as she thought about the Little Boy Hook who had left. Who had gone through so much?

But the difference is even at her lowest point, she didn’t try to kill anyone… I did. 1

I take her hand distractedly, allowing her to lead me out of this room and down to my room.

The guilt inside of me is growing in my mind.

I remember screaming at Leo that I’ll kill him first…

Accusing Royce of raping me!

Fuck!

“Sky… Your heartbeat…” Kataleya’s soft voice is faint as I simply stare at the ground in front of me.

I don’t care if I fought it; it wasn’t enough, I still hurt them, I still hurt my baby.

Every single fucking time…

“Oh, hey! Morning!” Delsanra says, smiling from where she stands by my cushion.

I step into my room and suddenly feel a gentle wave of lightness overcome me.

Magic?

But it does nothing for the feeling of drowning that is overcoming me from within.

Azura is standing by the closet, carrying Phoenix but the way her and Delsanra are here…

They’re up to something!

Are they ransacking my room or some shit trying to find more poison or something?

My vials!

Ripping free from Kataleya’s gentle hold I cross the room and push past Azura, pulling open my drawers.

My heart thunders as I realise they’re gone.

They’re all gone…

Anger begins to boil inside of me, and the urge to rip everything to shreds overcomes

I can take Azura and Kataleya!

spin around, my eyes falling on

That’ll hurt Azura!

hands, ready to snatch

thunders

says, almost ready to step back, and it hits me

I’m…

I’m a monster.

one hand and slowly

cheek with

I am an abomination.

so sorry

with those

my own blur with tears – and – although this time it was easier to stop myself the

“Leave,” I command.

little Chibi demon is rooting for you. I was telling Delsanra earlier that I want to dress her up as a little kitten or a voodoo doll on

GET THE

Phoenix’s lips droop before she

command rages off me, and I glare

In a flash I’m in front of

blaze red, and she pushes me

aura swirl around her. “Sky… calm down.” She warns

then!”

Dad appear at the door, but I shake my

fuck alone! I want to be alone! I’m safer alone!” I snap,

I say that

a smile crosses Mama’s lips as she enters the room and cups

She whispers gently. The confidence in her eyes

me wants to rip her heart out to show them I’m not playing, the thought makes my stomach churn and

I might hurt

know I hurt her because I used force. Dad catches her, but her face hides the pain I’m sure that push must have

little time.” She says

“It’s alright Sky-”

it! Just leave!” I scream. I might hurt him

door and I stand there, my heart pounding. Alessandra lets Malevolent

They have cameras, right?

I scoff. How pathetic.

the ground. If they know who I really

even pushed my own mother. Thought to tear her

even Malevolent seems

me carefully, nudging her head against my leg. Warmth fills me, but with it the self-doubt and

come out of the depths of my mind. I’m going down

even as I try, it’s still dark, it’s

arms and hug her tightly, unable to stop the sudden tears that fill my eyes as I rock myself on

My heart hurts.

‘Fight it.’

Bastet?

‘Never doubt yourself.’1

what I said

you are almost there…. You are your father’s daughter, you are the one that

I said and did to him? I don’t deserve

my mind, the things I

meant to be

me a

I am dangerous.

game of

time… and far from

was

Lycan, but how

that the real

A killer?

gasp, quickly putting Malevolent down and backing

I’ll hurt her next…

continues to pound as I back up towards

I can smell blood.

I can see blood.

and I hit my leg on something. Turning, I push Malevolent,

is

“Stay away!”

one behind the

coming, trying to

can

blindly and some clothes, but I have no intention of having a

opens and I stare at Leo and

is surfacing as my full attention turns

Kill him.

“GET OUT!” I scream.

hand before

Royce again, the concern in

Why?

never done anything for

are you looking

most beautiful woman in

He responds.

she’s not a woman,

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