The Temptation of Sin And The Lycan Princess

A.N: The chapter may contain some triggering content – Skyla hits a very low point.

SKYLA.

My eyes snap open and they’re blazing purple, an arm is draped over my waist, and I turn to see Kataleyà next to me, her eyes open as she looks at me with concern.

“Hey, afternoon, Sky.” She whispers.

I can smell Royce’s scent lingering in this room. I look down at the shirt I’m wearing. I don’t know how, but I know he put this on

What the hell happened?

My body feels as if it’s been hit by a damn rhinoceros.

The events of what happened suddenly rush back to my mind and my stomach twists as the influx of memories and emotions make it hard to breathe.

I tried to kill Dad…

I hurt Royce.

Again.

I tried to kill him…

That’s all I ever do, cause him pain…

I hurt him, mentally and physically.

He’s too fucking good for me.

“Skyla?”

I turn my back on her. The overwhelming guilt of what happened is suffocating me.

It’s better if I’m dead. This time they were able to stop me… but what if next time they can’t?

Why aren’t they locking me up?

Why are they allowing me to fucking do this shit?!

When will they realise I am a monster? When someone is dead? 1

“Sky, come on, let’s go to your room, “

Kataleya says, I turn and look at her, she’s standing there, a smile on her face, her long hair in a messy plait over her shoulder as she holds her hand out to me. “Come on Sky, let’s go.”

‘Come on Kat, let’s go play! I got you!’ 1

For a moment, I’m hit with a wave of nostalgia. It feels like Déjà vu, only this time, the roles are reversed.

I was there for Kat when she began to close in on herself, not wanting to go out as she thought about the Little Boy Hook who had left. Who had gone through so much?

But the difference is even at her lowest point, she didn’t try to kill anyone… I did. 1

I take her hand distractedly, allowing her to lead me out of this room and down to my room.

The guilt inside of me is growing in my mind.

I remember screaming at Leo that I’ll kill him first…

Accusing Royce of raping me!

Fuck!

“Sky… Your heartbeat…” Kataleya’s soft voice is faint as I simply stare at the ground in front of me.

I don’t care if I fought it; it wasn’t enough, I still hurt them, I still hurt my baby.

Every single fucking time…

“Oh, hey! Morning!” Delsanra says, smiling from where she stands by my cushion.

I step into my room and suddenly feel a gentle wave of lightness overcome me.

Magic?

But it does nothing for the feeling of drowning that is overcoming me from within.

Azura is standing by the closet, carrying Phoenix but the way her and Delsanra are here…

They’re up to something!

Are they ransacking my room or some shit trying to find more poison or something?

My vials!

Ripping free from Kataleya’s gentle hold I cross the room and push past Azura, pulling open my drawers.

My heart thunders as I realise they’re gone.

They’re all gone…

Anger begins to boil inside of me, and the urge to rip everything to shreds overcomes

I can take Azura and Kataleya!

my eyes falling on

That’ll hurt Azura!

ready to snatch her from Azura’s hold,

heart thunders as Azura

back, and it hits me what

I’m…

I’m a monster.

lower one hand

cheek with the

I am an abomination.

so sorry little

with those wide

this time it

“Leave,” I command.

we’re here for you,” Azura says firmly. “Look, even this little Chibi demon is rooting for you. I was telling Delsanra earlier

GET THE

droop before she

rages off me, and

I’m in front of her,

she pushes me back with a blast of

her. “Sky…

then!”

at the door, but I shake my

to be alone! I’m safer

that out

smile crosses Mama’s lips as

gently. The confidence in her eyes is

show them I’m not playing, the

that I might hurt

her, but her face

give you a little time.” She says

“It’s alright Sky-”

I scream. I might hurt him

heart pounding. Alessandra lets Malevolent in the room

They have cameras, right?

I scoff. How pathetic.

If they know who

mother. Thought to tear her heart out. What a lovely

alone, even Malevolent seems

fills me, but with it the self-doubt and hatred that I once used to feel

of my

it’s still dark,

Reaching down I lift her into my arms and hug her tightly, unable to stop the sudden tears that fill my eyes as I rock myself on the bed, trying

My heart hurts.

‘Fight it.’

Bastet?

‘Never doubt yourself.’1

I said

almost there…. You are your father’s daughter, you are the one that the

I said and did to him? I don’t deserve

in my mind, the things I said, the things I’ve done. The crimes

never meant to

me a Lycan was

I am dangerous.

pinned me down during a game of hide and seek when I had newly shifted… I almost ripped another kid’s throat

first time… and far

training I was given

learn how to control my Lycan, but how

is that

A killer?

putting Malevolent down

I’ll hurt her next…

as I back

I can smell blood.

I can see blood.

me and I hit my leg on something. Turning, I push Malevolent, who is trying to

is

“Stay away!”

the one

can hear them coming, trying to

can never be

and some clothes, but I have no intention of having a shower. I just. want

opens and I stare at

me is surfacing as my full attention turns

Kill him.

“GET OUT!” I scream.

the towel in my hand before he motions for Royce to move

force myself to look at Royce again,

Why?

never done anything for him…

looking

beautiful woman in the

He responds.

she’s not a