The Temptation of Sin And The Lycan Princess

A.N: The chapter may contain some triggering content – Skyla hits a very low point.

SKYLA.

My eyes snap open and they’re blazing purple, an arm is draped over my waist, and I turn to see Kataleyà next to me, her eyes open as she looks at me with concern.

“Hey, afternoon, Sky.” She whispers.

I can smell Royce’s scent lingering in this room. I look down at the shirt I’m wearing. I don’t know how, but I know he put this on

What the hell happened?

My body feels as if it’s been hit by a damn rhinoceros.

The events of what happened suddenly rush back to my mind and my stomach twists as the influx of memories and emotions make it hard to breathe.

I tried to kill Dad…

I hurt Royce.

Again.

I tried to kill him…

That’s all I ever do, cause him pain…

I hurt him, mentally and physically.

He’s too fucking good for me.

“Skyla?”

I turn my back on her. The overwhelming guilt of what happened is suffocating me.

It’s better if I’m dead. This time they were able to stop me… but what if next time they can’t?

Why aren’t they locking me up?

Why are they allowing me to fucking do this shit?!

When will they realise I am a monster? When someone is dead? 1

“Sky, come on, let’s go to your room, “

Kataleya says, I turn and look at her, she’s standing there, a smile on her face, her long hair in a messy plait over her shoulder as she holds her hand out to me. “Come on Sky, let’s go.”

‘Come on Kat, let’s go play! I got you!’ 1

For a moment, I’m hit with a wave of nostalgia. It feels like Déjà vu, only this time, the roles are reversed.

I was there for Kat when she began to close in on herself, not wanting to go out as she thought about the Little Boy Hook who had left. Who had gone through so much?

But the difference is even at her lowest point, she didn’t try to kill anyone… I did. 1

I take her hand distractedly, allowing her to lead me out of this room and down to my room.

The guilt inside of me is growing in my mind.

I remember screaming at Leo that I’ll kill him first…

Accusing Royce of raping me!

Fuck!

“Sky… Your heartbeat…” Kataleya’s soft voice is faint as I simply stare at the ground in front of me.

I don’t care if I fought it; it wasn’t enough, I still hurt them, I still hurt my baby.

Every single fucking time…

“Oh, hey! Morning!” Delsanra says, smiling from where she stands by my cushion.

I step into my room and suddenly feel a gentle wave of lightness overcome me.

Magic?

But it does nothing for the feeling of drowning that is overcoming me from within.

Azura is standing by the closet, carrying Phoenix but the way her and Delsanra are here…

They’re up to something!

Are they ransacking my room or some shit trying to find more poison or something?

My vials!

Ripping free from Kataleya’s gentle hold I cross the room and push past Azura, pulling open my drawers.

My heart thunders as I realise they’re gone.

They’re all gone…

Anger begins to boil inside of me, and the urge to rip everything to shreds overcomes

I can take Azura and Kataleya!

spin around, my eyes

That’ll hurt Azura!

hands, ready to snatch her from Azura’s hold, the

heart thunders as

step back, and it hits me what I

I’m…

I’m a monster.

lower one hand and slowly

with the

I am an abomination.

sorry little gremlin…

me with those wide

– although this time it was easier to stop

“Leave,” I command.

demon is rooting for you. I was telling Delsanra earlier that I want to dress her up as a little kitten or a voodoo doll

SAID GET THE FUCK OUT!” I

before she

off me, and I glare

In a flash I’m in front

red, and she pushes me back with a blast of

her. “Sky… calm down.” She

then!”

and Dad appear at the door, but

me the fuck alone! I want to be alone! I’m

I say that

smile crosses Mama’s lips as she enters the room and cups my

eyes is messed up. I don’t fucking deserve this

wants to rip her heart out to show them I’m not playing,

I might hurt

hurt her because I used force. Dad catches her, but her face hides the pain I’m sure

a little time.”

“It’s alright Sky-”

I scream. I might hurt him again, fuck what if I hurt

walk to the door and I stand there, my heart pounding. Alessandra lets Malevolent in the

They have cameras, right?

I scoff. How pathetic.

ground. If they know who

own mother. Thought to tear her heart out.

Malevolent seems

nudging her head against my leg. Warmth fills me, but with it the self-doubt and

of my mind.

it’s still dark, it’s still painful… even out

tightly, unable to stop the sudden tears that fill my eyes as I rock myself on the bed, trying not to let a sound escape me as tears spill down my

My heart hurts.

‘Fight it.’

Bastet?

‘Never doubt yourself.’1

I said to

you are almost there…. You are your father’s daughter, you

I said and did to him?

echoing in my mind, the things I

was never meant to be

me a

I am dangerous.

the time I lost control and Dante pinned me down during a game of hide and seek when I had newly shifted… I almost ripped another kid’s throat

first time…

I was

to control my Lycan, but how do you control something that

is that

A killer?

gasp, quickly putting Malevolent down and

I’ll hurt her next…

head continues to pound as I back up

I can smell blood.

I can see blood.

me and I hit my leg on something. Turning, I push Malevolent,

heart is

“Stay away!”

the one behind

to use all

can

and some clothes, but I have no intention of having a shower. I just. want

I stare at Leo

hatred within me is surfacing as my full

Kill him.

“GET OUT!” I scream.

my hand before he

myself to look at Royce again, the concern

Why?

done anything for him…

looking at?” I ask

beautiful woman in the

He responds.

not a