The Temptation of Sin And The Lycan Princess

A.N: The chapter may contain some triggering content – Skyla hits a very low point.

SKYLA.

My eyes snap open and they’re blazing purple, an arm is draped over my waist, and I turn to see Kataleyà next to me, her eyes open as she looks at me with concern.

“Hey, afternoon, Sky.” She whispers.

I can smell Royce’s scent lingering in this room. I look down at the shirt I’m wearing. I don’t know how, but I know he put this on

What the hell happened?

My body feels as if it’s been hit by a damn rhinoceros.

The events of what happened suddenly rush back to my mind and my stomach twists as the influx of memories and emotions make it hard to breathe.

I tried to kill Dad…

I hurt Royce.

Again.

I tried to kill him…

That’s all I ever do, cause him pain…

I hurt him, mentally and physically.

He’s too fucking good for me.

“Skyla?”

I turn my back on her. The overwhelming guilt of what happened is suffocating me.

It’s better if I’m dead. This time they were able to stop me… but what if next time they can’t?

Why aren’t they locking me up?

Why are they allowing me to fucking do this shit?!

When will they realise I am a monster? When someone is dead? 1

“Sky, come on, let’s go to your room, “

Kataleya says, I turn and look at her, she’s standing there, a smile on her face, her long hair in a messy plait over her shoulder as she holds her hand out to me. “Come on Sky, let’s go.”

‘Come on Kat, let’s go play! I got you!’ 1

For a moment, I’m hit with a wave of nostalgia. It feels like Déjà vu, only this time, the roles are reversed.

I was there for Kat when she began to close in on herself, not wanting to go out as she thought about the Little Boy Hook who had left. Who had gone through so much?

But the difference is even at her lowest point, she didn’t try to kill anyone… I did. 1

I take her hand distractedly, allowing her to lead me out of this room and down to my room.

The guilt inside of me is growing in my mind.

I remember screaming at Leo that I’ll kill him first…

Accusing Royce of raping me!

Fuck!

“Sky… Your heartbeat…” Kataleya’s soft voice is faint as I simply stare at the ground in front of me.

I don’t care if I fought it; it wasn’t enough, I still hurt them, I still hurt my baby.

Every single fucking time…

“Oh, hey! Morning!” Delsanra says, smiling from where she stands by my cushion.

I step into my room and suddenly feel a gentle wave of lightness overcome me.

Magic?

But it does nothing for the feeling of drowning that is overcoming me from within.

Azura is standing by the closet, carrying Phoenix but the way her and Delsanra are here…

They’re up to something!

Are they ransacking my room or some shit trying to find more poison or something?

My vials!

Ripping free from Kataleya’s gentle hold I cross the room and push past Azura, pulling open my drawers.

My heart thunders as I realise they’re gone.

They’re all gone…

Anger begins to boil inside of me, and the urge to rip everything to shreds overcomes

I can take Azura and Kataleya!

around, my eyes falling

That’ll hurt Azura!

as I raise my hands, ready to snatch her from Azura’s hold, the

heart thunders

says, almost ready to step back, and it hits me what I

I’m…

I’m a monster.

lower one hand

with the

I am an abomination.

sorry little gremlin…

with those wide blue

time it was easier to stop myself the vile thought had crossed my

“Leave,” I command.

for you. I was telling Delsanra earlier that I want to dress her up as a little kitten or a voodoo doll on Halloween. What do

GET THE FUCK OUT!” I

Phoenix’s lips droop before she bursts into

me, and I glare at

spit. In a flash I’m in

pushes me back with a

feel Kat’s aura swirl around her. “Sky…

then!” I

at the door, but

to be alone!

say that

of a smile crosses Mama’s lips as she enters the room and cups

gently. The confidence in her eyes is messed up. I don’t fucking deserve this confidence

out to show them I’m not playing, the thought makes my stomach churn and instead I settle

that I might hurt

her, but her face hides the pain I’m sure that push must

a little time.” She

“It’s alright Sky-”

I scream. I might hurt him again, fuck what if

stand there, my heart pounding. Alessandra lets Malevolent in the room before the door

They have cameras, right?

I scoff. How pathetic.

they know who I really am… what my thoughts are,

tear her heart out.

even Malevolent

nudging her head against my leg. Warmth fills me, but with it

out of the depths of my mind. I’m going

even as I try, it’s still dark, it’s

that fill my eyes as I rock myself on the bed, trying not to let a sound escape me as tears spill down my

My heart hurts.

‘Fight it.’

Bastet?

‘Never doubt yourself.’1

I said

almost there…. You are your father’s daughter, you are the

did

things I said, the things

was never meant to

a Lycan

I am dangerous.

game of hide and seek when I

first time… and far from

I was given wasn’t

had to learn how to control my Lycan, but how do you control something that just wants to

is that the real

A killer?

gasp, quickly putting Malevolent down and

I’ll hurt her next…

pound as I back up towards

I can smell blood.

I can see blood.

last night flash before my eyes, blinding me and I hit my leg on something. Turning, I push Malevolent, who is trying to get close to

heart is

“Stay away!”

he’s the one behind

can hear them coming, trying to use all my willpower to

I’ve done can never be

clothes, but I have no intention

door opens and I stare at

is surfacing as my full attention turns to my

Kill him.

“GET OUT!” I scream.

glances at the towel in my hand before he motions for Royce

look at Royce

Why?

never done anything for him… just

you looking at?”

most beautiful woman in

He responds.

a woman, but a