The Temptation of Sin And The Lycan Princess

A.N: The chapter may contain some triggering content – Skyla hits a very low point.

SKYLA.

My eyes snap open and they’re blazing purple, an arm is draped over my waist, and I turn to see Kataleyà next to me, her eyes open as she looks at me with concern.

“Hey, afternoon, Sky.” She whispers.

I can smell Royce’s scent lingering in this room. I look down at the shirt I’m wearing. I don’t know how, but I know he put this on

What the hell happened?

My body feels as if it’s been hit by a damn rhinoceros.

The events of what happened suddenly rush back to my mind and my stomach twists as the influx of memories and emotions make it hard to breathe.

I tried to kill Dad…

I hurt Royce.

Again.

I tried to kill him…

That’s all I ever do, cause him pain…

I hurt him, mentally and physically.

He’s too fucking good for me.

“Skyla?”

I turn my back on her. The overwhelming guilt of what happened is suffocating me.

It’s better if I’m dead. This time they were able to stop me… but what if next time they can’t?

Why aren’t they locking me up?

Why are they allowing me to fucking do this shit?!

When will they realise I am a monster? When someone is dead? 1

“Sky, come on, let’s go to your room, “

Kataleya says, I turn and look at her, she’s standing there, a smile on her face, her long hair in a messy plait over her shoulder as she holds her hand out to me. “Come on Sky, let’s go.”

‘Come on Kat, let’s go play! I got you!’ 1

For a moment, I’m hit with a wave of nostalgia. It feels like Déjà vu, only this time, the roles are reversed.

I was there for Kat when she began to close in on herself, not wanting to go out as she thought about the Little Boy Hook who had left. Who had gone through so much?

But the difference is even at her lowest point, she didn’t try to kill anyone… I did. 1

I take her hand distractedly, allowing her to lead me out of this room and down to my room.

The guilt inside of me is growing in my mind.

I remember screaming at Leo that I’ll kill him first…

Accusing Royce of raping me!

Fuck!

“Sky… Your heartbeat…” Kataleya’s soft voice is faint as I simply stare at the ground in front of me.

I don’t care if I fought it; it wasn’t enough, I still hurt them, I still hurt my baby.

Every single fucking time…

“Oh, hey! Morning!” Delsanra says, smiling from where she stands by my cushion.

I step into my room and suddenly feel a gentle wave of lightness overcome me.

Magic?

But it does nothing for the feeling of drowning that is overcoming me from within.

Azura is standing by the closet, carrying Phoenix but the way her and Delsanra are here…

They’re up to something!

Are they ransacking my room or some shit trying to find more poison or something?

My vials!

Ripping free from Kataleya’s gentle hold I cross the room and push past Azura, pulling open my drawers.

My heart thunders as I realise they’re gone.

They’re all gone…

Anger begins to boil inside of me, and the urge to rip everything to shreds overcomes

I can take Azura and Kataleya!

my

That’ll hurt Azura!

hands, ready to snatch her from Azura’s hold,

heart thunders

she says, almost ready to step back, and it hits me what I was

I’m…

I’m a monster.

lower one hand and

with

I am an abomination.

so sorry little

at me with

blur with tears – and – although this time it was easier to stop myself the vile thought had crossed

“Leave,” I command.

you,” Azura says firmly. “Look, even this little Chibi demon is rooting for you. I was telling Delsanra earlier that I

SAID GET THE FUCK

lips droop before

off me, and

In a flash I’m in front of

red, and she pushes

“Sky… calm down.” She warns me softly.

then!”

the

be alone! I’m safer alone!” I snap, my heart skipping a

I say that

a smile crosses Mama’s lips as she

fighting this.” She whispers gently. The confidence in her eyes is

part of me wants to rip her heart out to show them I’m not playing, the thought makes my stomach churn and instead I settle for shoving

I might

I hurt her because I used force. Dad catches her, but her face hides the pain I’m sure

a little

“It’s alright Sky-”

might hurt him again,

door and I stand there, my heart pounding. Alessandra lets Malevolent

They have cameras, right?

I scoff. How pathetic.

drop onto the bed, staring at the ground. If they know who I really am… what my thoughts are,

pushed my own mother. Thought to tear her heart out.

even Malevolent

her head against my leg. Warmth fills me, but with it the self-doubt and hatred that I once

depths of my mind. I’m going

as I try, it’s still dark,

I whisper. Reaching down I lift her into my arms and hug her tightly, unable to stop the sudden tears that fill my eyes as I rock myself on

My heart hurts.

‘Fight it.’

Bastet?

‘Never doubt yourself.’1

what I said

you are almost there…. You are your

I said and did

I said,

meant to

me a Lycan

I am dangerous.

control and Dante pinned me down during a game of hide and seek

time… and far from the

training I was given

to learn how to control my Lycan, but how do you

that the real

A killer?

Malevolent down

I’ll hurt her next…

head continues to pound as I back up

I can smell blood.

I can see blood.

and I hit my leg on something. Turning, I push Malevolent, who is trying

heart is breaking for

“Stay away!”

one behind

to

can never

grab a towel blindly and some clothes, but I have no intention of having a shower. I just. want

and I stare at Leo

within me is surfacing as my full

Kill him.

“GET OUT!” I scream.

the towel in my hand before he motions for Royce to move

myself to look at Royce again, the concern in his

Why?

never done anything for him… just

you looking at?”

most beautiful woman in the

He responds.

she’s not a woman, but a