The Temptation of Sin And The Lycan Princess

A.N: The chapter may contain some triggering content – Skyla hits a very low point.

SKYLA.

My eyes snap open and they’re blazing purple, an arm is draped over my waist, and I turn to see Kataleyà next to me, her eyes open as she looks at me with concern.

“Hey, afternoon, Sky.” She whispers.

I can smell Royce’s scent lingering in this room. I look down at the shirt I’m wearing. I don’t know how, but I know he put this on

What the hell happened?

My body feels as if it’s been hit by a damn rhinoceros.

The events of what happened suddenly rush back to my mind and my stomach twists as the influx of memories and emotions make it hard to breathe.

I tried to kill Dad…

I hurt Royce.

Again.

I tried to kill him…

That’s all I ever do, cause him pain…

I hurt him, mentally and physically.

He’s too fucking good for me.

“Skyla?”

I turn my back on her. The overwhelming guilt of what happened is suffocating me.

It’s better if I’m dead. This time they were able to stop me… but what if next time they can’t?

Why aren’t they locking me up?

Why are they allowing me to fucking do this shit?!

When will they realise I am a monster? When someone is dead? 1

“Sky, come on, let’s go to your room, “

Kataleya says, I turn and look at her, she’s standing there, a smile on her face, her long hair in a messy plait over her shoulder as she holds her hand out to me. “Come on Sky, let’s go.”

‘Come on Kat, let’s go play! I got you!’ 1

For a moment, I’m hit with a wave of nostalgia. It feels like Déjà vu, only this time, the roles are reversed.

I was there for Kat when she began to close in on herself, not wanting to go out as she thought about the Little Boy Hook who had left. Who had gone through so much?

But the difference is even at her lowest point, she didn’t try to kill anyone… I did. 1

I take her hand distractedly, allowing her to lead me out of this room and down to my room.

The guilt inside of me is growing in my mind.

I remember screaming at Leo that I’ll kill him first…

Accusing Royce of raping me!

Fuck!

“Sky… Your heartbeat…” Kataleya’s soft voice is faint as I simply stare at the ground in front of me.

I don’t care if I fought it; it wasn’t enough, I still hurt them, I still hurt my baby.

Every single fucking time…

“Oh, hey! Morning!” Delsanra says, smiling from where she stands by my cushion.

I step into my room and suddenly feel a gentle wave of lightness overcome me.

Magic?

But it does nothing for the feeling of drowning that is overcoming me from within.

Azura is standing by the closet, carrying Phoenix but the way her and Delsanra are here…

They’re up to something!

Are they ransacking my room or some shit trying to find more poison or something?

My vials!

Ripping free from Kataleya’s gentle hold I cross the room and push past Azura, pulling open my drawers.

My heart thunders as I realise they’re gone.

They’re all gone…

Anger begins to boil inside of me, and the urge to rip everything to shreds overcomes

I can take Azura and Kataleya!

around, my

That’ll hurt Azura!

hands, ready to snatch

thunders as

back, and it hits me what I

I’m…

I’m a monster.

hand and slowly

with the

I am an abomination.

so sorry

me with

and – although this time it

“Leave,” I command.

you,” Azura says firmly. “Look, even this little Chibi demon is rooting for you. I was telling Delsanra earlier that I want to dress

GET THE FUCK OUT!”

droop before

off me,

in front of her, grabbing her by

blaze red, and she pushes me back with a blast of

“Sky… calm down.” She

then!” I

Dad appear at the door, but I shake

want to be alone! I’m safer

say that

as she enters

in her eyes is messed up. I don’t fucking deserve

her heart out to show them I’m not playing, the thought makes my stomach churn and instead I settle for shoving her

I might

I used force. Dad catches her, but her face hides the

a little time.”

“It’s alright Sky-”

Just leave!” I scream. I might hurt him again, fuck what if I

stand there, my heart pounding. Alessandra lets Malevolent

They have cameras, right?

I scoff. How pathetic.

If they know who I really am… what my thoughts are,

pushed my own mother. Thought to tear her heart out. What a lovely daughter

Malevolent seems

fills me, but with it the self-doubt

of the depths of my mind. I’m

even as I try, it’s still dark, it’s still painful…

and hug her tightly, unable to stop the sudden tears that fill my eyes as I rock myself on the bed, trying

My heart hurts.

‘Fight it.’

Bastet?

‘Never doubt yourself.’1

what I

almost there…. You are your father’s daughter, you are the one

what I said and did to him? I don’t

the things I said, the things I’ve

was never meant to be

a Lycan was

I am dangerous.

me down during a game of hide and

was the first time… and far

training I was

learn how to control my Lycan, but how do you control something that just

that

A killer?

Malevolent down and backing

I’ll hurt her next…

as I back

I can smell blood.

I can see blood.

blinding me and I hit my leg on something. Turning, I push

heart is

“Stay away!”

one behind

coming, trying to use

I’ve done can never be

grab a towel blindly and some clothes, but I have no intention of having a shower. I just. want to

and I stare at Leo and

hatred within me is surfacing as my full attention turns

Kill him.

“GET OUT!” I scream.

in my hand before he motions

look at Royce again, the concern in

Why?

never done anything for him… just used

you looking

beautiful woman in the

He responds.

she’s not a woman,