The Temptation of Sin And The Lycan Princess

A.N: The chapter may contain some triggering content – Skyla hits a very low point.

SKYLA.

My eyes snap open and they’re blazing purple, an arm is draped over my waist, and I turn to see Kataleyà next to me, her eyes open as she looks at me with concern.

“Hey, afternoon, Sky.” She whispers.

I can smell Royce’s scent lingering in this room. I look down at the shirt I’m wearing. I don’t know how, but I know he put this on

What the hell happened?

My body feels as if it’s been hit by a damn rhinoceros.

The events of what happened suddenly rush back to my mind and my stomach twists as the influx of memories and emotions make it hard to breathe.

I tried to kill Dad…

I hurt Royce.

Again.

I tried to kill him…

That’s all I ever do, cause him pain…

I hurt him, mentally and physically.

He’s too fucking good for me.

“Skyla?”

I turn my back on her. The overwhelming guilt of what happened is suffocating me.

It’s better if I’m dead. This time they were able to stop me… but what if next time they can’t?

Why aren’t they locking me up?

Why are they allowing me to fucking do this shit?!

When will they realise I am a monster? When someone is dead? 1

“Sky, come on, let’s go to your room, “

Kataleya says, I turn and look at her, she’s standing there, a smile on her face, her long hair in a messy plait over her shoulder as she holds her hand out to me. “Come on Sky, let’s go.”

‘Come on Kat, let’s go play! I got you!’ 1

For a moment, I’m hit with a wave of nostalgia. It feels like Déjà vu, only this time, the roles are reversed.

I was there for Kat when she began to close in on herself, not wanting to go out as she thought about the Little Boy Hook who had left. Who had gone through so much?

But the difference is even at her lowest point, she didn’t try to kill anyone… I did. 1

I take her hand distractedly, allowing her to lead me out of this room and down to my room.

The guilt inside of me is growing in my mind.

I remember screaming at Leo that I’ll kill him first…

Accusing Royce of raping me!

Fuck!

“Sky… Your heartbeat…” Kataleya’s soft voice is faint as I simply stare at the ground in front of me.

I don’t care if I fought it; it wasn’t enough, I still hurt them, I still hurt my baby.

Every single fucking time…

“Oh, hey! Morning!” Delsanra says, smiling from where she stands by my cushion.

I step into my room and suddenly feel a gentle wave of lightness overcome me.

Magic?

But it does nothing for the feeling of drowning that is overcoming me from within.

Azura is standing by the closet, carrying Phoenix but the way her and Delsanra are here…

They’re up to something!

Are they ransacking my room or some shit trying to find more poison or something?

My vials!

Ripping free from Kataleya’s gentle hold I cross the room and push past Azura, pulling open my drawers.

My heart thunders as I realise they’re gone.

They’re all gone…

Anger begins to boil inside of me, and the urge to rip everything to shreds overcomes

I can take Azura and Kataleya!

my eyes falling on

That’ll hurt Azura!

I raise my hands, ready to snatch her from Azura’s hold,

thunders as Azura

and it hits me what I was about

I’m…

I’m a monster.

hand

cheek with

I am an abomination.

so sorry little

at me with those wide

with tears – and – although this time it was

“Leave,” I command.

aren’t yourself and we’re here for you,” Azura says firmly. “Look, even this little Chibi demon is rooting for you. I was telling Delsanra earlier that I want to dress her up as a little kitten or a voodoo doll on Halloween.

THE FUCK OUT!” I

droop before

off me, and

spit. In a flash I’m in front of her, grabbing her

red, and she pushes me back with a blast of

“Sky… calm down.” She warns

out then!” I

the door,

the fuck alone! I want to be alone! I’m safer alone!” I snap, my heart skipping

I say that out

a smile crosses Mama’s lips as she enters the room and cups my

She whispers gently. The confidence in her eyes is messed up. I don’t fucking deserve

heart out to show them I’m not playing, the thought makes

I

know I hurt her because I used force. Dad catches her, but her face hides the pain I’m sure that push must

you a little time.” She

“It’s alright Sky-”

I might hurt him

Malevolent in the room before the door shuts, and I know they’re

They have cameras, right?

I scoff. How pathetic.

the bed, staring at the ground. If they know who I really am… what my thoughts are,

even pushed my own mother. Thought to tear

Malevolent

against my leg. Warmth fills me, but with it the self-doubt and hatred that I once used to feel returns

out of the depths of my mind. I’m going down a dark train

it’s still dark, it’s still painful…

to stop the sudden tears that fill my eyes as I rock myself on the bed, trying not to let a sound escape me as tears

My heart hurts.

‘Fight it.’

Bastet?

‘Never doubt yourself.’1

what I said to

that… you are almost there…. You are your father’s daughter, you are the one that the King wants.

said and did to him? I

in my mind, the things I said, the things I’ve done. The crimes I’ve

meant to be

a Lycan

I am dangerous.

game of hide and

time… and

training I was given

my Lycan, but how do you control something that just

that the

A killer?

putting Malevolent

I’ll hurt her next…

to pound as I back up towards

I can smell blood.

I can see blood.

last night flash before my eyes, blinding me and I hit my leg on something. Turning, I

heart is

“Stay away!”

one behind

trying to

can never

a towel blindly and some clothes, but I have no intention of

and I

within me is surfacing as my full attention

Kill him.

“GET OUT!” I scream.

at the towel in my hand before he motions for Royce to move

myself to look at Royce again, the concern in his

Why?

anything for him… just

are you looking at?”

woman in the

He responds.

a woman, but