The Temptation of Sin And The Lycan Princess

A.N: The chapter may contain some triggering content – Skyla hits a very low point.

SKYLA.

My eyes snap open and they’re blazing purple, an arm is draped over my waist, and I turn to see Kataleyà next to me, her eyes open as she looks at me with concern.

“Hey, afternoon, Sky.” She whispers.

I can smell Royce’s scent lingering in this room. I look down at the shirt I’m wearing. I don’t know how, but I know he put this on

What the hell happened?

My body feels as if it’s been hit by a damn rhinoceros.

The events of what happened suddenly rush back to my mind and my stomach twists as the influx of memories and emotions make it hard to breathe.

I tried to kill Dad…

I hurt Royce.

Again.

I tried to kill him…

That’s all I ever do, cause him pain…

I hurt him, mentally and physically.

He’s too fucking good for me.

“Skyla?”

I turn my back on her. The overwhelming guilt of what happened is suffocating me.

It’s better if I’m dead. This time they were able to stop me… but what if next time they can’t?

Why aren’t they locking me up?

Why are they allowing me to fucking do this shit?!

When will they realise I am a monster? When someone is dead? 1

“Sky, come on, let’s go to your room, “

Kataleya says, I turn and look at her, she’s standing there, a smile on her face, her long hair in a messy plait over her shoulder as she holds her hand out to me. “Come on Sky, let’s go.”

‘Come on Kat, let’s go play! I got you!’ 1

For a moment, I’m hit with a wave of nostalgia. It feels like Déjà vu, only this time, the roles are reversed.

I was there for Kat when she began to close in on herself, not wanting to go out as she thought about the Little Boy Hook who had left. Who had gone through so much?

But the difference is even at her lowest point, she didn’t try to kill anyone… I did. 1

I take her hand distractedly, allowing her to lead me out of this room and down to my room.

The guilt inside of me is growing in my mind.

I remember screaming at Leo that I’ll kill him first…

Accusing Royce of raping me!

Fuck!

“Sky… Your heartbeat…” Kataleya’s soft voice is faint as I simply stare at the ground in front of me.

I don’t care if I fought it; it wasn’t enough, I still hurt them, I still hurt my baby.

Every single fucking time…

“Oh, hey! Morning!” Delsanra says, smiling from where she stands by my cushion.

I step into my room and suddenly feel a gentle wave of lightness overcome me.

Magic?

But it does nothing for the feeling of drowning that is overcoming me from within.

Azura is standing by the closet, carrying Phoenix but the way her and Delsanra are here…

They’re up to something!

Are they ransacking my room or some shit trying to find more poison or something?

My vials!

Ripping free from Kataleya’s gentle hold I cross the room and push past Azura, pulling open my drawers.

My heart thunders as I realise they’re gone.

They’re all gone…

Anger begins to boil inside of me, and the urge to rip everything to shreds overcomes

I can take Azura and Kataleya!

my eyes falling

That’ll hurt Azura!

raise my hands, ready to snatch her

heart thunders as

and it hits me what I was about to

I’m…

I’m a monster.

lower one hand and slowly

with

I am an abomination.

so sorry little

me with those wide

with tears – and – although this time it was easier to stop

“Leave,” I command.

you. I

GET THE

before she bursts

me, and I glare at

flash I’m in

pushes me back with a blast

aura swirl around her. “Sky… calm down.” She

out then!” I

at the door,

the fuck alone! I want to be alone! I’m safer alone!” I snap, my heart

I say that out loud?

crosses Mama’s lips as she enters

gently. The confidence in her eyes is messed up. I

of me wants to rip her heart out to show them I’m not playing, the thought makes

I might hurt

Dad catches her, but her face hides the pain I’m sure

a little

“It’s alright Sky-”

it! Just leave!” I scream. I might hurt him again, fuck

walk to the door and I stand there, my heart pounding. Alessandra lets Malevolent in the room before the door shuts, and I know they’re probably

They have cameras, right?

I scoff. How pathetic.

they know who I really am… what my thoughts

to tear her

alone, even Malevolent

head against my leg. Warmth fills me, but with it the self-doubt and hatred that I once

out of the depths of my mind. I’m going down a dark train of

still dark,

tears that fill my eyes as I rock myself on the bed, trying not to let

My heart hurts.

‘Fight it.’

Bastet?

‘Never doubt yourself.’1

I said

are almost there…. You are your father’s daughter, you are

said and did to him? I don’t deserve

the things I said, the

was never meant to be a

a Lycan

I am dangerous.

a game of hide and seek

the first time… and far from

training I was given wasn’t

had to learn how to control my Lycan, but how do you control something

is that the

A killer?

gasp, quickly putting Malevolent down

I’ll hurt her next…

head continues to pound as I back up towards

I can smell blood.

I can see blood.

my leg on something. Turning, I push Malevolent, who is trying to get close

heart is

“Stay away!”

the one behind

can hear them coming, trying to use all my willpower to calm

I’ve done can

blindly and some clothes, but I have no intention of having a shower.

door opens and I

hatred within me is surfacing as my full attention turns

Kill him.

“GET OUT!” I scream.

my hand before he motions

myself to look at Royce again, the concern in

Why?

for

looking at?” I ask

woman in the

He responds.

a woman, but