The Temptation of Sin And The Lycan Princess

A.N: The chapter may contain some triggering content – Skyla hits a very low point.

SKYLA.

My eyes snap open and they’re blazing purple, an arm is draped over my waist, and I turn to see Kataleyà next to me, her eyes open as she looks at me with concern.

“Hey, afternoon, Sky.” She whispers.

I can smell Royce’s scent lingering in this room. I look down at the shirt I’m wearing. I don’t know how, but I know he put this on

What the hell happened?

My body feels as if it’s been hit by a damn rhinoceros.

The events of what happened suddenly rush back to my mind and my stomach twists as the influx of memories and emotions make it hard to breathe.

I tried to kill Dad…

I hurt Royce.

Again.

I tried to kill him…

That’s all I ever do, cause him pain…

I hurt him, mentally and physically.

He’s too fucking good for me.

“Skyla?”

I turn my back on her. The overwhelming guilt of what happened is suffocating me.

It’s better if I’m dead. This time they were able to stop me… but what if next time they can’t?

Why aren’t they locking me up?

Why are they allowing me to fucking do this shit?!

When will they realise I am a monster? When someone is dead? 1

“Sky, come on, let’s go to your room, “

Kataleya says, I turn and look at her, she’s standing there, a smile on her face, her long hair in a messy plait over her shoulder as she holds her hand out to me. “Come on Sky, let’s go.”

‘Come on Kat, let’s go play! I got you!’ 1

For a moment, I’m hit with a wave of nostalgia. It feels like Déjà vu, only this time, the roles are reversed.

I was there for Kat when she began to close in on herself, not wanting to go out as she thought about the Little Boy Hook who had left. Who had gone through so much?

But the difference is even at her lowest point, she didn’t try to kill anyone… I did. 1

I take her hand distractedly, allowing her to lead me out of this room and down to my room.

The guilt inside of me is growing in my mind.

I remember screaming at Leo that I’ll kill him first…

Accusing Royce of raping me!

Fuck!

“Sky… Your heartbeat…” Kataleya’s soft voice is faint as I simply stare at the ground in front of me.

I don’t care if I fought it; it wasn’t enough, I still hurt them, I still hurt my baby.

Every single fucking time…

“Oh, hey! Morning!” Delsanra says, smiling from where she stands by my cushion.

I step into my room and suddenly feel a gentle wave of lightness overcome me.

Magic?

But it does nothing for the feeling of drowning that is overcoming me from within.

Azura is standing by the closet, carrying Phoenix but the way her and Delsanra are here…

They’re up to something!

Are they ransacking my room or some shit trying to find more poison or something?

My vials!

Ripping free from Kataleya’s gentle hold I cross the room and push past Azura, pulling open my drawers.

My heart thunders as I realise they’re gone.

They’re all gone…

Anger begins to boil inside of me, and the urge to rip everything to shreds overcomes

I can take Azura and Kataleya!

around, my eyes falling

That’ll hurt Azura!

to snatch her

thunders as

to step back, and it hits me what I was

I’m…

I’m a monster.

hand and

with

I am an abomination.

sorry little gremlin…

stares at me with those wide

tears – and – although this time it was easier to stop myself the vile thought had crossed

“Leave,” I command.

Azura says firmly. “Look, even this little Chibi demon is rooting for you. I was telling Delsanra earlier that I want to dress her up as a

GET THE

before she

off me, and

I’m in

she pushes me back with a

around her. “Sky… calm down.” She warns me softly.

out then!”

appear at the door, but

alone! I’m safer alone!”

I say that out loud?

lips as she

confidence in her eyes

out to show them I’m not playing, the thought

I might hurt

her, but her face hides the pain I’m sure that push

a little time.” She

“It’s alright Sky-”

Just leave!” I scream. I might hurt him again, fuck what if

and I stand there, my heart pounding. Alessandra lets Malevolent in the room before the door shuts,

They have cameras, right?

I scoff. How pathetic.

bed, staring at the ground. If they know who I really am… what my

own mother. Thought to tear her heart out. What a lovely

alone, even Malevolent

leg. Warmth fills me, but with it the self-doubt

to come out of the depths of

I try, it’s still

I lift her into my arms and hug her tightly, unable to stop the sudden tears that fill my eyes as I rock

My heart hurts.

‘Fight it.’

Bastet?

‘Never doubt yourself.’1

what I

your father’s daughter,

said and did to him? I

are echoing in my mind, the things I said, the things

meant to be a

me a

I am dangerous.

a game of hide and seek when I had newly shifted… I almost ripped another kid’s throat

first time… and far from

I was

had to learn how to control my Lycan, but how do you control something that just

is that

A killer?

quickly putting Malevolent down and

I’ll hurt her next…

as

I can smell blood.

I can see blood.

my leg on something. Turning, I push Malevolent,

is

“Stay away!”

the one

them coming, trying to use all my

can never be

towel blindly and some clothes, but I have no intention of having a shower. I just. want to

door opens and I stare

as my

Kill him.

“GET OUT!” I scream.

the towel in my hand before he motions

at Royce again, the

Why?

done anything for

you looking

beautiful woman

He responds.

she’s not a woman, but a