The Temptation of Sin And The Lycan Princess

A.N: The chapter may contain some triggering content – Skyla hits a very low point.

SKYLA.

My eyes snap open and they’re blazing purple, an arm is draped over my waist, and I turn to see Kataleyà next to me, her eyes open as she looks at me with concern.

“Hey, afternoon, Sky.” She whispers.

I can smell Royce’s scent lingering in this room. I look down at the shirt I’m wearing. I don’t know how, but I know he put this on

What the hell happened?

My body feels as if it’s been hit by a damn rhinoceros.

The events of what happened suddenly rush back to my mind and my stomach twists as the influx of memories and emotions make it hard to breathe.

I tried to kill Dad…

I hurt Royce.

Again.

I tried to kill him…

That’s all I ever do, cause him pain…

I hurt him, mentally and physically.

He’s too fucking good for me.

“Skyla?”

I turn my back on her. The overwhelming guilt of what happened is suffocating me.

It’s better if I’m dead. This time they were able to stop me… but what if next time they can’t?

Why aren’t they locking me up?

Why are they allowing me to fucking do this shit?!

When will they realise I am a monster? When someone is dead? 1

“Sky, come on, let’s go to your room, “

Kataleya says, I turn and look at her, she’s standing there, a smile on her face, her long hair in a messy plait over her shoulder as she holds her hand out to me. “Come on Sky, let’s go.”

‘Come on Kat, let’s go play! I got you!’ 1

For a moment, I’m hit with a wave of nostalgia. It feels like Déjà vu, only this time, the roles are reversed.

I was there for Kat when she began to close in on herself, not wanting to go out as she thought about the Little Boy Hook who had left. Who had gone through so much?

But the difference is even at her lowest point, she didn’t try to kill anyone… I did. 1

I take her hand distractedly, allowing her to lead me out of this room and down to my room.

The guilt inside of me is growing in my mind.

I remember screaming at Leo that I’ll kill him first…

Accusing Royce of raping me!

Fuck!

“Sky… Your heartbeat…” Kataleya’s soft voice is faint as I simply stare at the ground in front of me.

I don’t care if I fought it; it wasn’t enough, I still hurt them, I still hurt my baby.

Every single fucking time…

“Oh, hey! Morning!” Delsanra says, smiling from where she stands by my cushion.

I step into my room and suddenly feel a gentle wave of lightness overcome me.

Magic?

But it does nothing for the feeling of drowning that is overcoming me from within.

Azura is standing by the closet, carrying Phoenix but the way her and Delsanra are here…

They’re up to something!

Are they ransacking my room or some shit trying to find more poison or something?

My vials!

Ripping free from Kataleya’s gentle hold I cross the room and push past Azura, pulling open my drawers.

My heart thunders as I realise they’re gone.

They’re all gone…

Anger begins to boil inside of me, and the urge to rip everything to shreds overcomes

I can take Azura and Kataleya!

spin around, my

That’ll hurt Azura!

eyes flash as I raise my hands, ready to snatch her from Azura’s hold, the

thunders as Azura

ready to step back, and it hits me what I was about to

I’m…

I’m a monster.

lower one hand and slowly

with the

I am an abomination.

sorry little gremlin…

me with

and – although this time it was easier to stop

“Leave,” I command.

we’re here for you,” Azura says firmly. “Look, even this little Chibi demon is rooting for you. I was telling Delsanra earlier that I want to dress her up as

GET THE FUCK OUT!”

droop before she bursts into

rages off me,

I’m in front of her, grabbing her

blaze red, and she pushes me back with a blast of

her. “Sky… calm down.” She

out then!” I

the door, but I shake

alone! I want to be alone! I’m safer

say that out

of a smile crosses Mama’s lips as she enters the

fighting this.” She whispers gently. The confidence in her eyes

her heart out to show them I’m not playing, the thought makes my stomach churn and instead I settle for shoving

that I might hurt

know I hurt her because I used force. Dad catches her, but her face hides the pain I’m sure that

little time.” She says

“It’s alright Sky-”

hurt him again, fuck

Malevolent in the

They have cameras, right?

I scoff. How pathetic.

the ground. If they know who I really am… what my thoughts

to tear her heart out. What a lovely daughter

alone, even Malevolent

me carefully, nudging her head against my leg. Warmth fills me, but with it the

of the depths of my mind. I’m going down a dark train

as I try, it’s still dark, it’s still

sudden tears that fill my eyes as I rock myself on the bed,

My heart hurts.

‘Fight it.’

Bastet?

‘Never doubt yourself.’1

what I said to

about that… you are almost there…. You are your father’s daughter, you are the one that the King wants.

I said and did to him?

voices are echoing in my mind, the things I said, the things

was never meant to be

a

I am dangerous.

me down during a game of hide and seek when I

the first time… and far from

was

had to learn how to control my Lycan, but how do

that the

A killer?

quickly putting Malevolent down

I’ll hurt her next…

head continues to pound as

I can smell blood.

I can see blood.

blinding me and I hit my leg on something.

heart is

“Stay away!”

one behind

them coming, trying to use

can never be

but I have no

I stare at Leo

hatred within me is surfacing as my full

Kill him.

“GET OUT!” I scream.

the towel in my hand before he motions for Royce to

myself to look at Royce again, the concern

Why?

never done anything for him… just

looking at?” I

most beautiful woman in

He responds.

she’s not a