The Tormented Soul

Darius POV 

I was standing there on our balcony and my eyes followed Aleera when she just left me there. It was hard for me not to run after her but I have promised to give her time and I will honor it. I don't want to have intimacy with her if she is not ready. 

I was standing there looking at her glass door. Some part of me wished she was ready. I want to give her all the love and satisfaction I can give her. The wild image I got inside my head did not help me in this time at all. I tried my best to push them away but sadly it did not work at all.

With this image in my head it got hotter and hotter and the only thing to help me to calm down was an ice cold shower, so I went back to my room and took a  long cold shower. After I was done I grabbed my black sweatpants and put them on and was about to get into my bed when I heard her through the wall, I focused on the sound and it was a sound I did not want to hear in this way. It would have been better if we were doing the it together

She was moaning inside her room and I was turned on again just by her moaning. I heard Xander screaming in my mind go in there and help her. He was trying to get out and take over but I pushed him back. 

'Xander, stop it, she is not ready.'

'Then why is she moaning like that right now in her room all by herself?'

"How would I know.'

'We both know that she will never be ready, if we go in there now and help her out she will love it and she will beg for more.' 

"Of course she would like it but I will not go in there not until she asks me to. We have to respect her as she is still hurting. She is not ready. She will be soon, I know it.'

Xander was about to say something but I blocked him out. He was telling the truth, I or we would love to help her out, give her a night she would never forget, but I am fighting myself not to go into her room. I want her to invite me herself, I don't want to just rush in there and frighten her even more. She has told me almost everything she has been through and finally who she really is. Of course I was shocked when she told me her real name but being Isaac’s daughter did not bother me at all. It was the moon goddess that paired the mates and if she had paired us together she must have something planned for us both.

I still heard moaning from her room and I tried to block the sound out but it was hard not to listen, the sound was so amazing. 

Aleera's POV 

it was that I did not want to see him right now. It did feel weird to leave him out there after everything that just happened and what would have happened if I had not

clothes. When I was about to take off my underwear I could feel that they were wet. I moved my hand over them when I hit something that sent this weird kind of feeling all through me. It felt so good that I couldn't hold in a moan as I closed my eyes. I stopped myself and

started to stroke my hand over my already wet pussy over and over again hitting that one spot that sent waves of pleasure through me. I closed my eyes and moaned. I kept the same pace for a while and then I started to increase it as I felt more comfortable. As my pace picked up my moans got louder and louder but

added more pressure to my nub as I let my moans get even louder not caring about anything else but the feeling I was giving myself. I could not hold back anymore, I felt a tension in my lower abdomen and my body took control as my hand moved by itself. I had never done this before so I didn't have a clue how it worked but with this feeling I was giving myself I must be doing it right. I slid two fingers in me and slowly pulled them out just to push them back in again. I had to bite on my lips not to scream out from the waves of pleasure it was giving me but that didn’t stop the moans from escaping. Why is this happening now? Why did I not feel this before? I never had the flower and bee talk with my mother before but I know that this has something to do with that.

even more but I could seem to get over the edge. It felt like I was stuck and I didn’t

can tell

'Absolutely not!' 

he's the only one that can satisfy you

but I am not

ready? You are literally standing in

I walked over to my bed and was about to climb into it to get some sleep when a knock on my door came, I already knew who it was. I walked over and opened the door and there

looking at me and it was then I remembered I was only in my black

and I must

my eyes. "Sorry, for coming to you this late when you were

you

"Can I come inside?"