The Tormented Soul

Third POV 

Darius was on his way to the dungeon to face Aleera's brother, Angelo Hawks. As he thought about what Angelo and her dad did to Aleera on purpose it made him angrier. How could he do this to his own sister? It was incomprehensible. Why do all this for the alpha title? A female wolf can only take that title when her parents don't conceive a son, so the title was his already. Why did he do all this?

Darius had just reached the dungeon and was about to open the door when he felt pain all over his body, he knew it came from Aleera. He turned around when he heard her screaming and he started to run back. Her screams got louder and louder making every wolf get into battle position ready to fight due to the event earlier. He had to mind link everyone telling them it was Aleera that was screaming. Everyone was worried due to the battle earlier but as soon as he told them what it was they started to relax a bit knowing it wasn’t another battle.

Darius ran as fast as he could back to her room. He threw open the door and looked around but was not able to spot her when he saw the glass door open so he rushed to the balcony and found her laying down on the balcony floor. Her whole body was shaking and her eyes were rolling back. He recognized the symptoms right away, she was about to shift for the first time.

He noticed that her lips were moving like she was trying to talk but it was so low that he had to lean down to hear her.

"What is going on?" She asked in a shaky whispering voice.

"Baby, you are about to shift for the first time." He said to her while pulling her closer to him so she could feel that he was there with her for her first shift.

Aleera PVO 

The skin on my body felt like it was on fire, I wanted to tear it off me so the burning feeling would go away. Every second I could felt my body getting hotter and hotter and it felt like my skin was being torn apart when I started to feel pain inside my body, not long after my bone started to break. I could feel Darius was holding both my arms down with a tight grip but I don't know why.

"Let me go." I manage to tell him between the pain of my bones breaking.

"You are going through the transformation, right now your claws and canines are out and they are the most dangerous part in the first shift, that's why I am holding them down. I don’t want you to hurt yourself." He said back but I only understood half of it as all my focus was on my pain and how to get rid of it

The disgusting taste of iron filled my mouth and I knew it was blood. Why can't the first shift be much easier? Why does it need to be this painful and how long do I need to go through this first shift?

I pushed Darius away from me but where I got the strength to do it I had no idea. My bones were breaking even more now and were reforming inside me. Every crack was painful and I just wanted it to stop.

This is a pain I never wanted to feel again and I would not want anyone else to feel it either. I know for sure that I won't survive this pain.

The popping sound was echoing in my ears as my bones were reforming themself and every time a bone broke it felt like my insides were going to burst out.

I was gasping for air as the pain got worse and worse and the time passed only to realize the pain I was feeling was from the claws breaking through my skin. It felt like I have been going through this transformation for hours and I was crying like a child. Then just like that everything stopped and the pain was gone.

but it was too bright so I shut them. After a while

hear Darius’s heartbeat. Even the smell of everything was so much better than before and if I focused enough I was able to smell the blood

sat up but something felt weird, it was uncomfortable. I looked over at Darius who was looking at me with a weird look. Why was he looking

so much to see that he despised my looks so much that I moved

where

able to. He came closer

to be able to answer me when you are in your wolf

at all. I started to get frustrated and he must have noticed it because he gave me more instructions to

and when you have made a connection you

do. I concentrated and tried to find him but all I heard was other voices and they were loud, I did not like it at all. I

'Darius' 

'Yes, my love.'

did this

Hun, you are so

look at me like I

not because of that, but how your

'What do you mean?'

I am looking at the stunning white wolf in front of me. Do you have any idea how rare it is to see a

Is my fur white?' Now I was

looked down at my front legs and to my surprise, I saw white fur.

need

pulled the curtains close and then closed the glass doors

beautiful and huge. I even

think? Do

but the good question is where the hell

here by your side all along, but you have been blocking me out. That's why I have not been able

‘Blocking you out? How?'

me out before, so it's not your first time doing it. As a shapeshifter, we can block out the other part of ourselves if we feel like it but we need to know how to do it. Me as your wolf knows how, but you as a human have to learn how it works. I’m not sure how you were able to because no one taught