The Tormented Soul

Aleera’s POV

I ran out of the kitchen as fast as I could. I needed to get out of there and away from the intense feeling I was having. I ran through the packhouse and exited the back door to the back yard. As I felt the cold air on my face I sat down on one of the benches to go over what just happened. How can they even think I would be a good luna to this pack with my past and how can I give Night Shad any hope? I heard the door open and close, I did not look to see who it was, there was only one person that would come after me.

"Do you mind if I join you?" It was not a man's voice which caused me to look over at the person that was talking and it was Nicole. So I was wrong this time. Why did she follow me? But I was happy it was not Darius. I looked at her. 

"Sure, you can." I said to her, confused.

Nicole came over to me and sat down beside me, not uttering any word to me or saying anything, she just sat there with me. We sat there for a while before she broke the silence and started to talk to me.

"Aleera, you’re probably wondering why I was the one that came out here instead of Darius. I thought you needed a girl to talk to."

"And what would we even talk about?" I asked and looked at her.

"Since you came here, you have not talked about anything. Right now we can talk about anything you want to talk about. For example, the Luna Celebration or even your brother and his betrayal to you."

Shit, she knows so much already and she looks like she wants to help me and wants the best for me. 

"Thanks so much." Was the only thing I felt I could say right now.

"You should know that I don't want to force you to talk right now if you don't feel up for it. I just want you to know that you can talk to me whenever you want and about anything." She said to me and I could tell she meant it by the worried tone in her voice.

I did not answer her. I just sat there waiting for her to say more but it took a while before she did.

"I don't know how it is for you right now, but I can only guess that everything is up and down for you. You have your past and now you have to figure out your new role as the luna for the Night Shad pack." She stopped there to catch a breath before she continued.

"And on top of it all, you find out that your own brother is alive after all these years and that he is behind everything and that he hates you so much. Just remember that Darius, me, and everyone in this pack has your back and we will be here for you."

"Thanks so much, Nicole. You are right this is too much for me right now, and I don't know how to cope with it all right now. And I don't think this is the right time for the party. There are only a few people that know the truth about me and my past." I said to her with a low and stuttered voice. How can they think I will be a strong luna? I am weak.

know that I believe in you and so does Darius. We will not have a normal luna celebration, this one will be specially made just

running down my cheeks, she must have found a way through my mental walls. She moved

did not step over the line to

step over anything. It's just so much for me right now and all these feelings do not help me at all." I said back to her. I wanted her

that you keep

thing that keeps bugging me is what my brother said to

and then all the nasty stuff your father and the whole pack did to

with words so I nodded my head. It hurt so much to think about it, and to talk about it hurt even more. I still haven't figured out why Angelo hated me so much, we were best friends and we loved each other in the past. Now I found out that our father murdered our mother just because he wanted to be the most powerful alpha. The big question is, is this one of

sat there and Nicole was the one that brought me

take this the wrong way but I'm guessing that during all these years since your mother's death,

"That is correct."

this opportunity to have fun. We

her she got up and walked towards the

me?" She turned around to face

you

you choose me as your

beside me and placed her hands over mine

if your mother even was able to have that talk with you." When I

to be the leaders. A pack always needs two leaders, one alpha and one luna. So there's something in you and in him that needs each other and that's why Selene mated you

choose

must know that you will do something great and that's why, and as Darius mate, you need him to be able to

know if I

you are ready, if you wouldn't, why would you

his needs?" I

was both your needs, you need each other to survive. The worst thing that can happen when you have fully mated and marked is that one of you dies, the one that will live will never feel peace, will always be heartbroken, and will