The Wolf In Me

I felt like I had woken up from a whole night of boxing against Floyd Mayweather. My body felt all bruised. I could barely touch my chest and not feel pain. I sat down on the bedside of Mei's bed rubbing my still closed eyes. Trying to wake up I opened my eyes wide to stretch them for a few seconds and then relaxed my face again.

Last night before we went to bed Mei grabbed one of Jake's pyjamas for me.

"You can sleep in my bed tonight. I need to know that you are doing fine," she said whilst watching me change.

I smiled at her as I put on the v neck shirt slowly over my head.

"I'm fine," I lied to her, but I was the kind of person that wanted to feel in control all the time.

I laid on the bed under the covers and Mei followed me in. I looked out of the skylight gazing at the bright stars in the sky as I always loved to watch them quietly whilst they gleam softly and listen to my father's voice in my head. He always had a way with wording. I could never forget those father and son moments we used to have.

My eyes closed and I could feel Mei shift her head over mine.

"What are you thinking?" She asked, realizing she could sense my feelings.

I opened my eyes slowly, still maintaining my face straight at the ceiling for a while longer, then I turned my eyes towards her.

"Well, since you are asking, I am dwelling on the past," I started. "Look at the sky above. Do you see that star over there?"

I turned to look out of the skylight as I pointed at the stars.

"It reminds me of my old man. He was wise and strong and he always had a good sense of speech. I miss his wisdom and his way of making me feel like I was his special son. I mean, I was his only one after my sister passed away, so, I guess I was special to him. I feel like those stars are my father and extended family looking down over me," I explained with a soft tone.

I breathed in and out feeling a sense of peacefulness now that I have illustrated my thoughts and feelings to her.

"So, how old was she when she...?" Mei looked into my eyes, but stopped her question half way.

I sighed, feeling like I had an answer, but it was not the right one. Like something was blocking the truth from me. So all I did was shrug my shoulders.

remember," I frowned, knowing it was a

was crazy not to remember such an

on my chest gazing up

pillow gracefully and I felt the need to touch it as it looked silky. I leaned over so I would be able to look at her sleeping peacefully for a while.

first day I came here. I walked into the kitchen to

Mei's POV

I heard the front door open and close. Luka was not here anymore. Where did he go? My eyes gazed where he was sleeping last night and I could still smell his scent of the

stood up and went to the kitchen wearing a blue crop top and shorts and noticed a note

back later. Went to

finds out, he might get into deep trouble even though he was the strongest Alpha I

the fruit bowl and grabbed the last apple that was left and rushed for the car keys in the hopes of finding Luka before he ends up in deep

could, racing down the road. Surely he was not too far away and I knew the address of the place since it was written at the back of the photo.

you are," I spoke to myself then hit the

the window trying to

didn't pay any attention so I pressed the horn three times. He looked at my direction and opened his eyes

he rolled down the window he leaned a bit forward "what are

the next side

doing?" He asked as

nothing important for you

close to his chest and glared

have a job to

go himself there. Now let's go back,"

what is there so scary that you wouldn't dare tell, or I would find out by

is our first argument.

and leaned my body on my car. He stared at me for a while not knowing what to say, then he huffed