The Wolf In Me

"I want every wolf to help out in the search for my son. We cannot rest until he is found! He is your future alpha and we can't waste any time!"

I was shouting at the top of my lungs as my face felt like it was burning with anxiety and rage. I already imagined all the worst things that could happen in my head and my body was shaking. My mind was not quite thinking clearly, yet it was a must that I gather myself and focus to find him quickly.

As much as I tried hard to fight against shifting into my wolf, Simba was eager to release itself and take the lead, but my body would not make it if I shifted. My wound was too deep and still fresh.

"Hey, hey, Luka!" I heard someone say from my side. All I could hear was muffled voices and a whistling sound that was getting stronger in my ears. My vision was also getting blurry and the light was too much to handle

"Turn it off, turn off the lights," I mumbled, closing my eyes with my right arm.

"Luka!" Someone screamed at me again.

This time I was shaken out of my insanity and as my eyes started to focus I realised that it was Jake, trying hard to help me get myself together.

"Listen, here! Sit down for a moment alpha and concentrate."

I walked a few steps backwards and sat down roughly on an old cushioned chair, brushing my fingers against my beard in frustration.

"Look at me alpha!" He said firmly, yet gently, trying to balance himself between doing the duty of a beta, yet not exceeding his status.

My eyes turned to look at his as I squeezed my hands firmly against the chair's armrest, feeling my wolf on the verge of winning. As I was breathing heavily, Jake lowered himself down to my level and tried to speak to me in the hopes of calming me down.

"Listen, Luka, I need you to stay here and rest."

"No!" I yelled in frustration, not wanting to be left behind, almost standing back up from the chair.

"No, listen! Just listen, Luka!" He screamed back, pushing me back on the chair.

meantime I will vow to you that my body and spirit will not rest until your son, our next alpha and king would be back living with us! I promise you, alpha king of

his offer and give all my trust to him. After all, he has proven to me on multiple occasions that he served me well and

as I held my wound, now getting my senses back.

"You know I don't want you to bow, but you speak just like a beta should. I trust your words Jake more

answer was of certainty, then he gently lifted himself, gave a nod in return and rushed down the stairs to

I found Mei curled up on the bed naked, with the bedspread and her worn

asked, worried she

she mumbled in between

sighed, trying to

losing the child as most doctors suggest. Shifting during pregnancy can cause miscarriage, but it was not of certainty, therefore there was still

her, burying her face onto my chest as

our son is found. Mei, he will find our son! I know it! I just know it," I repeated, holding her tightly as I rocked our bodies, trying to

she managed to

her pain, my pain. Lifting it all on my shoulders, trying hard to look confident, yet deep down I felt the fear. It was all there, buried in my chest, yet I was physically too weak to do something

Lylah's POV

with you! The more we are the better."

at him in the eyes, waiting for him to say something, but all he did was nod. That was enough for me to

in our truck," he said, pointing at it before fleeing in

coming, or what?" Melody asked waving her arms

I looked up at the

It's going to

a vehicle good for bad weather as the thunder started to clap and the wipers could not keep up with the amount

the plan,

or anyone suspicious they will let us know. We got the truck, so we need to