This Time, I Will Get My Divorce

Chapter 663 Psychological Shadow

“No…” Fu Jingting shook his head.

In fact, he didn’t know that he had a mental problem.

But he doesn’t think that his condition can be seen by a psychiatrist.

Seeing Fu Jingting say this, Rong Shu frowned unhappily, “Why not? You haven’t tried it, how do you know it won’t work?”

Fu Jingting closed her eyes, “My mother… She regrets giving birth to me. “

What?” Rong Shu was stunned for a moment, then looked at him puzzled, “You said, your mother regrets giving birth to you?”

Fu Jingting was silent.

Rong Shu shook her head, “How is this possible! It’s absolutely impossible! How do you know that your mother regrets giving birth to you? I heard from my grandmother that your mother and son have a good relationship, and your mother is very gentle.

” May regret giving birth to Fu Jingting.

But looking at Fu Jingting’s expression, it didn’t seem like he was lying.

So, what the hell is going on here?

Fu Jingting still closed his eyes and did not speak.

Seeing him like this, Rong Shu felt even more worried.

She lowered her head and approached him, “Fu Jingting, can you tell me? There is something you can tell me, I am your audience, don’t keep it in your heart, it will only make you more unable to come out, grandmother, I, we care a lot. You, we all want to see you come out and get back to normal, if you don’t say anything, if you don’t try to come out, it will only make us more worried about you, more worried about you, you really want to see me and my grandmother , worry about you every year? Don’t forget, grandmother is very old.”

She didn’t tell him that grandmother had passed out.

He is like this now, and speaking out about his grandmother will only add fuel to the fire.

Let’s wait until he feels a little better.

Listening to Rong Shu’s words, Fu Jingting’s thin lips moved slightly, and he had to admit in his heart that he would indeed worry those who cared about him.

And my grandmother is really old.

Especially in the past two years, my grandmother’s body has been getting worse day by day.

The doctor said it was possible that the grandmother had been there for a few years.

“The night my mother committed suicide…” Fu Jingting opened his eyes and finally spoke.

Rong Shu stared at him, “Then what?”

“That night, she drank a lot. I don’t know why she drank so much, so I stayed with her all the time. She was very drunk and hugged me. I talked a lot…”

Fu Jingting looked at the ceiling, his eyes were blank, “In addition to crying that Su Cheng was getting married, my mother also told me that if she hadn’t conceived me, she would have followed Su without hesitation. Cheng left, but because she was pregnant with me, she chose to stay.”

“This…” Rong Shu’s expression changed slightly, “So, because of your mother’s words, you think your mother regrets giving birth to you? Fu Jingting’s eyelashes trembled, “

At that time, I didn’t know who Su Cheng was, but I knew that my mother didn’t love my father, she didn’t want to marry my father, but she was willing to stay in Fu’s house for me, I was willing to continue my marriage with my father. For this, I was overjoyed. Until the next morning, I saw my mother’s body. After that, I started a nightmare that lasted for more than ten years. In my dream, I always dream of my mother committing suicide, or my mother strangled me with blood all over my neck and asked me why I was dragging her down and why I came to her stomach.”

Rong Shu bit her lower lip, He quickly said, “This is a dream, it’s fake.”

“I know it’s fake, but what my mother said is not fake.” Fu Jingting looked at her with dim eyes, “Because of these nightmares, let me know, My arrival makes my mother unable to pursue her own happiness, my existence stumbles her footsteps from leaving the Fu family, and it is I who kills my mother.”

Hearing this, Rong Shu was startled, and instantly understood that he The real psychological shadow was not that he witnessed his mother’s suicide.

Rather, he felt that the culprit behind his mother’s suicide was him.

“It’s not like this!” Rong Shu immediately shook her head, “Fu Jingting, it’s not like this, you didn’t kill your mother, and your mother didn’t think you were a drag, listen, what you think is all your own thinking, It’s all your nightmares, not what your mother really meant, you’re her son, how could she regret giving birth to you, how could she think you’re a drag?”

else in her heart man, and will

that the child is innocent, and she should not take her own

Shu’s words, Fu Jingting’s eyes flashed for a moment, but it quickly

slightly, “You’re not her, you don’t know what she’s

is responsible for her role as a mother You say that she regrets giving birth to you, but I think that is just her emotion, a emotion about another possibility in

trembled

are an obstacle preventing her from pursuing her own happiness, she will not be so kind to you and will not fulfill the responsibility of being a mother, so Fu Jingting, you are just because of your mother. The emotional impact of the sentence is too deep to have such nightmares, but in fact, those nightmares are

mouth corners Pulling out a bitter arc, “It’s been more than

but you have to forget, you have to learn to look forward, don’t you?” Rong Shu said, thinking of something, got up

reached into the bag and took out

scarf,

scarf he asked her to knit yesterday, Fu

you asked me to knit. I have already knitted it. I stayed up all night yesterday.” Rong

to give this

his temperament has changed a lot today, he brought this

can come in handy, to appease his emotions

hand and touched the scarf around her neck. The scarf was soft and had a

the scarf

like this, Rong Shu said, “It was originally a birthday present for you, but now

touched Wearing a scarf, he looked

another cup of hot water, “Do you want something

Jingting shook

Listen to what your throat is like?” Rong Shu

for the alcohol in his stomach, she would just soak

Chapter 664 Childish Man

Shu’s serious and unrepentant look, Fu Jingting knew that he couldn’t do it if he didn’t drink

took the water glass, and then took a few sips of

Shu retract his gaze with satisfaction, and did not stare at him

the water glass aside and shook his drowsy,

Rong Shu

Fu Jingting hummed.

who told you to drink

Jingting bowed his head knowingly

his face softened, “Forget it, in short, don’t drink like this in the future, it’s enough to scare me once, I don’t want to be like this every year in

Jingting looked at her,

nothing wrong.” Rong Shu said softly, “I understand that you would choose this way when faced with such a thing. , but I also hope that you think about it as soon as possible, don’t forget, I just said that you are not the

eyes flashed slightly, as if

drink so much alcohol, and have no rest all

down her hand and asked again, “Would you like to sleep a

his head was

that she would leave after he rested, so he shook his

Shu rolled her eyes and said, looking at his lack of

moved, and just as he was about to say

stomach

didn’t know whether to laugh or cry, “What

it was almost noon

flashed with confusion, as if he didn’t

this, Rong Shu couldn’t help but

look

be drinking too much, alcohol is on top, let the brain be confused

looked stupid, not as

he is so cute at that time, and it is rare

but was not completely

put her hands on the man’s shoulders and pressed the man back on the sofa, “Okay, you lie here obediently, I’ll go to the kitchen to see if there are any ingredients,

without something in

No problem is strange.

sofa and stared blankly at Rong

around his neck and covered him with a blanket before getting up and preparing to go

step, her hand