This Time, I Will Get My Divorce

Chapter 663 Psychological Shadow

“No…” Fu Jingting shook his head.

In fact, he didn’t know that he had a mental problem.

But he doesn’t think that his condition can be seen by a psychiatrist.

Seeing Fu Jingting say this, Rong Shu frowned unhappily, “Why not? You haven’t tried it, how do you know it won’t work?”

Fu Jingting closed her eyes, “My mother… She regrets giving birth to me. “

What?” Rong Shu was stunned for a moment, then looked at him puzzled, “You said, your mother regrets giving birth to you?”

Fu Jingting was silent.

Rong Shu shook her head, “How is this possible! It’s absolutely impossible! How do you know that your mother regrets giving birth to you? I heard from my grandmother that your mother and son have a good relationship, and your mother is very gentle.

” May regret giving birth to Fu Jingting.

But looking at Fu Jingting’s expression, it didn’t seem like he was lying.

So, what the hell is going on here?

Fu Jingting still closed his eyes and did not speak.

Seeing him like this, Rong Shu felt even more worried.

She lowered her head and approached him, “Fu Jingting, can you tell me? There is something you can tell me, I am your audience, don’t keep it in your heart, it will only make you more unable to come out, grandmother, I, we care a lot. You, we all want to see you come out and get back to normal, if you don’t say anything, if you don’t try to come out, it will only make us more worried about you, more worried about you, you really want to see me and my grandmother , worry about you every year? Don’t forget, grandmother is very old.”

She didn’t tell him that grandmother had passed out.

He is like this now, and speaking out about his grandmother will only add fuel to the fire.

Let’s wait until he feels a little better.

Listening to Rong Shu’s words, Fu Jingting’s thin lips moved slightly, and he had to admit in his heart that he would indeed worry those who cared about him.

And my grandmother is really old.

Especially in the past two years, my grandmother’s body has been getting worse day by day.

The doctor said it was possible that the grandmother had been there for a few years.

“The night my mother committed suicide…” Fu Jingting opened his eyes and finally spoke.

Rong Shu stared at him, “Then what?”

“That night, she drank a lot. I don’t know why she drank so much, so I stayed with her all the time. She was very drunk and hugged me. I talked a lot…”

Fu Jingting looked at the ceiling, his eyes were blank, “In addition to crying that Su Cheng was getting married, my mother also told me that if she hadn’t conceived me, she would have followed Su without hesitation. Cheng left, but because she was pregnant with me, she chose to stay.”

“This…” Rong Shu’s expression changed slightly, “So, because of your mother’s words, you think your mother regrets giving birth to you? Fu Jingting’s eyelashes trembled, “

At that time, I didn’t know who Su Cheng was, but I knew that my mother didn’t love my father, she didn’t want to marry my father, but she was willing to stay in Fu’s house for me, I was willing to continue my marriage with my father. For this, I was overjoyed. Until the next morning, I saw my mother’s body. After that, I started a nightmare that lasted for more than ten years. In my dream, I always dream of my mother committing suicide, or my mother strangled me with blood all over my neck and asked me why I was dragging her down and why I came to her stomach.”

Rong Shu bit her lower lip, He quickly said, “This is a dream, it’s fake.”

“I know it’s fake, but what my mother said is not fake.” Fu Jingting looked at her with dim eyes, “Because of these nightmares, let me know, My arrival makes my mother unable to pursue her own happiness, my existence stumbles her footsteps from leaving the Fu family, and it is I who kills my mother.”

Hearing this, Rong Shu was startled, and instantly understood that he The real psychological shadow was not that he witnessed his mother’s suicide.

Rather, he felt that the culprit behind his mother’s suicide was him.

“It’s not like this!” Rong Shu immediately shook her head, “Fu Jingting, it’s not like this, you didn’t kill your mother, and your mother didn’t think you were a drag, listen, what you think is all your own thinking, It’s all your nightmares, not what your mother really meant, you’re her son, how could she regret giving birth to you, how could she think you’re a drag?”

it was her, even if she loved someone else in her heart man,

that the child is innocent, and she should not take her own anger on a

Shu’s words, Fu Jingting’s eyes flashed for

not her, you

grandmother say a lot about you and your mother, your mother is very gentle and kind to you, even if she doesn’t love your father, but for you, she is responsible for her role as a mother You say that she regrets giving birth to you, but I think that is just her emotion, a emotion about another possibility in her life, it is not regret, if she really regrets, she will not say

trembled

to you and thinks that you are an obstacle preventing her from pursuing her own happiness, she will not be so kind to you and will not fulfill the responsibility of being a mother, so Fu Jingting, you are just because of your mother. The emotional impact of the sentence is too deep to have such nightmares, but in fact, those nightmares are all fake and all your own imagination, so Fu Jingting, try to forget those words and come out,

Jingting’s mouth corners Pulling out a bitter arc, “It’s been more than ten years, how can it be possible

to look forward, don’t you?” Rong Shu

reached into the bag

a scarf,

to knit yesterday,

I stayed up all night yesterday.”

to give this scarf to

changed a lot today, he brought

in case it can come in handy, to

her neck. The scarf was soft and had a

scarf tightly

“It was originally a birthday present for you, but now I’ll give

touched Wearing a scarf, he looked at

poured another cup of hot water, “Do

Jingting shook

Listen to what your throat is like?”

she would just soak him in honey water to make his

Chapter 664 Childish Man

Shu’s serious and unrepentant look, Fu Jingting knew that he couldn’t do it

then propped himself up and sat up, took the

gaze with satisfaction,

drinking the water, Fu Jingting put the water

this, Rong

Fu Jingting hummed.

her lips, “You deserve it, who told you to drink so

bowed his head

expression on his face softened, “Forget it, in short, don’t drink like this in the future, it’s enough to scare me once, I don’t want to be like this every year in

Jingting looked at

choose this way when faced with such a thing. , but I also hope that you think about it as soon as possible, don’t forget, I just said that you are not the culprit of your mother’s suicide, so don’t veto yourself, if you veto yourself, then

flashed slightly, as if thinking

a fever or something, drink so much alcohol, and have no rest all night, the

her hand and asked again, “Would you like to sleep a

Jingting had no strength at the moment, his head was dizzy,

to rest, but was afraid that she would leave after he rested, so

eyes and said, looking at his lack of

as he was about to say something, his stomach suddenly

his stomach and blinked blankly,

laugh or cry, “What is

said that it was almost noon now, not to mention him, she was a

Jingting’s eyes flashed with confusion, as if he didn’t quite understand what

Rong Shu couldn’t help

look like

is on top, let the brain be confused at

he looked stupid, not as

at that time, and it is

expect that when he drank too much but was not completely drunk, he would actually look

her head helplessly, Rong Shu put her hands on the man’s shoulders and pressed the man back on the sofa, “Okay, you

do without something in my stomach just

No problem is strange.

and stared blankly

his neck and covered him with a blanket before getting up and preparing to

hand was pulled by